Life is precious

Chapter 4 Chapter 4

Pan Xiao's family is very grateful to me for this incident of a hero saving a hero, especially Pan Xiao's mother, who later found out that I lived alone, so she often asked Pan Xiao to bring me to dinner.Of course I know that not all parents in the world are the same as mine, but Pan Xiao's parents made me realize the warmth of home for the first time.

Pan Xiao and I also gradually became familiar with each other.Some people's heads are as fresh as new, and some people are as old as ever. Pan Xiao and I belong to the latter category.We share the books we have read with each other, the singers we like very much, play basketball together, go hiking outdoors together... We have endless things to say and do to each other.It can be seen that Pan Xiao likes me very much. Since the first time I stayed at Pan Xiao's house, I have gradually become a frequent visitor to Pan Xiao's house.

Until one day Pan Xiao's father said, Pan Xiao and I are so close that even some brothers are not like that.He even suggested that I should be their godson and Pan Xiao's godbrother.Of course I am very willing. I don't have a home, and I dream of a home with my parents and brothers.

Pan Xiao's father was just joking, but seeing that I was serious, he began to consider the feasibility of this matter.I told them I hadn't seen my real parents for a long time.I just need to talk to Uncle Wang who takes care of me.They were a little hesitant at first, but when they found out that my parents had immigrated and I was still living in someone else's home, they were very distressed, so they readily agreed.I didn't tell Uncle Wang, because I think it's my own business.He found out later and really didn't say anything to me.

On a fine day, Pan Xiao’s house set up a few banquets for relatives and friends, and I officially became their godson.In fact, they treated me like their own son.As long as Pan Xiao has it, they will prepare a copy for me.Although I have explained many times that I have money, and a lot of it, they still do their own way, and they still don't lose a share.I had no choice but to add something during the holidays.

But even so, I still feel that I owe Pan Xiao's family a lot.I know it's because they love me, but I still feel ashamed.He had no choice but to double compensate this guilt on Pan Xiao.Fortunately, Pan Xiao has a big heart, and sometimes I don't feel too out of it, so I feel a little more comfortable in my heart.

I hadn't fallen in love with Pan Xiao at that time, if I knew later that I was obsessed with Pan Xiao, I would never be Pan Xiao's brother.

But I was lonely for too long at that time, and I wanted to have a younger brother, even if there was no blood relationship, he would always be my younger brother.I want to have a bond, I don't want to come alone, and then leave alone.For the first time, I took the initiative to speak to Uncle Wang, hoping to transfer to the class where Pan Xiao was.Later we went to the same high school and college in the same city.

I feel that since I met Pan Xiao, my originally cold world has suddenly warmed up, with colors and sunshine.Pan Xiao and his family were the luckiest encounters in my young life.

The days slipped by when I missed Pan Xiao, wrote novels, and went to the coffee shop every afternoon.When the weather gradually cooled down, I finally met the legendary Mr. Zhou, the real big boss behind the scenes.

The big boss doesn't live in the villa where I live now.Surrounded by a bunch of suits and sunglasses, I started to go to the place where Mr. Zhou lived.

I sat in the car with suits and sunglasses on both sides, and I was very nervous.I don't know why he summoned me, and I don't know what situation I'm about to face.But this scene is what I have been looking forward to for a long time.Only when I see Mr. Zhou and ask about the situation clearly can I have the possibility and opportunity to go out and regain my freedom.Now Mr. Zhou's attitude is not clear.I didn't lack clothes or clothes, and they didn't abuse me, but they didn't let me go out and restricted my communication with the outside world.That in itself means something.

Before going to see Mr. Zhou, I felt that I had to have a proper attitude first.Especially when I still want to negotiate with him when I have no obvious advantage, I also know that there is no chance of winning.I guess that my current identity may be a hostage, but I basically know nothing about my parents' situation, and I don't have much affection. My greatest value is probably this life.

I was actually very helpless and very anxious.Pan Xiao and his parents must be very anxious now, I haven't seen them for a whole year.In their eyes, I must have been missing for a year, and my life and death are uncertain.When I think of them worrying about me all day long, I feel extremely guilty.

In the end, I decided that it is better to be neither humble nor overbearing, with an attitude of flattery and humiliation, and the same color, even if it is wrong, there will be no big mistake.When the time comes, see the tricks and break the tricks, and adapt to the situation.

The suits and sunglasses came to the outskirts of the city.Because the air here is very good, and it is not as noisy and crowded as the city center.Looking around is a piece of green.White buildings are occasionally dotted among the green.The whole environment is quiet and elegant, revealing a feeling of paradise.

After we passed the security office, the car didn't stop. We walked half a circle around the lake, and then crossed the tree-lined road. At the end of the woods, there was a small white building.I think this is where Mr. Zhou lives.

After getting out of the car, I followed behind the suit and sunglasses, walked in, walked through the hall, along the promenade, up the stairs, and then stopped in front of a door.

One of the sunglasses knocked on the door and called "Mr. Zhou".After getting the reply from inside, he opened the door and motioned for me to go in.Then close the door.I didn't hear footsteps, they were all probably outside the door.

No surprises, no changes in color.Yes, these two adjectives refer to me.

After taking a deep breath and finishing my mental construction, I raised my head and walked forward slowly.

Standing in front of the huge French windows, Mr. Zhou was concentrating on something, and when he heard the sound of me coming in, he didn't turn around to look at me.He is tall, 1.9 meters by visual estimate.Anyway, much taller than me.Tall and straight, with especially long legs.

I saw that he didn't intend to turn around, so I stopped in front of the sofa and didn't go any further.

I don't like people staring at me very much. Every time I encounter some erques who have no brains and eyes staring at me, I will be very annoyed.I really want to say "Your eyes don't grow on my face!" It is exactly the same, and I am very considerate of others.I don't stare at other people when it's okay.Although at this time I am very curious about Mr. Zhou.

I looked around and looked at the furnishings of the room.

This is a suite with several suites in it.Wooden floor, warm yellow curtains, the whole atmosphere is very relaxed and comfortable, if you ignore the back figure standing by the window.

The sofa is not a cold leather sofa, but gray fabric, with white pillows, it really makes people want to jump on it and roll on it immediately.I looked at the statue-like back since I came in, resisted the urge to pounce, and shifted my sight to the small wooden table in front of the sofa, on which there was a pottery ashtray.If it weren't for the cigarette butts and ash inside, I would have thought it was a trinket.

I don’t know if the closed door on the east side is the bedroom, but the half-closed door on the west side is the kitchen, and I can see the refrigerator inside.

After looking around, I came to the conclusion that Mr. Zhou lived very close to the people.This may be his special preference, and there may be some unexplainable reasons.If he was facing his friends, Mr. Zhou should be a man of temperament.But if it's facing me, it's really hard to say.After all, until now, Mr. Zhou is still standing in front of the window without looking back.

He must know that I am coming, so does he not want to face me, or is he recalling the past?

I stood staring at the ashtray in a daze, and Mr. Zhou also stood motionless and looked out the window.I think if someone opens the door and comes in at this time, they will definitely wonder whether the time in this space has been frozen.

The sun was slanting to the west a little bit, and seeing the twilight approaching, I stood sore and backache, thinking whether it would be better to call out.Just as I was about to clear my throat and speak, Mr. Zhou turned around.

He looked at me, his expression didn't change a bit, it still had a hint of freezing, even his eyes were a little chilly.I couldn't help trembling, and tried my best to meet his sight without avoiding it.

Slowly, he came towards me.

I watched him approach a little bit, unconsciously holding my breath.

The identity of the man who has mastered it is a mystery.

He looked at me with clear eyes, but I didn't know anything about him.

He locked me up in the villa for a year, and I couldn't touch him at all.

Freedom is very important to me, but it is just a thought to him.

I want to talk to him, but our status is completely unequal, and I am not qualified to ask.Trying to understand this fact exhausts me.I wanted to see him from the very beginning, but when I did see him, I was like a fish caught in a net or an insect stuck in a spider's thread, at a loss, reduced to a fish, just waiting for the knife to fall.

This seems like an unsolvable problem, but I'm not desperate.In my eyes, the meaning of life is to fight and break despair.I lived almost alone, I thought I would be lonely for the rest of my life, but God let me meet Pan Xiao.In addition to fate, what is more important is that I have never given up looking for friends and partners.And once you find it, you will never let go, and try your best to make the bond between each other deeper.But if it is really necessary to separate, I also have the courage to continue to start a new life.

I fixedly looked at Mr. Zhou, I knew what he would say.

He sat on the side of the sofa and motioned for me to sit down too.So I chose a seat with a moderate distance and sat down.

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