love you as ever

May is the month of celebrations, and many universities have invited various artists to perform for the celebrations, and Jaexi and Jessica are naturally among the invitations.

Since the beginning of May, the two have performed in many universities.

During the period, naturally, there was no promotion for the new album, especially in Xi, because there were no other activities, even more focused than Jessica herself.

But it was also a piece of news that made them finally give up the idea of ​​playing songs.

For fans, it is natural to have more motivation to do something if they play songs, and being able to watch idol's live stage is naturally completely different from the MV or studio version.

However, the reason why they finally chose not to play songs is also a decision that has no other choice.Because SM suddenly launched Tiffany's comeback at this time, it was still before them, only less than a week earlier.Obviously, it is impossible for Tiffany to play songs for only one week, so they will inevitably meet backstage.

It is indeed very topical, but more, it is still troublesome.

And this kind of trouble, you can save it if you can.

If it's just Jessica herself, she probably wouldn't care so much, just do what she wants, just think about how seriously they are preparing for their tour during this time in Xixi, even the venue can be said to be done by herself, the organizer she found, She also didn't want to spoil her mood because of the criticism caused by this incident.

As for Jaexi, they naturally support Jessica's decision not to play songs. Not to mention the previous time, because of Taeyeon's return, they simply played songs for two weeks to avoid it. This time it was more because of the tour . If Jessica doesn't play songs, she will have more time to prepare for the tour and have more energy.

Although the two had their own ideas, they finally came up with one, but they didn't know it. Tiffany was completely relieved when she learned of Jessica's decision not to sing.It's not the reason for who wins and who loses. She knows it all too well. From all aspects, she is at a disadvantage against Jessica, but the reason for her relief this time is that she is more worried about the media's hype, and also worried about it. The general public's opinion, all in all, one thing more is worse than one thing less.

So, what disappointed the media just happened, with the cooperation of both parties.

In this regard, different fans naturally have different attitudes.

One side thought it was Jessica who was afraid to meet her ex-teammates, so she naturally took out what Mao Maosi said before about the change of the flight with Jessica, as if to make people believe that the real guilty conscience was Jessica's side.

And Mao Maosi firmly believed that it was Jessica who disdained to meet them, and believed that it was a fact of internal exclusion.

As a result, the two sides quarreled fiercely.

It wasn't until SSE officially announced a series of tour schedules after 5.17 that it gradually stopped.

Now, except for some persevering ones, they all feel that things are very clear, there are not so many devious ones, and they don’t play songs just for the tour.

No one would think that it was a temporary decision. After all, the venue of the tour must have been negotiated a long time in advance, so it must have been decided not to play songs very early, and it has nothing to do with other things.

Although it was really just the decision not to play songs, the idea of ​​not playing songs was indeed formed very early. After all, although the schedule is tight, no matter how tight the schedule is, it is not uncommon. Just bear with it and pass , It’s just that Zaixi feels a little distressed.So I couldn't make up my mind all the time, now I'm done, I don't have to think about it anymore.

After that, the mutual scolding between the two parties, maybe the fans of the three parties gradually subsided (the gems don’t want to care too much, their idols are already very sad without a solo, no matter how close Jessica is! But war is always inevitable Burning them, which is embarrassing too!), I paid more attention to the works of idols.

The one who follows with fans is Zaixi.

On May 5th, she finally saw the trailer for the second MV for the first time.

"Would I still have your heart?" Zaixi looked at Jessica strangely, "Who is this u? Isn't it me? A fan?"

"Ani, this song is an idea you had before you came back, and it tells more about your mood at that time." Jessica smiled slightly and leaned on Xi's shoulder, "How do you feel?"

"So far, the MV seems to have been shot well." Zaixi said, "At that time, Sneaky was going to shoot this?" She suddenly thought that Jessica looked a little weird for a while.

"Mo, what a sneaky thing."

"It didn't take long, right? But I feel that the effect is good, and the shape is pretty." Zaixi said, going back and watching it again. Suddenly, he stopped at a certain point, pointing to the cactus on the screen, "This is not will be--"

Jessica sighed: "Well, it's the basin that Ruby broke."

Zaixi continued to play, and then paused: "By the way, can you blow on the refrigerator like this to get cold?"

"It's so cool!"

"..." Zaixi shrugged, noncommittal.

"So you can listen to the whole song now?"

"No~"

"Well, I've been waiting for so long anyway."

Seeing Zaixi's helpless expression, Jessica giggled and rubbed her shoulders, looking very satisfied, which made Zaixi want to smooth her hair.

Counting the days on my fingers, waiting to listen to the songs of Quan Zhuo, the time finally came to the night of May 5th.

It can be regarded as a routine, the live broadcast before the comeback.

Jessica is naturally prepared.

Because it was a solo album, Zaixi didn't go with him on the night of the live broadcast, but stayed at home alone, took a shower, sat on the carpet in the living room, turned on the computer, and watched the live broadcast quietly.

At eleven o'clock, the live broadcast officially began.

Inexplicably, a little nervous, really like a fan, the first second Jessica just appeared, her heart stopped suddenly.

"An Ning Hasai, I want to be a bud~ I'm Jessica!" Jessica greeted first.

"Ah twist~" Zaixi faced the screen, smiled and waved, as if they were chatting face to face.

Then, before Zaixi could react, there was a burst of cheers from around, in order not to be cold and cooperate with Jessica's reaction.

"This...this mo!?" Zaixi didn't know whether to laugh or cry, but he had to say that he was really Jessicastyle.

Although there are usually live broadcasts, Jessica is still not used to sitting alone in the middle and chatting awkwardly like this. No wonder the staff reacted because she was afraid of being cold.

After saying a few words, the preview of "fly" started.

"...The next song is my favorite song. I said that I must make a MV. My sister Krystal also said that I hope to make a MV for this song, so the shooting is called "lovemethesame"." Said Then, Jessica couldn't help laughing. The fans didn't know what she was laughing at suddenly, but before they had time to comment and ask, they started the next trailer.

Zaixi suddenly understood what she was laughing at, and felt a little helpless.

"This song is completely different from "fly". It's an R&B electronic beat song. It's a bit light. I like this kind of song, and so does my sister. So I want to share it with everyone." Jessica laughed again when she said this, "Speaking of which, in fact, there is someone who, like everyone, has never heard the whole song."

At this moment, the staff member said something, and Jessica smiled widely: "Nai, it's in Xixi, everyone guessed it."

As she said that, Jessica's face turned slightly red. Of course, under the lighting, she couldn't tell if she was red, but her eyes looked down subconsciously, and she also looked shy when she smiled.

"As for this song, when I wrote this song, I was thinking about the mood of a certain period of time. It was a bit hard at that time..." Jessica said, "I can't help but think a lot of this and that in my mind, and then I think about that I wrote this song based on my mood at the time.”

Looking at Jessica on the screen, the original smile on Zaixi's face gradually disappeared.

"lovemethesame...love you as before...Pabo..."

In Xihu, I really want to, really want to go see her right away.

I thought so, and I did it.

However, here comes the problem.

Because it was Jessica's own itinerary, Zaixi didn't plan to go there at first, so she didn't ask her where she did the live broadcast, so she didn't think about it until she got in the car.

"Ouduk..." Zaixi thought for a while and called Jiang Jingyuan.

"Do you want to plug it?"

"Oni, it's me." Zaixi said.

"Ah, I'm looking for Xika, I'll pass it on for you." Jiang Jingyuan said immediately.

"Ani, I want to—" Zaixi said quickly, but Jiang Jingyuan was obviously not listening, so she had no choice but to stop.

Studio--

"Xika, Jaexi's phone number." Jiang Jingyuan handed over the phone.

"Huh? In Xixi?" Jessica was obviously a little stunned, and looked at the phone that was talking.

"It should be that your call is busy." Jiang Jingyuan nodded and said.

Jessica had a hunch that it wasn't because of this, but she took it right away.

"Have you made an appointment with Irene? Did you call at a certain time?" Jessica said directly at the first sentence, and then showed the screen of the call to the camera, "Everyone, it's in Xi~"

"Ah, Nai, Zaixi Yimida!" Zaixi knew that this was a greeting for himself, so he said, and then hurriedly said, "Well, I actually..."

"I'd better hang up now." Irene said directly, "bye~"

"Well, I'm going to China the day after tomorrow, let's meet then." Jessica said.

"Of course we have to meet."

"Let's talk about it then."

"Inside~"

After hanging up Irene's call, Jessica finally only had one phone call left.

"Well... Actually, you don't have to hang up with Irene so quickly." Zaixi said, a little embarrassed, she obviously just wanted to ask for an address, hello!

"mo?"

"I just want to ask Jingyuan O'Neill, where are you now..." Zaixi said shyly.

"..." Jessica looked confused, "Huh?"

"But Jingyuan Erni gave you the phone without asking." Zaixi said helplessly.

"Ha... Really..." Jessica didn't know what to say.

"But now that it's done... Everyone, please support Jessica's first solo album a lot. Although I am the same as everyone in two songs, I haven't heard them yet, but I have listened to the remaining four songs. Yes, although this is the first time I made it myself, the degree of completion is really high! I hope everyone will like it~" Jaexi said.

"Nei~Kangsang Hamida~" Jessica smiled sweetly, and then asked doubtfully, "But why do you ask me where I am? Do you want to come over now?"

"Come to pick you up." Zaixi said, "It's just... suddenly I want to see you."

"..." Jessica's face was a little red at this time, "What are you talking about, I'll go home straight away."

"can not wait anymore."

"..."

"Since you picked it up, remember to send me the address later." Zaixi said again, "Take you to eat delicious food."

"Going back."

"Eat more to have the strength to return." Zai Xi said, "Open a bottle of champagne then."

"Do you drink too?"

"Ani, you drink, I drink juice."

At this moment, fans in front of the screen: emmm......

"Ahem!" Jiang Jingyuan couldn't help reminding.

"Ah, Nai, I need to send Amida away!" Jessica reacted, said quickly, and then said to the phone, "Then I'll ask O'Neill to send it to you right away, aww~"

"Aww~"

Mao Maosi & Gemstone: Actually, I don’t mind if you chat for a while.

The shy Jessie and the doting Safiel, ying ying ~

In any case, the live broadcast will continue, and if there is an outline, it must be followed.

Zaixi hung up the phone, and after a while, he received a message with an address on it.

With a slight smile, he drove away.

On the way, Zaixi finally heard the trial version of those two songs.

One is "fallingcrazyinlove", and the other is of course "lovemethesame".

Although it is a trial version, she already knows the general meaning and the lyrics, and she also somewhat understands why Jessica was so mysterious before.

If it is written for myself, it is a confession song. Apart from being shy, I think it has a different meaning.

And so is it.

I have to admit that she is in the car at the moment, listening to the live broadcast (after all, she can't turn her head to look at the screen), and playing these two songs, the feeling in her heart is definitely different from the usual time, although she can't tell the difference.

The location of the live broadcast is not very far from their home, and the traffic on the road is not bad. It takes more than 20 minutes to arrive in Xixi. When the car is parked, Jessica's live broadcast is not over yet, and the MV of "fly" is being broadcast.

Sitting in the car, Zaixi watched the MV, even though he watched it more than once, every time he watched it was so amazing.Let's just think that Xi Shi is in the eye of the beholder. Anyway, she thinks that Jessica has done a great job, at least she can't do better.

"Wait a minute, this crystal ball..." Zaixi remembered the snow mountain Jessica said again, and noticed what was inside the crystal ball, "No way...that mountain is... ...OMG!"

But no matter what Xi was thinking here, the MV broadcast ended and the camera returned to Jessica.

"Wow! The MV was released in the world, wow! Oh!"

Jessica was very excited, and the staff responded cooperatively.

It was really true, and it heated up the place.

"...So, now, the album is really coming out, in 3 minutes? I'm going to listen to the song too, hehe..." Jessica said, "Actually, I've been nervous all the time, okay now It's getting late, anyway, everyone must listen to the song!"

"And then I will show up at the airport with angel wings too, thank you all! Goodbye! 'flywithJessica', thank you all!"

"Aww~"

The live broadcast is over.

Everyone clapped their hands together to celebrate the successful completion of another trip.

"Guys, I have a date now..." Jessica said, she pursed her lips and smiled in embarrassment, her face was also flushed, even pink couldn't cover it.

The staff understood, smiled meaningfully, and waited for the following.

Jessica tilted her head and put her hair back: "So everyone celebrates tonight, all consumption is charged to my account, and I will reimburse everyone tomorrow."

"Wow!"

Everyone cheered.

Jessica saluted politely and followed Jiang Jingyuan out - Zaixi sent her the parking location.

When he reached a similar place, Jiang Jingyuan stopped in his tracks.

"Then, go by yourself." Jiang Jingyuan said.

"Noni...?"

"Ouba will come to pick me up."

"Well, then, Ernie, goodbye."

"Goodbye."

Saying goodbye to each other politely, Jessica walked towards Jaixi's car.

After a delay for a while, the new song had already come out, and Zaixi was listening to the full version of the song that he could finally listen to in the car.

The car door was locked, and Jessica knocked on the window.

After a while, the window slowly rolled down.

"Oh Mo?! Why do you..."

Zaixi's eyes were red, and there were still tears in the corners of his eyes that were not wiped clean. It looked like he had cried, perhaps, it was still in progress.

It's been so long since we've been dating, it's impossible to say that I haven't seen her cry, but there are really only a handful of them.

Seeing it suddenly, Jessica shrank, and then saw her mobile phone screen.

"love methesame"

"Mo, I thought..." Jessica didn't know what to say. When she heard her song and cried, should she say that she sang too emotionally, or... this person Too sentimental?

"Ani, I don't know why, but when I heard the phrase 'would you love methesame', I suddenly..." Zai Xi said with some embarrassment, "Maybe I thought of that time."

"..."

"Anyway, let's get in the car first." Said Zaixi, taking out a tissue to wipe off the marks on his face.

Jessica went around to the other side and got into the car.

"Actually, I'm quite lucky. At that time, it wasn't too late to come back." Zaixi said, "Otherwise, you, who are so strong, had to carry it by yourself during that time. It was really hard. Although, I I also know that you can do it, and you can do it well.”

"Well, I'm also very glad." Jessica leaned gently on Xi's shoulder and closed her eyes, "There can be such a person who allows me to show my vulnerable part."

Zaixi also gently leaned his head to the side.

"There's another song." Jessica reminded softly, "Or, have you already listened to it?"

"No, that song, I want to hear you sing it live." Zaixi laughed.

"Okay." Jessica said, sitting up, facing Zaixi.

"Wait a minute." Zaixi interrupted Jessica who was about to speak.

"Ok?"

"Let me answer one question for you first, no, two."

"...Well, you say." Jessica vaguely understood, and said expectantly.

"First question, You still have my heart, forever."

"Second question, I will love you the same, forever."

"Jessica Xi."

"Inside?"

"Are you satisfied with my answer?"

"Guess." Jessica smiled sweetly, the love in her eyes almost overflowing, "I will love you forever, too."

So, Soo-yeon, what I want to say is exactly, even if the world changes, I still love you as before.

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This chapter is a bit long, I will post it later (*￣3)(ε￣*)