Lost in the world

much more than that

The person who fell from the building, Mo Qingxuan remembered, was called "Su Yeqing", with a shy and gentle personality, and a very easy-going person.Mr. Nanguo affectionately called him: Brother Daqing, I know that Shen Tu likes to eat candy, so every time I go to a nearby university to deliver food, I will bring a handful of candy to Shen Tu.A person as indifferent as Shen Tu would say: Thank you Brother Da Qing.

Su Yeqing's temperament is more like his mother's, very gentle and delicate, he likes to laugh, and he can't see the courage and tenacity inherited from his father Su Cheng in him at all.Therefore, Su Yeqing is an extremely gentle person from head to toe, from flesh and blood to bones, and he can't hide his sharpness.Who would have thought that such an excellent person would end his life in a mess.

When Mo Qingxuan was panicking, he suddenly heard a "squeak~" behind him, like the sound of a door being pushed open.The movement of turning his head seemed to be infinitely elongated. What he could see was a cold white wall, and a door was blown open by the wind. He saw a woman with gray hair lying on the hospital bed inside. The gentle eyebrows and eyes like mountains and rivers have lost their vitality at this moment, like withered rotten wood, and the dry lips are constantly raving, and the voice is very weak, but it seems to be hoarse and weeping blood in the ears:

"...Qing, Daqing, let me go and see Daqing."

This, this, she is—

How come, what's going on?He was obviously on the rooftop, but was pushed by Yan Li who suddenly appeared, how did he arrive at this place in a blink of an eye?

In front of him was Su Yeqing who had fallen from the building, and behind her was Su's mother who was dying on the hospital bed.

This is, a dream?Or is it Su Changqing's memory?

Suddenly, he shouted hoarsely: "Child, child——Daqing, wait for Mom, and Mom will find you right away!"

The calm water surface suddenly set off huge waves, and in an instant, the sea surged and landslides, the sun swayed, and the destructive force destroyed his inner world.He saw Su Mu's decrepit body twitch suddenly, and then her eyes closed, and the whole ward was plunged into utter darkness, only the haggard face on the hospital bed appeared pale in the weak light. The smoke, like a pile of burnt ashes, the last trace of spark is completely extinguished...

Mo Qingxuan immediately covered his chest, his body was suddenly extremely heavy, he took steps to step into the ward, and stretched out his hand to grab Mother Su, but suddenly there was another sound of "Boom—"

The moment he turned his head, he saw a living body falling on the barren grass outside the window, and the bright red blood splashed into his eyes in the form of splashing.

He trembled all over his body, and he hadn't recovered from the pain when he heard the sound of the door being pushed open behind him.When Mo Qingxuan turned around, he didn't know when he was standing in the corridor again. In front of him was a door that opened slowly, and the orange light of dusk fell from it, clearly illuminating the withered face of the woman on the hospital bed.

The dying woman said, "...Qing, Daqing, let me go and see Daqing."

The same scene reappeared again, he couldn't believe it, the floor tiles under his feet began to become soft at some point, and his strength was gradually drained, he would have already noticed it normally, but now Mo Qingxuan's mind is too messy, Unable to think normally.

"Boy, kid——Daqing, wait for mom, mom will find you right away!"

After the hoarse call, the hospital bed returned to silence.

Mo Qingxuan immediately pricked up his ears to listen to the movement behind him, and sure enough, the next moment there was a loud "boom—" the gun fell, and this time he could imagine the bloody scene without turning his head.

After witnessing the death of his relatives time and time again, his wavering heart became numb instead, and he looked at them indifferently.

Perhaps because he has no memory, Mo Qingxuan doesn't feel sad, painful, unbearable, and won't cling to the past that has happened.After calming down, he began to be alert to unknown dangers, and then noticed the whirlpool spinning rapidly under his feet...

That is a force from an unknown world, that's all I can think of!The hard ground turned into a soft swamp, and when he realized it, he had unknowingly sunk into his calf, and he lost all sensation under his calf.

If this was a dream, the feeling of being restrained would be too real, as well as the smell of blood coming to his face after falling from the building, and the irritating smell of disinfectant in the ward. The senses of smell, sight, and hearing were all real, but he intuitively felt this is fake!

Even if you know it's fake, how can you escape?

"Boom—" There was another sound of falling from the building, it was Su Changqing's elder brother; "Daqing, Daqing..." The woman who called out mournfully was Su Changqing's mother. one person?

Mo Qingxuan guessed like this, and sure enough, the next moment a huge black shadow enveloped him, sticking to his back, and the shadows of the two people quietly overlapped.He couldn't help but stand on end, and then he heard a calm and serious voice approaching and saying:

"Ah Qing, do you know that you want to protect mom and help his brother?"

--Yes!Once in a dream, the man who had a similar face to him also said to him: protect your mother, protect your brother, you know?

Even though the young him was reluctant, he still nodded and agreed, again and again, without exception.Because what he promised must be done, this is what Su Cheng taught him by setting an example.

The voice next to my ear sighed again: "Why, Ah Qing, why didn't you protect your brother and take good care of your mother. You liar! Liar!! They are all dead, why are you still alive?"

--fraud?

He actually called me a liar...

Why do you dislike me for being alive! !

... That person, his father Su Cheng, actually wished for him to die?

"If Su Changqing heard you say that about him, I don't know how sad he would be."

He will protect his family well, but why remind him over and over again in such an aggressive way that Su Cheng came to Xingshi to inquire about his crimes. Could it be that Su Changqing was responsible for all these tragedies?

Even if it was caused by Su Changqing, why did he let Mo Qingxuan taste it?

"Su Cheng, are you Su Cheng? Do you know what Su Changqing has experienced, and how I crawled out of hell——I almost died, and I finally escaped, but you call me a liar, wishing I die—I will be buried with them, just because I didn’t protect them well—Su Cheng, do you think so, do you really think I deserve to die—"

Mo Qingxuan was furious, all his rationality was wiped out, regardless of his body stuck in the swamp, the next moment he turned his head suddenly, and saw a blood-stained face suddenly hit the window, distorted facial features pressed against the glass, and the mist exhaled blurred those eyes. People hiding behind Su Cheng with their teeth and claws.

"Do not--"

—Let him go, let him go!

Those eyes looked straight over, and they were very close to Mo Qingxuan, as if only a few meters away, so he could see clearly.

Su Cheng was tortured, trampled under his feet, and his body was covered with filth.People around him who couldn't see his face punched and kicked him, knives pierced his flesh, wrenches pried open his teeth... everything seemed so painful.

Su Changqing's most respected person, the most proud father——

"No, don't hit him! Don't touch my dad!!--Dad, look at me, I'm Ah Qing--I'm back, take a look at me, Mom, I'm back--"

As if igniting the fire, all the sad and desperate emotions erupted completely. The irretrievable relatives, those who loved him the most, will never come back...

The moon circles a thousand times, ten thousand times, and he will never see people who are connected by blood in this world——

I heard the sound of "Boom -" falling from the building again

that's his brother

"————————"

At this moment, he sincerely prayed that this nightmare would end soon.To end with his life, to die in this desperate, suffocating, lonely swamp.

Mo Qingxuan suddenly remembered that his father was Su Cheng, his elder brother Su Yeqing, and his mother's name was Kong Tongyin.

It was a name that surprised him after repeated chewing and still fascinated him. He suddenly remembered that his mother was from Kong Tong's family.All of this seems to be predestined...

The moment he lost his mind, his chest was squeezed by the swamp, making it difficult to breathe. When he barely regained his vitality, black muddy water poured into his nasal cavity, and his body was instantly submerged.

- Whoops!

The entire consciousness is sealed in a dark world of nothingness

Is this death?

In a daze, a cold breath suddenly poured into his nostrils.

A fishy-sweet hot liquid gushed out of his throat, and a dizzy white light appeared in front of his eyes. Then, the white light dissipated, and he opened his eyes, and saw a beautiful face with a red scar at the end of the eye.

"Hey ancestor, you've woken up, you scared Mumu so much that his face turned pale!"

He couldn't take it anymore, clutched his chest and vomited out, only to find that it was a mouthful of bright red blood.

Mo Qingxuan wiped the blood from the corner of his mouth with the back of his hand very calmly, and asked, "You saved me?"

"No, it's not me. I don't have such great ability." Ling Xiao waved his hands again and again, and then pointed to the blue-faced Phoenix carefully.

Phoenix was holding his hand, his face was really pale and blue, and a pair of surprisingly big eyes stared at him without blinking.He couldn't help laughing and said:

"I'm fine, I just had a nightmare. Look, I'm awake now, and I'm fine. But your face is uglier than mine. Phoenix, Ling Xiao, why are you here?"

He was lying in Phoenix's arms, exhausted all over.That dream seems to be real. If you die in the dream, you will never be able to wake up.

Ling Xiao bowed his head: "Mumu is worried about you. You are a famous person now, Yanli wants to harm you, not only him, but many people from the underworld are eyeing you."

He looked at Ling Xiao's pretty face, and asked with a smile, "You don't need to pretend to be someone else?"

"Thanks to you, just a few words have cleared away all the suspicions on me." Mentioning this, I still feel guilty, "Mo Qingxuan, you won't just change one for the sake of saving me, right? ? I didn't tell you anything with Mumu, but why do I feel that you know everything. "

If you don't tell me, can't I guess?Mo Qingxuan suppressed a smile, covered his chest and sat up slowly, and said, "Do you know that you are a spy?"

"Oh, I'm not, it's really not me!" Ling Xiao immediately looked wronged by being framed, and secretly looked at Phoenix, "Mumu, can I tell him the truth now?"

Phoenix looked at his arms nostalgicly, and nodded.

With Phoenix's consent, he dared to say: "I was framed. I was at most a scapegoat, and there were other spies. The problem is that Mr. Zheng believed that I was a spies, and he pursued and killed me openly and secretly. It made me miserable. I wanted to ask him to explain clearly, but I didn't expect to kill you halfway, hey, you are a shit stick, talking nonsense in front of Mr. Zheng, this is good, I suspect it all on you It's up. It's your turn to worry about it later."

"So, the buyer of those drugs is really Mr. Zheng?"

Ling Xiao scoffed at him with his nostrils: "Yeah, you hit the big boss by mistake!"

"Then you, I can understand that you are a connector, and the identity of the police is simply a cover?!" Mo Qingxuan was suddenly confused. Is he in collusion with a drug gang?Oh, time~ I'm going to jail!

Ling Xiao nodded sadly: "Yes."

"I have always wondered that the Yunnan police turned a blind eye to the fact that Tanlang was hiding in Ruili, which means that the existence of Tanlang is not a threat to China. The batch of drugs was in the hands of Tanlang It can be said that it is very safe here, but you have been tracking down his whereabouts. Although you said that you are a secret agent, you still put on a mysterious air with a secret mission, trying to mislead me. Fortunately, I kept an extra eye..."

Ling Xiao was shocked, as if he saw someone pretending to be coercive: "What's wrong with you, you can't protect yourself, right?"

"I have been in touch with Koyanagi"

"Ah, that kid—"

"Xiao Liu said that Yanagawa's mood has suddenly improved recently. It is said that there is news from the mainland that a spy has been found and that the spies can be used to retrieve the lost drugs. Just as Phoenix is ​​leaving me, I just want to , Phoenix can't wait to be with me 24 hours a day, why is he willing to leave me?" Mo Qingxuan thought hard, "It is impossible for him to change his mind, that is, there are more important things to do. In my cognition , the only thing he cares about besides me is you."

After finishing speaking, he turned his head to look at Phoenix again, with a gentle and considerate expression on his face: "I'm guessing right?"

"..."

Phoenix nods vigorously

Ling Xiao smelled the smell of dog food: "..."

"Then, you forced one to change, just helping me like this?"

Mo Qingxuan was still very calm: "It's okay, Phoenix will protect me, right?"

However, Phoenix shook his head amidst his eyes full of expectations, and said, "This is not something you would do. You are a life-saving person, and you will not easily put yourself in danger. You have other plans."

"Hee~ You've become smarter," he admitted cheerfully, "The Mountain Man has his own tricks."

Ling Xiao was startled: "Have you found a way to find out the real spy?!"

"No……"

"Then what should you do? Someone more terrifying than Yanli will assassinate you in the future!! Unless Phoenix is ​​guarding you every step of the way! Of course, you must be very happy, and Mumu is also very happy. But if I really tell you Yes, it would be great if you have a clever plan, can you tell me and let my staff do it?" Ling Xiao listened attentively.

Mo Qingxuan had already stood up, without Phoenix's support, rubbed his chest and left the rooftop, and turned back to persuade Ling Xiao:

"Be a good person. If a person is killed, he will die, and those who do evil will go to hell; after a good person dies, his soul will be blessed and fly to heaven. Therefore, I choose to be a good person."

Ling Xiao was stunned

"Besides, Su Cheng Haohao Zhibai, I have his blood on my body, and I will never allow myself to be stigmatized based on this. Phoenix, you have no distinction between right and wrong, good and evil, but in this world In fact, some things must be distinguished from black to white, maybe you can't understand how I feel now..."

Mo Qingxuan himself felt lonely, and murmured:

"When I found out Ling Xiao's identity, I felt sick."

because--

Ling Xiao's father is also a policeman, an anti-drug policeman.

……

"I will not catch that spy. On the contrary, I will fulfill him, and I feel happy in my heart to die for him."