so cute must be a boy

Saying goodbye to Xia Ziqing who was reluctant to part with him, Yan Xu embarked on the journey home.

A few hours on the train, then a bus, and finally a 15-minute walk.

He hurriedly arrived at the door of the house, feeling full of retreat in his heart.

It's not the melancholy of feeling close to home, but──

Gritting his teeth, he stepped into the house.

"I'm back." Yan Xu said in a muffled voice, and walked straight to his room.

"Who?" The middle-aged man's tone was expectant and excited.

Yan Xu had to stop and called out, "Dad."

The middle-aged man was sitting on the sofa chair, and he was still smiling when he turned around, but when he confirmed that it was Yan Xu, his face darkened, and he said in a calm tone, "Oh, it's you..."

Then he turned back to watch his TV, and ignored Yan Xu.

The corner of Yan Xu's mouth curled into a mocking smile, he passed the kitchen and was about to go upstairs.

"Who is it? Is it my dear..." The middle-aged woman wore the same smile as the middle-aged man just now, washed her hands in twos and twos, wiped her hands with her apron, and opened the door curtain.

The moment the curtain was lifted, the smile on the middle-aged woman's face froze, followed by a look of disappointment, "...Hey, it's you."

Yan Xu opened his lips slightly, and said in an inaudible voice: "Mom..."

The middle-aged woman's expression froze, and disdain flashed in her eyes, but she seemed to think of something, she quickly rolled her eyes with a smile, and said enthusiastically: "Yan Xu, it's good that you're back, I'll have dinner later, by the way Go to the city and help the family pay the utility bills.”

With that said, he quickly took out the payment slip from the cabinet.

For the money for a meal, let this kid pay hundreds of dollars to the family, so it's not a loss if you calculate it.

Yan Xu took the bill blankly and found that the thickness was wrong.

Seeing the doubt on Yan Xu's face, the middle-aged woman hurriedly made a haha, trying to fool her with a few words.

"Oh, why did it get stuck together? I thought those had already been paid! Forget it, then you can pay it by the way!"

Yan Xu remained silent.

"Ah! My dishes are almost burnt! I'm going back to the kitchen..." As soon as the words fell, the middle-aged woman had already slipped behind the curtain, and then there was the sound of cooking.

Yan Xu snorted coldly, tightened his hand holding the payment slip, and the bill immediately wrinkled. Realizing this, he let go of his strength, and put the bill into his backpack with a straight face.

His footsteps stretched heavily, and he walked slowly towards the door.

Putting down the luggage, he wanted to take out the keys, but after a pause, he stretched out his hand and turned the doorknob.

──The door opened.

Yan Xu picked up his luggage and stepped into "his room".

He looked at the room like a utility room with a livid face.

It was full of things that Yan Chengzhi and Yan Jiajia didn't need temporarily, or simply discarded, but were left behind by Yan's father and mother.

His nominal "brother" and "sister".

Yan Xu is the "wild species" born by Yan's father and a woman outside.

More than 20 years ago, after Yan's father, Yan Guodong, and Yan's mother, Lian Zhen, gave birth to Yan Chengzhi, they ran to work in a big city full of ambitions, and then met his biological mother, Xu Pianpian.

The two love each other so passionately that they both thought that the other was their true love, but when Yan Xu was born, both of them realized that the other was married.

ridiculous.

At first, both parties thought that the other party wanted to earn more money to obtain a marriage certificate, but they were also guilty, so they didn't mention it. They also felt that the other party was caring and understanding, and they were worthy of their true love.

Unexpectedly, when the truth came, both parties were shocked to find that both of them had families long ago, and they both had children with Yuan Pei.

So the original true love became a joke.

Xu Pianpian blamed Yan Guodong for lying to her, and asked him if he regarded himself as an outsider?

Yan Guodong blamed Xu Pianpian for lying to him, and asked her why she is a woman who is restless in the room?

In the end, the two broke up and returned to their families.

Yan Xu was left alone.

Yan Xu, Continuation, it's ridiculous that when Yan Guodong named Yan Xu, he really had the momentum of Emperor Shunzhi Jinkou Yuyu saying "my first son".

After all, Xu Pianpian is not Concubine Dong E, nor is Yan Guodong Emperor Shunzhi.

Concubine Dong E died of illness due to the loss of her beloved son, and Emperor Shunzhi was devastated by the death of his beloved wife and son.

The crystallization of love between Yan and Xu was fortunate to be strong and strong, but both parties chose to cut off their friendship.

Lian Zhen was forced to agree to record Yan Xu in her name, so Yan Xu was able to become a legitimate child.

So Yan Xu doesn't blame Lian Zhen for not being able to treat her as her own, since he is not her child, is he?

What he blamed was Yan Guodong and Xu Pianpian.

He hates them for being unfaithful to their marriage, for their soft talk of "true love."

So he never talked about feelings easily.

He didn't know if he could go to the end with Xia Ziqing, but he thought, if he couldn't, it wouldn't matter if he died alone.

It's enough to love only one person in your life, isn't it?

His heart is very small, and he only pretends to be the next person. Since that is the case, why bother to make other people his partner?

When he was in high school, he relied on his first manuscript fee to find Xu Pianpian.

His parents died young in the previous life, so in this life, he is actually looking forward to growing up under the bath of father's and mother's love.

Especially after being raised by those who were called blood relatives in the previous life, who were pampered and coaxed secretly.

He felt that he needed truth to heal his wounded heart.

He hypnotized himself, Xu Pianpian, as a mother, how could she not love her child?It must be because he was reluctant to let go of other children, so he reluctantly left him. In fact, he was secretly sad for some reason.

Maybe, there was a corner where he watched him quietly, wondering if he was doing well.

He left in good spirits and returned in disappointment.

When he saw Xu Pianpian, the woman didn't feel the pain of being forced to abandon a child at all.

Xu Pianpian couldn't even remember Yan Xu's existence, and asked Yan Xu to show evidence to remind him.

──Yan Guodong and Lian Zhen actually hoped that Yan Xu would leave after finding Xu Pianpian, and stop relying on their family, so when he was young, they told him explicitly and implicitly that he did not belong to the Yan family.

And put all the relevant information in his hands, let him figure it out.

what!

Yan Xu often thinks, if he didn't have the memory of his previous life, how would this child named "Yan Xu" grow up?

It is estimated that it is difficult to not have mental problems, right?

On the contrary, Xu Pianpian's parents are warm-hearted, because Xu Pianpian is an only child, and after getting married, their Xu family will be wiped out, so they came here specially after learning about this, thinking of taking Yan Xu home to raise them.

Originally, if this was the case, Yan Xu might still have a happy and warm growing environment.

All are happy.

Who would have thought that Yan Guodong's parents, who were lukewarm about Yan Xu's departure, would suddenly jump out when they learned about this matter?

Crying that Yan Xu is the seed of their old Yan's family, he took a broom and forced Xu's father and Xu's mother away.

So Yan Xu lived in the Yan family in such an embarrassing way.

In the past, he had nowhere to go, so even though he was subjected to cold violence, he could only endure it.

After entering university, he didn't want to come back, but the Yan family didn't allow it.

Because they were afraid that Yan Xu would not give them money after leaving the Yan family.

In the past, in order to make myself feel better at home, I don't always have a meal without a meal, and I push him to do a lot of housework, so whenever he makes some money, he will hand it over to Lian Zhen in exchange for better treatment.

Because of this, he was able to study quietly instead of being forced to drop out of school to earn money for his family.

As he got older, the Yan family's appetite grew, so they didn't care how much Yan Xu had to cut down on food and clothing in order to give them money, and just took the money to enjoy themselves.

No money?Okay!They go to school to fight.

It would be best to get Yan Xu out of school so that Yan Xu can have more time to make money for them.

In the beginning, Yan Xu was also aware of his situation, so in order for him to grow up safely, he just accepted it a little bit, not to mention that the Yan family is not rich, it is really not easy to raise another child for him.

But gradually, the Yan family changed. It was obvious that Yan Guodong was promoted and his salary was raised, and he also made a lot of money from investments.

They just want to squeeze him.

Yan Xu was well aware of this, but there was nothing he could do about it.

──At least for the time being.

Another year, as long as you endure until you graduate from college.

As soon as the diploma was in his hand, he was out of the way.

He was glad that he didn't disclose the matter of making money from writing online articles to anyone other than Xia Ziqing.

So the Yan family thought they could continue to control him in the same way.

No money?Then they will make trouble at his company!

Ha ha.

Removed the sundries stacked on his bed, cleaned up the room, stuffed the more valuable items into the backpack, held the thick payment slip, locked the door, and went downstairs.

"Are you down? It's time for dinner." Lian Zhen greeted Yan Xu with a stiff expression.

Glancing at the lunch that was obviously only enough for two people, Yan Xu sneered as expected, and said, "No need, I'll go to the city to eat."

Lian Zhen smiled and explained with an embarrassed expression: "Hey, you also know that your brother is arguing to buy a new car recently, and your sister is a girl, so the money for makeup is indispensable... No, all the cash at home is given to those two debt collectors." Well, your dad and I can only live frugally, and the food expenses for each meal are fixed, so...

It's okay, I'll eat less with your dad, anyway, it's time for dinner soon, let's eat together..."

Saying that, she wanted to pull Yan Xu's sleeve and let him sit down.

Yan Xu avoided her movements.

"It's okay, I can go to the city to eat." After finishing speaking, he turned and left quickly.

Lianzhen's shout came from behind, Yan Xu walked away without looking back, and a neighbor and Lianzhen's conversation came from behind.

"Zhenzhen, what's the matter?"

"I asked this kid to eat with us, but he didn't listen, so he went to the city to eat..."

……

Yan Xu snorted coldly.

Lian Zhen's words were full of loopholes.

If the family is really so tight, can there still be two or three meat dishes on a table?

It was obvious that he was reluctant to let him eat more, so there were only two servings on the table. It is estimated that after he really used up the meal, as soon as he walked away, Lian Zhen took out the food that was still stuffed in the pot to keep warm from the kitchen.

Lian Zhen did such things a lot.

When the food was served, there was one less serving, and the others didn't have enough to eat, so he blamed him, so he had to try to eat as little as possible.

Then as soon as he went upstairs, Lian Zhen added food to the others.

And he was so hungry that his seven or eight-year-old child looked like five or six.

It was also after he was able to make money later that he was able to steal a little bit while receiving his salary and add meals for himself, so he didn't grow into dried lentil sprouts.

He used to feel guilty and felt that Lian Zhen was also a victim, but what did he, Yan Xu, do wrong?

Blame him for not being born?

Lian Zhen's kindness towards him gradually faded under her deliberate targeting.

Yan Xu felt that he didn't owe her anything.

He didn't want to bother hating either.

Why bother?

He is not from this family.

In the future, he will have an unparalleled and happy family.

Ziqing...

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