Lost in the world

Mo Qingxuan did not expect to meet Shen Tu again so soon

……

Kunming Railway Station

"Hello"

Six people crammed into a remote corner made it look very crowded.Mo Qingxuan deliberately stood in front of Li Ting, and greeted Shen Tu who was yawning like he hadn't slept well.

Nan Guo was very excited and circled around Shen Tu like a puppy, rubbing and petting him from time to time.Shen Tu didn't get angry at such rude behavior, let him rub and touch, took out a bag of candy from his bag, threw it into his mouth like eating jelly beans and started chewing, then asked the young man next to him who was holding a book man:

"Eat?"

"Wow wow wow wow wah wah wah wah wah wah wah wah wah wah wah wah -" Nan Guo immediately screamed, "Oh my God! Shen Tu, God Shen, you are so generous and give candy to others! Aren't you the most candy eater? It’s like something, I’m not allowed to touch it, and now, you actually—give it to someone else! Am I wrong, please others to eat candy?!!! I must not have woken up yet.”

Shen Tu looked at him lazily: "Do you want to be beaten?"

Mo Qingxuan intentionally stayed away from them, and asked Li Ting, "Drink water?"

Li stopped nodding

The two of them went to fetch the water, and Phoenix naturally followed without coming back.

Shen Tu "kabunkabun" chewed the candy, half of his eyebrows slowly raised, and traces of icy cold air radiated from his pupils.

Nan Guo didn't notice, and just flirted with the beauty: "Xiao Nan, why are you here, where is Qin Ge?"

The young man closed the book, raised his head and smiled softly, like a breeze rippling between his brows, his facial features are handsome, his temperament is elegant and refined, whether he laughs or makes a fuss, the whole person reveals a strange and pleasing gentleness, and there is a gleam at the end of his eyes. There is a beauty mole, which is quite charming when squinting at people.

He looked very friendly, and his attitude towards Nanguo was also very polite. He said with a smile:

"Every time you call me 'Xiao Nan', it sounds like calling your son. I really don't like it, please change it."

He said he didn't like it, but he couldn't see the slightest sign of anger, he just stared at Nan Guo, his gaze was as gentle as weeping willows blowing in the wind.

But Nanguo immediately begged for mercy: "I'm so afraid of you, I don't shout like that anymore, but your name is really awkward! Kongtongnan, Kongtong...the surnames are too remote, but the surname Shen is quite good, no more, no less, It’s not bad on the street, and it’s comfortable to listen to.”

He even backed away a few steps, then squinted his eyes and showed a flattering expression on Shen Tu

He intended to invite Qin Ge to come.Shen Tu listened to Su Changqing the most, but after Su Changqing's accident, his temper became more eccentric and withdrawn, and only a few words of Qin Ge could be heard, and others ignored him.

Only Sora Tongnan is an exception.

Nan Guo guessed that it was because Kong Tongnan had the same thing as Su Changqing, especially when they laughed, they felt very similar.However, it is still different. Kong Tongnan feels too gentle, like spring water and autumn waves, soft and boneless, while Su Changqing is a jade tree pine and cypress, with a bit of arrogance of a literati in his bones. .

—But, that was the nicest man he had ever met.

The bones are made of steel, the flesh and blood are made of water, and the soul in the body is indestructible.

Nan Guo couldn't help thinking sadly that if Mo Qingxuan was really Su Changqing, his heart would be too vicious.

"I'll go to Mo Qingxuan and have a chat with him—it's been so long since we met, and I haven't had time to have a good chat."

It's just that he firmly believes that such a resolute soul is consistent and has never changed.

"Wait a minute! I'll go too." Kong Tongnan rubbed his sore waist and stood up.

"what?"

……

In the waiting hall, Mo Qingxuan also held a book, but he had an extra pen in his hand, and he circled and changed it from time to time, with an unusually focused expression.Phoenix just watched him read, and Li Ting buried himself in his summer homework.

The three of them were very focused on doing their own things. When Nan Guo saw it, he was so guilty that he didn't dare to disturb him, and began to reflect on whether he had been too lazy all day.A figure walked by, and he fixed his eyes and felt surprised: "You are in love again? Don't you only like beautiful women with big breasts and big butts?"

Another figure walked over, and his heart suddenly became more terrified: "Master Shen, why are you here?"

Kong Tongnan bent down and stared at Mo Qingxuan: "Hello, sir. May I ask what kind of book you are reading? I also like reading, so can we chat?"

Mo Qingxuan's strokes were crooked, he wrote a wrong word, immediately crossed it out, raised his head in response, smiled knowingly and said, "It's just "Shan Hai Jing". Sit over there."

When he looked up, Phoenix had already retracted his gaze and lowered his head to peel the bananas.

Mo Qingxuan closed the "Shan Hai Jing", went to the empty seat opposite and sat down, put his hands on his knees, sitting in an extremely upright posture, with a gentle expression, and said, "My surname is Mo, and my name is Qingxuan, a fresh and mysterious Qingxuan. What's your name, sir?"

"My surname is rather biased, Kongtong, with the word Nan. Kongtongnan."

Kong Tongnan sat softly, with his chin propped on his hand, leaning slightly sideways, with a feeling of laziness and laziness.The impression given to Mo Qingxuan is that he is a free-spirited son who knows how to enjoy and doesn't like restraint.

However, when he saw the beauty mole at the end of Kong Tongnan's eyes, he was slightly taken aback, and suddenly asked, "Does your house have a big yard with red roses planted in the garden? The fence is covered with roses?"

Kong Tongnan showed doubts: "Who told you?"

Mo Qingxuanfu lowered his head again, his smile was a bit forced, he couldn't tell whether it was a wry smile or self-deprecating, and sighed: "No one said it, but I just think that this world is actually quite small."

This time, Changkong Tongnan was slightly taken aback, not knowing why.

After checking the tickets, Mo Qingxuan took Li Ting's hand and went to compartment 7 with Phoenix.Nanguo and their group are in the 3rd carriage.During the period, Kong Tongnan tried to change beds with Li Ting, but Li Ting refused.

Mo Qingxuan also refused: "My brother and Shen Tu have a bit of a holiday, so it's inconvenient to stay together."

Kong Tongnan had no choice but to give up, and sighed regretfully before leaving.

Li Ting took off his shoes and climbed onto the upper bunk, grabbed the edge of the bed, poked his head out and asked, "That gentleman is very fond of you, do you know him?"

Mo Qingxuan lay flat, closed his eyes and pretended to sleep, and corrected: "Brother."

"Brother, I won't talk anymore, you have a good rest."

Finnis was on the opposite bed, holding a nut box, peeling the nuts "crack-cack-cack", but when he saw that Mo Qingxuan was asleep, he resolutely stopped eating and looked at the passing scenery outside the window instead.

The journey was quiet and peaceful. After sleeping at the terminal, Mo Qingxuan woke up leisurely and saw the sky covered with black clouds and storms. He asked Phoenix, who was sitting in front of the window watching the scenery:

"Have you arrived in Liyang?"

Phoenix looked back at him and nodded.

They followed the crowd and left the station. The cold wind was blowing and it was extremely bleak. Li Ting couldn't help shivering, put on his coat and asked, "Where are you going now?"

"Find a hotel"

Then I thought again, they didn't have much luggage, and it wasn't heavy on their shoulders, so why not walk around?Mo Qingxuan was full of joy but said his suggestion with a reserved face, but Li Ting almost rolled his eyes.

"Brother, you need to know..." Li Ting resisted the urge to roll his eyes, and reminded him gently, "It's going to rain."

"Okay, let's go to the hotel..."

After walking for a while, but found that no one was following behind, Mo Qingxuan turned back suspiciously: "Phoenix, are you not going?"

I saw Phoenix standing in the bleak cold wind, with two huge black eyes staring straight at him. His gray round-neck T-shirt was blown back, as if his whole body was blown away. Pulling it back... it drifts farther and farther away.

At this moment, Mo Qingxuan suddenly felt a strong sense of crisis that made his heart numb, and tried to stop him, but just as he stepped forward, he stopped abruptly, and his pale cheeks looked like a brush. There is a layer of hoarfrost that shakes off.

From the moment he woke up, he was alone, no matter whether he was in a foreign country like Kyoto, Ruili or Kunming, he was alone, not needed or expected, hiding in a dark and dusty corner, longing for the warm and lively life under the sun vitality.So much so that he desperately wanted to grab something, Xiaoyu, Phoenix, Li Ting, fortunately, there was another one who was willing to stay by his side.

"Then you, take care. Take care of yourself."

After a pause, he continued:

"There will be a period later"

In this strange city, he held Li Ting's hand, the wind was cold and his hand was warm.

Li Ting pursed his lips several times, and finally couldn't help asking: "Aren't you going to keep Phoenix?"

Mo Qingxuan lowered his head and looked at him lovingly, his eyes covered with a cold gleam, and said with a smile: "That's why he wants to leave, why should I stay? If he wants to stay, I won't drive him away."

"don't know……"

Li Ting shook his head, and the young man retorted: "Actually, you are reluctant, right? You seem to have a good relationship, but sometimes you feel bad. Emotions are complicated, and people are complicated. I don't understand, but I always feel that , Talking about feelings should be simple, if you mix too many things, you will not see love... Well, the color of pure feelings."

"...How old are you, you just talk about feelings?"

One big and one small walked away slowly, one of them laughed and said: "I can't talk about the relationship with him, we just take what we need. Let's find a place to live first, and we need to discuss things in the future. By the way There is one more thing I forgot to tell you, you also have a sister named Xiaoyu, she is a very lively and lovely girl, do you want to let someone know when you see her?"

"When did you recognize your sister?"

"That's when Ruili..."

Not long after, a series of phone calls from Nanguo frenziedly bombarded: "Why don't you stay in a hotel? Why go out and stay in a hotel if you have a house? Are you stupid? Where have you been now? You left without saying hello after getting off the train. Really? No manners! Kong Tongnan also said to take you in as a homeless orphan, the real virgin White Lotus, I think I forgot my keys a few times at the time, and would not take me in if I asked him to pretend to be pitiful. Take one home late, tsk!"

The last word expresses disdain and dislike for Kong Tong's indiscreet behavior

Mo Qingxuan was very surprised: "I really can't tell that he is a playboy."

"Don't be fooled by his sissy face! Boom~ I think I was so miserable when I was deceived~~"

Suddenly another questioning voice with a smile came from the microphone: "What sissy, who was deceived so badly by whom, who are you talking about?"

The voice was polite and gentle like a spring breeze blowing on your face, it sounded harmless.

The noisy complaints of the southern country came to an abrupt end

"..."

Mo Qingxuan silently hung up, thinking that the misfortune comes from the mouth, the ancients never deceived me!

Waiting until night, after eating and drinking, Li Ting was drowsy, and Mo Qingxuan continued to wait, but it was Kong Tongnan who was waiting.

Kong Tongnan kindly explained: "He was called to work overtime in Nanguo, and asked me to deliver the keys."

"Oh that's it. Thank you."

"I heard that when you were in Kunming, you were involved in several murder cases?"

Mo Qingxuan raised his eyebrows, not knowing what he meant.

Kong Tongnan smiled softly, and said: "If you are involved in a murder case and can escape unscathed, there must be noble people to help you. I don't have any malicious intentions, but I just want to tell you that if you survive a catastrophe, you will have good fortune. I fell in love with Mr. Mo the first time I saw it. If you encounter any difficulties in the future, you can come to me. I am a doctor, and you can get a [-]% discount if you come to me privately."

Mo Qingxuan didn't have to be hypocritical, he rushed forward decisively, unable to hide his surprise: "You are a doctor, that's great! Then you can—"

"Yes, psychiatrist, the daily life is more leisurely."

"..."

Taking two steps back, he resolutely swallowed the second half of the sentence, and with a joyful expression on his face, he calmly changed the subject: "——can you give us a drive? Li Ting fell asleep, and I was injured. Don't move him."

"sure"

……

Psychiatrist, Mo Qingxuan felt lost.

Kong Tongnan pretended not to see him, and talked to him while driving.Mo Qingxuan smiled wryly: "Can you not be distracted, I'm a little scared."

"It's really rude of you to say that. I kept talking because I was afraid of neglecting you."

The light rain beat on the car windows, and the street lights on both sides of the road flashed in the rain and fog.The hot and irritating summer has passed, and the cold air in the north comes earlier than in the south. If you are alone, you will definitely feel cold, because the cold that radiates from the heart cannot be dispelled.

He suddenly remembered the heavy snow in Kyoto, his hands and feet were cold, and he couldn't keep warm.Yanagawa often hugged him and whispered in his ear time and time again: Your body is very cold, only when you hug you will it heat up.I like how you are hot all over and have me in your eyes.

That was the only lingering gleam in the unbearable memory that he forced himself to forget

The house that Nanguo said is a two-storey villa

When getting out of the car, Kong Tongnan gently pushed Mo Qingxuan away, and said, "Go and open the door, and I'll hold that child Li Ting."

Only later did Mo Qingxuan realize that Li Ting had fallen asleep, and only the two of them would be awake for the rest of the time. No matter what they did, no one would disturb them.

Kong Tongnan hugged Li and stopped upstairs, and suddenly turned his head and smiled at him, with a charming and coquettish smile on his face that was different from the fox in the daytime, with the corner of his mouth raised and a brisk laugh:

"Go take a bath. I like the faint sandalwood aroma on your body."

Mo Qingxuan lowered his eyes, suddenly feeling weak even to sigh.

What Nanguo said: I think I forgot my keys a few times back home, and he would not take me in if I pretended to be pitiful, but the cute little girl brought home one every night, huh!In fact, something is wrong. It’s not just the “delicate little girl” who picks up, but also—no, take in, take in homeless orphans like him.

——If you refuse, will you be kicked out?

Mo Qingxuan thought cautiously, Kong Tongnan was not such a stingy person, so he should, uh... no, right?

He kept silent here, while Kong Tongnan put on a thin bathrobe and walked down the stairs, baggy, revealing a large piece of white and flawless skin on his chest.

"You, are you...?"

Kong Tongnan said with a smile: "I guess you are not willing to wash, so let's go together."

Mo Qingxuan took two steps back in fright: "No need."

"You don't want to, because there is someone you like?" He continued, "I have a high vision, and I have seen a lot of all kinds, but few of them satisfy me. It is rare to meet one now, naturally. I don't want to miss it."

"I'm hurt, you can't—"

Mo Qingxuan was forced to back again and again, Kong Tongnan pressed on step by step, his smiling face became softer and more charming, and his laughter was delicate:

"Why not, I'm very gentle."

"You, don't laugh like this, like seducing people..."

He had a hunch that one day that face would stop smiling, and a blue-faced fang would show.