Guan Qi is silent

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After a commotion, Yueshang and guests dispersed, only sporadic jingle sounds remained, the hall was full of alcohol, and a few people were left alone to clean up the silence after the show.

"Where is Ah Wen?" Tantai Jian came up from downstairs, looked at her watch, and frowned slightly, "I have to go, but I didn't find her."

I was helping Arwen's mother to clean up the place, and then I came to my senses and found that Arwen's shadow had indeed disappeared for a while.

Looking around, the cups and plates were messed up everywhere, and the eyes were burning red, but Ah Wen was still not seen.

"Master! Master Jane! Hurry... come help me." Panting, Xingzi dragged a person from the far side of the corridor, it was Ah Wen.

Ah Wen has a very poor capacity for alcohol, but today he just let it go and drank again, he might have already passed out.

Tantai Jian hurried up a few steps to support Ah Wen, Xing Zi finally felt relieved, stood with her hips on her hips and breathed slowly, without stopping: "Master, the picture of you and Jian Da standing together is really picturesque."

"Okay, okay, I know, I know." Tantai Jian caressed Awen on the chair, and I waved to Awen's mother to let her take care of Awen. Seeing that Awen was drunk, she hurried over , Tantai Jian turned her head and smiled at me, "A few days ago, I saw that the editorial department placed bets, and they all bet on you. Reiko even drew a little yellow picture of the two of us."

"The key part is coded by the dog?" I smiled, "Lin Shang showed me." Recently, Lin Shang always shared some pictures, videos or something with me, and secretly hoped that I To be able to embrace life again, without even thinking about who told him.

"Hehehe..." Xingzi took a few steps to pick up the bouquet held by the bride on the stage, and made a throwing motion, "God catch your happiness!"

"Hush, stop, stop—" Tantai Jian stretched out his hand to snatch it, but the phone rang. He glanced at the screen, nodded to us, and went out.

I guessed whose call it was, and knew that he would not be back for a while, so I went to help Ah Wen's mother to help Ah Wen downstairs to the groom who was seeing off the guests.

"Qiqi! Qiqi!" Ah Wen was helped into the car by the groom, and I saw that the corner of her skirt was about to be caught by the careless groom closing the car door, so I stopped immediately, but Ah Wen grabbed my sleeve, He yelled at me with a misty smell of alcohol, "Qiqi! You want to be happy! Be happy!"

"Okay, okay." I steadied her, slowly pulled out my sleeves, and said, "I will, dear, I will."

Then she made a fuss for a while, and finally the groom coaxed her to sleep.I watched this car leave with her and her newlywed dream, and merged into the traffic flow, just like countless cars carrying a home or many dreams, melting into these cars, the red and white lights are faintly blurred, The street lights are mottled and dim, and the sirens of passing cars are fading away. Slowly, the farther away, the more ordinary, until the ordinary finally turns into a small dot, which I can no longer distinguish.

I don't know where Tantai Jian went, and Xing Zi also left with the people from the editorial office. I looked up at the sky, the beautiful full moon, the sky with bright moon and few stars, and the wind quietly passing over the treetops.I was the only one left in the huge parking lot.

I stared at the full moon with my eyes open, and my eyes were a little sore after looking at it for too long, but I didn't want to blink.Whenever I miss this person in my memory, I do this. I keep staring at that month without blinking. Gradually, I feel that I am in another place. As long as I don’t look away, I will always be in this memory. .

Suddenly, I went back to the last Mid-Autumn Festival when I was a child. I still couldn’t see the shadow of my parents, but the familiar soft fragrance was always with me. Silk water marks gradually gather towards the end of the eyes.The gentle fragrance finally enveloped me, I opened my mouth, and a dry voice sounded very clearly in the night: "Grandma, Ah Wen will be happy, right?" I didn't turn my head, but I knew that grandma was looking at me silently , shaking the old and damaged gray-green cattail fan in my hand to repel mosquitoes for me, the warm fragrance floated up, I think she must be answering me, grandma is nodding.She nodded, shook her fan, hummed a tune, and smiled at me.

Everything is so real, I don't want to blink, just to keep the truth of this moment and the fragrance of memories.But the eyes really hurt, more and more water marks gathered at the end of the eyes, my vision became more and more blurred, and I could only see a white mass, that month.

"Grandma, what about me?" I asked anxiously, my voice rough and difficult, "Ah Wen just talked about the ending, but I don't understand the process of happiness, what about me?"

For a long time, there was no answer, but the warm fragrance remained.I held on for a while, and finally closed my eyes with a sigh.The persistence that gathered for a long time finally turned into two traces of water.The warm fragrance gradually faded away, and grandma left.

One or two sounds of cars in the distance gradually became real, and the wind passed by. I couldn't help shivering in such a cool wind.A sparrow from nowhere chirped a few times in the wind and flew away.

But the moonlight is still very good, and the people returning home are rushing on the road eagerly and full of expectations. The moment when they reach the end is always so warm that they are encouraged, or they are eager to run for the present or future home, then A soft place always comforts them when they are tired.

And I am not in a hurry, can't be in a hurry, and have nowhere to be in a hurry.