Seduced you, the black-bellied male god is addicted

Because of Yun Xun's words, the room suddenly became quiet, and everyone's breathing could be heard clearly.

Si Xin's mother seemed to be slightly dazzled by Yun Xun's words just now, but after a while, she came back to her senses and gently twitched the corners of her mouth, "Yun Xun, I don't need you to die for my son, so you You don’t have to say such things, and don’t think that I will be moved.”

"I just want a child, I just want to have a grandson in the future. When it's the holidays, the whole family can get together and have a warm meal."

"So Mom, in order for you to hold your grandson, are you going to sacrifice my love? Huh? How can you be so selfish?" Yun Xun's words just now shocked Si Xin too much, and he couldn't bear it anymore Containing the excitement gushing in his heart, he struggled to break free from his parents' restraints, stood up and shouted at them.

Si Xin's mother was taken aback by Si Xin's sudden cry, and then her eyebrows gathered a strong sense of desolation. She dragged Si Xin to her side again, and then opened her mouth with white lips, each The words were trembling, "Xinxin, you say mom...selfish? Anyone can accuse me, but you can't! Let me tell you, you can't! I raised you and spoiled you since I was a child. What do you want from me? I didn't give it to you, what request did you ask me and I didn't satisfy you? But in the end, what did I get? How could I be so selfish after getting your sentence? Son, how can you treat Mom like this? "

"Mom...I'm sorry...I'm sorry...I didn't...I didn't mean to say that about you..." At the moment Si Xin's mother stopped talking, all kinds of Si Xin's mother's good memories of him emerged from his mind little by little. Xin couldn't help but choked up.As if a big hole had been punctured in the body full of motivation just now, Si Xin fell powerlessly on the sofa, his eyes were deeply red.

"Son, listen to your mother, okay? Just listen to your mother this time, okay? Don't be with him, he is a man. Now you think you love deeply, but ten years later, 20 years later, you The relationship between them will gradually fade away. What is left to you in the end is just a sign that you used to be gay. So, listen to the fuck, okay?" Si Xin's mother squatted in front of Si Xin at some point, Looking at him carefully with soft eyes, he opened his mouth slowly.

Si Xin turned his face away in an evasive way, but he couldn't hide his mother's persuasive words, he suddenly felt a bit confused, as if a hole had been torn in his heart, and he was put into something unknown again, making him For a moment, he didn't know whether he felt pain or numbness.

He didn't dare to look at Yun Xun's expression, because he was different from Yun Xun.

Yun Xun could openly fight for him with his father, but he dared not.

Because Yun Xun has listened to his father since he was a child, and gradually became what he is now, so he can beg his father, "Dad, this time, can you help me?"

But his situation is completely opposite. His parents have loved him since he was a child, listened to him, left him all good things, and were not willing to let him suffer a little bit of grievance. When he asked him in a begging tone, "Son, can you listen to Mom this time?", no matter how hard he forced himself, he couldn't say a word of resolute rejection.

All he had to choose was to escape.

Si Xin bit her lower lip tightly, and after a while, she slowly raised her head.After he glanced at Yun Xun, he looked at Si Xin's mother again, and said in a flustered voice, "Mom, I...my head hurts a little, I think...go back to...the room first."

After he finished saying this, he didn't dare to look at Yun Xun again, he ran to his room almost like running away, locked the door, and squatted down against the cold door.

Si Xin's mother looked at Si Xin's running back, and knew in her heart that his attitude was not as firm as before.

Son, Mom is doing it for your own good.

From now on, you will know how happy it is to have children around you.I can't let you ruin the future because of this ignorant relationship.

After Si Xin's mother was pulled up by Si Xin's father to sit on the sofa, she turned her gaze back to Yun Xun, who stood aside like a sculpture.

After staring at Yun Xun for a while, Si Xin's mother finally spoke, her voice lost the indifference just now, "Yun Xun, Si Xin's father and I, we are ordinary people who are so traditional that we can no longer be traditional, so, Don't bother trying to persuade us any more, it is absolutely impossible for us to accept the advanced statement from your mouth."

At this point, Si Xin's mother paused, and after seeing that Yun Xun did not refute, she continued, "There is an old saying in China that there are three types of unfilial piety, and the greatest is to have no descendants. I believe you have heard it too. Yun Xun, I don't care about you." Will my parents agree, anyway, I will definitely let Si Xin marry a woman and have children in the future. So, you should leave as soon as possible. I have made up my mind, no matter how much you say, it will be useless."

Yun Xun's expression was still stunned, he turned a deaf ear to Si Xin's mother's words just now, his eyes just stared at the direction Si Xin ran just now, it seemed that Si Xin would run out again in the next second and throw himself into his arms.

He would rub his head in his arms and act like a baby with him, his voice was sweet as if soaked in honey, "Xun, let's go home."

"Did you hear what I said?" Si Xin's mother saw that Yun Xun was still staring at one direction, completely ignoring her, and asked loudly again.

Only then did Yun Xun seem to come back to his senses, looking at Si Xin's mother with a layer of mist in his eyes, and then froze in Si Xin's direction again.

"Yun Xun, you child." Si Xin's mother looked at Yun Xun's dull eyes at the moment, and then thought about his confident and ostentatious eyes before, and couldn't help but let out a sigh. "If you and Xinxin are good friends, I would naturally be 1 willing. But, why did you have to develop such a deformed relationship? I believe that Xinxin just listened to my words and escaped Yours. So, don't be stubborn anymore, go back and think about it, Auntie hopes that Yi can choose the right path."

Did you really escape from me?

Yun Xun's originally stiff body seemed to stagger because of this sentence. He took several deep breaths before saying goodbye to Si Xin's mother, and then walked out of the house step by step with difficulty.

When I went out this time, my mood was completely opposite to when I came here.

How can I describe this utter indifference?

He came here wearing the stars and wearing the moon, hoping to fight side by side with him.

He thought of everything, but he never thought that the person who had promised to fight with him would drop his helmet and armor in a panic at the moment of the battle.

It was nearly twelve o'clock at this time, and there was no one in the dark night.Yun Xun put his hands in his pockets, his face regained his indifference, and his whole body was filled with an aura of keeping strangers away, as if the distraught him just now never existed.

Where should I go?

Yun Xun was walking through unfamiliar streets, when he suddenly heard a familiar singing voice.

"I came to your city,

Walk the way you came.

Imagine the days without me,

how lonely you are. "

is that so?Si Xin.

Did you walk through the streets so alone when I was not there?

Accept my company for you, okay?

How I want you not to be alone anymore.

He remembered that during the military training, when Si Xin was picked up by the instructor, he was so pitiful that he seemed to be abandoned by the whole world.

He remembered that rainy night when they broke up, Si Xin was lying on the playground cold and unconscious.

He remembered that when he deliberately teased him, he pouted with an expression of dissatisfaction but had to succumb.

He remembered a lot...

The song was still playing, and at this moment, he suddenly understood.

This person is his life, his blood.

No matter what Si Xin chooses, he cannot give up.

Because of abandoning him, his life would no longer be complete.

Yun Xun ran back with all his might, his thoughts cleared up for a while.

………………

Si Xin squatted behind the door panel for an unknown how long, until his legs slipped and fell on the hard floor without any strength, and he seemed to have recovered from the state of soul withdrawal just now.

It had been so long since it hurt so much, it was so long that he almost forgot.

My whole body couldn't help but want to twitch, want to bang my head against the wall one after another, want to cut my skin fiercely with a knife.

Si Xin almost exhausted all her strength to hold back the urge to self-mutilate, but chose to walk slowly, step by step, to her bed, and buried her head in the quilt.

I can't even cry.

Because he is not qualified.

As if a century had passed, the locked door was opened again from the outside.

Si Xin took a deep breath before adjusting her emotions, poked her head out of the quilt, and looked at the figure gradually approaching her, "Mom."

"Xin Xin." Si Xin's mother sat next to him, patted Si Xin's head affectionately, and said gently, "Mom knows you are not feeling well now."

Si Xin closed her eyes and did not speak.

"Son, mom is someone who has been here, and time will dilute everything. Although you will feel uncomfortable because of Yun Xun now, maybe after you have separated for a few years, you will even forget what he looks like."

No, Mom, never.You don't understand, you don't regard my love as love, so you judge our future so hastily.But I don't know, that is the only love in my life. Even in the next life, I will still remember clearly what the person I love looks like.

Because it's not in my eyes, it's not in my head, it's in my heart.

I will never forget a single bit of him until my heart stops beating.

But what was the use of telling his mother about it.

A bitter smile appeared on the corner of Si Xin's mouth, "Mom, I will consider what you said."

"Well, Xin Xin, you have been the most obedient child in my mother's heart since childhood. Mom believes that this time, you will not let mom down, right?" Si Xin's mother looked at Si Xin's face and asked expectantly .

The answer she wanted was nothing more than one, no.

Si Xin bit her lip, and finally gave her an ambiguous answer, "Mom, let me... think about it again."

"Okay, then don't think too late, it's almost twelve o'clock, you go to bed early." After Si Xin's mother instructed Si Xin again, she came out of his room and walked to her own bedroom.

Si Xin's father had already taken a shower and was sitting on the bed. Seeing Si Xin's mother approaching, he quickly asked, "How is it, son, did you let go?"

"I think it's almost the same. His attitude is far less firm than before. Let him think about it for another night, and he will probably think about it tomorrow."

"That's good." Si Xin's father sighed for a long time, and a few wrinkles seemed to appear on his vicissitudes of life. "I really don't know what crimes I committed in my previous life. My son... unexpectedly... I never dreamed that this would happen to our son."

"Oh, Lao Si, fortunately our child is still obedient. With my persuasion, I can rein in the precipice, so that I won't make any big mistakes in the future." Si Xin's mother also lay down on the bed wearily, and sighed.

………………

Twelve in the morning.

Si Xin was lying on the bed with the fluorescent lamp on, staring blankly at the ceiling, his mind was in a mess.

Si Xin's mother's earnest voice and Yun Xun's magnetic voice rang in his ears alternately, like a magic spell, making his head hurt.

If he listens to his parents this time and chooses to break up with Yun Xun, he will abandon Yun Xun for the second time.

If they really choose to separate again this time, it will completely break Yun Xun's heart.

He will never care about himself again, and all the privileges he gave himself will be taken back.

After that, they became complete strangers.

Do you really have to go this far?

He didn't want to, not at all.

If there is no Yun Xun in his life, what is the meaning of his life?

It's just the walking dead.

"Si Xin! Idiot! Si Xin!! Idiot! Idiot!!"

Yun Xun's distant voice came from under the window, and the decibels reached Si Xin's eardrums unabated.

Si Xin, who was lying on the bed like a mummy, straightened up instantly, almost staggered off the bed, and ran directly to the window to open it.

Seeing Si Xin poking his head out of the window, Yun Xun stopped shouting and silently mouthed to him, "Come down."

Seeing that Si Xin was still in a daze with a look of confusion, Yun Xun said again, angrily, "If you don't dare to come down, you will die."

Without any further hesitation, Si Xin closed the window and ran downstairs quickly.

Go on, let him be selfish again.

Because Si Xin's parents' bedroom was just opposite to Si Xin's, so even though Yun Xun was so loud just now, they didn't hear a single sound from there.Moreover, Si Xin was so tired that they almost fell asleep as soon as they touched the bed.Therefore, Si Xin exited the room safely without disturbing them at all.

When Si Xin arrived downstairs, Yun Xun was already sitting on the bench beside him.

At ten o'clock in the morning, there was no one in the community, and the dark night enveloped the land.Without daylight, it seems that all actions will be ignored.

Si Xin approached Yun Xun slowly, and sat down next to him, but his body began to tremble belatedly.

He must be angry with himself. When he needed him so much, he shamefully chose to escape.

Si Xin's body trembled uncontrollably, he subconsciously glanced at Yun Xun, but found that his side face at the moment was cold and without any emotion.The tears that had been suppressed desperately just now gushed out like a flood.

"Xun, I'm sorry...I'm sorry...You scold me, scold me. Don't do this...don't ignore me like this..." Compared with indifference, Si Xin hopes that Yun Xun can scold him severely at this moment.

But this man is always like this.Try to punish him when he's fine or when he makes a small mistake.After he really made a big mistake, he tolerated him with a big embrace.

For Yun Xun, Si Xin's tears are the sharpest weapon in the world.

He is not afraid of anything, but he is afraid of a single tear from the person he loves most.

There was a helpless sigh in the silent night, and then Si Xin felt that he was pulled into an extremely familiar and warm embrace. When he looked up, he saw the long and narrow pair that once shone with light but now was completely dark. His eyes stared straight at him.

After a while, he seemed to hear Yun Xun's long voice, "Idiot, what do you want me to do?"

"Xun... woo... I... I don't know. I don't know what to do. My mother, she...she really won't agree to us being together. She just... just wants us to break up, Xun , You said...you said what should I do?" Si Xin's voice was broken and choked up.He was like a wild animal trapped in a cage, and could only howl mournfully.

"So, will you give up being with me because of your mother?" Yun Xun reached out to lift Si Xin's chin, wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes, and forced him to look at him.

"I don't know...I really don't know...My mother begged me, she kept begging me...I can't...Xun, I..."

"Then do you love me?" Before Si Xin finished speaking, Yun Xun asked another question.

"Love...love you."

"How much love?"

"You said, you can die for me, and I can die for you." Si Xin sniffed, swearing.

I love you, is the thing I firmly believe in in my life.So, doubt nothing, don't doubt my love for you.

"In this case, can you promise me one thing?" Yun Xun squeezed Si Xin's hand, holding it very hard.

At that moment, Si Xin could clearly see that Yun Xun's eyes were shining again.

"Well, Xun, tell me." Si Xin nodded heavily.

Yun Xun took a deep look at Si Xin, then pulled him into his arms, put his hands on his back and caressed him, and said softly, "Don't compromise with your parents, can you? At least let me be in front of them." Go for it. If you compromise at the beginning, I honestly don't know what I'm going to do with it."

Yes, if Yun Xun can really get his parents to agree in the end, it is not certain.Then if he gave up at the beginning, why would he talk about loving him.

Si Xin's eyes gradually became firm. He stretched out his arms and wrapped them tightly around Yun Xun's neck, pressed his lips against his ears, and replied seriously, "Xun, I promise you. I won't compromise."

"My baby is so obedient." Yun Xun finally showed a faint smile when he heard the words, "You are so obedient."