I'm Just This 'Sue'

Gu Xingduan has deep-sea phobia, whenever he sees the dark bottom, his whole body becomes stiff.But he loves water very much, and every graceful figure in the water can steal his attention.

He used to be able to swim too.His mother was a swimmer, of course, because she retired so early, many people may have forgotten her.He learned to swim with her since he was a child... until he watched her die in the sea.She was forced to death by the Gu family.

After that, Gu Xingduan never touched the water again.He killed every Gu family member in the water until he was the only one left.He has completely mastered the power of the Gu family.

But such a life is really boring.

Until he inadvertently caught a glimpse of the swimming games on TV.Gu Xingduan gradually began to go to the swimming pool and to the competition scene. He even sponsored the provincial sports team and the national team... He did not hesitate to support those talented athletes.It seems that they can vaguely see some shadows of learning to swim when they were young.

Then, he noticed a girl, the young man beside her.

He accidentally caught a glimpse of the young man standing by the pool in a daze.He thought it was a little funny, this person is obviously afraid of water, why did he come to the swimming pool?

Then the youth's performance slapped him heavily.

Young people not only can swim, but also swim very beautifully.But his body didn't seem to be very good, and he took a rest after a while.Gu Xingduan recalled the scene of his swimming just now, and couldn't help but clenched his fingers hard.There seemed to be a place in my heart that became restless.

want this person.

Gu Xingduan suppressed his intense emotions.

After that, he was lucky enough to meet the young man countless times.

He can sit in the best position every time and use the best angle to observe the young man's beautiful swimming style.He can even see the young man's lean waist, beautiful waistline, and straight buttocks...

Water is like a kingdom belonging to young people. He watched the young people show more and more excellent side in the water, and he couldn't help but become more and more addicted to it.

He wanted to take off the youth's swimming trunks and rape him in the water.

Just this thought made Gu Xingduan aroused several times.

He wanted to get this person, Gu Xingduan's thoughts had never been so clear and strong.

He couldn't resist building a huge swimming pool in his bedroom.If he could see the young man swimming in it as soon as he looked up, there must be nothing more touching in the world.

He thought he would be able to fulfill his wish soon, but the youth was so beautiful, and soon, everyone saw his beauty when he was swimming in the swimming pool.

Gu Xingduan can see countless microblogs expressing his love to young people every day.

Especially when another man appeared beside the young man, Gu Xingduan experienced for the first time what it was like to be scorched by jealousy.

The desire to get him is getting stronger and stronger.

Gu Xingduan's longing and love intertwined, and they climbed up together.

Until he couldn't restrain himself anymore, he took the youth away.He couldn't wait to let the youth enter his own place, and even couldn't wait to hope that the youth could get his own taste.

When he saw the young man entered the big swimming pool as he wished, Gu Xingduan could no longer restrain the burning flame of desire in his heart.

……

Everything shattered extremely fast.

He greedily watched the back of the young man leaving, and the thoughts in his heart grew into vines, torturing him crazily.How can I really get him?It's not just his body anymore.but his heart...

Gu Xingduan dug out the love poems that he had copied countless times.

Gu Xingduan has never loved anyone, and when he really needs to love someone, he can only learn it clumsily, trying to get half of his insights and skills from love poems.

Gu Xingduan was worried, he didn't know whether the young man loved him or not.He began to approach the youth again, he is willing to pave all the roads for the youth, and send the youth to the summit of glory... He is willing to watch the youth show the most beautiful demeanor at the top.Anyway, no matter how much those people like and admire, the youth will only belong to him.Only he has seen what a young man looks like when he is in love.

Gu Xingduan still doesn't know whether the young man loves him or not.

But it doesn't matter, it's rare in the world to find such a person who suits his heart, how can he let go?

Gu Xingduan even closed his eyes and planned all the future.

then……

Then there is no more.

The youth lay in the mourning hall.

Gu Xingduan will never forget that when the young man pushed him towards the assistant and the driver, he frantically reached out to grab him, but he couldn't grab his hand...

The youth sank.

Aren't you good at swimming?

You just won the championship.

You are a rising star in swimming!

How could it sink like this?

……

He didn't dare to set foot on the young man's funeral, even if he caught a glimpse of the young man's posthumous photo, he was afraid that he would collapse uncontrollably.

He brought the culprit, Wei Guang, out of the police station, and pressed Wei Guang to the sea. He looked at Wei Guang coldly: "He is dead, are you satisfied?"

Wei Guang's face was as white as paper, and he stared at the direction of the sea with that haggard and embarrassed face.He broke away from the people around him and jumped down.

The assistant hurriedly asked: "Boss, what should we do? Are you going to hunt people?"

Gu Xingduan stared at the sea coldly, without moving.

Wei Guang is also good at swimming...maybe he wants to escape.

"Go and block people."

Many people blocked the sea area and began to surround Wei Guang.But they waited for a day, but they couldn't wait for Wei Guang to emerge from the water.

"...Boss, maybe, is dead."

Gu Xingduan fell silent.The two people he loved the most in his life both died in the water, and the people who killed them also died in the water...

"Boss, if the body is recovered..."

"Then throw it back, and he should have no bones left."

Wei Guang's death didn't cause much disturbance, but the death of the young man was a big hit for a period of time.As long as Gu Xingduan goes out, he can hear and see the news of the youth.Countless people are remembering this fleeting genius.

Gu Xingduan's hidden wounds in his heart were torn open again and again.

Sometimes, he kept reviewing the moment when the youth sank in his mind.

Sometimes, he still remembered that in the car that day, he even joked with the young man, saying that one day he would also try the red rope.

Sometimes, he would unconsciously rub the photos in his hand...

Then he suddenly realized that he had been addicted to youth and couldn't extricate himself.Even for a moment, Gu Xingduan came up with the idea of ​​ending his boring life and going to be with young people.

But how can he die?

……

Gu Xingduan finally came to the young man's grave.

He put down the flowers in his hand.

"Although you haven't confiscated it once, I still have to give it to you." The corners of Gu Xingduan's cold lips curled up slightly, "Although you haven't opened it once, I always want to read it to you."

Gu Xingduan unfolded the letter paper in his hand.

"I dreamed of you last night...I would give up everything to miss you for the rest of my life."

Um.There are still so many envelopes that have never been opened. When the day is over, it is probably time to completely end this boring life.

Gu Xingduan stood up and looked at the photo on the tombstone.

"I think you love me." So he gave his life to save him.