Seduced you, the black-bellied male god is addicted

The night has come, and the colorful neon lights unintentionally adorn this icy world.Only that corner is deserted and deserted, which is incompatible with the grotesque atmosphere.Halfway up the mountain, a biting cold wind howled, and Yun Xun couldn't help wrapping his coat tightly.He stretched out his hand and knocked on the door of the hotel lightly.Once, twice.

The slight knock on the door still alarmed the man inside who closed his eyes and took a nap. The man's handsome brows were slightly frowned, and his every move on his beautiful face was full of charm.

At this time, besides Yun Xun, who would come to bother him, a person who has long since abandoned the world.

After a little hesitation, Ji Ranfeng got up and opened the door.Sure enough, there was that familiar face outside the door.But after turning around, his voice was already light without any ups and downs, like the voice of a machine, but with his natural gentleness. "Where are you coming?"

Yun Xun sat on the wooden stool with his legs crossed, curled his lips, and seemed unwilling to speak.After a long while, he still opened his mouth quietly, "Actually, you should know without me telling you."

"Call me back?"

"Well. If you don't go back this year, you haven't seen them for four years. Four years, not short. You should forgive your parents a little bit." With a sigh and advice, Yun Xun's tone was unprecedented seriously.

Year after year, he watched his friend who once had a voice like the warm sun and a smile like a spring breeze become what he is now, withdrawn and indifferent.It's like a hedgehog curled up backwards, using its own thorns to mercilessly pierce itself with many scars, and the bruises all over the body still don't stop.

"Forgive? Oh... Is it the words they taught you or your inner thoughts?" With a sneer, the temperature in Ji Ranfeng's voice dropped eight degrees suddenly, and even the water droplets in the air couldn't help but condense.Yun Xun put his legs down, propped his elbows on his knees, looked at the sneer at the corner of his mouth, and felt a slight pain in his heart, "Ran Feng. I"

"Yun. Let me tell you for the last time, if you only come here to help my parents, then you don't have to come again in the future." The tone of indifference has never been seen before.

Ji Ranfeng stood up and turned his back to Yun Xun, but his body was still trembling uncontrollably. After holding it for a long time, he still broke down and shouted, "You don't know what happened back then, how do you want me to forgive those murderers? ?ah?"

"Ran Feng, your parents, they don't know what the consequences will be." Pale's defense was so weak that Yun Xun felt that coming to him was tantamount to rubbing salt on his wound.

"I don't know? You can erase everything if you don't know? Manslaughter is also murder. If they weren't my parents, I would have sent them to prison a long time ago. Yun Xun," Ji Ranfeng turned around and looked straight at Looking at Yun Xun, the hurt emotion in his eyes poured out undisguisedly, like the sad howling of a wild beast, "My parents, the parents I thought were dearest, they killed the person I love the most! You want How can I forgive, how can I forgive?"

"Ran Feng, I'm sorry." The hand hanging by the side was clenched a little bit, and Yun Xun's fingers were almost digging into the stool.He has no position to persuade him.

If it was in the past, he had never loved anyone, and he might have spoken out a bunch of high-sounding reasons brazenly, using words that were difficult to convince himself to convince him.

But now, he also loves someone, with all his heart.Just thinking of a possible breakup feels like someone is piercing his heart with a knife, let alone a complete loss.

Losing, that was something he didn't even dare to think about.

"Yun, you don't need to apologize to me." Ji Ranfeng quickly sorted out his emotions, and when he spoke again, his tone was restored.This is what he has been best at for the past four years.No more anger, no more sadness.His heart beats for only one person.

"Ranfeng, in fact, I have been thinking before, how can I bring back Ji Ranfeng from the past. Then you are the one who is so dazzling. It's not like this, living in such a small hotel day and night Staring at the starry sky, staring at the lawn." Yun Xun's voice was also faint, probably because he thought of Si Xin, and the corners of his mouth couldn't help but outline a touch of arc, "But now, I don't intend to persuade you anymore. Because I have no matter what. I can't lose the person, I understand your feelings. Right here, even if you are alone, you feel that he is with you. Even if I feel deserted, you will not feel lonely. Because you can stay here, every day To be with him all night is the happiest thing for you."

Hearing this, Ji Ranfeng's frowning brows eased a little bit, took a deep breath, and patted Yun Xun's shoulder, "It's all good if you understand." Then he lay on his back on the bed, staring blankly at the ceiling, " Remember, this mountain is the place we first discovered. Every time we have something unhappy, we will come here together. At that time, we agreed that if we have someone we like, then the place for the first date It must be here."

Speaking of this, Ji Ranfeng couldn't help laughing, "I still remember your dumbfounded look when I brought Zi Xiao over. It was the first time I saw you with that expression. Now that I think about it, I still find it funny. "

"Yeah, you really scared me that time. At first I thought it was a tomboy who disguised himself as a man, but when I opened my mouth..."

"Ha... I never thought I would fall in love with a boy, and I love him so much, I wish I could put all the best things in the world in front of him, but I still don't think it's enough."

Sensing Ji Ranfeng's choked sobs, Yun Xun paused, but didn't speak.

"At that time, how could I have thought that one day he would just leave like this without warning. Yun, you said, how is it possible. The day before we had agreed to get married after graduation, but what, He was lying in my arms covered in blood, crying and telling me that he was leaving, let me live well. I could only watch his body covered with a white cloth, and we would never see each other again. "

Big tears rolled down his cheeks, pale fragility covered his beautiful face.Yun Xun watched quietly, not daring to disturb.He never knew that a big man would have such a helpless expression as if he had been abandoned by the whole world.No, not the whole world, without the one you love, what is there to miss in this world?

The helpless crying became louder and louder, and Ji Ranfeng's face was covered with criss-cross tears.Thinking of Zixiao's smile, his whole body convulsed in pain, he could only curl himself up, pretending that he was not alone.

The sobs became clearer in the cold air, Yun Xun got up and sat next to him, patted his back lightly, like coaxing a child.It hurts so much, he knows it.

In the time apart from his idiot, he tasted only a ten-thousandth of what he was.

After a long time, the sobbing sound gradually decreased, and finally disappeared.Ji Ranfeng turned around and sat up, showing a forced smile, his voice was hoarse from crying, "I'm sorry. You can sleep here tonight, and I'll take you to the airport tomorrow."

"Ah."

Without Ji Ranfeng leading the way, Yun Xun arrived at the room that he and Si Xin had already contracted by himself.