[Comprehensive] Bamboo horse is a superpower

However, it was only three or four o'clock in the afternoon, and the sky outside was already pitch black, and the black clouds overwhelmed the city into a terrifying darkness. It seemed that a powerful blow was brewing under the tumbling dark clouds, waiting for the opportunity to blast down the wrath of the world.

Because the curtains were drawn, the room could not feel the oppression caused by the gloomy outside. Even if Saiki Kusuo came, neither of them had the intention of turning on the lights, and let the silence brew in the darkness. Nana tried hard to suppress her heavy and rapid breathing.

But this is not quite accurate, Saiki Kusuo's vision is not affected by whether it is dark or bright, for him, darkness and light are the same.

So naturally he could also see clearly that his own Qingmei was desperately suppressing herself and trying to calm herself down, but those red black eyes betrayed her thoughts.

Saiki Kusuo really wanted to say something, but he didn't know what was happening now, and he didn't dare to reach out and touch her to sense her heartbeat at this time.

Obviously after Nana came back, she happily sent him pictures of the dishes made with the wild game brought back by Yayuan. At that time, her mood was different from what she is now, and she couldn't hide it from him.

So... after lunch, before he came here, did something happen?

A bright white lightning pierced the sky, illuminating Nana's abnormally pale face at that moment. After the thunder of "Boom—", heavy rain poured down and hit the ground heavily, soaking the entire ground in an instant. There were also a few exclamations due to the sudden heavy rain.

It's just that none of this will affect the two people in the room.

It was raining heavily, and the sound of rushing was even more clear in the silent environment, like the sound of a rapid and rough percussion instrument.

Finally, Nana seemed to have calmed down, but the light in her eyes gradually dimmed. She raised her pale and trembling lips with a half-crying smile: "Xiao Nan, I rely on you too much. But I really don't know what to do. I thought I really didn’t care anymore, but, but at that moment, I realized that it wasn’t! I... No matter how much I comfort myself, they didn’t mean to ignore me, but comfort myself, they actually love me, but don’t I have difficulties, and I know that it is just deceiving myself...I still, still...They returned to China, but I can only know from outsiders, and even they will no longer be the only one in the future..... .There will be new, new...'

Since Nana's first sentence, Saiki Kusuo's expression has not changed, but the eyes are obviously frosted.

Looking at her expression, the anger in my heart couldn't be expressed, and it was stuffy and swollen to the point of pain.

It can be seen that Nana is trying to show her composure and pretending not to care, but the intermittent trembling voice and the messy and inconsistent words all indicate her current fluctuating mood.

"Xiao Nan, I really rely on you too much..." She repeated this sentence again helplessly, trying to express herself with her unconscious mind, "But I shouldn't be like this, you There will be friends of your own, people I don’t know, people I haven’t met, in the future, in the future...you will have your own family, no matter how good it is, I still have to face those by myself in the end. ...People, I should learn to face everything by myself, and become invulnerable and strong.”

In those intermittent words, Saiki Kusuo's calm heart could no longer be maintained, he was even in the mood to throw her into the sea to calm down.

[What is 'too dependent on me'?What is 'I will have my own family'?What do you mean by 'you are alone in the end'?Do you think I don't exist?Do you still have the mood to take care of other troubles after I take over you?You're enough trouble alone! 】

It's hard to tell whether the increasingly crazy rain outside is echoing her mood, or mocking her relentlessly.

"I thought... 'It would be great if Xiao Nan could appear in front of me', and I also thought 'how can I trouble Xiao Nan with these boring things'. But Xiao Nan... I am still self-willed I called you, I'm such a selfish and despicable person..." She spoke almost incoherently, not knowing whether it was dissecting or justifying, but she was even more helpless like a child.

She was only a child at first, but she bears a weight that a child cannot bear.

Seeing Nana like this, Saiki Kusuo's heart suddenly calmed down, feeling helpless and distressed, even hating her for not understanding, the hand hanging by his side moved, all the previous concerns were here Throw it away for a moment.

[It doesn't matter what time it is not suitable for, what needs to wait for you to calm down!To deal with your long-winded character of thinking about everything, just let go and do it! 】

"There is no option of 'only you in the end'." This is probably the most provocative love story Saiki Kusuo can say.

It's just that the voice fell behind, Nana raised her face, looked at him blankly, and asked him a beat later, "Xiao Nan, what did you just say?"

Saiki Kusuo's expression turned cold with anger almost instantly.

Just now, when Saiki Kusuo opened his mouth to say the words that writing comfort is actually a confession, there was a deafening explosion in the dark sky. The thunder sounded like it was going to explode the whole world. Will be bombarded with tinnitus.

Nana didn't hear his confession.

【......Sure enough, it won't let Nana off so easily. 】

The impulse caused by anger was like a fire that was about to burn, but it was extinguished by the heavy rain outside the window. Knowing that there would be many accidents even if he did it all over again, Saiki Kusuo did not intend to continue and calmed down.

He said: "I said, with you in such a big trouble, do I still have the time to take care of other troubles? So don't think about what I have and what I don't have. I won't go back on what I promised."

The rain outside the window seemed to be a little lighter, and Saiki Kusuo's voice was so clear that there was absolutely no possibility of mishearing it.

Nana was stunned for a long time, not knowing what she was thinking, staring at his expressionless blank face for a long time, finally bursting into tears.

There were still some teardrops stained on the eyelashes, but the eyes that had been dim had returned to their former brilliance.

"This is really... a standard Qi Mu-style answer, Xiao Nan."

There is sunshine after the rain, there is no rainbow after the rainstorm.

The seemingly invisible brightly colored sky is so warm that it makes people feel drowsy.

Slightly outside the window passed through the thick curtains, and shreds of bright light shone through the gaps.

Nana raised her face, wiped away the remaining tears on her face, and showed a silly smile: "...Xiao Nan, can I hug you?" with a little imperceptible cautiousness.

Saiki Kusuo stared at her, took the initiative to take a step forward and embraced her in his arms, his steady voice was visibly shaken and blurred because of the relationship with his chest: "The expression is so ugly, I don't need those in front of me."

She gently wrapped her arms around his waist, and buried herself in the boy's cold but warm embrace: "...um."