About my brother and I are both gravity making this thing

014 Although I understand the truth

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I don't like Mr. Dazai who used to be Chuya's partner, and I can't develop a good impression of Mr. Dazai who has left Hong Kong and Hei.If I want to find out the reason, then I can only say frankly that this man with extremely bad nature is the creator of many nightmares in my supposedly carefree childhood.

I hate him more than I hate cabbage worms sea slugs dead spiders.

To me, seeing Mr. Dazai is like putting a dead pine caterpillar to my mouth, or putting a feather duster full of spider silk on my face.

Now both of my wrists are being grabbed by Mr. Dazai who is walking behind me, and I am so incapable of screaming every day that I am reduced to this desolate field. Swallowed into the stomach.

But the instigator of all this is in a good mood.

Mr. Dazai hummed a tune that was obviously made up by Xing Xing, not knowing where he was going to take me.But I knew it was no coincidence that he would appear near the exit of the station.

"I really just want to see each other." The young man's voice from behind had a faint smile on his face, and the deliberately long ending made me want to hit him, "It's been more than half a year since we last met. ?”

"It's been four months," I corrected through gritted teeth, "If possible, I hope you will never appear in front of me in this life." The whole person became irritable because of muscle soreness.

"Oh, Xiaoyu, don't you remember this better than me?"

I opened my mouth, I couldn't say anything, and I lost all strength.But if he deliberately explained more, the bastard Mr. Dazai would probably really laugh out loud.

After thinking about it, I decided to play dead as usual.Don't talk, don't struggle, my heart won't fluctuate anymore, because I'm already numb.No matter what Mr. Dazai says, I will stop talking to him.

However, at this time, Mr. Dazai asked again: "How is Chuya doing recently? If you can't tell the difference between a deceitful beggar, will you still spend money to improve the stupidity of others?"

"You're stupid! Your whole family is stupid! You brainless amoeba!"

Zhong Ye is clearly too kind!

"Oh! I thought that Xiaoyu kept silent just now because he swore in his heart to ignore me. It seems that I was worrying too much."

His light laugh scratched my eardrum.

I feel like I'm going crazy, I want to be a groundhog and scream.Why is there someone in the world who can so accurately step on every thunder point of me with every word he utters?

If one day I can knock down Mr. Dazai with physical skills, I will definitely throw him into the Tsurumi River and drown him (because the river is full of factories on both sides, it is also known as the dirtiest river in Japan). Severely trampled on his life motto of committing suicide with clarity and vigor.

I was daydreaming that I felt hopeless. Mr. Dazai escorted me onto a steel bridge with tracks, and when I reached the middle of the bridge, he suddenly let me go.

I immediately activated my ability and jumped to face him five meters away from him. I was thinking about how not to damage the load-bearing structure of the bridge, and when I removed a piece of steel bar and threw it at Mr. Dazai, he did not rush I spoke.The clear voice came with the wind.

"Xingsuke said that he misses you very much, and wants you to go to Oda's house if he is free on the weekend."

"...Huh?" Xingsuke is one of the five little radish heads adopted by Odasaku, and is currently in the critical stage of junior promotion.And Oda Saku is a friend of Mr. Dazai, and he is a nice guy who seems a bit meek.

"Does he want me to help with homework again?"

"No." Mr. Dazai shook his head, "He and Katsumi decided to study hard recently. But you also know that Oda Saku doesn't know how to teach children at all. The three of them can guess a math problem of a chicken and a rabbit in the same cage." Guess the answer all afternoon."

My eyes were darkened, and I wished I could faint—I was so angry.I taught Xingsuke and Oda Zuo how to solve this problem. I explained everything from reading the question to understanding the meaning of the question to the calculation process in detail and clearly. Unexpectedly, it took less than half a month for both of them to forget all about it. up!

Let’s not mention Xingsuke, who is a primary school student. He was not very interested in studying, and it is normal for him to go in the left ear and out the right ear.

What makes me angry is that Odasaku didn't even care about it!

To be honest, from top to bottom, from the grassroots to the cadres of Port Mafia, almost all of them are social idlers with no more than high school education.Chuya never went to school at all, and Mr. Dazai dropped out of junior high school at the age of 15 and became a candidate for cadres.I haven't inquired about Mr. Mori and Ms. Hongye, but according to Zhongya, Mr. Mori used to be a black doctor with superb medical skills and presumably a cultural person.

"I don't have time to teach idiots! Let Odasaku hire a tutor or send them to cram school!"

"Wow, you said something as exaggerated as 'why not eat minced meat'. You don't know that his life has become a lot more difficult after he left the port of Mafia." He shrank his neck pretending to be scared when he heard what I said. With a wry smile, he said, "Be a little more merciful to this poor man who bears the responsibility and expenses of raising five children."

I pity him, who will pity me?I squinted my eyes and thought to myself, looking for a job now depends on academic qualifications. If you don’t have an academic qualifications to move bricks, you may be picked by the foreman.

Maybe I should think about the problem from another angle.

Before applying the exam-oriented education to Xingsuke, it is probably the top priority for Oda Saku to go to an adult university and find a job that can make a living.It’s better to learn some basic mathematics and come back to tutor the little radishheads, lest I have to receive calls from all five of them after the mid-term and final exams, crying about what I can’t do, what went wrong, and what didn’t work. Understand, where I need to find time to explain to them.

"So you're going?" Dazai-san asked. "If you're going, call ahead. They'll be happy."

I grimaced and nodded indiscriminately.He completely forgot the thought that was running wildly in his mind 3 minutes ago, wanting to strangle the man in front of him to death.

"That's right, that's right," he thought of something, and sat down on the bridge railing with his backhand, shaking his legs restlessly, "Xingsuke also asked me to remind you, don't forget to prepare gifts for them for Boys' Day."

Boys' Day, May [-]th, is indeed approaching.I groaned and scratched my head in distress, "What gifts do little boys usually want to receive?"

Mr. Dazai opened his hand and gestured to me, "Generally speaking, a beautiful and bright carp streamer is pretty good. Hmm... But if you want to pursue new ideas and ideas..." His arms hung back to his side, and his voice followed. fell back.He began to look left and right, and his stretched eyebrows suddenly became furtive and mysterious.After making sure that there is no third person around, he waved at me and let me get closer.

My heart is in denial.Very rejected.But writer Oda has four little boys, and the childhood of the little ones flies by so fast. Since those shining days will never come back, we can only make more of them.I couldn't send the four of them away with just a carp banner.

"If you dare to use ready-made answers on the Internet to deal with me, I will stuff you into an oil drum, seal it with cement, and throw you into Yokohama Port!"

The young man didn't care about my harsh words at all, and the silky red twilight came from behind him at some point, and surrounded him.

He sat there quietly, his eyes were bright, like a surprise waiting to be opened.

With the solemn determination to die, I took two steps towards Mr. Dazai's position, "Speak."

"You know that Kosuke is not young. Although he is still interested in sports such as football and bicycles, he is almost at the age where he has a girl he likes." He said seriously, "But Oda Sakuna Genmu doesn't understand these things at all, Xingsuke and I are too far apart in age, he certainly won't listen to my opinion [-]%, so only you, my sister, can help him!"

It's a good thing he didn't follow your advice [-]%!I rejoiced while sorting out the information in his words.

"Eh? Does it mean that Xingsuke has a girl he likes now!?" In an instant, I felt that the burden on me became a lot heavier.I've never been in a relationship, or even liked anyone, so I don't know what to do!What's more, I don't know any information about the person Xingsuke likes, so I have no room to help.

Mr. Dazai saw my panic, and said with a smile: "Don't worry, I've already done the investigation for you in advance. The girl Kosuke likes is called Kono Ryo."

Oh oh!Such a cute name!

I got it.

"I'm in the same class as Kosuke, and I'm the class monitor. I have long hair, and I often change into different bow hair accessories. My favorite things are strawberries and chocolate, and my dislike is big fierce dogs. Usually, mothers and fathers come to the visit day It’s hard to see because of working outside all the year round.”

He listed Kono Liyang's information like pouring beans, speaking at a slightly faster speed, but fortunately, shorthand was specially trained by me when I was a child, so there is no such thing as being unable to remember.

I just want to know more about Rio Kono now!Even if I know that I look like a strange idiot!

"Is there any more?"

"Do you remember what I just said?"

"nonsense."

"Wow." Mr. Dazai exclaimed with an exaggerated expression, "As expected of a little fish."

Hearing this title, the irritability that lingered in my heart was provoked again, but I had no choice but to endure it, wishing to slash this smiling man with my eyes like seeing a father and enemy being killed.

"It's a good thing you remembered, otherwise if I repeat it again, I can't guarantee that what I made up this time will be different from what I just said."

fake.

fake.

fake.

I heard the voice of my reason breaking, "Where did you make it up?"

"Start with 'Xingsuke has someone he likes'." Dazai Osamu's voice was crisp and sweet.

I feel tinnitus, chest tightness, and shortness of breath.If I can use an electrocardiogram to show my current condition, I can definitely see the upward shift of the ST segment of the waveform in the picture due to myocardial infarction.It's not just because I was tricked by Mr. Dazai.In fact, I have been teased by him thousands of times since I was a child, and usually I would not be so angry - I don't want to and it is unnecessary, after all, it is not worth it.But everyone has a bottom line. Although I have been hoping and working hard to make myself a person like Chuya, maybe I was not born with such a kind and broad heart.My heart is too small, there are few things I can care about, and there are not many people I can hold, and I even have to prioritize.I must confess that there are Chuya and Dazai Osamu in this ranking, and Chuya is at the top, and Dazai Osamu can only be at the bottom of a hot spring pit full of sulfuric acid on the eighteenth floor of hell.

Nerves ignited by anger tended to rush towards Osamu Dazai.At this moment, my mind is not blank, I just want to push him off the bridge, let him fall into the icy river in the warming mid-spring.

The moment he hugged my waist with a smile, I knew Osamu Dazai must have guessed that I would do this.

I was a little dazed, the sense of weightlessness that struck me was something I was very familiar with but very strange, and I was not afraid of it.

It deserves it, I thought.The man in front of me could only be a more terrifying existence than the feather duster covered in ashes from a sea slug, a dead spider, a poison coated in sugar, and I should know it better than anyone else.

But even though I lived so clearly, I still jumped into this darkness.