About my brother and I are both gravity making this thing

024 How Small is Tokyo?

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I knelt on the tatami mat, ignoring my numb legs, and could only stare at a broken rough section on the porcelain plate in front of me without moving or taking my eyes off it.

How did the situation develop from the farewell between Atobe and Akashi to the dinner between the Hyotei Tennis Club and the Razan Basketball Club?I pondered this question.

Honestly I'm also scratching my head.I just think about fighting poison with poison, after all, Atobe and Akashi have been difficult to deal with since they were young.

When they were in the second grade of primary school, they didn’t know what they were arguing about, so they held a courage test where only the two of them participated—the childish confrontation of who would close their eyes first when watching a ghost movie, who would call for help first when going to a haunted house, I have to be dragged to arbitrate-although the ending is that they both reacted in line with "manly", but those two pairs of teary eyes are still vividly remembered (even though they both expressed to me more than once) I hope I can forget this dark history).

Two people with such a good and bad relationship, maybe let them meet and quarrel, I can find the kind of comfort when I get along with each other when I was a child, instead of being so awkward like now that I don’t even know whether to curl my fingers into the sleeves inside.

Unexpectedly, these two people have matured a lot. Of course, it may also be because there are so many people around. In short, they did not put on a tit-for-tat appearance as I thought, but put on hypocritical smiles.

Then I heard Atobe, who was the host, say that guests from afar should not be allowed to go home with a hungry stomach.

And then we—the "men" include: Hyotei Tennis Club, Luoshan Basketball Club, and me who really want to go home—a group of people came to a hotel in the west area of ​​Ikebukuro recommended by Hiyake people. kebab shop.

The place name of Ikebukuro was like the last straw that broke the camel's back. I gave up thinking with a pale face, and followed Atobe with my head covered and turned like a walking dead, telling myself not to listen, not to look, not to think, Sai Ulti doesn't usually go out during the day, and she doesn't!

"If you don't want to eat barbecue, you still have a chance to regret it now."

Maybe it's because I put myself in space, when Atobe pushed the steaming barley tea over, the sound of the bottom of the ceramic cup rubbing against the solid wood table made me tremble.

The per capita consumption of this barbecue restaurant hidden in the corner of Ikebukuro is also one of the reasons why it has so few customers.In the small shop with every inch of gold and land, there are only our group and the boss who is busy preparing dishes.He was still sitting behind the cashier eating yokan when he opened the store door.

Shishido Ryo and Hayama Kotaro got along well, Shibuchi Reo and Ninzu Yushi had a great conversation, and I even heard love psychology words such as the suspension bridge effect, the primacy effect, and the Gullie effect that appeared in their conversations... …

In this unharmonious and harmonious atmosphere, I looked up at Atobe, looked down at the light blue tea in the cup, and looked up at the person sitting on the other side who was also staring at me non-stop. Akashi finally got up unbearably and said:

"You two! Are you trying to kill me with your eyes?!"

And why don't you sit among your own members, but stay with me like a door god? !

Meals will become much more unpalatable!

"What nonsense are you talking about again? Aren't you just looking at you normally?" Atobe looked away calmly and picked up the teapot to fill his cup. For the first time, he didn't let Huadi do it for him. Could it be that today's sun To fall from the east? "Is it because you have been under too much pressure recently and your spirit is so sensitive? Do you want to transfer the affairs of the student union to Xu Wangxun, and I will give you two days off?"

"Really?!" The second half of Atobe's sentence made all the swear words I was sorting out disappear into the sea, and I didn't care if Akashi was still staring at me from the side, and pressed his hands on Atobe's shoulders sideways After a while of shaking, "You have to remember what you said today! There are so many people listening here, but there is no room for you to go back on your word!!!"

"Huh? When did my uncle keep the agreement with you?" He raised his eyebrows, and while taking my hand off his shoulder, he squeezed my palm hard.

I immediately withdrew my hand and shook it.In fact, pinching the palm of the hand doesn't hurt very much. I don't know why Atobe is unhappy.

This seemingly intimate little gesture is usually used by him to express dissatisfaction with me.At first, it was because I told Atobe that I didn't know anything about the piano, and he didn't believe it, so he grabbed my hand and checked it.

In my opinion no musical instrument is as solid as a book of classical physics.Talking about cultivating sentiment is just a nonsense for parents to coax children to hope that they can sit in one place and not run around.And Zhong never forced me to do anything, after all, he put down his wild words and promised me that I could have sunshine, freedom and Xiaohua.So no matter whether it is reading or doing homework, after finishing what you should do, you can play if you want to play in the rest of the time.

Do I have to learn piano? !At that time, I poked my waist and questioned Atobe, but he was at a loss for words.But only for a while, he then asked me: What else do you know?Flute, mabalin, stringed instrument or something?

I shook my head like a rattle and told him confidently: I don't know anything.

But I know the theory of black hole thermodynamics that the larger the black hole, the lower the temperature. The heat emitted by the largest black hole in the universe is 10-17th power Kelvin, which is almost close to absolute zero.

At that time, Atobu's face was still round, and his eyes looked bigger than now, like a goose.

And the way the dumb goose fell into silence is still very funny when I think about it now

I used to envy other girls with slender and slender fingers, but Zhong also said that it doesn’t matter if I am always small and fleshy, because the person who really likes me, loves me and wants to be with me forever will definitely prepare for me The one and only ring that suits me best in the whole world.

But what if he wasn't ready?I also asked this question.

Zhong Ye was silent for a while, and then said: If he is not ready, he will not marry, and the poor man who can't even afford a ring and wants to marry my sister, stay where he is cool!

"deep sea."

Memories stopped abruptly, someone was calling me.I followed the sound and looked sideways, and Akashi's face softened a lot under the warm lights in the store.

Whether the personality fusion is smooth or not, simple or not, is not something I can decide on my own.However, at this moment, he should be the Seijuro I am familiar with.

I asked him, "What's wrong?"

"Sit down, it's time to start the fire. This store uses charcoal." Akashi gestured to me with his eyes to look at the boss who was coming with a brazier, and his face was flushed red by the heat wave.When the hot charcoal is fiddled with, lively sparks splash out.

The safety hazard of this store is really not small. It is obviously decorated with a lot of tatami mats and wood, but it still dares to use open flames.And the boys around me are all wearing team uniforms, they don't care much about it, but the Ice Emperor uniform on me is precious.Even if the money is not bad, I am reluctant to burn my clothes.

It's really hard to agree with Xiang Riyue's taste, but because the boss is still diligently adding charcoal to the oven for us, I can only keep silent.

Although skirts are a compulsory course for every girl, it still makes me feel a little difficult to act on this occasion. I always have to pay attention to this and that, and my hands are bound.

"Mibuchi, can you pass me my coat?"

I was pinching the corner of my skirt to hide from the little sparks flying around, when Akashi stretched out his hand to Reo Mibuchi.

The heating in the store was not turned on enough, and I was about to ask him if he felt cold and if he should ask the boss to turn up the temperature of the air conditioner.That Luoshan team uniform was covering my knees before I could make a sound.Akashi pulled up both sleeves and tied the jacket around my waist.

"Ah, Xiaozheng is really considerate." Shibuchi sighed in a loud voice, as if I was afraid I couldn't hear him.

It stands to reason that barbecue restaurants should prepare aprons for customers, but I can't laugh at him for unnecessary actions like I usually do when I get along with Atobe.But if I say that my relationship with him is not as good as Atobe's, I don't think it's right.

After all, they are two people with completely different personalities, and they have their own ways of getting along with friends, but I dare not delve into their differences and commonalities.

Ms. Hongye once told me that if you think too much about some things, they will become as perishable as a can that leaks air after opening.

It's too embarrassing to be sentimental, so it's better not to think about it at all.

I glared at Mibuchi, and by the way, I noticed that Ninata Yushi who was sitting next to him had a meaningful smile on his face.

Because of the angle of view, I didn't realize that Akashi's action of helping to tie his clothes almost put me in his arms.Even though I knew that he kept a certain distance from me during the whole process, it seemed to be another situation in the eyes of others.

I muttered to Akashi to say thank you, and then reminded him, "Tell me in advance, if you get oil later, don't blame me..."

He smiled, noncommittal.

Out of the corner of his eye, he didn't see Atobe next to him.He didn't know when he left his position, and he could be seen behind the hollow carved wooden screen, holding up the phone, probably discussing something with him.

Xiang Riyue took the opportunity to come over, he grabbed the soft cushion I was sitting on, and dragged me to the direction of Bingdi——we set a large table with concentric circles for twenty people Also more than adequate for the kind of big.I know that some people must be tempted to complain about why the barbecue restaurant uses round tables, but it is true, so it can be regarded as their own maverick.On the left side of this table facing the store door, most of the eight people from the Bingdi Tennis Club were sitting, and on the right half were five people from the Luoshan Basketball Club. The difference in the number of people was obvious.

The sudden acceleration made me almost lose my center of gravity and fall on the tatami mat. Just when I wanted to lose my temper and turn my head to scold Hiyakeren for being crazy, he helped me up in a hurry. His sincere and fearful attitude made me stunned for a long time. When I realized it, I held his sister's head and asked, "Xiang Ri, wake up, have you been lowered?"

"Crazy! You are the only one who has been lowered!"

Yep, that's a normal reaction.I patted his smooth and delicate face contentedly before withdrawing my hand, and Xiang Hiyake was almost jumped up by my anger, but Shinobu Yushi held him back.

Often, Xiang Riyue's outspoken abnormality will be supported by Ninzu Yushi, and this time is no exception.

He seemed to have something to say to me, but he looked in the direction of Akashi first, and apologized to him with a smile, "Sorry, I have something to do with our accountant."

I don't know if it's my illusion, but he seems to pronounce the word "we" very clearly.

It's so weird that even the oily Osaka accent is a little out of tune.

"Why? What do you want me to do? I'm the accountant of the student union, not the accountant of your tennis club. You can figure it out for me!" Atobe had just promised me that I would be on vacation for less than 10 minutes, when they suddenly said they wanted to ask me for something.Usually, I don't have much contact with the tennis club, except that when they come to the student union office to find the Atobu, they will look up and look down. I haven't even talked as much with Ninaku Yuji as I have with Hana!

This fact is anomalous.I couldn't help raising my vigilance, and my back was straight.

"Tsk, look at how cowardly you are!" Shido Ryo obviously saw my thoughts clearly, and he unceremoniously showed his dislike for me, "I didn't arrest you to make soup, why are you so nervous?"

"It's illegal to catch a child making soup, and resistance is considered self-defense."

"Does that mean you can beat us?" Rijiruo, who was in the first grade with all eyes on his eyes, really showed no respect for his seniors.He looked at my thin arms, then sneered and stopped talking.

With a polite yet awkward smile, I picked the tatami mat made of rush with my fingers little by little.

Shinobu hurriedly came out to smooth things over, "Wait, wait, what's going on with this tense atmosphere?"

"The devil knows." I folded my arms and looked at him coldly, "Say, what do you want from me?"

"Calm down, calm down, a group of mother-fetal singles don't know how to get along with girls, and they can be forgiven for being a little bit harsh."

Perhaps because the voice is too magnetic, Yushi Ninzu's Osaka accent is nice but can't help but make people feel a little frivolous.His current appearance is very similar to Mama-san in Fengyuechang, Yokohama's red-light district, and he almost twisted his waist and raised his orchid finger to poke the heads of these "stupid girls who don't know how to invite customers".

I was amused by him, and my patience recovered a little, "So what are you going to do? You dragged me here?"

"I want to take this opportunity to build up a relationship with Mr. Accountant." He showed a flattering smile, and this answer immediately made me feel uninterested—the tennis department may lack money, equipment, and venues, but the sports department has everything.Will you die if you coax people to prepare a more reliable reason?

I hugged the cushion and wanted to return to the original seat, but before I took the first step back, the sleeves tied around my waist were pulled.

"What the hell are you guys...!!!" I thought I was the one who wanted to catch the children to cook the soup.I gritted my teeth and stared at it—it wasn’t Kohidake, this time it was Hochotaro, who in my impression could satisfy all my fantasies about my juniors who were “well-behaved, polite, sensible, and don’t need to worry too much”.

I subdued my anger a little and motioned for him to let go.

Instead, he grasped it even tighter, "Sister Zhongyuan——I have a question and I want to ask it!"

"……what?"

"Hawking radiation is obviously not caused by random quantum fluctuations. The probability of positive and negative particles falling into the black hole should be equal, but why does it show external radiation at the macro level?"

For a moment, I clearly found that the air was silent, and several eyes of admiration and admiration were cast on Feng Chotaro at the same time.

I decided to give Hochotaro the label of "knowledge thirst", even if he didn't become a fool because he spent a lot of time with fools, I should be obliged to explain this problem for him!

So I sat down again.

I heard a sigh of relief

The boss was the only one in the barbecue restaurant busy with work, and Genwugu waited impatiently, asking when the restaurant would open and why he didn't hire more helpers.

The boss wiped his sweaty forehead and said that he was originally an entrepreneur in the nature of gambling, and his dream in life was to be able to be passive and sabotage in a reasonable way, which was similar to my dream of becoming a rice bug.

As for why they didn't just shut down, it's because of the old saying that it's a fool not to do business.

The store door is a very traditional Japanese-style wooden door. When it is pushed open, it will make a loud rattling sound, barely counting as half a doorbell.

The boss shouted welcome to them.

To be honest, if it weren't for Xiang Riyue, I might never have thought of coming to such a partial and expensive store in my life.

And for fools who are as stupid as him, there is actually a second batch in this world.

While marveling at the high concentration of idiots, I poked my head around to see the true face of "another group of idiots".

——He is a guy with a golden head so dazzling.The moment he rushed in the door almost gave me the illusion that a golden retriever was running.

Then several people followed him into the store.The colorful heads are gathered together like a palette full of paint.

"Akashi...are those guys your teammates from junior high school?" I returned to my seat and pushed Akashi who was looking at his phone, telling him to look behind.If there was no rule of five players on the court, maybe the former Teiguang Basketball Club could really gather seven colors to become a rainbow on the basketball court...

He nodded flatly, "Yes. I didn't expect to meet them here."

In fact, I would find it strange if Akashi's reaction was a little more intense. After all, no matter whether he saw me or Atobe before, he looked like he was neither happy with things nor sad with himself.If it wasn't for the fact that his hair was still there, I might have thought he had converted to Buddhism.

He sat in his seat and seemed to have no intention of getting up.The fate between people probably becomes thinner and thinner in repeated silences, but he obviously cares about his friends very much.

I asked Akashi, "Then why don't you go say hello?"

"Huh? Who are you saying hello to?" Atobe's lazy voice came from behind, and he finished his phone call.Hearing my question, Atobe looked in the direction of a group of people who were looking for a place at the door, then squinted his eyes and lightly tapped the mole at the corner of his eye, and smiled at me, "How small do you think Tokyo is? "

Tokyo is certainly not small.Atobe asked this question knowingly to make me think that Akashi called his friends here on purpose.

I glanced at him in disbelief, and lowered my voice to his ear, "Are you worried that they will steal your money?"

"You idiot, idiot! How could my uncle care about that kind of thing!" He almost gritted his teeth and said this.

So what do you care about?My Erzhang monk couldn't figure it out, because I didn't think Akashi would be the one who called friends over and ignored them.

What reason does he have for doing this?

I asked Atobe why in a voice only the two of us could hear.

He waited for me, then looked away, looking past me at someone behind me.

It could only be Akashi.

And when he lowered his head again, the expression on his face had already softened like a compromise.He looked at me and said slowly: "Fool, idiot, idiot."

why is it like this?Why did you scold me six times in a row?

If I could really give a convincing reason, I didn't say I couldn't accept it, did I?

I was a little angry, and I was a little dazed and aggrieved that no one could talk to me.

This has happened since Akashi came to school, maybe I shouldn't have called Atobe here either.

They didn't fight each other when they met when they were young, as I thought. Instead, they sat on my left and right sides respectively, and used me as a barrier to isolate each other.

It seems that they have all changed, only I have not grown up and am still immersed in the memories of the past.On the way of striding forward in life, there will always be some friends who are gradually alienated from strangers because of their differences. This is human nature and should not be melancholy, but I still feel sad.

"you--"

"deep sea."

The two called me at the same time, but when they looked up, they saw the most golden-haired guy in the group rushing towards me.

"Isn't this little Akashi! How come you didn't say anything when you came to Tokyo, it's too disrespectful! ——Wait, there's Xiao Fukami! Woohoo, I never expected to meet you in this kind of place! I miss you so much—— "

I heard Atobe sneer, pointing sarcastically at Akashi.

Akashi ignored him, and responded, "Long time no see, Kise. Are Kuroko and Midorima here too?"

"Yeah, yeah, and Xiaoqingfeng and Xiaomojing will be there. Xiaomojing said that this restaurant tastes good, so we came here." The eyes of this golden retriever are full of stars, "You and Xiaoziyuan are far away from Tokyo Tai It’s far away, and I can’t even come to the dinner party.”

Akashi smiled and said sorry, but it's fine now, isn't it?

I have never understood why the Generation of Miracles who are also in Teiguang Middle School did not choose to go directly to the group.Like the ice emperor's tennis club, the current members are basically old faces from the original middle school.They swept almost all basketball competition awards during the middle school period, but such a strong team was not retained, but chose to disperse.Is it because all the dreams have been fulfilled without any regrets?

Even if I ask now, many things have already come to an end.

While Akashi and his ex-teammates were exchanging greetings, I poked the stamp department with my elbow.

Did you hear that?Others are really just a coincidence.You're the neurotic.

He made a slip of the tongue, full of helplessness, and glanced at me.

She acted like she didn't want to talk to me anymore.

Yuuto Ninade, who was blocked by Keigo Atobe, took off his plain glasses.He silently wiped his face and patted his partner on the shoulder.

Just now he successfully proved to his partner with the facts that this will be a long and protracted battle, and the ending is equally unknown.

The colors gathered in front of my eyes, like dripping colored ink, making the memories of the past gradually come alive.

The bad deeds in junior high school fully demonstrated that I could not be a good student who would stay in the classroom and study by myself. I skipped classes all day long and went back and forth between Ikebukuro, Tokyo and Yokohama.

In the chronicle of the world in Ikebukuro, this piece of eight streets and nine streets mixed with fish and dragons, even now it is still popular to imitate the relationship between the king and the clan.Because of this yearning and admiration regardless of age, many street violence groups with a single color as a symbol have emerged.

For example, the Yellow Turban Army led by Masaomi Kida, and the Blue Square created by Kurosawa Aoba.They were considered to be the most famous one-color gang in Ikebukuro at that time.

But in the final analysis, they are nothing more than a group of mobs fighting each other with crowbars and baseball bats at most. They are existences that people with supernatural powers can't even take a second look at.

Most of my sophomore fun came from joining their feuds.

Whether I want to help the blue camp or the yellow turban thief depends on my mood, and occasionally I will pull the hair of Orihara Rinya and let him take me to experience the feeling of watching a movie from the perspective of God.

That was really the period when the chaotic evil attribute in my character was most prominent.So much so that when I think about it later, there will always be a sense of regret that I have no face to face.

Tokyo is really small.

After the scrimmage is over, I will always see the Teiko Basketball Club having dinner together after training in various places.So much so that I met so many times later, their manager Momoi Itsuki even figured out the basic trajectory of my actions.

Oden on Monday, Sukiyaki on Tuesday, Monjayaki on Wednesday, Tempura on Thursday, Indian, French and Chinese on Friday.The next week will be out of order, but there are rules to follow.

"You don't like to eat a certain favorite dish repeatedly. And judging from the above records, the deep sea doesn't need to go to class? That's not okay? If you keep skipping classes, you will be in trouble, right?"

"..."

What a terrible woman.

Careful and cheerful, tall and thin and very beautiful.Almost everyone is on the opposite side of me.

The most important thing is that even though I am the same age, I will look like an elementary school student next to Momoi Itsuki.

Regardless of height or bust, I feel ashamed of myself, but I don't hate her acquaintance.

"deep sea--!!"

What a familiar feeling of suffocation... This hug after nearly three years, once again reminded me of the days when I was hugged by Momoi Itsuki.It wasn't a good memory, and I didn't want to relive the feel of her breasts.

But the person involved didn't think so, Momoi hugged me, "I miss you so much, Shen Hai! I wrote you so many postcards, why haven't you come to Tonghuang to find me?"

"Speak up if you have something to say...Momoi, let me go first..."

"No!" She flatly rejected my proposal, "If you let go, you will definitely hide behind Akashi-kun right away?! Let me hug you again, just for a while!" She rubbed my cheek Head, as intimate as before, as if the three-year gap did not exist.

Fortunately, my two hands are free, and they still have the chance to ask Akashi for help.I reached back and grabbed Akashi's clothes, probably around the collar, and yanked violently.

If he doesn't help, let's die together.I thought very decisively.

"Okay, Momoi, let her go." Akashi followed the brute force inspired by my desperate situation and approached a lot. After I broke away from Momoi's regretful response, I immediately retreated, but the back of my head hit To Akashi's chin.

Perhaps because I have rarely been injured since I was a child, my sensitivity to pain has reached a certain almost pathological level.

The reason why I don't struggle every time I meet Mr. Dazai is because I want to make less trouble for myself.Mr. Dazai said that he is afraid of pain, I think people who want to die are not afraid of pain, and I am curious why people who are afraid of pain want to die?

Today was supposed to be very happy.The sun shines on the flowers and smiles at me, the sun is getting more and more like summer, and I have successfully completed the docking work with Xiongying.

But why was there no emotion in my long-lost reunion, only bad luck and unresolved awkwardness?

I lay on the tatami mat with the back of my head covered.This posture, combined with the color of the ice emperor's uniform jacket, definitely makes me look like a sea urchin.

For a moment I just wanted to lie still, this position of curling up without turning my face to anyone felt very safe.

If only time could be turned back.The more I thought about it, the more wronged I became, and the back of my head felt swollen and painful. Akashi must be feeling very uncomfortable too, but I don't have time to care about him now.

Momoi exclaimed my name, and while apologizing repeatedly, he leaned beside me and asked me where I was hurt.

Akashi pressed my shoulder and told me to stand up for him to check.

"Atobe, don't you care about it?"

Before coming here, Yushi Ninzu had a premonition that the meal would not be good.According to the personality of his minister, he definitely likes the type of person who can speak directly.But in the face of the deep sea in the Central Plains, he couldn't bring this straightforwardness and love to the surface.

Of course his curiosity drove him to ask why, but the answer he got was surprisingly simple and reasonable.

——Because I like it so much.

If, as Mr. Mori said, "a girl who is so cute that she doesn't feel pain even if it gets in her eyes", if it really exists.

To him, that person is probably the Central Plains Deep Sea.

"No. Only one person is enough to push her so hard." He calmly looked at the turmoil not far away, "Now the past will only make her more uncomfortable."

Then you always stand still like this, what if you are caught first?

The military division kept this question in his stomach. He, who has no experience in love, can't say for sure. Anyway, Atobe has his own plan, and all they can do is help disrupt the situation and reduce the Central Plains Deep Sea and the opposite party as much as possible. time to get along.

Although this approach violates fair competition and is not gentlemanly enough, the young master Akashi on the opposite side is obviously not a good person.

Is Tokyo really that small?

There are so many people in this room, probably only Zhongyuan Shenhai would feel this way.

However, when the mushroom lying on the ground finally propped itself up and sat down under everyone's persuasion, Yuji Shinobu saw those light golden eyes and thought to himself:

It's over, now it seems that it is no longer a question of whether it will be the first to go.

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My deskmate Chiori Shiratori is a veteran in love.

She prides herself that in her life so far, none of the men she has fancy can escape the honor of being named "ex-boyfriend" by her except Keigo Atobe.

Although it sounds like bragging, she does have experience in this area, and it is true that it is not limited to one or two times.As long as this is confirmed, it is enough for her to be qualified to describe to me the ridiculous things that adolescent boys and girls do under the interference of dopamine and hormones.

"Stupid things? That's too much. For example, the day I broke up with my first love, I hid in the quilt and cried all night, crying my eyes into walnuts."

I once cried all night because Chuya broke his promise. It is not stupid to cry over something sad.So I said pass, this does not count.

"Then...can I tell you about my ex-boyfriend?"

I nodded in agreement.

"Okay, then, in order to pursue me, my second boyfriend once dressed up as a sumo wrestler and stood in the park near my house waiting for me with roses."

"Didn't he be taken to the police station as a pervert?"

"Of course I was arrested. The law and order next to our house is good." She was obviously very proud of this with a beaming look, "Is this a stupid thing?"

"The sumo wrestler is okay too..." I rested my chin on one hand, "At least he stripped naked without reason."

"...Nakahara Fukami, you are really strict." Shiratori Chiori twisted her hair in distress, complaining about my pickiness, "And the psychological acceptance is also very good, in fact, you are the one who changes. attitude?"

"Is there? I just want to know how blind liking and love can make people."

"Your question is too difficult for a human being. You ask your deskmate to explain why there are so many things that novelists and philosophers haven't figured out." She rolled her eyes at me rudely, "I'm a Scum girl, scum girl, didn't you notice that all the girls in the class don't talk to me?"

I don't care about them, why should I find out?I scratched my head with the end of my gel pen, but I still couldn't get the words out of my mouth.I don't want to be heard by someone "inadvertently", and then advertised by someone "unintentionally" with embellishments.

"How blind you want to say, it's worth it." She sighed suddenly, and then turned the topic back to "like and love", "Some people are born to be loved by others, while others I may never learn how to express my feelings in my whole life."

"I don't know how blind love can make people, but it's true that love can make people unrecognizable." Chiori Shiratori looked into my eyes seriously, "Love between lovers, love given by parents , the mutual love of friends. All kinds, but all the same."

When you just care about a person, whether the person is a friend or a lover, his existence will make you both happy and painful.

If you like someone, it is probably to multiply this kind of happiness and pain by a hundred and eighty times.

The way Chiori Shiratori stretched out her arms to show me the gap between them really left a deep impression on me.

The noon sun stretched her shadow long and cast it on the ground, twisted and weird, making people feel panicky.

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I didn't give up on being a sea cucumber until the back of my head finally didn't hurt so much, and my emotions didn't collapse so much.

Just now, while lying on my stomach, I made a very important decision.This decision is big enough to affect my future life plan, and it may also bring a lot of troubles to Chuya, but I think that I obviously don't have the ability to like or love someone right now.

Because just caring about the Cold War relationship between Akashi and Atobe has already given me a headache.

So if you have no way to determine whether you will like or fall in love with someone in the future, then start from the source first.

So I decided.

From now until the day when I really don't want to fall in love on a whim, don't touch any topics and things about love anymore!

And, since my current troubles are unknown and shared by no one, then I don't care about them!

Atobe Keigo and Akashi Seijuro can argue as much as they like!

Anyway, I don't care! ! !