girl can't marry

Chapter 10

The days were not rushed, and the life in the academy was also as usual, the difference was that there was an extra name on the autumn test list: Gu Yu.

The students are nervously preparing for the autumn exam every day, but Gu Yu is the only one who is distressed. The mountain behind the academy, in autumn, the grass and trees are slowly turning yellow, adding a bit of loneliness.

Gu Yu put away his sword, ignored the thin sweat on his forehead, and looked at the woman walking towards her in astonishment. She was not ready to meet her and she instinctively wanted to run away, but her feet seemed to have taken root, making her stay where she was. The ground cannot move.

"You're here." Gu Yu broke the silence first.

"I heard that you are going to take the autumn exam." So, is it for me?Ruan Yan secretly guessed.

"Grandfather signed up against my wishes, and I don't know what to do." Gu Yu couldn't help expressing his troubles.

Ruan Yan pursed her lips and said puzzledly, "A good man is everywhere, why can't you, even if it's for yourself?"

"Then what if I have no ambitions?" Gu Yu said angrily.

"You are really the same as your father." Ruan Yan suddenly realized that the second son of the general's mansion who was rumored to have no intention of going to court and admired mountains and rivers.

"What's wrong with my father?" Gu Yu was puzzled.

"What? Are you still pretending to be confused until now?" Ruan Yan smiled angrily.

Li Duanru, although some things are still uncertain, but Gu Yu knows that his father is really like the rumors, simple food, gossip, and the two of them work together.

But shouldn't such a life be enviable by being carefree? Why does she feel that people in the capital speak with disdain when they mention daddy?

"Isn't that a good day?" Gu Yu was full of question marks, whether it was her problem, or his parents' problem, or maybe everyone in the capital had a problem.

"I'm afraid only those who are in it know whether it's good or bad." Ruan Yan looked at Gu Yu, and the meaning in his eyes was, don't you know if it's good or not?

Gu Yu took a deep breath, and looked into the distance, "I don't know what you are good at, and I don't know if my father is the Li Duanru you mentioned. My father is just a lazy teacher. I have never seen him. He is such a sleeper.

But I have seen that in the summer, my father would go to the mountains every now and then to pick a few flowers for my mother and put them in front of the window. When my mother opened the window, she would poke her head out and look around, but every time she couldn’t find it. Daddy, at this time, she would lower her head and smell the fragrance of flowers, then laugh for a long time.

In fact, my mother didn't know, every time she sniffed the flowers in front of the window and laughed, my father would hide and watch secretly, and then laughed like a fool.

I have also seen that in winter, my father would get up early and make breakfast despite the severe cold, and then go back to sleep. During breakfast, it was me and my mother. My mother would complain for a long time every time, but the corner of her mouth His smile is the best I've ever seen.

At that time, I didn't understand why daddy was so stupid. Later, I ran to him and asked him, "It is said that gentlemen stay away from cooking, why do dignified men do these things?"

I was still young at the time, do you know, but Dad was like looking at a fool, and said to me in a disgusted tone, "Who taught you this, silly boy, you should practice martial arts well in the future"

I have been brooding on my heart for many years, and because of this, I have been secretly studying poetry and books, and then I realized that what my father said is right, no matter what a gentleman's manners are, or what a man's dignity is, it is not as good as doing it for your mother on a winter morning. A bowl of hot noodles, do you think it is a good day or a bad day? "

When Gu Yu talked about the emotional part, the corners of his eyes quietly filled with tears. Everything in the world is so good, and to my father, it might not be as good as my mother's smile. How could those who are only chasing fame and fortune understand that.

Ruan Yan wiped the already moist corners of her eyes with an embroidered handkerchief, and when she looked at Gu Yu again, she felt ashamed. Everyone thought that Li Duanru, the second son of the General's Mansion, was a fool for abandoning the entire General's Mansion for the sake of mountains and rivers. In fact, I'm afraid they are really stupid.

Although she didn't see it with her own eyes, she couldn't help being envious right now. Gu Yu's mother must be smiling so pretty every day.

Time became silent again, both of them were immersed in their respective worlds, unable to recover for a long time.

Ruan Yan wanted to say, 'I really want to see my aunt, that smile must be a rare beauty in the world', but she didn't have the right status to say that.

"Then what are you going to do?" Ruan Yan looked at Gu Yu who was still in a daze, changed positions silently, and began to worry with that person.

Gu Yu glanced at her, and said melancholy, "I don't know either."

The time when two people are together, no matter what they do, even if they don't do anything, it passes quickly. Before leaving, Gu Yu looked at the girl who was hesitant to talk to him and asked cautiously, "Can I go to you at night?"

"Impossible." With a reproach, Ruan Yan glared at Gu Yu, and left with a blushing face.

Gu Yu stayed where he was silently. Although he said 'no', the expression and tone of refusal were not obvious, so whether he was allowed to go or not.

Ruan Mansion, after dinner, Ruan Yan looked at Wen Hua who was still gossiping about her in her room, she looked at the sky, and couldn't help saying against her will, "Wen Hua, you should go back to sleep earlier, I'm a little tired"

Wen Hua left suspiciously, Miss usually would not go to bed so early, what happened today, everything was unusual.

The sky seemed to be covered with a black curtain, and everything gradually fell silent, even the moon hid, only a few scattered stars hung quietly in the sky.

Ruan Yan opened the window of her room and looked out from time to time. Could it be that the man was so stupid that he really thought he was saying no?While wondering, a figure appeared in sight.

The heartbeat suddenly accelerated, and after seeing the person, the heartbeat was still accelerating, but there was a feeling that the heart had settled in an instant. Without speaking, Ruan Yan moved away silently, then turned around and closed the window like last time, and then closed the window again. Looking at the person in the room who was looking at him with a smile on his lips, this person's smiling face was also pretty tight.

Ruan Yan's face was a little hot because of his momentary thoughts, Ruan Yan sat back in front of the bed, and opened his mouth to say "You are here" that seems to have remained unchanged for a hundred years

The arc of Gu Yu's mouth widened silently, she chuckled and did not sit on the chair like last time, but went straight to the bed and sat down beside Ruan Yan, "Well, I'm here"

The air was strangely silent. This kind of scene had happened between them too many times. When the two of them realized that they were both in a daze again, two chuckles of "噗呵" overlapped tacitly.

"Didn't I not let you come?" Ruan Yan turned her head, looked at the curtains tied around her side, and said reproachfully.

"But I want to see you" Gu Yu actually wanted to say, 'I thought you wanted me to come' but it seemed that what he said out of nowhere seemed to suit him better.

Ruan Yan turned her head when she heard the words, under the dim candlelight, her eyes were full of deep meaning, "Do you know what you are talking about?"

"Of course I know, I said-I-want-see you" Gu Yu said with a long voice while leaning over, I want to see you, my girl.

The person in front of him got closer and closer, the breaths of the two people almost overlapped, and it was hard to tell whose breathing sound was in the ears, the two lips were close-close, and suddenly, Ruan Yan turned her head away hastily.

Under Gu Yu's lips was the profile of a beauty, she was not annoyed, and even teasingly gave that cheek a "paw" before leaving in satisfaction.

Ruan Yan touched her cheek that was touched by that man's lips, and said angrily, "Deng Tuzi, from now on...don't do this in the future"

"Okay." Gu Yu answered neatly.

Ruan Yan couldn't help turning her head to look over, the corner of her mouth greeted the man's lips, "Well..." She pushed and refused twice with both hands, and finally compromised, it's her sweetheart.

Gu Yu successfully raised the corners of his mouth, but he didn't forget what he was doing, and ended with a soft and affectionate kiss, and the two of them hugged each other tenderly and slowly calmed down their respective breathing.

"Do you know what you're doing?" Ruan Yan asked uncertainly, the person in front of her had never promised anything, which made her always worry about gains and losses.

"What's wrong with you today?" Gu Yu asked suspiciously, the person in his arms seemed a little different from before.

"In your heart... who am I to you?" Ruan Yan continued to ask seemingly unintentionally.

"I...the person I want to have" Gu Yu replied uncertainly.

"Didn't you already..." Ruan Yan hesitated to speak, she believed that Gu Yu could understand.

"It's not that kind of possession, it's the kind of possession that I hold in my arms all the time, and I can't tell what it feels like." Gu Yu tried hard to express his inner feelings accurately, but his words always felt a little pale , she wanted to be alone, alone, to possess this girl in her arms forever.

"Then...you wish..." She took it back halfway through the words, her daughter's reserve made her unable to say that sentence, she didn't want to press her every step of the way, but the person in front of her didn't mention it as if she didn't understand at all. , the unspoken words were 'will you marry me'

Gu Yu really couldn't understand this time, she looked down at the person in her arms, "What's wrong with me?"

"It's nothing, when will you go back?" Ruan Yan puffed up and said angrily.

Gu Yu's head was full of black lines, this was the first time he was driven away, thinking in his heart, the words came out of his mouth, "Why do you think, you want to drive me away every time?"

Ruan Yan pushed Gu Yu away in embarrassment, and turned away by herself, "It's late at night, men and women are different, you should go back"

Gu Yu felt a dull pain in her heart, and the fact that she had deliberately ignored was cruelly revealed again. She took a deep breath, and clenched her hands into fists, but she couldn't utter a single word.

Ruan Yan looked strangely at the heavy-faced person in front of her, wondering if she said something wrong again, this inexplicable nervous feeling was very similar to that night last time, the difference was that this time Gu Yu didn't get up and leave. go.

"Are... are you okay?" Ruan Yan looked at Gu Yu's face and asked cautiously.

Gu Yu looked at the woman who was facing him who became nervous, she breathed a sigh of relief, and slowly loosened her fists, "It's nothing, you go to bed early, I'll come back tomorrow"

He didn’t run away like he did last time, but it was almost the same. Gu Yu returned to his room in the General’s Mansion with complicated emotions. His identity was a hurdle that he couldn’t get over. How long did she lie, she knew it was wrong and unfair to Ruan Yan, but there was a voice in her heart saying.

Wait, wait, let her cling to it for a while longer, after all, that embrace is so warm, and those lips are too soft, people can't help wanting more and more, making her selfishly unwilling to let go hand.

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