girl can't marry

Chapter 21

Shangguanqing's memory of his mother is very little, and he vaguely heard it mentioned when he was a child. Her mother left Xiangfu when she was five years old and went to a Taoist temple in the suburbs of Beijing.

His father was the prime minister of the dynasty, he was busy with political affairs on weekdays, and when he had spare time, he only taught the young masters in the mansion carefully, and his eyes never fell on their daughters.Fortunately, although his father had several concubines, the family house was rarely harmonious. She spent these years studying and painting in her yard, and she lived comfortably.

She also begged her servant girl to take her to the Qingshi temple in the suburbs of Beijing, but she dared not step into the courtyard every time she stood outside the temple gate. From a distance, she saw the legendary Mrs. Xiangfu, who was her mother, and now she should say It was Li Congxin, the teacher.

When she was [-] years old, Shangguanqing went to the Xinglin Poetry Club held by the ladies of the capital's aristocratic families on a whim. She was bored sitting under the tree and scribbled bluestone paintings on paper. It's all in her heart, she was full of admiration for her mother when she was young.

At the age of 16, on her birthday, her father returned home early, and told General Zhenyuan that he was about to return to court, and that the Holy Majesty wanted to bestow a marriage.She is as smart as Shangguanqing, and she understood in just a moment. I am afraid that the one who will marry is this Miss Xiangfu, and she is the only one who is waiting to marry in the mansion. Sighing bitterly, marrying someone is not marrying, so she took the initiative to invite this marriage.

Only after the imperial decree came down did she know that the one she was going to marry was the second son who was rumored to have no desires and fights and was not liked by the general.

On the day of the wedding, she was brought into the bridal chamber by her future husband, and when the veil was lifted, she looked up, only to see the person in front of her pouring tea, wondering, when she heard "You and I have never met, Naturally, I have no feelings. Although the sacred will is difficult to violate, if I am not in the general's mansion, I don't need to obey it. Since my mother passed away last year, I have no attachment to this capital. This is an opportunity to go far away, you and I met for the first time today, I don’t want to insult your innocence, so I hope you understand.”

After Shangguanqing heard it, he couldn't help but find it funny. Isn't this person afraid of her leaking the news, and he doesn't know whether it is innocence or trust, but these words are very satisfactory to her: "My husband has such courage, why should I be afraid, but I There is a request, you can get out and leave, but you must take me away, why, are you only allowed to admire mountains and rivers?"

From that day on, the two of them actively planned to leave, so on the day they returned home, the husband and wife left a letter each, expressing their intention of retiring from the world, and left gracefully.At first, the two were afraid of being chased and blocked by their family, so they hired a carriage and walked along the path until they came to Jiuqu County in a hurry. It doesn't matter, Xiangye and the general saw that it was their own idea, they just thought they were young and frivolous, and they would come back after suffering some hardships outside, so they let them go.

"From now on, you and I will no longer have a husband and wife status. The mountains are high and the waters are far away. Miss cherishes it."

Unexpectedly, the second son of the dignified General Zhenyuan turned out to be a daughter, and thinking of how that person told the truth without hesitation when he left, Shangguanqing only felt that this marriage was extremely absurd.

It had been a few days since the two separated, for convenience, she simply bought some long gowns and imitated that man's appearance to pretend to be a man.That day, many people gathered in front of the restaurant, so they walked over to take a look, and it turned out that the county magistrate's daughter was looking for Mr. Xixi.

The county magistrate's daughter is named Hu Ziyan, she is twenty-eight years old, she is as beautiful as a flower, but she has always been single and never married.It was very strange to find Mr. Xi Xi this time. It was rumored that Hu Ziyan only loved scholars, and I don't know if it has something to do with it, so the old gentleman consciously didn't come to get involved in this matter.

Shangguanqing was not as desperate as Gu Wan, and he brought a lot of bank notes when he left, so he could spend the rest of his life with a little savings.However, it seemed good to find something to do, so she didn't know the truth, after a little thought, she stretched out her hand to reveal the notice.

In the lobby of Hu's Restaurant, a few men who unveiled the notice gathered together, surrounded by diners watching the excitement.Maybe it was because the wind was too gentle that day, maybe the people around were too noisy, the woman who sat upright and poked her head out of the private seat on the second floor suddenly blinked her eyes,

Although Shangguanqing can't be said to be as good-looking as a heavenly person, she can be regarded as an average person in the capital. After all, her mother was one of the four beauties back then, but she has always had a light and shallow appearance. Even so, she is not inferior to others .

But the woman in front of her was unscrupulously beautiful, her temperament was full of grace and luxury, and her eyes were even brighter when she looked at her, and she said a charming sentence, this is the county magistrate's daughter.

The beautiful woman upstairs raised her lips slightly, and was helped by the maid to walk down step by step, until she stood in front of Shangguanqing, and said softly: "Sir, follow me."

Shangguan Qing woke up suddenly, feeling ashamed of his lack of focus just now, she is not a lustful man, but she is so uncharacteristically embarrassed by the woman in front of her, it really makes people ashamed.

Hu Ziyan turned to go upstairs, the smile on the corner of her mouth became wider and wider, she never liked masculinity, but at this age, although her parents love her and want to recruit a son-in-law, she doesn't want to compromise, this is the so-called revealing the list one thing.

She had never been in a relationship before, but she also knew that she didn't seem to have any feelings for those men. She was about to give up, and when she ordered the servant girl to go back home, she saw another man who came in, no, it should be a woman.

That's right, Hu Ziyan could tell at a glance that this was a woman dressed as a female companion. Although she deliberately pretended to be a man, she showed her feet because of her jerky behavior. The eyes full of tenderness, and the smooth Adam's apple, all showed the figure of this man's daughter.

Hu Ziyan looked at the person staring at her obsessively, and couldn't ignore the heart beating much faster than usual in her chest, as if someone was saying "I want her" in her ear

She has always been informal, so she doesn't care about ethics, it doesn't matter if she is a woman, as long as she likes it, all problems will be fine.

It's just that this person is as incomprehensible as a piece of wood, has repeatedly hinted, even seduced people with beauty, but still can't ask for it.

A year passed like this, and Hu Ziyan's patience was almost exhausted. On this evening, she pretended to be frustrated and invited Li Yuan to drink, and finally looked at the drunken person at the table, feeling that she had finally succeeded.

"I never knew that Mister is red makeup." Hu Ziyan sat in front of the bed, looked at Li Yuan who was awake, and questioned pretending to be deceived.

Li Yuan hugged her drunken head, wearing only her middle coat, and her chest cloth had long since disappeared. She covered her face in embarrassment, and said dryly: "Since the eldest lady knows, I will do whatever I want. This year's wages are worthless." and you are"

"It's a joke, is this lady short of your little money? The important thing is that you deceived my feelings and my sincerity towards you. How should I count these?" Hu Ziyan pretended to be angry.

The corners of Li Yuan’s mouth twitched a few times. What the hell is this? We are just ordinary gentlemen and ladies. Where did the deceitful feelings come from?

But looking at the red-eyed look of the eldest lady who was smiling and looking forward to her on weekdays, she was full of words in her heart, let it go, so she compromised: "It's all my fault, miss, what do you want to do with it, Li Yuan Just listen to you"

"Actually, I don't care about the identity of my husband. It's just that since you and I are both women, we will live together in the future. Don't think too much, sir. I just set up a house early. I have been alone for too long, so I just want to find someone to accompany me." Hu Ziyan turned around as if disappointed, but raised her eyebrows with her back facing Li Yuan.

Although I always felt that it was unreasonable, looking at Zhou Qimei, who had a bright smile in the past, she turned around sadly so that she couldn't see her. The words in her mouth turned back and forth a few times, and finally she could only utter one word: "Okay."

"Where is Mr.?" It was time to paint for herself again. Hu Ziyan loved the way this man looked at her intently, so she asked Li Yuan to take a portrait of herself every few days.It's just that this person has been away for so long today, why hasn't he come back.

After wandering around for more than a year, Li Yuan followed his mother's surname, Li Congxin, and called himself Li Yuan. There were many loopholes in his identity, but no one doubted it.

Li Yuan met Li Duanru who had been away for a year in the restaurant. No, it should be said that the current Gu Wan, because he wanted to help each other, went to Liujia Village with Gu Wan. He probably never left for a year. In just one day , but like three autumns.

If it weren't for her knowing that she was a woman, thinking about the woman she was thinking about in her mind, it really seemed a bit crazy, and she didn't know when she would be bound like this.

Back to the side courtyard of the Hu Mansion, this is also because the strong young lady was favored to the sky by the magistrate Hu. Although she belongs to the same mansion, she has a separate family.Fortunately, this eldest lady is born with intelligence, and it is quite easy to start a business.

When he arrived at the front hall and saw the person reclining on the bench, Li Yuan suddenly understood that the reason why she was so stable was due to the care of the young lady. The corners of his mouth subconsciously raised, and he said loudly, "Miss, I came back"

"Oh? I don't know how the master's investigation is going, and whether the man is reliable" Hu Ziyan raised her eyebrows. This uneasy person dared to sleep outside with other men, which made her unable to sleep well all night.

"Miss, don't worry, brother Gu and I are old acquaintances, we are very reliable, this business can be done," Li Yuan raised his eyebrows.

"Oh, let's listen to my husband, I'm a little tired today, I'll go back to my room to sleep, and my husband will prepare a pen and paper to draw my sleeping appearance in front of the bed.

Li Yuan frowned, but didn't say anything. She has been in the Hu Mansion for more than a year, and this eldest lady has been extremely indulgent to her. There is only one thing that cannot be discussed, and that is to draw a picture for her every once in a while, and the person in the picture They are all bearded.

Hu Ziyan was lying on the bed, thinking about what that person said just now. She had never heard her tell an old friend before, and her identity was really suspicious. Hey, who let me see this person in my heart at the first sight? She didn't know who that Mr. Gu was, and she didn't feel like going to sleep when she thought about it.

"Sir, I'm a bit cold and can't sleep, can you come to the bed and warm me up?" Hu Ziyan said with a pitiful expression.

"Here, miss, how many times have I told you that men and women are safe from each other?" Li Yuan regretted entering the house again. In the past, she was often tricked by this miss into warming the bed, and even accidentally exposed her identity when she got drunk.

After hearing this, Hu Ziyan thought it was ridiculous, "Stop talking nonsense, there are no outsiders here, and both of us are women, so if you say that men and women are so defensive, hurry up."

Li Yuan knew that although this eldest lady was loved by the county magistrate, her relationship with her mother was average. She used to be her Oedipus, but recently she seems to be too dependent on him, and sometimes it feels like she is belittling herself. , After struggling for a long time, he still compromised and went to bed.

As soon as she lay down, the person next to her entangled her, and a pair of hot hands wandered irregularly around her body. Li Yuan only felt that her body was on fire. She had been peaceful for more than ten years, but repeatedly The bottom line was refreshed by this young lady.

"Sir-Mr-Mr-Sir" Hu Ziyan murmured the name of the person in her arms, the person she had been thinking about for a year was letting herself do whatever she wanted, thinking of the worry and bitterness of last night, she couldn't bear it anymore, turned over and pressed Li Yuan on the ground Leaning down, without waiting for the person under him to react, he took advantage of the situation and kissed her neck.

The sound of breathing became more and more clear and rapid, as if they could not feel anything other than each other's heartbeat and breathing.

"No, miss, no." Li Yuan pushed her off his body with difficulty, dressed and got out of bed in a panic, and fled in despair.

Hu Ziyan hit the pillow angrily, let you run away this time, next time I will ask Yu'er to buy some pills, and she is afraid that you will not give in, she secretly planned, she must sit with this person years ago Only when the relationship is real can I feel at ease.

Li Yuan hurried back to her room and drank half a pot of water. She vaguely knew that the eldest lady seemed to have other thoughts about her, but every time she clicked to the end, it was the first time like today , She also thought about leaving here many times, but when she thought of the man's bright eyes and kind eyes, she couldn't bear it. Could it be that she also... But, they can't be together.

Suddenly thinking of Liu Yin'er, the sister-in-law of Liujia Village yesterday, she seemed to be in deep trouble, so Gu Wan, it seems that in a few days, I will have to ask for advice.

On the eighth day of the twelfth lunar month, the cooperation with Gu Wan was already proceeding step by step. After Li Yuan followed Hu Ziyan to accompany Hu and his wife for dinner, the two walked back to the side courtyard. The eldest lady remained silent strangely. It's nothing like it used to be.

Li Yuan pressed her temples, she was slightly tipsy from the wine, and the night was getting dark. She recalled the years in the middle of Beijing, and consciously followed the young lady into the room, she didn't know that she had entered the tiger's mouth.

"Sir, I'm happy today, you and I will have another drink." Hu Ziyan looked at Li Yuan with burning eyes, and raised his glass with some dodge in his eyes.

Li Yuan missed the distant place and was full of melancholy, so he took the cup and drank it down without thinking much.

Hu Ziyan watched her put down the glass, her eyes became darker, she simply drank the wine in the glass herself: "Sir, I will accompany you"

There seemed to be a crackling sound in the air lingering in her ears, and she didn't know whether it was the clothes on her body that burned her body or her skin burned the clothes. Hu Ziyan looked at Li Yuan who began to undress with a look of impatience, and tried her best to find Returning to his composure, he locked the door behind him, then walked over to Li Yuan and helped her take it off without a trace.

The deceptive woman lay naked on the bed, Hu Ziyan swallowed hard and said, her throat seemed to be pinched, making it difficult to breathe.

The person on the bed opened his misty eyes and looked over. At this moment, everything was superfluous. He only had the figure of the other party in his eyes, and he sang softly and deeply in his ears.

On the second day, after Li Yuan woke up, he was in a long-term sluggish state. The discomfort in his lower body, the messy red marks on the body of the woman beside him, and the dark red blood stains on the quilt could not distinguish between you and me. The feelings and memories of last night seemed real and dreamy. What happened, what should I do?

Li Yuan stood up abruptly, and was about to leave Jingjing first, when someone grabbed his ankles tightly, and his body shook, and the voice of Qiqi Aiai came from behind him.

"Where are you going, sir? Are you going to walk away like those unlucky men?" Hu Ziyan woke up and saw Li Yuan getting up in a panic. She had no time to hesitate, reached out and grabbed the man's ankle, and said sadly.

"I...not" Li Yuan muttered.

"Mr. May I marry you?"

"I...I don't..."

"Then you marry me"

The woman in front of her looked affectionate, her voice was trembling, her movements of holding her back were cautious, her expectant tone was gentle and soft, Li Yuan heard his own trembling voice: "Okay"

On the 26th of the twelfth lunar month, the daughter of the county magistrate of Hu got married. She married a little-known teacher. The groom looks like a girl. sigh.

In the new room, Hu Ziyan wanted to cry without tears. She worked so hard to seduce her husband for more than a year, and finally she was able to marry her husband. Is it easy to endure so long? The bridal chamber is about to start, and the groom didn’t come back until midnight. Said, just undressed and lay down now.That so-called old acquaintance, Gu Wan, knocked on the door and barged in. What was she thinking? At this point in their new room, Li Yuan was dragging Li Yuan to drink together, yelling to get drunk. Do you want to think about her as a bride? opinion.

It was at this time that she realized that her little-known Mr. Xiao was originally the eldest daughter of the current prime minister, named Shangguan Qing, her Qing'er.

Later, I heard that Gu Wan and Liu Yin'er had a child. Hu Ziyan, who knew the truth, looked at her husband's ready-to-move appearance. She didn't know what this man was thinking, but she was very selfish and lazy, and she really couldn't do it to support a child. The child's mother, treat that girl Gu Yu as her daughter from now on.

As for her husband, if she can't get rid of her thoughts, then see her in bed. She just wants this person to only see her, and no one more will do. She just wants the two of them to live together for a long time.

Many years later, when Gu Yu also married a beautiful lady and came to visit them, and heard about his mother-in-law whom he had never met in Jingzhong, Hu Ziyan half-coaxed and half-forced Shangguanqing to the capital.

Outside Qingshi, the mother and daughter looked at each other in silence, Hu Ziyan and Zhou Wan tried their best to ease the atmosphere, but the mother and daughter were colder than the other, putting them together could freeze the ice.

parting.

"Mother, in a few years, my daughter will pick you up to Jiuqu County." Shangguanqing turned around after finishing speaking, as if the answer would not affect her decision.

"Okay, Qing'er remember to come earlier, don't worry, let her be quiet for the next few years, Aunt Zhou will accompany her." Seeing that Li Congxin was silent, Zhou Wan quickly replied on her behalf.

When the person disappeared from sight, Zhou Wan turned around and pretended to be annoyed: "Why don't you speak, do you really want to die in this Taoist temple?"

"What nonsense are you talking about, as long as you go with me, you will be fine wherever you are." Li Congxin took Zhou Wan's hand in relief, the past is over, and it is enough to have you for the rest of my life.

On the carriage, Shangguanqing hugged his wife tightly. He didn't know the feeling of crying for so many years, but now he was sobbing and crying non-stop.

"Sir? Qing'er? Mrs. Gong? Lady? Be good... don't cry..."

The carriage gradually drifting away disappeared on the official road, and even a few words were carried away by the wind.

In our only life, the most difficult thing is to know what you want, and then do you have it?

If you get it, the growth or shortness is enough, if you get nothing, then—

Then, I wish her a happy life with others, whether it is fake or true~

The author has something to say:

I have read a sentence, this love is separated by mountains and seas, mountains and seas cannot be flat~

I saw someone write again, this love is separated by mountains and seas, and both mountains and seas can be flat~

What I wrote seems to be: This love is separated by mountains, mountains and mountains cannot be crossed~

But there are always exceptions, perhaps: this love is separated by mountains, and mountains and mountains can be overcome~

Letting go of one thought will make you feel at ease. The important thing is what you let go, then what you get will be different~

PS: This article is over, the typo may be corrected, or it may not be modified at all, and the next article will be the prince, best wishes~ what~