i'm really desperate

……

What about LZ, can't you go to the balcony?

1122#==

LS don't talk nonsense hahahaha

1123#==

My heart feels sorry for Z, to be reasonable, this is too miserable...

1124#==

It's dawn, even if the dog is allergic to shock, it doesn't need to be rescued for so long...

1125#==

Gentlemen, I have a bold guess.

1126#==

fuck you shut up

1127#==

Don't be crowed!

1128#==

It shouldn't be so, isn't Q's family members all from the military department and research institute?I have a little impression of his second brother. He seems to be a clerical worker at the headquarters. I don't know if he is here on a business trip or visiting relatives.

1129#==

Headquarters... feels like Z is even worse

1130#==

Oh my god... Will the headquarters...will you wear small shoes for LZ?

1131#==

Frustrated in love and frustrated in the workplace, Z can be said to be very pitiful

1132#==

Z doesn't know that he is allergic to dog hair, and the working robot also agrees that Z brings the dog into the restaurant. He is not breaking the rules, so what is Z's business?It's just an unintentional mistake, if Z's work is affected because of this kind of thing, that's really something we should feel sad about!

But Z's lifelong event is difficult to say... After all, he is Q's brother, and his words carry a lot of weight...

1133#==

In favor of LS, all in all...well, distressed Z

1134#==

LZ, if everything goes well for you, remember to come back and report that you are safe!

1135#==

It's really sad...

1136#==

……

I am back……

Not to mention, my heart is still desperate and very complicated... The brother of the male god is fine, thanks to our advanced medical research, when I was in the hospital, I was full of wild thoughts, and even felt that I was going to become the male god's brother-killing enemy ...

But even if this is the case... I think the male god's affection for me has plummeted... I'm desperate, really desperate...

After the doctor said that the male god's brother was fine, the male god stayed in the hospital to take care of him, and I returned home in a daze, not knowing how to face the male god next.

It was only when I got home that I remembered that the little milk dog was temporarily entrusted to the domestic robot of the medical department, and I had to go and bring it back.

It's all my fault, it's okay, why did I want to give the male god a milk dog... You have clearly told me before that the male god's family is not allowed to have a dog, because someone in their family is allergic to animal hair.

Well, I was planning to invite the male god to have a meal at the Silver Feather Cap, but it seems that the meal has been ruined.

1168#Desperate landlord

...distressed LZ

1169#==

LZ! The male god hasn't said anything yet!Why are you so discouraged!

1170#==

Yes, did the male god blame you?

1171#==

I think Q is reasonable, he will definitely not blame Z for such an unintentional mistake

1172#==

Even if Q doesn't blame Z, what about their family?First impression ruined

1173#==

There is no need to worry about the family.

After all, even if the first impression is particularly good, it is impossible for Q's family to agree to this matter!

1174#==

... LS you feed poison

1175#==

Makes sense...

1176#==

I feel more and more miserable for Liz

1177#==

It's more than miserable, it's absolutely miserable

1178#==

It's dawn and I have to go to work.

Let’s put the puppy in the medical department for the time being... I’ll pick it up when I’m off work, don’t worry about my body, it’s nothing to stay up all night once in a while, but I’m feeling very desperate now, and I don’t want to go to the hospital at all. Facing the group of bluffing recruits.

I promised you before that when I come back, I will tell you the story of my encounter with Z. Although I made a mess of this matter, since I promised you, I will try my best to fulfill my promise.

Don't be distracted at work, so let me tell you about it after get off work.

1179#Desperate landlord

Distressed LZ...

1180#==

Liz, we are not in a hurry!You haven't rested all day, so you should have a good sleep after get off work!

1181#==

Does anyone go to Q Tan to find out the tone?I feel that Z's state...is he about to collapse?

1182#==

Wow, I met Z this morning. He is obviously very serious and serious, and he doesn't look sad at all...

1183#==

Mount Tai collapsed in front of him, but his color remained unchanged...

1184#==

He's just plain paralyzed.

1185#==

……

I got off work.

I just went to pick up the little milk dog. It doesn't understand anything, and it rolls all over the floor when it's full. It looks really cute.

I went to ask the domestic robot of the medical department. According to it, the male god has not come back since he went to the hospital last night, and he probably stayed in the hospital to take care of his brother. That stupid thing, but since it happened, it's useless to regret it now.

I promised everyone before that if I want to talk about how the male god and I met in the first place, I really can’t sleep now, so let’s just talk about that.

Before I finished my military school studies and entered the headquarters, I had already met the male god, but I thought he might not remember me. At that time, everyone was still young, so it was a little strange to remember...

1186#Desperate landlord

Wow, bamboo horse, bamboo horse!

1187#==

Isn't it?Bamboo horses and bamboo horses also have to remember

1188#==

Z You should go to sleep for a while, how long have you not rested...

1189#==

Yeah, don't worry, just let it be

1190#==

I believe that the male god is a sensible person and will not blame you

1191#==

Z go to sleep~ Tell us about this tomorrow~

1192#==

LZ, I'm from the Department of Medicine, if you're really worried, I'll help you find out about Q?

1193#==

Liz feels so distressed for no reason

1194#==

I don't know why I became a fan of Z...

1195#==

Turn fans +1

1196#==

Thank you for your concern, I am really not sleepy.

And sometimes, recalling the past is also a way of self-relieving stress, at least it will make me feel better.

My father and mother... were amazing people.

As long as I can remember, they have been relying on their own efforts to adopt and take care of abandoned children. Their backgrounds are low, their income is meager, and it takes a lot of energy to feed these children.Her father has been doing heavy physical work at the pier, while her mother has been helping with the housework and taking care of the children in some rich people's homes. The family she works in is very friendly. In addition to often giving her more salary, the wife of that family heard that she After having so many children, she was asked to bring the children home so that they could be easily cared for.

Yes, it's a corny story, and I think you've already guessed the continuation.

At that time, the male god lived with his mother. He was weak and sick when he was a child, so he lived in the countryside with good air. But even so, when he was most sick, he still needed to live in a transparent cabin that isolated external viruses and bacteria.

That's what he looked like when I saw him.

The lady opened the curtains of the floor-to-ceiling windows, and the sun shone on his pale skin. He curled up in the cabin, holding a thick book, so weak that he seemed to disappear in the sun in the blink of an eye, while I stood In the yard, lying on the floor-to-ceiling windows, just staring at him stupidly.

Thinking about it now, I was really stupid at that time.

The male god was very shy, after all, he was still a child at that time, he hadn’t seen outsiders much, he was a little shy, and didn’t dare to talk to me at all, he was very cute when he was young, and I was very curious, so I couldn’t help but often ran out of the window to see him .

Finally one day when he recovered from his illness, his mother took him out to the yard to breathe. He was lying on the grass in the yard reading a book. I still didn’t dare to talk to him. Yes, I didn’t talk to him from the beginning to the end. Excuse me.

But that scene... my parents loved us a lot and taught us a lot of good things about people.However, due to their own limitations, they did not teach us to study, so that most of my younger brothers and sisters hated reading, thinking that it was a useless pastime that could not help this poor family.

Why study? Most of them think this way. How many literate people are still poor, and manual labor can obviously earn more money.

But those scenes of the male god reading the book are deeply imprinted in my mind, and I will always remember his concentration and respectful expression, as if there is something extremely remarkable hidden in the book in front of him.

My mother never said no to me, I got into an academy with the money I saved up, and it influenced other people in my family, well... other people got good jobs besides me, I My parents no longer have to worry about the cost of a meal of food. They thought that I was far-sighted when I was still young, but in fact... I was just attracted by the concentration of the male god at that time.

He changed my life.

Not long after that, my father found a job with a decent income in another city, so our family moved. At that time, I didn't have much contact with the male god, but I felt a little regretful, not too sad.

When I was in high school, I entered the military academy. I am ashamed to say that a large part of the reason is the military academy's substantial tuition reduction and financial subsidies. My parents really can't afford the regular college fees. I don't think I have the talent in this area, nor can I. There is no so-called background, so I had to redouble my efforts to make up the gap between me and others. After graduation, I was transferred to this place. I didn’t recognize the male god. He changed a lot until I I saw his resume by chance... I learned his mother's name, and then I knew that he was the person I saw back then.

I like him probably later. He is a very hardworking and positive person. He is very kind to everyone. When I first came here, I didn’t have such a high military rank, and I didn’t have a reliable background. , At that time, Commander Mike was not in office, and the atmosphere in the entire military was much darker than it is now. It was difficult for me to gain a foothold here, and I suffered a lot of bad things. At the saddest time, I almost gave up.

As for the male god, he gave me the motivation to persevere. He told me that if I fell here, those people would only celebrate and no one would feel sorry.But if I persist, one day, they will regret their words and deeds.

He wasn't talking nonsense. After that, my life became much easier. I thought it was because of my persistence. It wasn't until a long time later that I realized that it was the male god who blocked all the unhappiness for me. I never said it, but I really... thank him very much.

His personality makes people can't help but want to get close to him, want to be like him, but I never think that I am special, he is very good to many people, and what happened yesterday... Actually I understand , He won't blame me, he is not such a person, but this way, the guilt in my heart is even deeper.

I'm a little tired, I'm going to sleep for a while.

1197#Desperate landlord

front row!

1198#==

Don't doubt it, LZ, you are stupid now.

1199#==

Fuck the beginning of this routine

1200#==

This... I'm just curious, what is the bad thing?

1201#==

LS, the commander of that term was imprisoned, guess what

1202#==

In fact, it's unfair treatment... Don't say too much, Z probably doesn't want to mention these things, but I really didn't expect the male god to help people block such things

1203#==

I didn't expect that either... In fact, Q helped others to block things. He must have moved his father and family. He has always wanted to escape the shadow of his family... It seems that Q came here to work to stay away from his family

1204#==

Eat whale, the male god can be said to like Z very much

1205#==

Laughing, Z's silent personality hasn't changed at all for so many years

1206#==

it's me! ! !still me! ! !I'm that stupid fan of Z! ! !

To be honest, you are not stupid at all!If he was stupid, he would have been brushed off in the primary screening of the headquarters long ago!You are talented and hardworking!You deserve everything today! ! !

And Q!He is awesome!

I wish you a hundred years of happiness! ! !

1207#==

Hahahaha LS is here again

1208#==

Z has experienced this kind of time... can't imagine

1209#==

Z's past is not a big secret at all, it seems that many people know that his family is not very good, so it is really amazing to be able to come this far

1210#==

The help of Q’s virtuous wife is indispensable~

1211#==

LZ, I'm from the medical department... Q came back, and immediately asked where the little milk dog of the housekeeping robot went. I just passed by and heard it. He didn't seem to be angry.

1212#==

It may also be trying to catch the dog

1213#==

Z is asleep, I haven't rested for so long

1214#==

What happened back then?at a loss

1215#==

Go check the news of the year, and then there was a lot of trouble, internal bullying + unfair treatment, it is said that the unspoken rules lasted for many years, and it was not exposed until that time, the original commander was imprisoned, and then Commander Mike Came here just to take over from that guy.

1216#==

Have to say...I love Commander Mike

1217#==

I love him too!But the commander is indeed a bit old, I really can't accept this

1218#==

Not big, people live so long now, he is still very young

1219#==

Where's the big one... I don't really understand...by the way, confess to Commander

1220#==

Then you are probably one step late, the Silver Feather Cap received an order from Commander Mike yesterday.

Double order.

1221#A staff member with deep merit and fame

? ? ?Commander and who?

1222#==

I love him...not like him

1223#==

Z's parents are really nice...

But being able to cultivate a Z is also very powerful.

1224#==

That's right, the humble family feels like a proud son of heaven

1225#==

The Proud Son of Heaven would be more appropriate to describe F

1226#==