Lost in the world

"Time~time~~" The videotape that was too old was rustling in the loop, and Tanlang's entire face was almost lying on the screen, as if he wanted to hug the tortured figure who fell down.He showed a kind of morbid madness, obsession, and the corners of his mouth were cracked, and he said affectionately:

"This is the person I love the most. I have never loved someone so deeply."

Behind him stood a poker-faced Zheng E and an elegant and easy-going middle-aged man.

Zheng E lowered his eyelids to cover the smoldering light in the depths of his eyes, moved his lips, and said lightly: "This is a hopeless lunatic, please ignore him. Or you and I will cooperate to knock him out, then put him in a sack and throw him away." Get into the situation and eliminate harm for the people."

When Su Changqing arrived, the whole room was empty.The bamboo forest outside the window was floating in the mist. Jiang Feng was lying on the window sill, looking over with a serious face. Although there was doubt in his eyes, he accepted the truth quickly. He nodded his head as a greeting, and asked:

"What should I call you now?"

"Su Changqing"

The expected answer seemed to be like this. After four years of deviation, the distorted life trajectory returned to the right track. He couldn't help but smile: "Congratulations."

Su Changqing smiled lightly: "What about them?"

"gone"

"Where to go?"

Jiang Feng's voice paused, and he said: "Listen to what they mean, go to Su City—that is, to your father's tomb, and repent. If you want to listen, I can tell you their conversation in its entirety. Su Cheng's son has the right to know."

Su Changqing frowned immediately, and said: "My father has passed away for many years, even if there were grievances during his lifetime, those people should go to his grave and tell me that there is no need to tell me. Because whether I know it or not, what I lost will never come back , it will not have a benign impact on my current life. In this case, why do you know so many grievances and grievances in the past, which will only increase your troubles. In my heart, his life is innocent, which is enough. "

Jiang Feng was shocked by his cold and indifferent words, but after thinking about it, there was nothing wrong with it. For Su Changqing, he lost his father, and after so many years, he knew those cruel things again. The truth, for him, may not be a good thing.Jiang Feng hesitated. As a policeman, he had the instinct to peel back the cocoon and restore the truth. However, Su Changqing was different from what he thought. Not only did he have extraordinary reason, but he was also sober enough.

Being able to stop in front of the truth, such a rational and overly sober person is really not suitable for the police.Jiang Feng didn't bring up this topic anymore. Although he had doubts about how he survived, he unexpectedly didn't have the desire to pursue it to the end. When he saw the living Su Changqing reappearing with his identity A subtle surprise emerged.

And this kind of feeling, even he himself can't understand.

He couldn't find Tanlang, so Su Changqing returned without success. At 08:30 in the morning, because the mist that had not dissipated blocked his view, the cobblestone laneway back to the hotel was wet with a few small white petals stuck here and there.He only focused on his feet, walked for an unknown how long, and suddenly smelled a faint fragrance of pear blossoms. When he looked up, he saw a branch of pear blossoms protruding from the wall, shaking tremblingly in the light mist.

The next moment, there was a rustling sound in front of him, and Su Changqing couldn't help but stop. After a short wait, the mist traced the outline of an approaching human figure, tall and thin, with a hunched back, as if being held by a bag on his shoulders. Bending over, before he could see his appearance clearly, those dark eyes projected from the darkness were like viscous black water that swallowed him instantly before he could react.

The hairs on Su Changqing's back stood up in response, lowered his eyes, and said in a deep voice: "Qi Muzhi, are you...waiting for me?"

There is a cautious temptation in the words

Phoenix's pale cheeks became more and more clear in the receding mist, his expression couldn't tell whether it was dullness of reaction or numbness like ashes, he dragged his heavy steps closer, and said:

"Mo Qingxuan is you, and Su Changqing is also you. I can't tell the difference between you and him. But, no matter what your name is, I only recognize you, your face, your voice, your scent, your soul. "

Su Changqing was taken aback by his sudden farewell, and said: "You can't tell the difference, but I can. Mo Qingxuan is the reality you have, and I, Su Changqing, is the dream you hang on the bedside."

Phoenix stared at him blankly, this time his reaction was really dull.Immediately afterwards, Su Changqing suddenly smiled frivolously, stood on tiptoe, and stretched his neck to reach Phoenix's nose, the breaths of each other suddenly intertwined.

It was that sweet sandalwood again, which made Phoenix's face heat up, and the tips of his ears turned red slightly.

Su Changqing elongated his voice and said ambiguously: "You said you like me, I am very happy to hear that. Now that you are with me, don't you have the complete me."

A spark suddenly exploded in the dark pupils, like fireworks flying into the sky.

Yes~ It seems so, Su Changqing is like the moon high in the sky, it is an illusory dream he longs for, as for Mo Qingxuan, it is the reality he has.If you hug the person in front of you, does that mean his dream has come true?

The moonlight shone on his bedside...

Fireworks flew into the sky, the bright streamer was extremely dazzling, he couldn't help feeling dizzy, as if the world was spinning, but Phoenix could clearly see Su Changqing in front of him, and wanted to hug him.

Su Changqing stood with his hands behind his back like an expert in waking up the dreamer, smiled mysteriously and said, "Ling Xiao is fine now, and he lives with us. You will never leave me for him again in the future." Bar?"

Finnis pursed his lips, trembling for a long time but couldn't make a sound as nervous. After a while, he nodded his head heavily and made a heavy "um".

Su Changqing found out that Ling Xiao had an unusual liking for his younger sister. He competed with him for favor, was very fond of him, and rushed to make milk powder. Although he sucked half of the bottle every time, he held his sister to feed the remaining half of the bottle.Since the last time he talked with Jiang Feng at night by candlelight, he didn't return all night, and when he came back the next day, he became like this, a serious daughter slave.

Ling Xiao even showed off to him: "Look, look, as soon as I hug her, she smiles at me~~"

Su Changqing was a little sour, and turned back: "Then she is also my daughter. You are her uncle!"

On New Year's Day, the group returned to Liyang City.

Contrary to Yunnan's beautiful spring and sunny days, Liyang City is snowing heavily, and Winter's Wrath is icy and snowy.Su Changqing, who was shivering in a down jacket, gritted his teeth and said:

"You guys go back first, I'm going to meet a friend."

Phoenix looked away reluctantly: "Yes."

New Year's Day is a day off, so when I get home, there are people at home.

The vegetable field in the yard was covered with a thick layer of snow. The round Chinese cabbage stood in the snow, and some piled up in the corner, covered with plastic paper.The door of the room was not closed, and the smell of soup kept wafting out, Ling Xiao shouted loudly:

"We're back—why didn't anyone come out to greet us?"

Immediately heard the sound of "da da da" running, the next moment the door opened "shua", Xiaoyu, wearing an apron and mask, looked up and down, left and right, blocking the door, looking a little at a loss .

The baby in Ling Xiao's arms: "Wow——"

Kicking off the little cloak, revealing a chubby, white and tender foot.Ling Xiao felt itchy, stretched out his hand to scratch, and introduced:

"This is my younger sister, Su Changqing...that is, Mo Qingxuan's adopted daughter. I am her uncle, you are her aunt, and Li Ting is her younger uncle. Get out of the way, I'll go in, the child should drink milk."

Xiaoyu stepped aside immediately, pulled off the mask, showing a confused face: "...???"

Entering the door, you will be greeted with a breath of life.

Li Ting rushed downstairs, the child's ruddy face, round eyes sparkling, looked more obedient and pleasant, and asked in a soft voice:

"Brother Ling, you are back! Where are the elder brothers and the others?"

It seems that in the past two months or so, he ate well, drank well, slept well, and was carefree, so he was well raised.The raccoon cat on the sofa yawned lazily. The number one cat who was always with me was at home. Ling Xiao felt a little terrified, probably because of the heavy snow outside, so he put down the child and replied: "You My brother went to meet a friend, and Mu Mu sneaked in. Oh~ There is another thing, your brother has changed his identity now, and now he is called Su Changqing. There is no Mo Qingxuan in this world, because Mo Qingxuan is dead, and only Su Changqing survives .No matter who he is or what his name is, he's still your brother."

Ling Xiao finished speaking in a calm tone

Xiaoyu: "...???"

Li Ting: "..."

Just as they were about to ask what was going on, they saw Ling Xiao make a "hush" gesture, and put a finger in front of his mouth: "Don't ask. Have you ever had a past that you didn't want to be questioned?"

The past I don't want to mention...

Xiaoyu was silent, Li paused, then sniffled: "What's the smell?"

"—Ah, I forgot!! My radish soup is still in the pot!!!"

Xiaoyu rushed into the kitchen with a gust of wind

The younger sister in the cloak "giggled" with a pacifier in her mouth, and the first cat rubbed its paws, as if it had become interested in this uninvited guest like a cub.

On New Year's Day, the four of them agreed to meet at an Internet cafe with a tacit understanding.

When Su Changqing arrived in a hurry, the three of them were having a snowball fight in the white park.Qin Ge was the quietest, squatting alone under the snow-covered green pine tree, making a snowman seriously and politely, the baby-faced Nanguo made the most ruthless attack, and stuffed a snowball directly into Shen Tu's neck.

Shen Tu raised his sharp brows: "Boy, who gave you the courage?"

"Hey~" Nan Guo grinned, smiling like a villain, pointing behind him, "Come on, head of the dormitory!"

"Hmph Su Changqing can't save you!"

Shen Tu picked up the ice cubes that had frozen in the pond, and shot Nan Guo mercilessly. He quickly pushed Nan Guo to the ground and stuffed it into his neck.

"Cool cool cool cool cool—"

Nanguo suddenly screamed.At this moment, Shen Tu received a snowball on the back of his fluffy head. He turned his head expressionlessly, and saw Su Changqing squatting on the ground making a second snowball. The snowball was about to hit back.

Qin Ge came over and said slowly, "You'd better not touch his head, it's a precious thing, he had a craniotomy not long ago."

Shen Tu shook his hand, and the snowball rolled into the snow. Su Changqing reached out to pick it up, and said with a smile:

"Xiao Shen, I'm back. Qin Ge, Nan Guo, as I said, there will be a day when we meet again. Now, I'm finally back."

Shen Tu raised the corners of his mouth and nodded.

Nanguo's baby face turned into a trumpet flower with a smile, and Qin Ge smiled reservedly. Suddenly, a simple voice that sounded extremely excited came from a distance, shouting:

"—I'm here, I'm here! Dormitory head, Senior Nanguo, Senior Qin, Senior Shen, ah~~ I'm sorry I'm late hahahaha!! I finally arrived at the legendary dormitory party! Are you having a snowball fight? Bring I'll be alone!"

In the winter, a young man in suspenders jumped up and down and shook his arms, rushing towards him like a runaway mad dog.Su Changqing shuddered and said, "He, isn't he cold?"

The overalls of the young man looked very thin, and the legs of the trousers were rolled up to the knees, exposing his white calves.The lower leg appeared to be wounded, with a black bandage wrapped around it.His appearance is a bit naturally white, and a small dimple is revealed when he giggles.

"Yo~ it's millet! The grain is full."

The elementary school boy who just moved into the 621 dormitory likes to eat snow rice cakes, and his love for snow rice cakes has even reached the point of morbidity.The reason is that I found out later: Guzi came from the mountains, so it can be understood bluntly that he has never seen the world. When he was in college, his parents and villagers sent him out of the village. A big bag.He has always cherished it too.

At this time, Gu Mancang had already run up to him, his cheeks were rosy, and he said with a shy smile, "I'm very angry, I'm not afraid of the cold."

This physique that is not afraid of the cold, Su Changqing can't help being a little envious.

When the five people arrived, Nan Guo waved his hand: "Let's go, let's go to the black!"

"Hey~ Don't you want to have a snowball fight? I'm still looking forward to the competition with the head of the dormitory~~"

"Ha, are you dead when Shen Tu is dead? You dare to move the dormitory and grow a finger. Be careful that he will stab you to death with a knife secretly! Be good~ play with me, I will teach you how to play jungle~"

"Really?!! That's great, they always say I'm a fool and don't take me to play. But they also started to practice from a rookie and practiced to a master, what right do they have to despise me~"

"Hahahahahaha, you're right! You're so right! It's also the first time I've seen you as a rookie, and you're so confident, hahahaha——"

……

From the first time we separated, we looked forward to the reunion in the 621 dormitory.

Shen Tu's ruthless and unruly, Qin Ge's inhuman arrogance and conceit, Nanguo's transparency and smoothness, and Su Changqing's gentleness.Those deep infatuation and obedience, and the sharing of adversity and death have fermented into a long aftertaste wine during the two years of university, but what they are most attached to and never forget is fishing in class, staying up late to fight for others, queuing up in the cafeteria, and shopping on weekends. The market, rushing homework on Sunday night, reviewing for the final exam all night... These are ordinary daily life that are as boring as boiled water.

When the memories became sweeter, the women's clothing COS clothing exhibition in the memory, the specimens soaked in formalin, sugar, and nagging began to emerge clearly and turned into long conversations in their mouths.

Those are their lost youth years, with different personalities, flamboyant, restless, full of vitality, running like dogs, and beautiful like wind and snow.