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It was past eight o'clock, and Wei Chen hadn't returned home yet. Ye Feng sat in front of the coffee table in the living room, stuck in a pile of papers, and looked at his watch several times anxiously.

Distraught, he picked up his phone and sent Wei Chen a WeChat message, but he didn't reply after waiting for 10 minutes. In the supermarket, Daji sent a questioning expression, and then said that Dachen had already left.

In a word, all the anxiety in Ye Feng's heart was completely aroused.

Ye Feng called directly, but Wei Chen didn't answer, so he had to call Li Daji again to ask him what's going on.

"Dachen left at five o'clock." Li Daji said, "I said I would send him off, but he insisted on letting him go. Although he drank a little wine, I think he was quite sober, and that amount was not Dachen at all. Bottom line, it’s definitely fine, he knows the area of ​​Ximen Street better than anyone else, no one dares to think of him, he can walk home with his eyes closed..."

Hearing what he said, Ye Feng interrupted him with a slight frown: "You said Brother Chen drank."

Li Daji said: "That's right, drink with me, just two bottles of beer, that bit of cat urine is nothing to Da Chen."

Of course Ye Feng knew that Wei Chen was a good drinker and would not get drunk easily, but what puzzled him was that Wei Chen didn't usually drink much.

Li Daji found that Ye Feng was silent, and thinking of Da Chen's strange appearance today, he couldn't help asking: "Did you two quarrel?"

Ye Feng could only say no.

In fact, there was no quarrel, but it was weird and unexplainable.

"You two didn't quarrel because of women, right?" Li Daji's brains will never be caught up by others. If Ye Feng and Wei Chen really fell in love with a girl, as Wei Chen's best friend for more than ten years, he Those who sent private letters must be on Wei Chen's side, so he persuaded Ye Feng earnestly, "Brother Feng, our family Da Chen has been a little withdrawn and cold-tempered since he was a child, but he is really a good person. If the two of you really like a girl , you just let him, it's really not easy for that guy to fall in love with someone, don't hurt brotherhood for women, right, there are not many women, but there is only one brother."

Ye Feng, who was obviously worried that Wei Chen was upset, couldn't help laughing after all: "What the hell do you think about every day?"

He and Wei Chen robbed women?

What a joke.

"Then what happened to you two?" Li Daji asked.

Ye Feng said, "I don't know either."

The most important thing now is to find Wei Chen as soon as possible. It's useless to talk so much nonsense. Ye Feng quickly asked Wei Chen where he often goes.

Ye Feng was not familiar with Ximen Street. Under Li Daji's notice, he searched all the places that Wei Chen frequented. Li Daji also panicked after realizing it. He had been lost, he had always relied on Da Chen, and suddenly one day if Da Chen disappeared, half of his world would collapse.

Li Daji decided to split up with Ye Fengbing to find Wei Chen.

The area of ​​Ximen Street is not too big. The two of them ran around and met again at the convenience store in front of the bus station. They explained that they found nothing.

An hour passed without knowing it.

At nine o'clock, the thick night blurred the vision, and the neon lights on both sides of the street stretched into a long colored light. Ye Feng stared blankly at the bright white sign of the pharmacy behind the bus station, and the memory came back. He met Wei Chen for the first time. That day, they were in this pharmacy.

Suddenly, Ye Feng remembered the watch.

He patted himself on the head and cursed himself for being so stupid. The watch had a location on it, so he could know the other person's location at any time. This was a special connection between them.

The reason why Ye Feng gave this to Wei Chen at the beginning was to let the two of them know where the other was at anytime and anywhere.

There is nothing more grounded and romantic than this feeling I know you anywhere.

Later, every time Ye Feng emphasized the intention of this watch with Wei Chen, Wei Chen shyly pursed his lips and smiled.

Wei Chen's location was not displayed on the watch screen, and the GPS positioning failed, so he couldn't be sure where Wei Chen was right now.For a moment, Ye Feng felt flustered for no reason.

"What's wrong?" Daji asked anxiously seeing his nervous expression.

Ye Feng's mind was in a mess, so he could only push Daji and said, "No, we have to search again. If we can't find it on Ximen Street, we will go to the city to look for him. His phone is connected, and we will call him in turn. Call, we must find Brother Chen quickly."

Li Daji quickly agreed.

The two separated again, one south and one north, and started looking for Wei Chen.

Ye Feng was searching all the way along the dim light cast by the street lamps. He directly dialed the phone with his watch, the beeping sound was like the rhythm of his heartbeat, anxious and upset, at a loss.After the phone call, he glanced at the screen again to confirm whether the location was displayed.

After tossing and turning several times, he once again hung up the phone that no one answered, and looked at his watch. The small light dot displayed on the screen immediately stopped him from rushing forward.

Wei Chen appeared.

Just less than 500 meters away from him.

Stamping footsteps became hurried again, and Ye Feng ran wildly along the position shown on the watch. His figure skipped quickly in the dark night, his footsteps were windy, and his heart was beating fast. There had never been such a moment before. This kind of obsession, he ran forward madly, just because he wanted to keep the person he cherished the most.

Faintly, he was afraid that Wei Chen would break up with him. He didn't know the reason, but this strange feeling of worry kept haunting him.

500 meters is not too far, Ye Feng accelerated and ran over, and it took only a few minutes to reach the area shown by GPS.

Ye Feng looked around, but didn't see Wei Chen.

This is a relatively spacious road with green grass that has just been pruned on both sides. The street lights nearby are too far apart, and the light is thin, making it difficult to see things clearly.

Ye Feng yelled twice, but there was no answer. He lowered his head to confirm the location, and the screen did show that it was nearby. Soon, the small light spot showing Wei Chen's location disappeared again.

He called Wei Chen as he walked, he didn't dare to walk too fast for fear of missing him.

Suddenly, he tripped under his feet. He thought it was a stone, and just about to lower his head to kick it away, his eyes drooped and he saw dark blue sneakers.

Ye Feng's heart skipped a beat, he quickly squatted down to look, it was indeed Wei Chen.

He squatted in the green grass, half of his body was covered by the grass, only half of his calf was exposed outside, one shoe fell off, and his white socks were exposed outside.The night was so dark that no one could notice that there was a big living person hiding here.

Ye Feng fished the man out, Wei Chen squinted his eyes, his mind was not very clear, his body was pulled by someone, he opened his eyes in a daze, and saw a handsome face in the dark night, he was actually not drunk , It's just that he was too blocked and panicked, and the alcohol in two bottles of beer easily affected his brain and body.

When he saw Ye Feng, he touched the hair on the top of his head with a smile, and said under his breath, "You're here."

Ye Feng was helping him put on his shoes, when he heard him talking, he gave a hand.

We've only been separated for a few hours, so how can there be such sadness across thousands of mountains and rivers?

"Well, I'm here." Ye Feng continued to help him put on his shoes, then tied the shoelaces, ready to reach out and pull him, "Can you walk?"

Wei Chen said, "I can walk."

He smelled of alcohol, and when he got close, he could smell it very clearly, exuding it in the dark night.

Ye Feng put on the shoes for him, held the skinny ankle, looked up at Wei Chen and said, "Then let's go home."

Ye Feng's voice was very soft, and the weak wind blew away the ending, and also blew away his unbearable heartache.

Wei Chen didn't move, he seemed to have woken up quite a bit, his blind eyes looked somewhere, his eyes were bright, shining in the hazy night, Ye Feng put his arms around his shoulders with one hand. neck, leaned in and kissed him on the forehead.

It was a heavy blow, like an urgent clamoring for his worry about gain and loss.

"I'll carry you if I can't walk anymore." Ye Feng said with his lips against his forehead.

"Don't you have anything to ask?" Wei Chen's voice was soft and almost inaudible, his alcohol-stained voice was dry and hoarse, like the sound of grinding stones.

"No." Ye Feng answered simply.

He wanted to ask, but dared not.

I am afraid that once some words are spoken, they cannot be undone.

The damp wind passed through the bodies of the two of them, and the corners of their clothes were blown up slightly, and the bushes made a rattling sound after being blown by the wind and collided with each other.

Ye Feng was about to raise Wei Chen's body to carry him on his back, but Wei Chen's body was heavy and he let Ye Feng swing.

Wei Chen didn't refuse, just lying on his chest honestly, breathing next to his ears, everything was so real yet unreal.

Ye Feng deliberately slowed down his pace, Wei Chen started to feel a little dazed again lying on his back, he was breathing slightly hot alcohol, and the two of them rubbed their heads together, the green stubble had grown less irritating , The soft touch is very comfortable.

The warm yellow light followed the figures of the two of them all the way forward.

At this moment, the scene seemed to repeat itself, the time when Wei Chen injured his leg, Ye Feng carried him like this, it was still the same street, the same people, but the mood was different.

The sound of breathing became more and more even. Ye Feng subconsciously settled his steps and slightly turned his head to look at the person on his back. Wei Chen's cheeks were slightly red, and his thick eyelashes trembled slightly.

He thought he was asleep.

The stars are scattered, and the shadows are in pairs.

After a long time, when Ye Feng took another step, he heard a suppressed bitter voice in his ear: "Ye Feng, I'm jealous of you."

Wei Chen really fell asleep, Ye Feng quietly opened the door, put him on the bed, took off his shoes and coat, tucked in the quilt for him, walked lightly to the living room and called Daji , and told him that he found Wei Chen.

"Is Da Chen okay?" Li Daji asked.

Ye Feng sat on the sofa and lit a cigarette, he didn't turn on the light, the orange fire was shrouded in darkness, flickering, his side face was hidden in the half-bright light and shadow.

"It's okay, I'm asleep." After making a sound, Ye Feng realized that his voice was hoarse.

Li Daji obviously wanted to ask something else, Ye Feng spit out a mouthful of white mist and said: "It's nothing, you can go home quickly, if you have anything to say, we'll talk about it tomorrow."

It is quite late.

After such a toss, the time accidentally slipped into the middle of the night.

After hanging up the phone, Ye Feng sat on the sofa silently smoking a cigarette.

Ye Feng frowned, recalling what Wei Chen said when he leaned on his back not long ago.

Brother Chen is jealous of him?

He tried his best to recall the clues that Wei Chen frequently went wrong these days.

For the first time, something was wrong with Wei Chen before he entered Class Two. Every time Wei Chen got stuck because of a difficult problem, he wrote the formula on a scrap of paper and told him to use this. He was the one who won, and he was the one who just learned the result this afternoon.

In a trance, a thunderbolt smashed into his brain and exploded into fragments.

Is it because of this?

It turned out that the obstacle that surrounded the two of them for so long was actually himself.

Ye Feng's fingers holding the cigarette trembled in the faint light, did he walk too fast?Because his performance by leaps and bounds has put pressure on brother Chen, making him feel that he is almost unable to catch up with him, so is he saying that?

He said he was jealous of himself.

Even in the end, Wei Chen took the blame on himself. He said that he was jealous and his self-esteem was at work, instead of saying why you ran so fast, so fast that you almost left me behind.

The unburned smoke from the fingertips fell to the floor, a little orange sparks sprang out, and then slowly and completely extinguished.

Ye Feng covered his face, his eyes were sore and swollen.

He never thought that one day Wei Chen would work so hard because of himself.

The two agreed to study and struggle together, but his made a gap in the distance between the two of them. Wei Chen didn't fall. He stood on the other side of the gap and watched his figure run faster and faster. , faster and faster, he wanted to reach out to grab himself, but he couldn't catch it, he wanted to call himself to stop, but he couldn't yell out hoarsely.

Wei Chen is wandering on a line of self-pull. He can't selfishly let Ye Feng wait for him, but with his strength, he will soon be unable to catch up.

Wei Chen was in great pain.

Thinking of this, Ye Feng pulled his hair remorsefully.

He put him in a kind of a dilemma.

The living room was suddenly brightly lit, and all the secret emotions could not be hidden at the moment when the lights suddenly came on.

Ye Feng didn't dare to look up, he knew it was Wei Chen.

Neither of them made a sound, as a warm breath approached, Ye Feng hid his head between his arms, and from the corner of his eye, he saw a pair of dark blue slippers, and Wei Chen rubbed a white sock on one of his black slippers. dust.

When he fell down in the grass, he dropped one of his shoes and stepped on the ground with one foot, which was dirty.

After a long time, a faint sigh came from above his head.

"Want to chat?" Wei Chen's voice was unsteady.

Ye Feng still didn't look up, and said in a muffled voice, "What are you talking about?"

Ever since he found out that Wei Chen was weird, he'd been looking for a chance to chat with him, but now that Wei Chen offered to chat, he didn't dare.

"Talk about what you want." Wei Chen said.

Ye Feng didn't want to talk, he didn't want Wei Chen to see him, so he stood up in a hurry, ready to run away: "What is there to talk about so late, you have nothing to do and sleep."

Wei Chen quickly grabbed his hand and called him hastily: "Ye Feng."

The atmosphere suddenly quieted down.

Wei Chen held his hand, rubbed his thumb on the back of his hand, moved his lips slowly, and said with difficulty, "I'm sorry."

Saying an undeserved apology made the eyes of both of them sore at the same time.

Ye Feng choked up, not knowing what to say.

"Aren't you going to look at me?" Wei Chen asked while looking at the back of his dark head.

Ye Feng turned his head and looked at him with red eyes.

"Why did you say sorry?" Ye Feng took a breath and asked him, his tone arrogant, "Why did you say sorry to me?"

Wei Chen said flatly: "Seeing that you are better than me, I actually feel jealous."

The emotion lingering in his heart tormented him for a long time, and tonight he finally vented it out with a broken jar. No matter how Ye Feng thought of such a despicable self, Wei Chen decided to admit it.

Ye Feng narrowed his gaze at him: "Is that jealousy? Are you sure?"

Wei Chen answered simply: "Yes, I'm just jealous that you are better than me."

Ye Feng slightly raised his eyebrows: "You still lied to me."

Wei Chen was silent.

"I didn't lie to you, I just..." Wei Chen suppressed himself, and couldn't continue.

I'm just afraid, I'm afraid I won't be able to catch up with you, I'm afraid I'm no longer qualified to go with you.

Ye Feng was anxious to pierce all his true feelings: "You are afraid that I will go too fast and not wait for you, are you?" After saying this, he hugged Wei Chen, put his chin on his left shoulder, and rubbed his short hair against Wei Chen. He said in a low voice, "Brother Chen, don't be afraid, don't feel inferior, no matter what, I will stand with you, and I will go wherever you go."

Wei Chen closed his sore eyes, he couldn't really ask Wei Chen to stand with him so selfishly, since he had a higher possibility, he couldn't be chained by himself.

Everyone should be their own kite, and the string holding the kite should not be handed over to others, but should be held firmly in their own hands.

"Ye Feng, don't be so stupid." Wei Chen said softly.

"Not stupid." Ye Feng said, "I have never been stupid to you."

All the decisions he made were worthwhile in his heart. He had never done such a simple multiple-choice question in a prestigious school or Wei Chen. It was the kind of question that he knew which answer he should choose even with his eyes closed.

From the beginning to the end, the question types will be reversed, and the wrong options will be changed several times, but the correct one will never change.

Xu Shi had been immersed in a depressed mood for a long time, and the two fell asleep on the sofa hugging each other.

Some words are more useful than panacea. The moment Wei Chen opened his eyes, his eyes were clear, as if all the dark clouds that weighed on his heart had disappeared in an instant. He lowered his head and glanced at the sleeping Ye Feng, unconsciously tugged the corner of his mouth, and stroked the arc of his hair several times with his fingers.

"Brother Chen, you take advantage of me while I'm sleeping." Ye Feng closed his eyes and felt his head being touched. With a mouthful, "It's early in the morning, be careful that I will hit you."

Early in the morning, Wei Chen laughed helplessly when he spoke yellow accents, and stretched out his hands to grab Ye Feng's shoulders, trying to push him away.

"Hey, sleep a little longer." Ye Feng put his arms around Wei Chen's waist. He closed his eyes and stretched out his hand to grab someone. He accidentally pressed onto the most vigorous and sensitive part in the morning. Ye Feng's hand was bitten. Feeling ashamed, he chuckled, "Brother Chen is in good health, so energetic in the morning."

Wei Chen suddenly panicked with embarrassment, kicked him away, and cursed loudly, "Get lost."

A little flirting in the morning can bring a good mood for the day.

The sadness and estrangement from last night disappeared after a night.

Boys' emotions come and go quickly, as long as the words are put on the table, as long as the emotions are exchanged with each other, then all problems will no longer be problems.

Wei Chen and Ye Feng are not coy people.

However, Ye Feng progressed too fast, Wei Chen kept chasing him, but the distance grew wider and wider, his inferiority complex began to haunt him, and he naturally felt anxious and uneasy.

"Shall we order takeaway, or go to the cafeteria?" Ye Feng asked Wei Chen while brushing his teeth.

Wei Chen was tidying up the messy sofa, when he saw Ye Feng sticking to the door frame of the toilet, he raised his head and asked, thought for a while and said, "Let's go to the cafeteria."

Today's cram school has four classes in total, two in the morning and two in the afternoon. Obviously, the two of them have successfully missed the two classes in the morning.

Wei Chen changed his clothes, and threw the dirty clothes of the two of them into the fast washing side of the washing machine. Summer clothes are basically not very dirty, but they smell a lot of sweat. Just put some laundry detergent to remove the smell. After drying the clothes, Wei Chen went back to the washing machine. In the living room, Ye Feng had already changed into clean half-sleeves and sweatpants, and was sitting on the sofa playing with his mobile phone when he saw Wei Chen coming in, grinning.

The young man's bright eyes and bright teeth were so dazzling that Wei Chen could clearly hear his heart pause.

"Brother Chen, if you look straight at me, I want to..." Ye Feng said.

Wei Chen rubbed his nose guiltily and said, "Then go to the toilet, what a big deal."

Ye Feng smiled ambiguously: "I want you to help me."

Wei Chen ran to the bedroom as if fleeing, and said quickly, "No time."

Ye Feng followed Wei Chen's figure with his eyes, twisted his body and laughed.

The two arrived at school just in time for school lunch, and the only ones who made up lessons were the fresh seniors who were about to enter high school, so the canteen didn't make much. After eating two plates of rice, the two of them went to the classroom. Know what Shen Mimi is whispering.

Li Daji leaned on the table with his back bent, and Ye Feng slapped him mercilessly.

"Fuck me." Li Daji was startled by the slap, turned around clutching his butt, and saw Ye Feng grinning and said, "Brother Feng, your slap almost slapped my shit out."

Chang Chang snorted in disgust: "You can take it easy, I don't want to be a shit-shoveling officer."

Ye Feng also deliberately shook his hands.

"What are you two talking about secretly?" Ye Feng asked with a smile.

Chang Jing and Li Daji looked at each other, then looked at Wei Chen and Ye Feng suspiciously at the same time.

"Are you two okay?" Chang often pointed.

Just after the first class today, Li Daji ran back to find Wei Chen, and found that neither of them came to class in the morning. Li Daji told Chang Jing everything that happened yesterday. There is a rift.

After listening to it often, I concluded that the two may have some emotional conflicts.

After all, same-sex love is a bit special and may not be so stable, such as bed problems and so on.

Ye Feng smiled relaxedly: "It's okay, brother Chen and I can do something, you two should worry less."

Li Daji asked: "Da Chen, where did you go yesterday? Brother Feng and I have been looking for you around Ximen Street for a long time, but you have been unable to get through on the phone. How did Brother Feng find you?"

Wei Chen glanced at Ye Feng, and said flatly, "I didn't go anywhere, I just strolled around."

The two of them didn't say anything, and Chang Jing and Li Daji didn't bother to continue to ask the bottom line.

Ye Feng and Wei Chen returned to their seats.

"Why didn't your watch get a signal yesterday?" Ye Feng grabbed Wei Chen's wrist, and the wrists with the same watch were intertwined.

Wei Chen opened the paper and said, "The battery is out."

Ye Feng asked again: "Then why was there another signal halfway?"

Ye Feng asked, Wei Chen was so nervous that the tip of his tongue rolled in his mouth unconsciously, and he licked his front teeth. He didn't say anything for a long time, and when Ye Feng was about to give up, he said softly: "The watch only has a little residual power. , I sat there, my mind was in a mess, I thought of you, and I turned it on."

Ye Feng grasped his fingers and tightened them a little bit as he spoke.

"Because..." Wei Chen raised his eyes to meet Ye Feng's hot and unreserved gaze, "I want you to find me immediately."