Sesame Green Bean Garlic

"Are you afraid of heights?" You Liangchen asked.The two sat down at the door of the commissary, drinking yogurt.A white light bulb was lit in the canteen late at night, and the light streamed down to their feet, like a puddle of water.

Huo Zian: "Well, when I stand on a high place, I feel like I'm stepping on cotton."

"Are you afraid of climbing trees? I didn't see you feeling uncomfortable when you climbed the stairs."

"It's okay to climb the stairs, and I didn't feel it when I was flying. When I climbed the tree just now, I kept thinking about how you looked high in the tree, and I was flustered."

"You thought of me, so you climbed up?"

These words made Huo Zian's head "buzz", and he felt dizzy, as if looking down from the 20th floor.Looking into You Liangchen's eyes, which were always calm and clear, he really couldn't see the clue.

"I..." Huo Zian was in a mess and made an excuse, "I just want to see my shoes."

You Liangchen laughed, "I'll take off the shoes later and return them to you."

"No need!" Huo Zian hurriedly said, but couldn't think of any reason, so he could only follow the conversation: "How did you come up with the idea of ​​making shoes into ashtrays?"

"It's not me, it's made by the uncle. My dad said this leather is good, but it's a pity to throw it away. The opening for planting flowers is too small, so it can be used as an ashtray."

Huo Zian has always admired You Dacheng's imagination. He can turn all the irrelevant clutter in the yard into what he wants.He has seen with his own eyes that he made unclaimed socks into cat toys, wine bottle corks into soft handles of birdcages, and egg trays into stools. You Dacheng also made cricket cages and kites out of bamboo sticks; Zian often thinks that You Dacheng must have come from the city of Beijing more than 100 years ago, with the way of life at that time, swaying, the result is that the more you live, the more insignificant you are, and the more you live, the more you can only live in In this small yard, he can exert all his talents in this small space.

He likes You Dacheng, and the reason he likes You Liangchen is somewhat similar. You Dacheng guards his small courtyard and small life, and You Liangchen climbs up the tree. Both of them are unconsciously using their postures to resist the outside surge.In the eyes of outsiders, they always do nothing and don't care about anything, but Huo Zian can understand them, not only does he understand, but he also knows that their space is getting narrower and narrower.

His gaze rested on You Liangchen's smooth forehead, and he thought, now is a good opportunity.He wasn't sure if there were any hints in Yu Liangchen's hug and words, but he could feel the time and space surrounding the two of them becoming soft, like the pool of light and shadow water under their feet, like thick yogurt in their mouths , This is at this moment, in Nuo Da's world, only two people can feel it together.At this time, no matter what Huo Zian said, You Liangchen could capture its true meaning, right?

Huo Zian thought to himself, he has been coaxed twice, should he back down this time?

His fingers gripped the yogurt bottle tightly, and he opened his mouth with difficulty as if there was a heavy stone on his lips. "I..." Before the voice came out, he blocked it with a straw.He took two strong breaths, which made his brain hurt.

He still couldn't take this step.He couldn't help thinking that he was one of the "outside tides".He has thousands of dares against You Liangchen, and what he dares the most is to break his peace.If the two really get together, You Liangchen's family relationship, his position in the restaurant, and his entire life will all be greatly impacted.He was not confident that the two of them would be able to escape unscathed.

The space that this world can leave for You Liangchen is getting smaller and smaller, so small that he can't even keep a pancake stand. Do you want to break the balance he has worked so hard to maintain?

Huo Zian lowered his head, looking at the water shadow under his feet. "What happened to you and the girl from the Arctic Ocean?"

You Liangchen was stunned, "Who?"

"The girl from the commissary, the lead singer of your band."

You Liangchen suddenly realized.He finished drinking the yogurt quietly, and then said: "What can I do with her. Hey, how do you know?"

Huo Zian pointed to his forehead, and said in a mysterious voice: "I have eyes here."

"Fuck!" Yu Liangchen smiled, but there was no smile in his tone, "I have nothing real to do with her, just slept a few times."

"Sleeping is not a real thing."

You Liangchen said indifferently: "She doesn't like me, she just wants to tease me."

Huo Zian was very surprised. In his mind, You Liangchen was Magneto, pulling him everywhere——someone even slept with him, and didn't take him seriously?

You Liangchen continued: "She wants to do a big business, and she thinks I'm worthless."

"Ah?" Huo Zian felt sad for Yu Liangchen: "What is her great promise?"

You Liangchen doesn't want to talk about this relationship with others, but since Huo Zian knows it, he doesn't need to cover it up, "She wants to sing, it's not that there are a lot of people going around in the bar now, she wants to live by singing. Signing companies, agents, and someone sent her pictures. Her conditions are not very good, so she told me that she has only one advantage, she is young, and she is a woman; this is the only advantage left, so I can’t take advantage of it for nothing. "

"Hey, what does she mean, find a man who can make her a big star?"

"At least I can help her."

Huo Zian sighed secretly.He looked down on the girl's snobbery, and felt aggrieved by Yu Liangchen, but after thinking about it, the girl's mentality is also understandable.The appearance of her counting the steel coins in the canteen came to mind—her starting point may be extremely low, and her appearance is not particularly outstanding. If she wants to strive for the upper hand in this increasingly divided society, she will probably only drown.

Huo Zian looked at the darkness ahead and said, "She sings beautifully."

"Well, she's very talented," You Liangchen immediately answered.There was no sourness or displeasure in his voice.Huo Zian thought, Yu Liangchen admired her from the bottom of his heart. Thinking of this, he couldn't help being a little jealous.Unexpectedly, You Liangchen continued: "As talented as you. If she can't sing and you can't be a chef, that would be a pity."

Huo Zian was so moved in an instant that he almost couldn't keep the boundaries, so he confessed his love to You Liangchen.He naturally knows that talent is a terrible thing, and in order to nourish it, it takes a lot of effort and sacrifice from a person.It has not been easy for him along the way. Fortunately, his starting point is not low, and his luck is not bad. He has come up to the present, at least he has his own position.

You Liangchen can agree with this point, that is, he agrees with his efforts and choices in the first half of his life.This seems to be more valuable than saying "I like you".

Therefore, he was able to substitute into the girl's situation, and even felt a little sorry for the two of them.Against his will, he said, "It's not impossible for you to help her."

Yu Liangchen lit a cigarette.He understood Huo Zian's meaning, "My family has spare money, but the money at home is my mother's money. She won't let me have a foreign girlfriend, and she will never agree to us being together."

Huo Zian couldn't help but feel the sadness of the death of a rabbit, and sneered: "Your mother won't let you do this, won't let you do that, do you just let her hold your neck like this, don't you dare to carry it with her?"

Yuliangcheng's tone was calm: "Carry it? Then watch her go crazy? It's not like I haven't had trouble before, and I was defeated in the end."

"You are afraid of her."

"I'm not afraid of her, I just pity her."

The surroundings are quiet, as if the air is no longer flowing.Huo Zian couldn't help but grabbed You Liangchen's hand, which seemed to be more uncomfortable than You Liangchen's.You Liangchen didn't resist, his palm was big and warm, Huo Zian put his palm on his forehead, like a child who was sick and wanted some comfort from an adult.

"Zian," You Liangchen called out.Huo Zian raised his head slightly, and as soon as he let go, You Liangchen's palm landed on the corners of his eyes, cheeks, and lips, and slid all the way down. "Are you leaving here?"

When Yu Liangchen asked this question, he was stunned.Of course he didn't want to leave, but he couldn't deny the possibility of leaving.He is "the tide outside", and at the same time, he is also the one who is carried away by the tide.After so many years of stop and go, he is not sure that he can really stay in one place.Thinking about it this way, he is not much better than the girl from the Arctic Ocean.Perhaps one day, he would leave the alley...to leave You Liangchen just to settle himself down?

Thinking of this, he felt powerless and uncomfortable.You Liangchen stopped entangled with this topic, and instead said: "I don't want to be with her that much, if I meet someone who I can't let go of, maybe I will carry it."

Huo Zian stood up and stepped out of the light and shadow under his feet.He was very fortunate that he didn't speak his mind to You Liangchen on the spur of the moment just now.It would be miserable enough if Yu Liangchen punched him after hearing this, but what if Yu Liangchen was also fascinated and agreed?It only got worse.

Of course he couldn't let You Liangchen carry it, he knew very well what the ending would be.

He turned to Yu Liangchen, pretending to be relaxed and said: "What can you not let go of? It is your nest in the tree. Talk to your mother carefully, she is unreasonable, the old lady is mostly unreasonable, coax Enough."

Yu Liangchen didn't speak.

Huo Zian didn't dare to stay beside You Liangchen anymore, and took two steps back: "My eyelids are about to fall off, go back to sleep, see you tomorrow!"

You Liangchen raised his head as a farewell.

Huo Zian hurriedly fled.

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so stupid