die away

"Friend, I'm leaving. If there is a chance, let's see you as human beings." The man looked at me seriously and said.

Today is his reincarnation day, I should be happy for him, but I am a little bit reluctant, "Well, if there is a destiny, I will be a human and see you later."

The man turned around and walked to the ghost messenger and they slowly flew into the air. At this moment, the man suddenly shouted to me: "That's right! I don't know your name yet!"

"Beth!"

"My name is……"

"..." The man's voice disappeared as they walked away. I couldn't hear what he said behind, and I felt inexplicably regretful.

I don’t know how long I stayed on the top of the building. This day the ghost messenger came. I was not surprised when he came. What surprised me was that he brought my parents. What surprised me even more was that they could see me. However When I saw they had no feet, I knew what was wrong, they were dead.

"Your parents didn't do anything bad during their lifetime. Hades has approved them to be reincarnated immediately. If you have anything to say, tell them quickly. I'll take them to drink Mengpo soup in a while."

I kept staring at my parents. I didn't listen carefully to what the ghost messenger said. I walked slowly in front of them.

"Mom and Dad..."

Mom stood behind Dad and covered her mouth silently. I knew she was trying not to cry.

"You brat!" Dad slapped me in the face, but suddenly stopped and said, "You... why don't you come back to see me and your mother!"

"Dad, I'm sorry, I'm sorry for you."

"Of course you are sorry for us! We still... still want you to give us a pension..."

"I was wrong, I shouldn't be angry with you, I shouldn't make fun of my life...I..."

"Stop talking, kid, we didn't blame you!" Mom suddenly stepped forward and shouted.

"You have had a hard time these years." Dad said.

I shook my head gently, "It's not bitter, I'm not bitter at all."

"Xiao Si, if...if you can be reincarnated...you must...you must come to be our son...you must find us!" Mom looked at my father beside me and said to me.

"Well! Definitely!"

"Son, we..."

"The time is almost up, it's time to go!" The ghost messenger reminded.

"Mom and Dad, don't worry about me anymore, I'm fine."

"Son, you..." The mother wanted to say something but was interrupted by the ghost guard, who dragged her parents to her side as soon as he waved his hand.

"Son, take care." Dad's voice was very soft, but I still heard it.

"You have to take care too!"

They also flew away slowly. I don't know why, I suddenly wanted to cry, but I just couldn't cry.

"Mom and Dad, I won't be stupid again."

After my parents left, I felt suddenly lighter, probably because of their forgiveness.

"Wan Chu"

When the ghost messenger came back, he suddenly said a name to me, and I was confused by him.

"Why? Who is it?"

"Your friend's name, he is afraid that you haven't heard it, so I must tell you."

After looking at the ghost for a long time, I said, "Thank you."

"You're welcome... hello."

"Huh?" The ghost guard looked behind me and said.

"He's here again."

I looked back and saw Yang Yi. At this time, Yang Yi was already a middle-aged uncle, but he was also a middle-aged uncle, and Yang Yi was much better-looking than Guicha.

Seeing him, I suddenly thought of what the ghost messenger once said to me, and I said to the ghost messenger: "Give it to me."

The ghost messenger was suddenly confused, "What's for you?"

"You promised to give me 2 minutes, you forgot?"

"So suddenly?"

"It's so sudden, hurry up!"

"All right, all right, what's the hurry!" The ghost guard recited a mantra that I couldn't understand, then pushed me and said, "It's all right, now you talk to him, he can hear you."

Yang Yi sat at the position where I jumped off the building again, and I knelt down behind him, hugged his neck and put my head on his shoulder.

"Xiaosi... how are you doing?"

Yang Yi's voice came slowly, and at some point, his voice became thicker and hoarse than before.

I leaned into his ear and whispered softly, "I'm fine."

Yang Yi's body trembled suddenly, he looked around to make sure there was no one there, and then slowly calmed down, and after calming down, his eyes turned red.

"Xiao Si...I...I miss you so much..."

I really want to hug him tightly, but this will only make my hands go through his body, "Yang Yi..."

Yang Yi raised his head, "Xiaosi, is it really you?"

I nodded lightly. I have a lot to say to him, but I can't say it. If I say it, I will hurt him. I have hurt him for too long.

"forget me, please……"

I saw Yang Yi's tears slowly overflowing, sliding across his no longer young face, "It's so difficult, this is so difficult."

I want to wipe his tears back, but I can't touch them, "I'm fine, I'm very happy, and I hope you are happy too."

"..." Yang Yi lowered his head and didn't respond to me again.

"Yang Yi, if you love me, forget me."

"me……"

"promise me."

"I……"

"It's time!" The ghost guard reminded me from behind, this time should be regarded as my farewell to Yang Yi in a real sense, and I was actually very calm.

I slowly let go of Yang Yi, and he was still sitting there crying silently, I don't know how long Yang Yi stopped crying, he turned his head to look at me, I was surprised, he probably couldn't see me.

"I promise you."

With his promise, I suddenly felt lighter. Although I couldn't say I was happy, I wasn't sad.

After that day, Yang Yi never came here again. Although I miss him a little bit, I am more happy that he can start his life again.

"Hey!"

"I'm back after delivering the ghost."

"Good luck, I didn't scare you this time!" The ghost guard stared at me and said.

"I'm used to it." I stared at this familiar city in a daze. Now my mind is empty and I can't remember many things.

"Don't move!" The ghost messenger suddenly flew in front of me, blocking the scenery in front of me.

"what?"

"Look up at yourself."

I raised my hand slowly and didn't see anything special, "What's wrong?"

"Didn't you see it? Your body is more transparent than before."

"What do you mean?"

"This proves that you are gradually letting go of your obsession."

I slowly raised the corners of my mouth, "It's really good news."

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