Lost in the world

——You wear mink in the north, but I bare my waist in Yunnan.

The four seasons in Yunnan are like spring, and the navel-wearing miniskirts and strappy sandals are in full swing on the street. Red flowers and green trees are blooming on both sides of the road. Ah~ the beautiful south of the colorful clouds, the sky is shining with gentle sunshine, the air is fragrant, and Lijiang is located in Lijiang. The small town with colorful pear blossoms on the banks of the river started a new day with the crowing of cocks.

"Chirp, chirp, chirp—" A few sparrows hopped up and down the treetops, and when they heard the sound of footsteps, they immediately flew away.A man in blue overalls and a yellow safety helmet came out of a simple thatched shed. His face was smeared with black ash, and his facial features could not be discerned, but it could be seen from the smooth outline that he was a man with a good face. man.

He walked deep and shallow through the jungle, and walked into an old and dilapidated pharmacy. When he came out again, there was a large pack of bandages and a box of ointments in a plastic bag.

On the way back to the construction site, a gringo with dark brown hair and golden pupils stopped the way, dressed as a gentleman, with a gentle and sexy smile on his mouth, and asked with a smile:

"How did you hide in this place?"

Turning on the faucet, scooping up a handful of clean water to wash off his cheeks, only to reveal his pale and haggard skin and upright face, it was Mo Qingxuan who had been missing for more than half a month.

Mo Qingxuan raised his head and said, "Are you also here to kill me, Rudolph?"

Tanlang's smile tightened: "How do you know this name?"

"I was told"

"Who?"

Mo Qingxuan smiled helplessly: "You might as well tell me, why did you appear here? I guess, you didn't come here specially to find me, I don't think it's that big of a deal."

Greedy Wolf also laughed and said, "I'm just curious about whose scapegoat you are going to be. You are a life-saving person. That spy hiding in the dark who is greedy for life and afraid of death is not worth your life for him. I thought you were smarter than Su Cheng , I never thought that I was a fool."

"He's not stupid. He deliberately leaked the information about the batch of drugs to you, isn't it just to let you rob the goods. Now that the goal has been achieved, why should he expose his identity?" Mo Qingxuan looked helpless, as if he still had some understanding and admiration , "At first, I thought he was the undercover agent you sent to Master Zheng, but now that I think about it, he should disdain to be with people like you."

"Who is this kind of person like me?" The smile on Tanlang's face immediately became dangerous

However, Mo Qingxuan didn't feel that he said something wrong, on the contrary, he was very forthright: "I am arrogant and disdain to be with you, and I know you well enough to know that leaking this information to you can achieve his goal, but I avoid thinking about it." Seeing you, such a complicated person, do you really not know who it is?"

Tanlang's smile gradually fades inch by inch

He added: "If even you don't know who he is, then no one really knows."

"But you seem to know?" Those eyes shot like sharp arrows, and the golden pupils narrowed into a thin slit.

"That's right, I guess it's Mr. Zheng's young son, Zheng E, but," he paused, and then added, "...the person you guessed should be different from mine."

Tanlang stared straight at him with no expression on his face, and suddenly fell silent.

"I guess, the person you're thinking of right now is Su Cheng, right?" Mo Qingxuan rolled up his trousers, which were splashed by the faucet, shook the cement marks on them, and waved his hand at Greedy Wolf, as if saying goodbye, " I have always cared about being punched and vomited blood by you, and I will take revenge on you when I return to my state."

... Sioux City

How could Su Cheng, who had thought about it countless times, and killed Su Cheng with his own hands, come back again? ! !

Tanlang opened his eyes and stared at the figure walking away, his eyes were red with madness and dementia.

On this day, the "Yunnan Anti-drug Brilliant History Photography Exhibition" was held in the city center. Mo Qingxuan asked the foreman for a day off, put on a clean and brand new outfit and squeezed onto the bus.

Because it was a working day, there were not many people on the bus, so he sat in the last row and covered his face with a newspaper.The afternoon sun was very mild, shining on his face through the car window, he gradually became sleepy, his shoulders were pushed in a trance, his whole body leaned towards the window, and the glass on his head made a "boom", a slight pain made his consciousness a little clearer After a while, he managed to pull himself together, only to find that there was a man with an extremely familiar face beside him, and he couldn't help being stunned, as if he hadn't woken up yet.

At this time, that upright and handsome face turned towards him, and said with a slight smile, "Long time no see, Mo Qingxuan, you don't seem...too good."

When Mo Qingxuan was stunned, the man had already stuck to it, twitched his nose, and smelled a bitter scent of medicine.

"You are hurt?"

Mo Qingxuan nodded frankly: "I was careless for a while, and I was stabbed."

"is it serious?"

"Will not die for a while"

"Then how long do you want to hide?"

"When..." He leaned back in the chair, closed his eyes wearily, and said slowly, "Probably, everyone knows when I was here. I have been running away for a long time, it should be these few days. What about you, Why did it appear again?"

Su Changqing lowered his eyes and said in a lonely voice, "I'm worried about you."

"I'm dead, won't you come back?" He looked indifferent, as if he was drowsy, and slowly raised his eyelids, "When I woke up from a terrible dream, the first thing I saw was Liu Chuan Fangze. Leaving aside Yanagawa Yoshizawa's character and temperament, he really never scolded me in those four years. I lost my memory and knew nothing about the past, and I was trapped in a courtyard in a foreign country. I didn't know what kind of person I was. so it makes no difference to me being a good guy or a bad guy."

"Since there is no difference, why did you choose to escape from Yanagawa Yoshizawa's side?"

"There is no particular reason, I want to breathe the free air, I want to talk to people, I want to do whatever I want, but Yoshizawa Yanagawa refuses, so I have no choice but to leave."

The words are quite innocent and straightforward, and it is light and smooth, just like a young couple who broke up quarreling, and a woman is crying: why why why did you leave me?The man replied: I don't want to be trivial, but to pursue poetry and distant places.

Thanks to Liu Chuan Fangze's generosity, he stopped in time, so that both sides can settle down in peace.

"Very few people came into that small courtyard. I remember one day, I was sitting under a tree waiting for the sunset. A little girl was lying on the wall, shaking the branches, and the cherry blossoms fluttered and fell on my shoulders. Then I heard a jerky voice. The voice is very soft, saying - hello, the word 'hello', that was the first time I could understand a voice other than Yanagawa, and it felt...very wonderful. Later I thought, that should be gentleness Well, I want to be treated kindly, and I want to be kind to others."

That was the first time he had the idea of ​​leaving. Since then, he didn't hate Yanagawa Yoshizawa's face, but he didn't want to face it. He vaguely understood that that kind of relationship mode couldn't last a lifetime.Since Liu Chuan was unwilling to let go, he had no choice but to run away.

"After leaving Japan, I lived in hiding for another period. During that period, I was trembling all day long. Thanks to Phoenix, I was always with me. When others stand in the sun with a frank and fearless face, how can I not be envious? So I swear, no matter what method or method I use, I will be a clean and honest person, for nothing but to breathe the free air and to see the sun rise every day.”

Mo Qingxuan squinted at Su Changqing's pure side face, and suddenly put his hands on his shoulders, looking extremely intimate, and said clearly, "Right now, it's not enough. I've left so many times, today I changed I'll go first."

Immediately stood up, the bus arrived at the stop, the door opened, Mo Qingxuan strode out with his legs, the dazzling sun hit his face, he couldn't help covering his eyes, after the eyes got used to it, the mountains in front of him were tall and the water was vast behind him abyss.

……

Few pedestrians, more deserted than imagined, and not far ahead is a photography exhibition.

The works in the exhibition are all related to anti-narcotics, from the narration of the Opium War in the 19s to the invasion of China by the Eight-Power Allied Forces and the signing of the "Xin Chou Treaty" that humiliated the country, and from the first extraction of morphine by German pharmacists in 40, which was then refined and synthesized by British chemists. Heroin, the earliest drug, has developed to 1806 kinds of drugs so far. One of the exhibited works is a beautiful "Flower of Evil" poppy blooming in bright red. lock up.The juxtaposition of bright red poppies and resolute and immature faces looks particularly thrilling.

In the exhibition hall, an old man in a tunic suit saw the young face in the photo and said tremblingly, "It's so small..."

Then wept bitterly, pointing to the heroes who passed away, and repeated:

"Child, you're still so young..."

The anti-narcotics policeman who has no name and no tombstone even if he dies is cruel and real.Mo Qingxuan couldn't help but think of Su Changqing, a tomb in the barren hills and mountains, worshiped every year, but still submerged in weeds, no one can believe that Su Changqing's dearest, most beloved and pure-natured father is lying in that mound, Su Changqing didn't have a "father" a long time ago.

At this time, he saw a report, his long and narrow eyes narrowed as if stimulated, his face suddenly darkened, and he couldn't help but stop. There is a kind of calmness and sophistication that has experienced many deaths in the world.When he was looking at it carefully, a man wearing a peaked cap appeared beside him. He lowered his head and didn't look at the road, but rushed towards him. Mo Qingxuan raised his eyelids, grabbed the man's wrist with his backhand, and said in a low voice:

"Don't be here. Go out, and I will accompany you if you want to kill or cut."

The man looked up, looking at him in surprise.

Mo Qingxuan was expressionless, as if he was not surprised by this kind of assassination, he directly pulled him out, walked to a remote corner, stared at the man's left hand that had been kept in his pocket, suddenly changed his face, giggled and became unusually frivolous, ask:

"Don't kill me, and I won't bother you, so let's just leave, okay?"

The man shook his head immediately, but he was actually a straightforward and honest person: "Where can you go? Why don't you take advantage of me, and I will burn incense and paper for you every Qingming Festival."

"Then I would like to thank you first. But, I don't want to die so early. Since I can't, I have to offend you."

While speaking, he pushed the man out as a target.It was being pushed into the arms of several men in black who appeared at some unknown time.

This unexpected push directly exposed the identities of those men in black, saying: "We have no malicious intentions, it is Mr. Zheng who wants to see you!"

Mo Qingxuan had already quickened his pace, and heard the furious shouts from the people behind him: "—Grab him! Don't let him run away again."

After running to the main road and stopping a taxi, he couldn't help but say solemnly, "Master, please drive faster, my wife is having a difficult labor in the hospital."

When the driver heard it, good guy, step on the accelerator, and the car flew out with a "whoosh--".

Mo Qingxuan calmed down a little, and found an excuse to get off at the crossroads, and got into the crowd of people. After walking a few steps, his shoulders suddenly sank, and he turned around to see a stern face. He was very surprised:

"How will you be here?"

Jiang Feng hooked his shoulders and pressed against his cheek, looking unusually intimate, and whispered: "Don't look back, someone is following you."

"Hey, I know this! I know, someone has been following me along the way."

"..."

Jiang Feng paused, then asked again: "Why didn't you call the police?"

Mo Qingxuan was helpless: "I myself have an unknown identity, why call the police, and die together?"

"Since you didn't call the police, why did you call me?" Jiang Feng said calmly, "Still crying on the phone..."

I saw Mo Qingxuan's helpless and slightly bitter smile froze on his face, and it was really blocked, and he didn't know what to say next.Jiang Feng said for him:

"You don't cry with other people, you only cry with me. I don't think it's because I am loved by everyone. The words of Nanguo inspired me. He said, you have always been a simple person, no matter how deep you pretend to be. It looks like a calculation, your purpose has always been very simple, just two words—”

"..."

Mo Qingxuan was stunned, and was very speechless. He suddenly felt that Nan Guo might have misunderstood him.He heard Jiang Feng continue to say in his ear:

"Protect."

Immediately very surprised

"You are acting crazy and decisive. You seem to take everything on yourself. You would rather go to a dead end, a dead end. The crying on the phone is real. It sounds so sad. I just don't know who you are crying for. That person is protected by you. Is your person willing to take this kindness from you?"

Mo Qingxuan immediately felt a panic that was exposed and had no place to hide, and forced himself to be calm: "It has nothing to do with you."

"If you cry for me, it has something to do with me."

Jiang Feng had a strong posture of "I'll take care of you", looking extremely cold, Mo Qingxuan pushed his arm that was as hard as an iron hook on his shoulder, and said, "Aren't you afraid of being implicated by me? You haven't answered me yet, why did you appear in this small place?"

Jiang Feng immediately let go of his hand, and took his arm instead. It looked more natural and casual, but he still held it firmly, and said:

"Because of an anonymous email, if you want to know more detailed information about Sioux City, follow me and I will tell you."

Since it was about "Sioux City", Mo Qingxuan was of course interested and willing to listen to it, but when he heard the second half of the sentence, he suddenly lost interest, pulled the corner of his mouth, and resolutely acted like a little fish who refused the bait, solemnly explain:

"I'm really leaving. This matter has nothing to do with you. You don't have to get in. I admit that the phone call came from my own selfishness, because you are the only one who regards me as 'Mo Qingxuan', not others people's people."

Jiang Feng looked at the face that suddenly became serious, and thought, maybe he is Su Cheng's son, Su Changqing; and he couldn't help but think that this world is really small, and the descendants of those people gathered here again, but, I don't know if it was the arrangement of God's will Or... someone did it on purpose?The next moment, the upright and pale face sighed slightly, suddenly showed sadness, and barely held up his spirits, as if he had to deal with the situation, and asked:

"Are you handcuffed?"

Before Jiang Feng could react, he saw Mo Qingxuan smiled slyly, as if Ling Xiao had succeeded in playing a prank to show off to him, the alarm went off in his mind, and an unimaginable guess took shape in an instant: "You—you, it's actually you, no Will it?"

Lowering his head, he saw that the hands of the two of them were handcuffed together at some point.

The face of "Mo Qingxuan" smiled even more proudly, and the arrogance bursting out of the bright eyes, as if a master's fight to win a round, made Jiang Feng dizzy.

"You, Ling Xiao, when exactly..."

The smiling face that seemed to be familiar to him now showed the expression of a villain who is calculating and calculating. He touched his chin, his smile became more and more triumphant, and he said:

"It was Mo Qingxuan who thought you were in the way and asked me to draw you away. Besides, he wanted to kill himself, why didn't he just let him go?!"