girl can't marry

Chapter 6

Why did I come to you...

Although I don't want to admit it, the fact is that the medicine that Ruan Yan took was not serious at that time, it was only for half an hour, and a bucket of cold water was enough, not to mention that Gu Yubi was familiar with several of the medicines there. Chu Shanquan is there, but she doesn't.

She didn't help the naked and helpless woman righteously, but followed the idea that came up for no reason at that time: I want you, it's just such a simple reason, but in this situation, this She couldn't say a word anyway.

"Yu Er, there are so many absurdities in this world, and so many ignorances in this world. Each of us has many sides. You can lie or even do deceitful things for your own reasons, but you have to remember one thing, you The only thing is that you can’t lie about your feelings. If you like it, you like it. If you don’t love it, you don’t love it. Don’t hurt others or yourself.”

Dad's words are too old but deeply rooted in his heart. At that time, I was still young, why did I lie? "I don't know, I just came here when I wanted to"

"Then, if it were someone else, would you come too?" Ruan Yan, like every young girl in love, asked more and more, just because she must have more and more expectations in her heart.

"No..." Gu Yu didn't hesitate this time, and the tone of his answer was also resolute and full of certainty.

"..." Ruan Yan was speechless, she couldn't believe such words, but the man's expression made her think it should be like this,

"If it was someone else, I wouldn't go to rescue like that, and there wouldn't be any coming or not coming."

Gu Yu looked at the silent woman in front of him, and he simply said something more clearly, if it wasn't you, I would throw someone else into the cold mountain spring instead of taking off my clothes, I don't know why I am so sure, Probably because, at that moment, you who were so emotional made me lose my mind when I was sober.

Ruan Yan stayed there in a daze. If it wasn't for me, I wouldn't be able to save her. Although these words sound a bit cruel, but I don't know why I feel happy because of such words. Most women who are immersed in love are like this, so She also perfectly missed Gu Yu's meaning "I won't save like that"

Having said that, there was a strange silence between the two of them. Gu Yu stretched out his hand to lead the person, and walked slowly. The back mountain of this academy is very small, it can only be counted as a small forest, unlike the Liu family. The village stands like that in the wilderness, the mountain springs jingle, and the beasts walk at night.

But that's not bad, don't worry about the surrounding environment, the two of them seem to have made an agreement, their pace is getting slower and slower, and no one wants to break this rare peace.

Ruan Yan looked at the person beside her, her eyes slowly fell from the beautiful chin to the interlocking hands of the two of them, like beautiful lanterns floated in her heart, and the corners of her mouth that were secretly raised couldn't stop.

Her father was once a top scholar full of poems and books, and her mother was also a well-educated lady. She thought that she would be like her mother, but she didn't want to lose her body inexplicably first, and now she even made a tryst with a man.

I was vaguely condemned by myself in my heart, but I didn't want it to end, and I was even secretly happy, I wanted the time to slow down and the two of us to stay longer and longer.

The afterglow of the setting sun gradually faded, the moonlight shrouded quietly, and there were occasional birdsong in the woods. Ruan Yan would never have come if he was with others, but following this person in front of him, it seemed that such a quiet mountain forest was covered by a layer A transparent barrier, nothing to be afraid of.

The two sat side by side on a clean stone, and Gu Yu glanced at the woman whose eyes collided with his from time to time, "It's getting late, you..."

"Well, it's time for me to go back." Ruan Yan lowered her head, how could the world go so fast, if only I could stay forever.

Ruan Mansion is only one street away from the academy, and it will be in front of the mansion gate in an instant. Ruan Yan held her hand tighter, and was about to move forward, but her hand was held back, and she turned around suspiciously.

Gu Yu shook his head lightly, and then let go of his hand, "Be obedient, I'll watch you go back." Although she is often not bound by etiquette, she also knows that in this world, the most important thing is for women to talk about fame, so before everything is confirmed, , she didn't want to bring any blame to this woman.

Ruan Yan also understood that it would be useless for her to be seen by others, so she let go of her hands, knowing that the people behind her were always watching her, so she tried her best to let herself walk more naturally, and when she got to the gate of the mansion, she still left behind. She opened her reserve and couldn't help but glance back, the man's face under the moonlight was a little unclear, but Ruan Yan felt that the man must have smiled, a soft smile without any contempt.

"Miss, you are back, the master and wife are waiting in the front hall." As soon as they arrived in their yard, Wen Hua hurried out and exclaimed.

"No problem, just follow our agreement, let's go" Ruan Yan woke up from this wonderful evening, and her senses also recovered.

"Yan'er, where are you going so late?" Mrs. Ruan glanced at Zhou Hu who was sitting upright and Dean Ruan with a dignified face, and worriedly winked at her daughter, she must not make your father angry anymore.

"My daughter accompanied Yuanyuan to pick out a few books. Because Wen Hua came back first, she forgot about the world for a while and made her parents worry." Ruan Yan explained calmly and started eating.

Ruan Weiqin put down the chopsticks in his hand, "I'm still going out with that girl, have you forgotten the lesson from last time, I'll be back home before You Shi"

A lesson from last time made the faces of the three people at the table change. Mrs. Ruan looked at her daughter distressedly. If the master hadn't asked Mrs. Congxin to lie and say that her daughter was praying in Qingshi Temple, the girl in the boudoir would have disappeared for no reason. I'm afraid the reputation will be ruined, not to mention that although Yan'er is fine, but as a mother, she can see that her daughter has been bullied, and it may be difficult for her to have a good marriage in the future.

Fortunately, the child Zhou Hu told the master in private that he didn't mind, and her daughter's life-long affairs made her feel relieved. After Zhou Hu finished the autumn test this year, the marriage of the two children should also be mentioned.

Ruan Yan felt sour in her heart, recalling that bad memory again, her thoughts turned back to today, and the sweetness in her heart slowly covered up those sourness.

The meal became heavy and depressing because of Ruan Yan's late return. No one saw Zhou Hu put his left hand on his thigh vigorously under the dining table. But Ruan's mother couldn't fool him. How could Lu Yuan stay with him in the evening, so why would she buy any books?

After dinner, Ruan smoked in his room.

"Miss, what does Mr. Gu say?" Wenhua and gossip asked while lying beside the desk.

"What do you say?" Ruan Yan smiled lightly.

"What are you going to do in the future? When will he come to propose marriage? I thought it would be a disaster, but maybe it will turn into a good thing." The little maid looked forward to her young lady's happy marriage.

"He didn't say, we didn't talk much today." The smile on the corner of his mouth couldn't be hidden.

"Ah...then what did you all do?" Wen Hua was at a loss.

"We didn't do anything." Ruan Yan tapped the forehead of the following painting amusedly.

"Miss, tell me, do you fall in love with Mr. Gu?" Wen Hua vowed to gossip to the end.

"You little girl, hurry up and go to bed, you have to go to school tomorrow morning." Ruan Yan changed the subject a little bit embarrassed, do you like it?Like it!

"Ah, I see. By the way, miss, would you still like it if it was another son?" Wen Hua's question continued to escalate.

"No" fell without the slightest hesitation, and Ruan Yan suddenly understood, it turned out that the man was in this mood when he answered this question.No one knows what will happen to someone else, but I can conclude that it won't be like this, I won't wait far away, and I won't want to be with you.

Ruan Yan couldn't explain this inexplicable conviction, which was strange and firm, but she felt a burst of warmth in her heart, which made people nostalgic and satisfied.

The next day, at the same time, the second and third students gradually left, but Ruan Yan avoided the crowd and came to the back hill of the academy, where she found the stone she had sat on yesterday, wiped it carefully with a handkerchief and sat on it.

Every minute and every second is longer than in the past. The two didn't make an appointment to see each other yesterday, but she thought in her heart that it should be like this. There is no need to say more, that person should also come, although this day is in a state of anxiety However, she still couldn't dispel her thoughts.

Suddenly there was the sound of a branch being stepped on behind him, Ruan Yan turned around quickly, before she had time to say anything, a shy but pretty smile appeared on her face, it was that person.

"You came"

"Well, here I come"

"I thought you weren't coming"

"You've come to wait, haven't you?"

"Then shall we come tomorrow?"

"certainly"

"But Daddy told me to go back in the next hour"

"No problem, let's go back together"

"Huh! Huh? What are you talking about?" Ruan Yan looked blank, wondering what it means to go back together.

"It's me going back with you." Gu Yu smiled mysteriously, but didn't answer clearly.

In the evening, Ruan Yan finally knew what it means to go back together. Looking at Gu Yu who climbed over the wall and stood in front of her boudoir door, there was a row of black lines on her head, "How could you... how..."

"What? Isn't it good? We can stay together as long as we want in the future, don't you want to?" Gu Yu couldn't help applauding his idea.

"But, after all, we are... men and women are different." Ruan Yan lowered his head and said falteringly, but he didn't see the sudden change in the face of the person in front of him.

"I'm sorry, Miss Ruan is saying goodbye." Gu Yu cupped his hands with a livid face, and ran away as if to escape after speaking hastily.

Ruan Yan stood there blankly, looking at the direction where Gu Yu was leaving, her heart felt empty again, she murmured in a daze, "Actually, it's okay with you..." It's a pity that the person who said this is destined to be I can't hear you.

As for Gu Yu who ran away in a hurry, he was still stuck in the phrase 'men and women are different'.

Yes, there are differences between men and women, but they are the same. She is a woman just like her. These days, Gu Yu seems to be floating in the clouds, deaf and blind.But right now, he fell heavily from the clouds because of the phrase 'men and women are different'.

The author has something to say:

Recently, I’m not as diligent as me anymore, it’s scary~

The typo has been revised, thank you for catching bugs with me, best wishes~