Lost in the world

"You don't have to stay up all night, come back to sleep when you're sleepy."

"Yeah, I see, brother, you are getting more and more verbose!"

Xiaoyu drank the hawthorn soup in one gulp, ran to the kitchen to wash the dishes and put them in the cupboard, wiped her clothes with wet hands, and urged: "Brother Ling, are you all right? ——I'll just wait for you!"

"Okay, okay! Here we come!" Ling Xiao went downstairs with big bags and small bags

"What is this?"

"Eat! It's all imported, my private possession hehe. Oh, by the way, Mo Qingxuan, come over with my ears, and secretly tell you a secret."

Then he clung to Mo Qingxuan's ear and said in a low voice, clearly speaking: "Mu Mu is actually very perverted, very perverted, the kind who never refuses anyone who is interested~"

Mo Qingxuan was helpless, turned his head and saw two fiery gazes, couldn't help blushing, and said, "What are you looking at me for?"

Phoenix seemed embarrassed and lowered his head, and said, "I heard you."

——Hey, did you hear what Ling Xiao whispered to him?He wasn't sleepy at all, and was even very energetic. He smiled and asked, "Go back to your room and sleep?"

"Uh... well, okay."

As for how to spend this evening?Mo Qingxuan came out of the bathroom, still struggling with this problem. He looked up and saw Phoenix nestled on the sofa, hugging his knees, with a shy girlish air in his sitting posture. He couldn't help but feel a sense of tension for no reason: Don't be too enthusiastic, It's not good to scare him away; it's not good to be indifferent, because Phoenix has already shown inferiority in front of him, so you should encourage him, take the initiative to get close to him, be more reserved and gentle, and neither make him feel inferior , but also serve him comfortably...

Mo Qingxuan thought deeply, the measure must be carefully grasped, if there is a slight mistake, the meat that is put into the mouth can fly!

He thought for a moment, walked forward and said, "Go take a shower, change your clothes, and put on mine first."

Phoenix looked up at him, nodded reassuringly: "Okay..."

"I'll wait for you on the bed"

Phoenix got off the sofa in an unsteady posture, almost staggered and slipped, and said, "Okay, okay...it's too late, don't wait for me, go to bed first."

However, Mo Qingxuan was not sleepy.

Mo Qingxuan was lying on the bed tossing and turning, his skin was burning all over his body, and the quilt pressed on his body rubbed against his skin like sandpaper, causing burning pain.He pretended to be reserved and didn't dare to kick the quilt because Phoenix was sleeping next to him.

This scorching heat was fierce and hot, and it couldn't be suppressed no matter what.He knows that he has a cold body, and he is especially afraid of the cold in winter. He never imagined that there would be a day when he would feel hot all over his body, and... it was very uncomfortable, his bones were itchy, and his skin was burning. ... Cough, every spring reproduction calls out the mating instinct of all things, and he is in heat.

Affected by the faint breath of Phoenix

When Mo Qingxuan realized this fact, his heart was galloping like ten thousand horses, his eyes were blinded by the billowing dust, and his ears could only hear the sound of "rumbling~" horseshoes flying past him. Grass mud horse! ! !

——Yagikawa Yoshizawa of Dog Day, how much has his body changed in those four years? ! !

Mo Qingxuan's nasal cavity spewed out a burst of anger, and he turned to look at the motionless Phoenix, thinking: You slept soundly!

Compared with the two sides, he was even angrier, and thought of what Ling Xiao secretly told him: Mu He is actually very perverted, very perverted~ He made a quick decision and kicked the quilt away!Suddenly, a gust of cold wind blew on my body, chilling up my spine, making me feel a little cold.But he didn't flinch, and the next moment he stepped on the floor with his bare feet - because the room was pitch black, not to mention the shoes, he couldn't even find his own clothes, and he was only wearing a thin short-sleeved shirt And a pair of knee-length shorts, the moment I opened the door, my whole body trembled and I was immediately refreshed.

The dryness has gone a lot

Satisfied, he walked out of the bedroom and knocked on the phone to harass him. Before he could speak, he heard the deafening rock music coming from the microphone, and a deep and sexy male voice rang out excitedly: "Who, you don't sleep in the middle of the night, come to me What's up?"

"It's me, Mo Qingxuan, where are you?"

"Crazy Ye, what's the matter?" The voice in the microphone paused: "How do you know my cell phone number?!! By the way, why are you looking for me?"

"Dating"

Mr. Chen had a mouthful of old blood in his throat: "What, what are you talking about—I can't hear you!! Hello? Hello?——I can't hear you clearly, the signal here is not good, um, that's it, hang up Bye~”

Then "beep beep" hung up the phone

Mo Qingxuan was furious: "I'm not asking you out! I'm just using your face to enter the bar door! Slam!"

The long night is long, not a lonely pillow or sleepless.He simply put on his clothes and went out to enjoy the scenery. Outside the wall was an endless mountain of red maple forests. Unfortunately, in the night, he could only see black shadows rippling with the wind. Slowly stuck his head out.

Mo Qingxuan stood still under a pagoda-like pine tree, looking at the wrinkled and uneven bark, suddenly his mind went into a trance, and he actually put his hand on it.The bark of the tree was cold and vicissitudes, and it hurt my hand. After covering it for a while, a hand knife slashed on it.

pine tree still

The surrounding wind was rustling from far and near, and ghosts were crying and wolves were faintly howling.However, his heart calmed down strangely. At this moment, he heard the sound of footsteps behind him, and he couldn't help being taken aback. When he came back, he saw a hunchbacked figure, which seemed to blend into the night, and was heavier than the night.

"When did you come?" he asked in surprise, "Sorry, did I wake you up?"

The figure that came out of the darkness was slowly exposed to the moonlight. The pale and bloodless face, the sunken eyes, and the dark circles around the eye sockets looked like boiling molten iron, which was the opposite of the numb expression. enthusiasm.Hearing what Mo Qingxuan said, he approached with heavy steps and said, "No, you didn't wake me up. I was awake all the time."

"Then you—" You didn't hear me call, did you?He couldn't help feeling guilty for a while.The next moment, I heard Phoenix's cold voice suddenly tense, and said to him:

"You want to have sex with Chen Yu?"

Sure enough, I misunderstood!No, he didn't, he swore that nothing like that would ever happen, it was just a random thought... that's all.

"You know someone will kill you, why aren't you afraid?" Phoenix asked him again with a puzzled expression.

"Why should I be afraid? It's not because of you to protect me. Besides, don't compare Ling Xiao to me. I have my own plans. How could a person like me who is afraid of death dare to cause trouble without preparation?" His face suddenly turned pale. Once dimmed, he said again, "Unless I am really desperate, I will follow Ling Xiao, follow you closely, and rely on you to survive."

"Then what are your plans, can you tell me?" He offered to ask

Mo Qingxuan was taken aback, and when the words came to his lips, he said desolately: "It is impossible for Mo Qingxuan and Su Changqing to exist at the same time. I plan to exchange Mo Qingxuan's life for Ling Xiao's life. Su Changqing can only come back when Mo Qingxuan is dead, you know Is there any meaning in this?"

Phoenix looked confused for a while, and said firmly: "Mo Qingxuan is you, Su Changqing is also you, no matter what your name is, whether you have memory or not, you are you, the only you. I want to stay by your side, like you Follow you all the time like my shadow. This kind of nostalgia is only for you, is this called 'like', I 'like' you?"

"However, there are also differences. Su Changqing is gentle and kind, as beautiful as the sunshine in spring and flowers blooming at dawn, and as white as the moon. Everyone yearns for him and misses him, so they cannot accept me. Such unclean people appear! For example—"

Mo Qingxuan's lips tightened, his palms moved away from the cold and rough tree trunk, and he suddenly rushed in front of Phoenix, as if a hot flame erupted all over his body, knocking Phoenix who hadn't reacted to the ground.

The ground covered with maple leaves was unexpectedly soft, and Phoenix was pressed under Mo Qingxuan, instead of struggling, he was confused: "For example, what?"

Mo Qingxuan stared at his face condescendingly, and said softly: "In your mind, would Su Changqing kiss your lips?"

Phoenix's copper bell-like eyes widened unfathomably, and the slightly opened mouth was kissed by soft lips.Immediately afterwards, the cool hand reached in close to the hot skin, and asked affectionately:

"Su Changqing, a man of high integrity and spotless conduct, would he cares|touch your body like this?"

Under the caress of nimble fingers, the person beneath him convulsed violently like a dying fish.

"You are also suffering. I know you. You dare not touch Su Changqing. Then let me tell you, I, Mo Qingxuan, am also a very perverted person, even worse than you. I long to be hugged by you. You look cold The body that is pure and pure in my mind, from when I was in Yunnan, is like an overripe, rotten fruit, eager to be swallowed in your mouth, crushed under your body and spoiled!"

Mo Qingxuan lowered his body, bit a button on Phoenix's shirt, as if grinding his teeth, suddenly poked out the bright red tip of his tongue, licked the same pale chest, and licked his lips again, as if saying aftertaste :

"It's the taste of passion|desire."

Seeing that Phoenix frowned, as if he couldn't understand what he was doing, he looked more anxious than usual, and his tone was slightly panting, which could be called hasty: "Stop! Don't play anymore! Mo Qingxuan, desire|desire is very ugly, it Will stain your hands, stain your body with filth—I've been, have been hiding it just didn't want you to know—"

"—but I don't want to hee hee, I don't want to hide such ugly desires anymore. I am not Su Changqing, pure and clean, spotless, I chase money, fame, glory, etc., longing to be loved and cherished by you..."

He sang about his desire|desire, coveted the cock in front of him, as if he wanted to separate Su Changqing and Mo Qingxuan, forming two independent personalities that would not interfere with each other.

"Phoenix, tell me, will Su Changqing do this for you?"

When the bright red lips were pulled away and swallowed, the corners of the mouth were slightly raised into a smile, the narrow and long eyes were half-closed, showing off like a fox, and being satisfied with being fed.

Phoenix's eyes widened, as if what he saw was not someone he knew, but a new, strange soul.Then, under his gaze, Mo Qingxuan stretched out a finger, and licked the penis still left between his fingers like hungry.

This was like the last straw that broke the camel's back. Phoenix fell into a heavy and sad mood and began to tremble violently.At first, Mo Qingxuan thought that he made people cry, and began to reflect on whether he had played too much... But, he was not ashamed.

"Mo Qingxuan's identity is narrow. From the moment he woke up, he was in a world of deceit. As long as I am still Mo Qingxuan, I will not be able to get rid of the deceptions, lies and even crimes around me. Only Su Changqing, who can become Su Changqing To have the life of infinite possibilities that I wished for."

Standing under the bright and white moonlight, he said slowly but firmly:

"So, I chose to be born again."

Beside him, Phoenix raised his head and looked at him through his fingers. He saw his tall and straight figure, clear eyebrows, and his frank and calm face. The person, with red eyes and bright red lips, looked at him sideways, the charm between the brows hadn't faded away, like a swaying spring moonlight.

The next moment, Mo Qingxuan stretched out his hand to Phoenix and said, "Go back. I suddenly feel a little sleepy. I want to sleep with you. Only by sleeping next to you can I have a good dream."

Phoenix stared at the hand with a slightly puzzled expression.

——Even if they revealed the same ugly desire|desire, he still felt... different.

"Why, I still think you are the moon high above, and I am still ugly, sad to the dirt." He no longer covered his face, but looked up at Mo Qingxuan, "It has been like this from the beginning. I thought I could catch When you were there, I realized that you had drifted farther away."

"Please cherish me who is still 'Mo Qingxuan', Phoenix, I feel tired, can you carry me back?"

"it is good……"

Phoenix stood up, finally held that hand, put it on his shoulder, passed the other arm through Mo Qingxuan's knee and hugged it, and said, "It's heavier than I thought."

"What, dislike? I haven't disliked you for being too thin. It hurts my flesh."

"Don't dare..."

"I don't think you would dare. This is the first time I pretended to be so weak. Next time, it's time for me to hug you. Su Changqing is a very gentle and absolutely strong person, but don't worry, he will like you. Because after all... he is also a lonely person..."

Mo Qingxuan leaned his face against his chest, slowly closed his eyes, and said in a very soft voice:

"...At that time, what you see, hear, and think in your heart should be another scene."

……

"Before I die, please let me spend this quiet time."