After being hit by a demon that fell from the sky

Yan Qing didn't withdraw her hand, but raised her eyes to meet Qing Jue's.

"You have something to hide from me, don't you?"

The skin and flesh continued to corrode, gradually revealing the white bones, which was shocking.

Yan Qing didn't show any pain, and her expression was close to numbness: "I know this day will come sooner or later. No matter how hard I hide, you will still find out." Yan Qing took a deep breath, and then exhaled tremblingly, as if to exhale from the body From here, he drew up the remaining bit of courage: "Ah Jue, I am no longer alone."

Qing Jue was taken aback for a moment: "He changed your meridians?"

"From the first elixir he gave me, my body began to change. I knew it all along, but I didn't dare to admit it and I was lucky. But look," his voice began to choke, and he raised his palm, The flesh and blood has begun to heal itself strangely, "It's reached the point where we can't deceive ourselves."

The so-called exercises that can cleanse tendons and cut marrow are actually just the secret to transforming people into monsters. It is only because cultivating demons and cultivating Taoism are completely different ways that they can have such effects.

"I have no way of turning back. It won't be long before I lose my mind and become completely demonized. Ah Jue, I know you are not an ordinary person, and I don't deserve you to do this. Go back, go back to Qingyangmen..."

Qing Jue listened silently, word by word, the undercurrent in his eyes became more and more turbulent: "I give up everything to come to you, is this what you want to say to me? Do you want me to give up on you?"

He spoke with great difficulty: "...Yes."

"Helan Yanqing, you look down on me too much, and yourself too much."

"Ah Jue, let's go and leave me with some last bit of dignity."

"I can't do it." Qing Jue's expression had gradually cooled down, "I said I would be with you."

He took a step forward, but Helan Yanqing took a step back like an electric shock: "No, don't come here again."

"Why?" Qing Jue took another step.

His face was flushed, and there was pleading in his eyes, as well as an unspeakable sense of shame.

"Yan Qing," He Lanjue stretched out his hand to touch Yan Qing's face. This face has not changed for 20 years, but there are vicissitudes in his eyes, "Every night when I sleep with you, you will quietly Leave, meditate outside the house, and come back at dawn, how long are you going to keep from me?"

"You, you know?" He Lan Yanqing opened his eyes wide, his chest heaved violently, shame and self-loathing were intertwined, making him wish he could get under the ground.

"The devil's nature is obscene, you can't control your desires." Qing Jue's tone was as flat as ever, but this short sentence took away Yan Qing's last fig leaf.

Yan Qing's face suddenly turned pale, he stood in front of Qing Jue, but wished he could disappear immediately.

Qing Jue seems to be born different from ordinary people, he has no emotions and desires, and never said he likes him, only treats him as a friend.From beginning to end, it was all my own wishful thinking.

He is the best person he has ever met. Not only did he not look down on him because of his background, but he defended him everywhere. Even after he made such a big mistake, he was willing to work with him to eliminate demons and make up for the sins he committed.

Among all the people, the one who treats him the best is Qing Jue, but the one he is most sorry for is also Qing Jue.

—and he desires his best friend.

As long as he gets closer to him, the cold fragrance on Qing Jue's body will make him unable to help himself.

From love to lust, in those crazy spring dreams, he has had sex with Qingjue countless times, he dreamed that he was pressing his friend's seductive body under him, pushing forward vigorously, making him think about it day and night Thinking people tossed and moaned under him.

Soaked in ice water, tried various pills and spells, but all were useless, but the desire to get Qingjue became stronger day by day. Up to now, just staying by Qingjue's side has made him unable to control himself.

His love for Qing Jue has already surpassed, why can't he even bury this love deeply in his heart?

He hated his own body, wished to kill himself with a sword all the time, but was greedy for the tender care from his sweetheart, put on a mask of innocence, and stayed by Qing Jue's side.

However, he was already too tired.There is only boundless darkness ahead. Instead of losing your mind and becoming a monster, it is better to kill yourself earlier and remove a scourge for this world.

"A Jue, since you know everything, let's go." He smiled sadly, "This is good for you and me."

Qing Jue stared at him with eyes as transparent as glass, and the shattered light in his eyes made one's heart palpitate. After a long time, he sighed: "Is this your truth?"

No.

I want to stay by your side,

want to be watched by you;

want to see you smile;

Until the life is burnt out, and the temples are frosty.

"Yes." He said decisively, almost exhausting all his strength.

"Okay. I'll go." Qing Jue turned around, and the night wind blew his long robe, with the belt fluttering like a fairy returning home with the wind.

The stars fell, the night sky hung low, and the crystal dew fell from the grass blades, shattering the moonlight in the puddles.

Yan Qing stood in front of the hut, everything in front of him was upside down and confused.

After meeting Qing Jue, his gloomy world has bright colors for the first time.At that time, he would try his best to complete the heavy task ahead of time, so that he could go to that cave and talk to Qing Jue.

Just say a few words with that good-looking boy, and all the unhappiness of the day will disappear in an instant.He never told Qing Jue about the bullying he suffered at Qingyang Gate, he would only tell him that outside the cave, spring has arrived, and the exotic flowers and plants on Qingyang Mountain are in bloom, and the pleasant fragrance is everywhere...

All the ugly people who act as minions are suddenly no longer important, and he will soon forget, because his heart will be used to pretend to be a green smile, every word he said, every look he looks at him .

During the ten years of waiting, the most painful thing was not Qingxi's framing, but the fear of never seeing Qingjue again.Once thinking about what might happen to Qing Jue, my heart becomes very, very heavy, and I keep falling, never ending.

At that time, he didn't know what love was, and he didn't know that he loved Qingjue.When he finally found out, everything was irreversible.

He's never been a good guy, and his love for Qing Jue is the best part of him.And now, he wants to cut the best part out.

He was the one who ruined everything.If he hadn't allowed himself to be immersed in hatred, perhaps he wouldn't have ended up in such a miserable state.

He was born humble, but now, he is even more humble in the dust.

Qing Jue's figure disappeared.

After all, he can only be a passer-by in Qingjue's life, or in such an embarrassing way.

From then on, there was only endless regret and guilt in his life, and there was no light anymore.

This heart no longer belongs to him.The pain was as if someone stabbed into his chest with a knife, and then plucked it out mercilessly.

He grabbed his chest suddenly, whimpered, and tears fell unexpectedly, big and big, falling on the ground, falling along the cracks in the soil.

How many years had he not cried, how many years had he not been so weak, he wiped the back of his hand carelessly, picked up the long sword that was blown away by Qing Jue, and knelt down on the ground.

The night was cold, and the blade was colder than the night.

As long as this sword hits the heart, everything will be over.

He held the blade, and the newly healed palm was cut again, and the blood slid down the blade, which also became colder with the blade.

Yan Qing closed his eyes.

"Ah Jue, I love you."

Only when he was on the verge of death did he dare to say this sentence.

"Coward!" The sword hilt was grabbed again, he was startled, opened his eyes, and was facing Shang Qingjue's sullen eyes, the dark eyes were stained with anger, and the corners of the slender eyes were slightly red.

was found!His mind went blank with a "buzz", and he couldn't argue for a moment.

"Ah Jue..."

"Liar!" Qing Jue interrupted him, "How many of the words you told me are true?" The force transmitted from the hilt of the sword was extremely strong, and the sharp pain in his palm forced him to let go of the long sword.

"What did you say to save you some dignity, don't you just want to die alone?!"

Yan Qing stared blankly at Qing Jue, this was the first time he saw Qing Jue angry.In the past, although he was beautiful, he was cold and untouchable, but at this moment Qing Jue is real, vivid, like a real person.

Qing Jue slammed the sword on the ground: "You're dead, it's over once and for all, and the escaped monsters are still doing harm to the world."

"I……"

He was suddenly ashamed and speechless, so he had to hang his head.

"Helan Yanqing, can you think of me." Qing Jue's tone softened, almost pleading.

"Ah Jue?" He trembled all over.Ah Jue wants to think about him, what does this mean?The heavy heart stopped falling, and he raised his head, Qing Jue's beautiful eyes were covered with mist.

"Don't cry, don't cry." He suddenly panicked, Qing Jue was too abnormal today, angry and about to cry, he was at a loss what to do.He wanted to wipe away his tears with his hands, but stopped in mid-air when he saw blood on his hands.

How could Ah Jue be stained with such dirty blood.

Qing Jue suddenly took his hand and kissed the wound on his palm with a pious expression.

His beautifully shaped lips parted slightly, and he said the words that Yan Qing dreamed of: "Don't you understand? I have the same heart for you."

"My heart is occupied by you every moment, but you want to destroy it in front of me?"

"Fool, I like you too. I don't care if you are a man or a devil, as long as you are Helan Yanqing. Do you understand?"

Yan Qing shook her head foolishly, then nodded quickly.

The blazing desire that was clamoring all the time when he was close to Qingjue disappeared, replaced by a softness in his heart, as if a flower suddenly bloomed on a piece of scorched land.

Qing Jue suddenly said seriously: "Yan Qing, you have caused too many killings, and the infiltration of demonic energy is too deep. It is very difficult to transform from a demon back into a human, but there is no way, but you have to bear the pain of gouging flesh and cutting bones , would you like to try it for me?"

"Yes." He nodded hastily, as long as he can be with Qing Jue, all these pains are nothing.

Returning from a demon to a human requires interrupting all the meridians and expelling the demonic energy that has merged into the flesh and blood little by little. That feeling is like being crushed by a boulder to flatten the flesh and blood inch by inch.

How can this kind of pain be described as cutting flesh and bone?He turned back into an ordinary mortal, everything had to start all over again, the broken and reshaped meridians were extraordinarily fragile, a little movement of true energy would cause pain like ten thousand ants eating his heart.

But Yan Qing was happy with it.Since then, he has been reborn.

"Ah Jue, be my Taoist partner." He was finally able to say this to Qing Jue.