Lost in the world

"If I say no, how will you treat me? Wield the knife in your hand and plunge it into my heart? I hug you every night, covet your temperature, and regard you as the love in my heart, but you use this way Pay me back. Aren't you afraid of breaking my heart by doing this?"

Liu Chuan, who was pressing on every step, seemed to be restraining his anger, and his steps sounded especially heavy.This made Mo Qingxuan feel unbearably panicked. Once the military dagger in his sleeve is swung out, it means a clean break with that unbearable past, but Liu Chuan saved his life...

——So what, if I saved my life, should I be his dog for the rest of my life? !

Mo Qingxuan's expression tightened

The next moment, a bright light shone into Liu Chuan's dark and bottomless pupils staring at Mo Qingxuan, like a lightning "boom" that was about to come in a storm-tearing the night sky, and embracing the snowy cherry blossoms day and night. It was torn apart with the golden bell-like laughter outside the wall, and disappeared into the dark seabed.

From now on, I will never be the same as before.

The sharp face in front of me was full of bloody evil spirits, and he met him head-on, saying, "Mo Qingxuan, you treat me so cruelly. I should have guessed that you are an unfamiliar wolf. I don't care about you." How do you spoil you, but what you always think about is how to escape from my side, haha ​​I am still too soft-hearted, if I knew this, I should have pulled out your fangs, smashed your bones, and taught you to be a docile The—a domestic servant who waits day and night for my favor. That's the best, that's the best—”

Enough is enough—the unbearable stench has penetrated into this person's flesh and blood, polluted his soul, and even tried to drag him into that frightening and hopeless dark world.

can't go on

It was too late to say it, and the moment the military dagger pierced his chest, a series of splashes of blood stained his cheeks red.

"If one day I become a person like you, I really want to jump off a tall building. People like you—it really disgusts me—"

The military dagger in his hand did not pierce Liu Chuan's heart, his hands were trembling, and his voice trembled into fragments, he said:

"I won't kill you. Undo the collar around my neck and I'll let you go."

Before the words fell, Liu Chuan's stern and terrifying face was covered with traces of black air, and his protruding eyeballs were ferocious to the point of deformation, staring at Mo Qingxuan's pretendingly calm and indifferent face, and his heavy voice was like Knock on his heart drum and say: "Do you think you can escape from my palm? - You, Mo Qingxuan, obediently obey my words and follow me back to Japan."

This seems to be an obsession so intense that it burns like wildfire. It is so hot that the soaring flames swallow him up.Mo Qingxuan felt his whole body was on fire, as if affected by this increasingly strong obsession that couldn't be ignored, the dagger in his hand was so hot that he couldn't hold it.

However, in the next moment, rationality surged up densely from all directions like a tide, swallowing the wildfire instantly, and the fiery brain gradually returned to a soothing calm, and resumed thinking.He couldn't help thinking that at this point, Yanagawa didn't mind his betrayal, forgave his hurt, and was still willing to accept him and coax him back to Japan. This kind of thing——

Mo Qingxuan couldn't bear it anymore, and finally couldn't help shouting loudly:

"—Fuck! Are you sick?! Yanagawa Yoshizawa, are you sick?!! I made it very clear that I don't like you, you saved me——I don't want to give my body to you You fucking love me so much, I’m still surprised that I don’t look like a fairy, and I don’t have any personality charm, which is worthy of your affectionate treatment?!——Or, you knew me before amnesia, and I have been secretly in love for many years No, so knock my head off and let you decide! Fuck! You've been planning it for a long time, haven't you?"

At this time, Liu Chuan's condensed and stern face showed signs of cracking.

"If you like my face, then you can find a shell similar to mine, listen to you, and do whatever you want. Don't pester me anymore, Yanagawa, do you understand?"

Depressed and restrained, the roar stuck in his throat made Mo Qingxuan look neurotic and insane, but Liu Chuan still said:

"Come with me"

"Why - do you really think I dare not kill you?!"

The next moment, the military dagger pulled out the flesh and blood, and the bloody blade stabbed towards the heart.But Liu Chuan Fangze, who had been motionless all this time, suddenly made a move, and with his four fingers together, he hit Mo Qingxuan's soft abdomen like a knife out of its sheath like lightning.

This blow was extremely powerful and the strike was very fast. Even though Mo Qingxuan was on guard, he still had no time to dodge. The severe pain spread from the abdomen to the limbs and bones in an instant, and the mind "hummed" for a moment and lost consciousness. He fell down involuntarily.Immediately afterwards, a gloomy laughter sounded next to my ear, and the cold laughter said: "Where are you going to flee to? You have no memory, no identity, and you are alone. No matter where you go, there is no room for you." place."

"Do not……"

The mind gradually fell into a blizzard-like chaos. A cold hand touched his neck and stroked the black leather collar all over his body.The cold voice was like the letter of a poisonous snake in the dark, licking it up silently.

"No, no—"

Tanlang said: Those people, miss you so far, never stop looking for you.

Breathing became more and more difficult, I saw Mo Qingxuan knelt down on the ground in pain, covering his neck with his hands and trying to tear off the collar, but it still tightened at a speed visible to the naked eye, embedded in a thin layer of fair skin, as if to He strangled to death.

"It turns out, that's what it is..."

this collar

"In order to train|teach a disobedient dog, you...you really put in so much effort, Yanagawa..."

The hoarse voice was choked in the throat, and it gave people a very miserable and painful feeling.A strange red tide quickly covered the neck and cheeks, and the upright and handsome facial features were distorted and hideous due to the pain.Yanagawa Yoshizawa looked down at his body that was constantly struggling under his feet, and a satisfied smile gradually appeared on his stern face.

"Xiaoxuan..."

He called out Mo Qingxuan's name lovingly, and said: "You have worked hard during this time. Liu Chuan's family has a clean courtyard. I will send you to recuperate for a while. Fujiwara is the best at taking care of people. He is in charge."

"No, I don't want to—"

Fujiwara is a devil!He remembered that it was a terrible devil.

His body trembled with unknown fear, and the pain of suffocation gradually overwhelmed his consciousness.Gradually, a terrible thought came to mind, which even made his soul shudder: If you become like that—a chained, kneeling dog crawling on the ground, then die—

perish together--

Mo Qingxuan supported his body with his hands, and raised his head extremely slowly, only to see a red face with distorted features under the sweat-drenched hair, and the eyes with dilated pupils were full of ferocious red blood.He wriggled his two thin lips and made a difficult sound: "I..."

Looking up at Yanagawa Yoshizawa's face, he slowly said: "...you are alone, but you..."

Suddenly, he propped up his body with two arms, and pounced on like a hungry wolf. The impact of huge force caused the unprepared Liu Chuan to knock down with a "boom".

Mo Qingxuan seemed to be going crazy, pushed the wine cabinet down, all the wine in the cabinet shattered, blood-like bright red liquid flowed out, then opened the drawer, and took out the lighter.

Only then did Liu Chuan Fangze understand Mo Qingxuan's crazy behavior, and wanted to stop it, but it was too late, Mo Qingxuan lit a fire, and the whole bamboo house was instantly engulfed in flames.The howling and surging flames were blazing, and the flames reflected half of the dark sky red. The densely intertwined branches and vines swayed in the cold night wind, as eerie and terrifying as a snake's sharp claws, and the leaves floating in the air suddenly rolled up.

Liu Chuan grabbed Mo Qingxuan's hand, intending to lead him away from the sea of ​​flames, but Mo Qingxuan held his hand instead, locked it tightly like a forged steel handcuff, and then rushed forward, his heavy body crushing him Can't move.

"I'm dead, and I'm all alone, with nothing to worry about, but you're different."

In the sea of ​​flames, Mo Qingxuan pushed Liu Chuan Fangze to the ground, surrounded by thick smoke, and the bright flames reflected his calm and solemn face. Although his voice was hoarse, he said every word very clearly: "You died, you painstakingly Everything in the business is gone. You saved my life. If I kill you, I will be a white-eyed wolf who will repay my kindness. I will be ashamed of you all my life, but if they all die, huh... I don’t need to bear those. "

After the last word fell, Mo Qingxuan fell headfirst on Liu Chuan Fangze's chest, motionless, as if he had lost his breath.But his hands still firmly grasped Liu Chuan, and they both perished in the sea of ​​flames. How could the Liu Chuan family give up all the painstaking efforts?

……

The leaves rustled, and the silent drizzle fell from the sky, turning into a bean-sized downpour, which extinguished the soaring fire.Not long after, the fire gradually subsided, cold raindrops hit the face, and the slackened pupils gradually regained focus, focusing on a figure that was gradually disappearing in the shadow of the trees with fangs and claws.

"ended……"

He thought, he is free, and the mountains and rivers are far away from now on, and there will be no chance to meet again.

Mo Qingxuan sucked in the air greedily, while supporting the tree trunk to barely stand up, he staggered and moved.Under the tree, a piece of leather as soft as a black snake was discarded there, gradually covered by fallen leaves.

The muddy mountain road was difficult to walk, and after a short walk, he collapsed on the side of the road, touching his bare neck, his heavy sense of guilt was gradually replaced by joy of relief, and the corners of his mouth raised unconsciously, revealing a satisfied and gratified smile Smile, at this moment "haha" a familiar mellow and emotional laughter sounded in my ear, getting closer.

He barely opened his eyelids, and saw a burly and tall figure coming towards him in the rain, with golden blue eyes and a smile all over his face. The bloody clothes smeared by the rain were stuck to his strong and strong muscles, full of masculine and domineering aura.

He withdrew his gaze and said flatly, "You're hurt."

"No problem! I'm more curious about how Liu Chuan found this place?" His smiling and affectionate eyes fell on Mo Qingxuan's neck, "You told him?"

"No...Actually, it's about the same."

"Appreciate further details"

There was a red mark half an inch wide across the extremely fragile neck, and the collar was gone.But Mo Qingxuan said:

"I don't want to mention the matter about Yanagawa again. I have to go, I'm free, and I still have a lot of things to do." As he spoke, he couldn't help grinning, his brows and eyes crooked.

"for example?"

"Go to the hospital, find a doctor, it would be great if you can restore your memory. Of course, I have other plans, so I won't tell you in detail. In fact, I am very tired now, and I just want to take a bath and have a good sleep .”

He seemed to be in a really good mood, his mouth could not wait to crack his ears, and he laughed so hard that his eyes disappeared.

"..."

Greedy Wolf was silent for a moment, and then Mo Qingxuan said quickly: "You wanted to kill me just now, right? You can see that the eyes on my neck are not right, and the hairs on my back are standing on end. Hey, it was actually Liu Chuan who I have something like a tracker on me, lol I haven't noticed it for so long, it's so stupid. But you can't kill me, I'm in good shape now, my spirits are high, I think I can put you down hahaha Yankee, do you want to give it a try?"

"..."

"Forget it, I'm leaving. There will be very few opportunities to meet in the future, do you want to hug?"

"..." The corner of Tanlang's mouth twitched, and he finally couldn't help but said, "Actually, you're a chatterbox, you're not like Su Cheng at all, you just inherited his face."

"Inheritance?" Mo Qingxuan's heart skipped a beat, and he asked: "Inheritance means... Could it be that Su Cheng is my father? You tied up a mercenary and asked about my background, right?"

"..."

At this moment, Tanlang admitted with shame in his heart: This kid is much smarter than Su Cheng, but he pretended on the surface, saying: "This is the information I bought from a hacker at a big price, I can't tell you so cheaply. You Say a few words of praise for my obedience, and I will tell you about your background."

Then a set of all ears

Mo Qingxuan was very entangled: "I don't want to say those things against my conscience, so forget it. I'll find it myself."

Greedy Wolf threw out the bait: "You have a relationship with a man named 'Su Changqing'."

The next moment, Mo Qingxuan put on a dull face, with a numb look of not being surprised, and said clearly: "Su Changqing, is this my name..."

Greedy Wolf: "You, how do you say...?!"

"It's obvious. Mo, no meaning; Qing, refers to Su Changqing; Xuan, Xuanzhi means Xuan can't be grasped. Together, it means——I'm not Su Changqing, I'm very mysterious..."

But it was very strange, when he heard the name "Su Changqing", although he felt familiar, he always felt that it was someone else's name and had little connection with him.

Maybe it's because he doesn't have the memory of "Su Changqing".

"That's all. Thank you for your kindness, Tanlang, we will meet later."

He opened his arms, embraced Tanlang's broad shoulders, and said goodbye: "Take care of yourself. Liu Chuan will not let it go."

This is the only time he takes the initiative, solid and powerful, and one can't help but rely on it.He inhaled a faint smell of blood through his nose, but the male predatory breath swallowed down his throat along with the blood, and quickly spread to every corner of his body. In an instant, fiery shudders arose deep in his bones, which even the rain could not extinguish.

This feeling was too familiar, he didn't even dare to recall the hug that made his heart throb, he hastily withdrew his hand, stood up, faced the rising sun alone, and left Greedy Wolf behind.

A strange thought popped up in his heart unwilling to be lonely: If Su Cheng was still there, and Su Cheng had a wife and son, how would he respond to Tan Lang's infatuation?

……

In the distance, a bright moon hangs on the tip of the willows, and in the east is the morning sun breaking through the clouds and mists.The sun and the moon shine together, the clear sky looks thousands of miles away, and the surroundings are quiet, only the rustling sound of the wind blowing in the forest can be heard.Mo Qingxuan took a breath of fresh air, saw a round raindrop hanging on the green leaves, and the wild flowers on the roadside were fragrant, his body gradually recovered his strength, and he walked faster and faster.

My heart was surging, and I couldn't wait to leave here to find the lost memory.

At this moment, his heart was excited and joyful, and he couldn't help the urge to look up to the sky and laugh. He suddenly stopped, jumped up on the spot like a convulsion, and shouted into the dense forest:

"——Hahahaha I'm released after serving my sentence hahaha——"

The loud and clear voice pierced through the clouds and echoed in the vast and endless world. The quiet deep forest broke the tranquility, and the swaying branches gave off a restless atmosphere.

No one around, no worries.I saw him with his hands on his hips, looking up to the sky and laughing loudly, his laughter became more and more unscrupulous: "Hahahahahaha—I'm going home hahahahahahahaha——"

at the same time

On the winding and rugged mountain road, an ox cart was walking slowly.A young man with his arms crossed on his knees was sitting on the bullock cart. Hearing the laughter echoing in the mountains, two eyes with thick dark circles under his disheveled wet hair slowly turned left and right, and his gray lips gradually rose. .