Lost in the world

Mo Qingxuan didn't know that the lid of the pot he bought had exploded, and he was lying on the bed, feeling weak and dying.

Phoenix sat beside him, held his cold hand, and asked, "Why aren't you happy?"

Mo Qingxuan opened his eyes, breathing weakly, and said: "It's not that I'm in a bad mood, but that I'm in a good mood. It's the first time I'm in such a good mood, and it's the first time in such a long time... After thinking about it, then... It's getting bad again."

"..."

"Oh, I'm fine, I'm just a little cold, please bring me two thick quilts."

Phoenix was taken aback for a moment, and looked down at the thick duvet covering his body layer after layer, there were as many as four layers.But Mo Qingxuan's hands were still cold, Mo Qingxuan still felt cold, his cold body was shivering under the warm blanket, and then he saw Phoenix bent over to untie his shoelaces, took off his shoes, took off his coat, and inside was A close-fitting pure white short sleeve, slender and thin arms were exposed, and he reached out and pushed him.

Mo Qingxuan moved in, and saw that Phoenix lifted the quilt and lay down beside him, and turned to him, saying, "I'll sleep with you in my arms."

Mo Qingxuan couldn't get what he wanted, so he immediately put his hands up and down, snuggled into his arms, and couldn't help but let out a comfortable sigh: "That's great~"

Phoenix is ​​thin, holding him in his arms is like hugging a rock with edges and corners. Although it has human body temperature, it is still uncomfortable after all.After a while, he let go, and fell asleep with only pillow on Phoenix's arm.

As a result of going to bed early, I opened my eyes at one o'clock in the morning, my mind was very clear, and I was very hungry.He was locked in Phoenix's arms, and when he turned around, he saw the profound and pale face sleeping peacefully. His eyebrows were long and thick, his nose was straight, and his pale skin like a vampire seemed to have a layer of softness under the light. The white light, without the usual gloom, looks quiet and well-behaved.

It was supposed to be a quiet and beautiful moment, but the thing poking at the root of his thigh...

Mo Qingxuan's whole body froze, his cheeks immediately flushed red and white smoke came out, and he cursed silently: What a beast!While carefully pushing away the people around him, he got out of bed, walked lightly, and sneaked out of the room, he was relieved, and went downstairs to find a bowl of pickled fish, but the kitchen was tidy, and the refrigerator was full of fresh lettuce. The dumpling stuffing mixed with meat is not edible raw.

Stomach "gurg~grum~" began to growl

Then, Mo Qingxuan thought of the jujubes still hanging on the branches of the neighbor's house, which should not be found in the middle of the night.Thinking about this, he was a bit cautious, and then ran out the door in two or three steps. When he went to the yard, he saw a large tree shadow protruding from the wall. The yellow leaves were blown by the cold wind and kept falling down. Pop" fell to the ground, picked up a handful, wiped one on the sleeve, and brought it to the mouth. The mouth was cool, and the teeth opened with a light bite. The flesh was firm and crisp, and the dates were small, and the taste was sweet.

It was so delicious, he couldn't help squatting down to pick up two more, and slowly packed it in his pockets. At this moment, a gust of cold wind blew by, and the jujube trees on the top of his head rattled, and then the jujubes kept smashing. It fell down and hit him on his body, shoulders, and head. The cold dates fell into his neck. He couldn't help shivering. The fiery temperature in his body was instantly evacuated, his hands and feet were suddenly cold, and a shrill laugh burst out sounded over his head and said:

"Hello ~ Mo Qingxuan, we meet again."

That "ah" is so agile, crisp and frivolous, but colder than the winter wind, like a silver bell hanging on the eaves and blown by the night wind.

Mo Qingxuan looked up subconsciously, and saw a pale and overly familiar face protruding from the obscure tree shadow on the wall, smiling affectionately at him.

That face was very pale, as if it had been blown by the wind for a long time before it lost all color, and it looked as light as if it was hanging on the wall.But he didn't know that his face was also pale at the moment, staring at that face, it took a long while before he slowly found his voice:

"Su, Su Changqing..."

The gray lips curled into a smile and said, "Yes, it's me. I haven't seen you for a while, and you look much better than before."

Mo Qingxuan stood up, unable to suppress the surprise in his heart, and said slowly: "I thought you wouldn't show up..."

The smiling face asked him, "Why do you think so?"

"Because, because I no longer need to borrow you to see my heart clearly." He pointed to his head, "Regardless of whether there is memory here or not, as long as the things I believe will not be changed just because my identity has changed. Don't do it."

"Oh?" the face asked curiously, "What?"

As if the long-term confrontation finally gained the upper hand, Mo Qingxuan's tone suddenly relaxed, as if a little teasing: "Aren't you Su Changqing, how can there be something you don't know? I thought that what I was thinking and worrying about , you know that even my pain can be hit with one blow. Now it seems that you don't know everything."

The smiling face lying on the wall gradually loses its composure, becoming perverted...

Mo Qingxuan picked up another date, took a bite, and said while thinking: "There is one thing I want to confirm with you. You seem to know something about Su Cheng, who told you?"

"Of course I know, but why did I tell you? Hee hee ~ When you recover your memory, don't you know everything?"

"No, it's different. I can't even remember the conversations that only Su Cheng, Su Changqing and his son knew. Who did you listen to?"

He looked up at the face with a gradually deformed smile, which seemed to be paler and weirder in the long dark night, and there was a layer of fog that could not be seen clearly, separating the two of them.Whenever he wanted to see more clearly, he drifted farther instead, especially when he heard that proud voice laughing at him and saying:

"Then remember~ Hehe, didn't you just teach me a lesson triumphantly, why did the retribution come so quickly~~"

He rubbed his forehead, helplessly: "Okay, I admit defeat, I'm going back to sleep. Please do your own thing. It's late at night and the dew is heavy, and you're climbing so high, please be careful of your body."

The moment he turned around, before he could take a step, there was a shrill meow from outside the wall: "Meow~~!!"

As if stepped on the tail of the first pussy

Mo Qingxuan immediately rushed out of the courtyard door, and then heard the sound of "bang dang" falling, a small silver-white object happened to land at his feet, and a ghostly shadow with teeth and claws floated on the stone bricks in front of him. It was a pair of leather suede boots, which looked quite light and fashionable.

Looking up, I saw a pure white gown with a goose yellow silk sash tied around the waist, elegant and unique, like walking out of an ancient painting.Because of the cold weather, the young man wore a short waist-length cloak, which was not bulky but made the man look heroic. His cheeks were hidden in the fluffy cape, so he couldn't see clearly.

Mo Qingxuan remembered, recognized him, and said, "Zheng E, why did you appear here?"

The boy pulled back his hat, revealing an upright and graceful immature face. His expression was serious and he seemed unhappy. His voice sounded heavy that didn't match his age, and he said:

"Someone is going to kill you, you know that?"

Mo Qingxuan stared at the silver-white little girl under his feet, and nodded in a daze: "I know, you came here just to tell me this?"

Zheng E said with a straight face: "I said I would teach you a lesson."

Is this a fight with him?Mo Qingxuan was speechless, staring at the dark night without stars and moon, and asked uncertainly: "Now?"

But the young man shook his head, and his voice suddenly became very soft: "No need. I sneaked out, and I can't stay outside for a long time, ah... Mo Qingxuan, since you know someone will kill you, then you should protect yourself. Then Save the gun for your self-defense."

The cold little gun was held in his hand, and when he tried to pull the trigger, he couldn't help but feel a familiar feeling, as if a long time ago, for a long time, he also held the cold metal object like this, sat under the lamp and carefully After wiping, the laughing and slapstick voices in his ears gradually faded away. Day after day, year after year, when the days became boring and long, he felt the beating heart in his chest grow stronger with the gun in his hand. Become cold and hard.

...like dying gradually in the cold time.

He couldn't help but looked up at the young man's strange face and asked, "Why?"

Zheng E still had a straight face, and said: "The Phoenix next to you is an unimaginably powerful person, following him will save your life."

But he couldn't help smiling, politely and distantly: "Thank you for your kindness. However, my father Su Cheng once said to me that if there is a choice between death and lingering, then choose death. Because lingering It’s escaping, it’s yielding, if I listen to you, what’s the difference between being a baby bird and hiding under someone else’s wings?”

The boy's eyes widened when he heard the name "Su Cheng", as if he couldn't believe it and was shocked by it.

"When I choose to live, I am already dead. Death is not necessarily real death. I am really a person who is greedy for life and afraid of death, but I don't want my life to be a mess. I have dreams and ideals, and I am willing The choice I made was to die."

He tucked the pistol into his sleeve, smiled again, and said, "It will come in handy, thank you."

After listening to him, the young man didn't say a word, lowered his eyes and looked very heavy, then turned around and walked away quickly, and disappeared after a while.

Mo Qingxuan was extremely amazed. When he returned to the courtyard, he saw the shadow of the tree on the wall swaying and the wind was blowing, and the dates fell to the ground. With the hot breath coming, the body slowly warmed up.

At this time, the hot aggressive breath came to his ears, and then two arms wrapped around his waist, hugging his whole body into a hard and flat embrace that was not soft at all, which made his heart flustered, and he hurriedly stretched his neck Inhale a breath, then exhale: "Hey, wake me up——Mozhi! Pray! Stop pretending, are you awake?"

The next moment, I saw a pair of darker eyes opened in the dark night, looking at him intently, and said:

"You're cold."

"Yes, because I went out just now and stole a few handfuls of dates in the dark, do you want to eat them?"

"Are you hungry?"

"Still very energetic. Get up and play a game with me."

The bedroom lights are fully turned on, and the whole room is suddenly bright as day. Two faces looking at each other are reflected in each other's eyes. Hide away.

There are countless crisp and sweet dates, with thin skin and thick flesh after a bite, and they are randomly thrown on the dark blue soft bed.The two sat facing each other and guessed how many dates the other party had in their hands. If they guessed wrong, they would be punished.

Mo Qingxuan took out five dates, three on the left and two on the right, and put them behind his back, and said, "Mu Zhi, guess how many dates are in my right hand?"

Phoenix stared at his face, motionless, and said, "Three."

"Okay, you guessed it. You."

Phoenix took one, hid his hands behind his back, and imitated him and asked, "Which hand is it in?"

Of course Mo Qingxuan didn't know, and he didn't have the ability to understand everything, so he asked blindly, "Left hand?"

Phoenix pursed his lips, spread his hands, and a half-red date lay on his right palm.

"...I lose, I eat."

The punishment is very simple, just eat the jujube that guessed wrong.But he was still unconvinced, Mo Qingxuan yelled: "Do it again! Increase the difficulty! One more thing, the loser will have to draw a little turtle on his face."

Phoenix nods

Mo Qingxuan took two: "Which hand do you guess?"

"One for the left hand, one for the right hand"

... guessed right again!

"Come again!"

Phoenix still takes one: "Left or right?"

He almost gritted his white teeth: "Right hand?"

Phoenix stared at him, still didn't speak, and spread his hands, only to see Zaozi lying on his left palm.

Mo Qingxuan ate it with a "click, click": "The little turtle owes it. Come again."

This time he imitated Phoenix and also took one: "Left hand or right hand?"

"left hand"

- That's right again!

You come and go, it was just for fun, but in the end—"Hi~" Mo Qingxuan didn't know how many dates he ate, and there seemed to be smoke from the top of his head, he couldn't believe it, his mentality exploded and he almost yelled extremely Pointing at Phoenix's nose in a gaffe:

"Why—why do you always guess right every time?!! You cheated, tell me the truth, how did you find out—if you don’t tell me, huh! Don’t blame me for not remembering the old love, and I will serve Hiccup on the big torture~!! "

he is full

Phoenix's long and narrow eyes suddenly curved.It's a fluctuating arc.

He immediately narrowed his eyes and bullied him, like a bully bullying his lover: "Why do I think you want to laugh at me?"

Phoenix tightened the corners of his mouth: "I didn't."

"That's all right, there's only one left, and the last game is still your guess!"

Enduring the anger that was about to explode, he took Zaozi behind him, switched his left hand to his right hand, and back and forth, and suddenly let go of his hand, and Zaozi fell silently onto the bed, but he still asked, "Left hand, or right hand?"

Phoenix immediately replied: "..."

But as soon as he opened his mouth, he stopped again, because Mo Qingxuan secretly picked up the dates again.

——And this arc was extremely small, so subtle that it couldn't be seen from the front of him, and Phoenix noticed it almost at the same time.

It was no accident, as unusual as he was to be found wherever he was in Phoenix.