Seduced you, the black-bellied male god is addicted

When Si Xin slowly came out of the bathroom, Yun Xun had already set the meal on the dining table.Seeing him coming out, he smiled and waved to him, "Come and eat."

"Yeah." Si Xin bit her lower lip lightly, but couldn't restrain the turbulent emotion in her heart.Why do you treat him so well, please don't treat him so well again.

"Idiot." Seeing that Si Xin was still standing still, Yun Xun got up, pulled him to sit beside her, and pampered his head, "Eat quickly."

Si Xin lowered her head and gritted her teeth tightly to keep her tears from coming out.If this is a dream, then he will never wake up for the rest of his life.

For the whole meal, Si Xin ate with his head down. He just ate the rice in the bowl with big mouthfuls, and didn't pick up any vegetables at all.Seeing this, Yun Xun shook his head helplessly, stretched out his chopsticks and took a big mouthful of vegetables into Si Xin's bowl, "Idiot, what's good about rice, eat the vegetables."

"I...I..." The choked voice could no longer be concealed, Si Xin pursed her lips tightly, but tears still fell on the chopsticks that Yun Xun had not had time to take back, and the sound was clear and deafening.

With a sharp pain in his heart, Yun Xun hastily raised Si Xin's face that was almost buried in the bowl.Tears rolled down his face recklessly, and the tears that were too late to fall were still rolling in his eyes, but Si Xin still bit his lips tightly, the lips turned white after being bitten by him.

"Idiot, don't cry." Yun Xun took Si Xin into his arms, lowered his head and kissed away the tears from the corners of his eyes, and at the same time patted his back lightly, murmuring, "Good boy, stop crying ah."

Si Xin's tears flowed more and more with Yun Xun's words, as if she wanted to flow out all the thoughts accumulated in this month.His voice was intermittent due to sobbing, but he still sniffed and opened his mouth with difficulty, "You... don't treat me like this, so... okay, don't be so nice... please..."

"If you don't treat me well, I don't want anyone in the world to be worthy of me treating him like this. Idiot."

"But... we... can't be together... I can't... be with you... no..."

"Why?" Yun Xun turned Si Xin's face to her, held it in both hands, and looked into his eyes seriously, "Why can't you be with me?"

"I..." Si Xin wanted to avoid Yun Xun's eyes, but because his head was fixed, he had nowhere to escape.

Yun Xun pursed his lips and said slowly, "Because of Lin Xiaobai's words?"

"You... how do you know?" Si Xin asked subconsciously with wide-eyed eyes, and then realized that she quickly covered her mouth and shook her head desperately.

"Don't lie to me."

"I... am not... that..."

"Who allowed you to do my best on your own?"

Si Xin's deepest thoughts were uttered naked by Yun Xun. He was so embarrassed that even the roots of his ears were red, but he didn't know how to explain it.

"You said you broke up because you were afraid that others would judge me, didn't you?"

"I……"

"Are you afraid of it?"

"Afraid of... what?"

"Being gossiped behind my back for being with me."

"I'm not afraid." Si Xin replied firmly, as long as he is with Yun Xun, he is not even afraid of death.

"Then why do you think that I will be afraid and care for me?"

"I...just...an ordinary person. But...you...different...Lin Xiaobai said...you can't have flaws...you are the successor of Yunlin Group...unlike me...I, I will be your stain .I don't want...don't want...to be your stain, don't want...don't want to..." Si Xin's voice became lower and lower, with a strong nasal tone, and the eyes that had just recovered a little were filled with tears again.

"Are you an idiot?" Yun Xun gently rubbed the corners of Si Xin's eyes with his hands to keep the tears from flowing, and his voice became more and more gentle, "You are not my stain."

"Yes... I am... If I hadn't been stalking you... You wouldn't be gay... Blame me... Blame me... You could have found... Find a very good woman... And get married and have children... But yes I...I ruined all of this...so...now that I leave...it's still too late...to return your original world to you..."

"Are you really a fucking idiot?" Yun Xun's voice suddenly increased, and Si Xin immediately stopped talking in fright.

"Si Xin."

"Hmm..." Hearing Yun Xun solemnly calling his name, Si Xin adjusted his emotions and stopped crying. He looked straight at Yun Xun with red eyes, and tightly clenched the hand beside him.

"Idiot. I'm only saying this once, so you hear me anyway."

"What?" Si Xin asked ignorantly.

"It's been almost 20 years, and I have never known what feelings are. I only know benefits since I was a child. This is the only thing my parents taught me. People who can't bring you benefits don't bother to get along."

Yun Xun paused, as if he was embarrassed by what he said next, "You are different. For me, you are the only exception. From you, I can get happiness, I can feel happiness. You make me feel, It turns out that I can also be a person with feelings.”

"So, idiot, you have never been my stain, my burden, you are my only happiness. Without you, I will never fall in love with anyone else."

"But...but...because of me, you will be looked down upon by others..."

"Why do they look down on us. Also, I don't need them to look up to me. Other people's thoughts are nothing to me. Idiot, I only care about your thoughts. I just want to know that with me, you are happy ?"

"I...but..."

"There are so many but. As long as you can stay with me with firm belief, all difficulties are not difficult for me."

"But... your parents won't agree."

"They? I'll make them agree."

"But..." Si Xin pursed her lips and wanted to speak, but was blocked by Yun Xun.

"With me, do you want to. I just want you to say a word, and I will solve all the problems. You just need to follow me obediently."

"I... I am willing." Si Xin nodded shyly, then remembered something, and said quickly, "But... I can't give you... a child."

"Are you trying to exhaust me. It's not enough to take care of one idiot, but another one?"

"me……"

All the words that wanted to refute were swallowed up by Yun Xun's kiss.Tossing and grinding together, ears and temples handing over.

This winter will never be cold again.