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Qiu Xinzhi sat on the bench, staring straight at the poster in front of him.

Prevent hyperlipidemia, eat healthy.

He bit his lips in disgust, and a hint of eggy smell slowly appeared in his mouth.Only then did Qiu Xinzhi remember that he hadn't eaten after eating the unpalatable poached eggs in the morning.No wonder today is so abnormal, I can't control my emotions at all.

hungry.

However, he didn't really feel hungry, just an unspeakable emptiness that spread from his stomach to his whole body.Hunger became hunger and thirst, not just appetite, but all kinds of cravings.He's restless, and he needs to let off steam, any way.

To find Chen Yihang, to find anyone who has thoughts about him?It's more than four o'clock in the middle of the night, he ran to someone's house, woke them up, and made a fuss?The surviving reason told him that he couldn't afford the price.After being comforted, he didn't know how to face Chen Yihang or other possible targets.He doesn't want to have further relationship with anyone.

He turned on blued and flicked it randomly.After watching for a while, all kinds of faces and bodies gradually turned into colorful lines. In the fatigue, a face came to mind more and more clearly.

The doctor's face was so close that his nose almost touched his cheek.

As if seeing him for the first time, Qiu Xinzhi looked carefully at the face in his mind.Qiu Xinzhi has to admit that the doctor is very good-looking, with dark eyebrows, clear eyes, and light lips. At first glance, he looks a little young and immature, but when he gets serious, his dark pupils become razor-sharp. The corners of the mouth also gained strength, and immediately became ten years older, with another kind of mature handsomeness.

By the way, how old is he?

Qiu Xinzhi couldn't help but look back into the ward.The door was open, and the doctor was attached to him, intently inserting the tube into the mother's chest.His waist is slender, and his figure is also straight and smooth.

Qiu Xinzhi smiled wryly, thinking, what the hell is he doing?His mother was wandering between life and death, but he was sitting here, lusting after a man's figure.

But otherwise, he didn't know what else he could do!Over the past ten years, this powerless scene has been repeated many times, and he has realized that he can tell what is wrong with his mother's body just by looking at it.My mother's lungs are not good, and she suffers from pneumonia and other illnesses several times a year, and the doctor is draining her stagnant phlegm.

After the sputum is discharged, it will be infusion, monitoring, meticulous oral and respiratory care, and continuing her long deep sleep.Infinite loop.

Qiu Xinzhi felt sad.But he covered his mouth, resisting the urge to cry—even his mother, who was suffering, was enduring all this calmly, so how could he, who couldn't do anything, have the right to grieve?He threw the phone aside, cheered himself up, picked up a few novels, and seriously thought about which one he would tell his mother next.

When it was almost dawn, the doctor came out of the ward.He turned his head and saw Qiu Xinzhi, his face darkened.

Qiu Xinzhi was startled when he saw this, "Is my mother okay?"

Doctor: "Your mother's fever has subsided. For mild pneumonia, she needs to be infused with fluids and observed for a few days. She's fine—what's the matter with you, eat this early in the morning?"

Qiu Xinzhi heaved a sigh of relief, and took out the lollipop in his mouth, "Did you say that? I'm hungry."

The doctor smiled.This smile was just a tugging at the corners of his mouth, with a kind of contempt and a little bit of sympathy.For some reason, Qiu Xinzhi felt a numbness in his heart, and even his breathing became disordered for a few times.

The doctor said: "The candy contains white sugar, glucose syrup, coloring agents and flavors. Eating this in the morning will interfere with the metabolism of blood lipids, make you more hungry, and burden the cardiovascular system. You are not a teenager anymore, no Control the amount of sugar you eat, and your body will break down sooner or later."

Qiu Xinzhi snorted and put the lollipop back into his mouth.

The doctor continued: "Although your mother is lying down, her body is not bad. Are you sure you will outlive her?"

"Ah?" Qiu Xinzhi didn't have a good night's rest, and his mind was a little dull. It took a few seconds to understand what he meant, and immediately spit out the lollipop!He looked at the doctor's handsome back sadly, and said: I'm just hungry, I have a lollipop to satisfy my cravings, why are you cursing me to die early? !

The more he thought about it, the more he couldn't sit still, he caught up with the doctor and said, "Wait, let's talk."

The doctor stopped and looked at him, "What are you talking about? I've finished talking about your mother's illness."

Seeing no one in the corridor, Qiu Xinzhi approached him and said, "Talk about your professional ethics. You told me to unplug the tube last night, was that implying to me, can you perform euthanasia for a fee? You have done this to many patients? "

The doctor didn't answer.

Qiu Xinzhi pressed every step of the way: "You know this violates medical ethics, and to say that violating medical ethics is light is a violation of the law!"

The doctor smiled again.This smile was completely ridiculed, and those black eyes were filled with bitterness. "I'm just expressing what's in your heart. Ten of the ten family members have all treated the patient as a burden. Especially when the condition changes, people usually think, either wake up, or just die like this It's good, everyone is relieved. Haven't you ever had such a thought?"

Originally, Qiu Xinzhi just wanted to provoke him and find an excuse to talk to him, but he didn't expect him to speak so bluntly, stepping on his weakness directly!He said angrily, "Isn't this the same as killing people? You can do it secretly, but you dare to speak out!"

"I never did."

Qiu Xinzhi sneered, stepped forward and whispered in his ear: "Are you afraid that there are cameras here, so you dare not admit it?"

Unexpectedly, the doctor nodded slightly.Qiu Xinzhi was stunned, but the doctor walked back to the bench where Qiu Xinzhi had been sitting all night, picked up the mobile phone he put on the book, and handed it to Qiu Xinzhi. "Leave my phone number. You are very interested in this matter? We can find a quiet place to talk."

Qiu Xinzhi answered the phone hesitantly.The doctor said a string of numbers.

"Slow down, I don't remember..." Qiu Xinzhi just turned on the phone.

The doctor ignored him and went straight to the front office.

Qiu Xinzhi couldn't remember anything, he had a very good memory, and he memorized it after listening to it once. "Hey, doctor, what's your name?"

Without looking back, the doctor knocked on the door of the office with his fingers, then walked in and closed the door.Qiu Xinzhi looked at the nameplate on the door: Qiao Yilian.He couldn't help cursing secretly: "Damn, I really know how to pretend."

Qiu Xinzhi has read countless people, but he has no idea about doctors.Is this person really making this kind of money?Regarding euthanasia, Qiu Xinzhi fully understands the plight and pain involved, and has no moral conflicts, but he never considers it—he has a deep relationship with his mother, and losing this only relative is more important than difficult and time-consuming care. Make him unbearable.

Qiao Yilian...Qiu Xinzhi silently read the name, thinking that this person is really evil.Moreover, it's obvious that I want to tease him, why do I feel like I was teased by the other party?

He struggled for a while, and finally resignedly dialed Qiao Yilian's cell phone number, the other party rang twice and hung up.

Qiu Xinzhi shook his head, with a smile on his face involuntarily.

Strangely, after this day, Qiu Xinzhi's appetite completely recovered.He was just like before, lingering from one meal to another.Sometimes I eat oysters and lobsters, sometimes I cook a pot of white porridge and two kinds of pickles at home, and I eat them with relish.

The difference is that he finds time every day to go to the nursing home to care for his mother, who is recovering from pneumonia.No matter when he goes, Qiao Yilian will always be in the courtyard.Qiu Xinzhi chatted with the nurses and found that Dr. Qiao had a very good reputation, and several patients were transferred to this nursing home because of him.

Qiu Xinzhi felt that this was too incredible. How could someone chase after Qiao Yilian, a doctor who was cold, arrogant, pretending, and completely ignorant of communication with his family?Wouldn't these people be his guests in "that side"?

Qiu Xinzhi watched carefully for a period of time, paying attention to whether these people would suddenly burp. Unexpectedly, all the patients in his hands were alive and well, and two of them even woke up.

Qiao Yilian was no longer indifferent to him, and would chat and laugh when they met.Qiu Xinzhi also found that he was extremely meticulous with patients. Once when he was scrubbing his mother's body, Qiao Yilian took the initiative to take over all the most troublesome and complicated tasks.Seeing him wearing finger gloves and carefully cleaning his mother's bad-smelling mouth, he couldn't help being a little moved.He had never seen the attending doctor do this kind of dirty work in person, and it was usually handed over to the nurses and family members.

Qiu Xinzhi brings back novels from the bookstore every week. After scrubbing his body and massaging, he will take out the book, put it in his mother's hand first, hold her palm, and touch the cover of the book inch by inch before starting to read. Read what's inside.Seeing this ceremony, Qiao Yilian wondered, "What are you doing?"

"Show my mother the cover. She loves books, especially beautiful books. Before she lays down, every time she reads a book, she will first look at the cover carefully."

Only then did Qiao Yilian know why Qiu Xinzhi didn't use the Kindle, but insisted on buying back the physical book.He disagreed and said: "Just because she touched it, it doesn't mean she saw it. This book is not three-dimensional and not raised. You might as well describe the cover directly."

Qiu Xinzhi sneered at this kind of pragmatic and boring brains of science students: "This is called synaesthesia, Dr. Qiao. Don't many people think of certain smells when they see numbers? Since eyes can replace noses, why can't hands replace eyes. "

"Are you talking about synaesthesia? It's a neurological disease. When processing multi-sensory information, it mobilizes more senses than basic needs. Few people associate numbers with taste, and more people associate them with Color has two forms, one is the projector and the other is the associator; but no matter which one, the first thing is to receive information. It is impossible to receive any image information when the palm is placed on the book, so how can it be Connected visually?"

Qiu Xinzhi was speechless.He is eloquent, and he is rarely stunned to the point where he has nothing to say. He is just talking nonsense about synaesthesia, but now he can't think of a rebuttal.He surrendered: "Thank you for your advice, Dr. Qiao, it's really uplifting to talk to you."

He opened the book and found the passage where he had left off during his previous visit.Then he found Qiao Yilian still in the room.

"Doctor Qiao, do you have anything else to do?"

Qiao Yilian smiled, turned and walked out of the room.

Qiu Xinzhi exhaled from his chest.After a while, he took his mother's hand and put it on the book again.His mother's hands were dry and warm. Although he didn't move, it gave him a sense of security every time.He thought to himself that what Qiao Yilian said was not unreasonable, so he wanted to describe the cover to his mother, but he found that the cover of this book was very ugly, with simple geometric patterns.Did he say: circle, circle, circle, lightning, lightning, lightning?

Qiu Xinzhi smiled helplessly, and said softly: "Mom, tell me, did we fall into the hands of a strange person?"