Seduced you, the black-bellied male god is addicted

Since that day, Si Xin has never looked for Yun Xun again.What he does every day is to go to class, eat, get out of class, eat, and sleep again and again.

At first, Sun Ming and Li Lin thought that he was depressed because he couldn't live with his girlfriend.But a week has passed like this, and this week, they have never seen a smile on Si Xin's face, and even when they talk to him, he tends to ignore him, which is not normal.

On Friday night, Si Xin, like before, went to bed early after washing without saying a word.After leaving Yun Xun, he seems to understand why Mo An likes to be quiet.Because only quietness can make him feel that his heart is still beating.He didn't want to live the life of a walking dead, but he couldn't help it. Apart from Yun Xun, there was nothing else that could make him have the urge to speak.When he was with Yun Xun, even if he didn't speak, but just quietly read a book beside him, he would feel that the years are peaceful.

But now, lying quietly and alone on the bed, he realized that the time of stillness is so hard to endure.

"Si Xin. What's going on with you these days? Tell me about it..." Sun Ming looked at Si Xin who was lying quietly on the bed without any sense of existence, and finally couldn't help asking.

Si Xin turned over, faced them, and said in a weak voice, "I'm fine."

"Who the hell are you lying to? Anyone with long eyes can tell that something is wrong with you." Sun Ming put down the dumbbells, leaned against Si Xin's bed, and patted his bed. stand up. "Did your girlfriend dump you?"

"No. I'm fine."

"Tell the truth to my buddy, did that woman hook up with someone else?"

"Stop guessing." Si Xin turned over again, facing the wall, not wanting to speak again.

"It seems that I guessed it right." Sun Ming sighed and sat back on his bed, "To tell you the truth, I also had such an experience."

Si Xin was good at covering her ears with her hands, not wanting to hear.Can't let him stay in his own world quietly.

Sun Ming seemed to be lost in his own memories, regardless of whether Si Xin was listening or not, he began to talk, "It was a dark and stormy night, and I..."

"I've said it a hundred times, are you annoying?" Li Lin loudly stopped Sun Ming's upcoming Qiong Yao novel and drama. "Isn't it that you found out that your girlfriend was having an affair with someone else. It's not a big deal."

"You..." Sun Ming's already brewing atmosphere was destroyed by Li Lin's words, and he couldn't help becoming angry from embarrassment.Just when she was about to start scolding, Si Xin said lightly, "Do you love her?"

"Love who?"

"Your ex-girlfriend who had an affair with someone else." With several adjectives stacked together, Sun Ming couldn't even pretend he didn't understand.

He cleared his throat, as if he didn't know how to answer, "Love, I can't say it."

"Then why are you with her?"

"It's about finding a companion when you're lonely. Don't talk nonsense about whether you love it or not. Let me tell you, being in love is about clearing up the time. There's no such thing as changing the world, but affection remains unchanged." Sun Ming twitched the corners of his mouth, casual.

"Is that so?"

Sun Ming shrugged and said nothing.Si Xin turned around and closed her eyes, with a tear gently passing by the corner of her eyes.

You can be together if you don't love, but you can't be together if you love.Just because they are all men, so they can't.

Why do you want to do this.Why.

He misses Yun Xun so much, so much.He misses his embrace, his kiss, his poisonous tongue, everything about him.

He wanted to be with him desperately, but why couldn't the world accept it.

Does gender determine love? It determines nothing.But because of it, people stand on the highest point of morality, look at the people who love each other with cold eyes, and criticize and abuse.

He is not afraid, he is not afraid of anything.But he was afraid that his sun would be splashed with layers of sewage by vicious people, so that it would no longer be able to shine brightly.

So his decision was right, it was right, it must be right.

In the middle of the night, Yun Xun frowned, tossed and turned several times, and slowly opened his eyes.He got out of bed and opened the curtains.Opposite is another building, and there are still dots of light in the middle of the night, which looks extremely lonely in the dark night.

Yun Xun sat on the edge of the bed, gently kneading the center of his eyebrows with his thumb and forefinger, his eyes glaring with fatigue.

After Si Xin left, he never had a restful sleep.Every time I fall asleep, I wake up again.The capriciousness made him haggard a lot.

In less than two months, Si Xin has only been here for less than two months, and he has had such a big influence on him.Didn't I live by myself for the past ten years?Why now, after Si Xin left, he could never return to his former life.

Yun Xun got up and turned on the light in the bedroom, and the whole room was filled with light in an instant.He sat back on the bed, looked at the neat quilt beside him, but couldn't help stretching out his hand to stroke the pillow lightly.Here, it should be Si Xin's peaceful sleeping face.Si Xin is very obedient when he sleeps, and he can maintain a position all night without changing it, so he doesn't have to worry that he will disturb himself.He would just nestle in his arms, with his mouth bulging, making a slight exhalation sound, and occasionally licking his lips, flattening his mouth, making people want to ravage him.

Yun Xun moved his body inside, and lay on the place where Si Xin used to lie, covered with the quilt that Si Xin had covered, and on the pillow that Si Xin used to sleep on.Smelling the faint scent of Di Si Xin, Yun Xun relaxed his frown and fell asleep slowly.

Our nights are so different and yet so the same.

We miss each other, but we have to separate.

I secretly do you good, you think I'm not brave enough.

Neither of us speak.