See if I'm scum or not, and you're done

Gu Heng was taken aback, Shen Qingzhou didn't feel sorry for him in his heart, but before he could speak, Shen Qingzhou touched his cheek with his hand and continued to speak.

"I'm sorry... I know what happened to you, but I'm not by your side, I'm sorry, I didn't go to see you, I'm sorry, I let you go through such a tormented day alone, I'm sorry... Xiaoheng, you should cry Crying, don't hold back, cry out..."

Suddenly, Gu Heng's tears, which he had never shed almost once, could not stop falling, and he said, "Shen Qingzhou, I have no home anymore..."

When Gu Heng was a child, he always felt that he had no home. Shen Qingzhou asked him to go home more often, but he didn't take it seriously, but now he understands what real homelessness is.

Before, even if his parents didn't care about him, if something happened to him, his father and his mother would be his most solid backing, and there would always be someone to shield him from the wind and rain, but now he has nothing to worry about. Gone.

He wanted to face everything by himself, facing the ridicule of others, the intrigue of the company, and the cold welcome from the Gu family. Before he was ready, he was suddenly pushed into the position of the head of the Gu family. Only then did he understand what the existence of his parents meant to him. Maybe they didn't love him that much, but Gu Heng could say that he is a person with a father, a mother and a family when he goes out, but now he can no longer go Said such a thing.

He understood Shen Qingzhou, really understood Shen Qingzhou.

"I regret it...Shen Qingzhou, I regret it, I have never regretted it so much in my life..." Gu Heng almost broke down in tears, "I regret...I should spend time with my mother, and I should also spend time with Gu Xiu. , I had a good talk with my dad, but it’s too late now...Shen Qingzhou, I regret it, I really regret it, I shouldn’t have wanted to humiliate you in the first place, I shouldn’t have found out Doubt you when Chuncao exists, you shouldn’t be alienated when Chuncao is sick, you shouldn’t do the paternity test, and you shouldn’t be by your side when you need me, I will cherish it, Shen Qingzhou I will really cherish it..."

Gu Heng covered his eyes with his hands. He didn't dare to let Shen Qingzhou see his expression. His crying eyes and nose were mixed together, and his crying face was ferocious. He didn't want Shen Qingzhou to see his current appearance. So ugly and weak.

"I was wrong...Shen Qingzhou, I was really wrong..." Gu Heng's voice was hoarse, he was confessing, confessing to the person he loved like his faith.

He felt a warm hand caressing his hair slowly, and then came a hoarse voice: "Xiao Heng, you are not wrong, it was me who was wrong, I should explain it to you, I should have told you about Chuncao's illness from the very beginning, and I should have had a good chat with you when you were afraid, instead of staying away from you and losing my temper with you in the name of your own good, the fault is that I am not you ..."

Gu Heng shook his head, he was almost about to cry, but for some reason he tried his best to hold back, but couldn't help whimpering, extremely embarrassed.

Shen Qingzhou paused, and said: "You are really not wrong. The reason why I didn't go to see you was because Chuncao's illness required someone to be by my side, and the reason why I didn't let you come to see me and Chuncao was because Chuncao said ' I don’t want Uncle Gu to see me now, the little girl should be beautiful, I don’t look good now, I’ll call Uncle Gu over when I get better’, Gu Heng, Chuncao, she likes you, she regards you as the most important thing Man, don't feel guilty about her, okay?"

Gu Heng was still shaking his head, his voice was almost trembling, he said: "You don't need to comfort me, I know Chuncao blames me, blames me for despising her, even if it's only for a moment, it's my fault, Shen Qingzhou, I was wrong, I Really wrong..."

"She really didn't blame you," Shen Qingzhou said while trying to take Gu Heng's hand covering his face, "If she blamed you, she wouldn't go to see the stars with you. The little princess who hates you, she is very brave, if she hates you, she will definitely say it, you know that too, don’t you?”

However, Gu Heng stubbornly covered his face with his hands and did not speak, crying helplessly and uncontrollably.

Seeing Gu Heng's appearance, Shen Qingzhou suddenly stood up, went to Chuncao's room, took out something and stuffed it into Gu Heng's arms.

Gu Heng was stunned by the fluffy touch, and unconsciously lowered his hand to look in his arms. It was a fluffy rabbit doll, the one he brought back as a gift to Chuncao.

Gu Heng who put down his hands found that Shen Qingzhou was looking at him, and turned his face away abruptly, as if avoiding Shen Qingzhou to see his current expression.

Shen Qingzhou wasn't angry either, instead he smiled a little, as if he was remembering something, he said: "This is a gift I made for you from Chuncao, and I want to give it to you with all my heart, you pinch the rabbit's Tail."

Hearing Shen Qingzhou say that this was a gift from Chuncao, Gu Heng was a little stunned. He shook his hands and gently squeezed the rabbit's tail. It seemed to be a magical switch. As soon as he pressed it, there was a familiar and immature singing voice. came.

"Princess Gu, be good, open the door. Dad wants to come in, so don't hold back...Gu coward, you will have the little rabbit with the Chuncao brand to accompany you in the future, so don't be afraid anymore! Also, you must be happy with my dad! ! Princess Gu, be good..."

Chuncao's singing was not pleasant, and it was terribly distracted, but it made Gu Heng burst into tears instantly.

"Chuncao..." Shen Qingzhou's eyes were reddened, and her voice was a little choked up, "Chuncao said that even if she is no longer with us, she will look at us in the sky like her mother, she said that she is the brightest star in the sky , look at the sky when you miss her, she will always be there."

Gu Heng couldn't help crying anymore, but the words in his mouth made Shen Qingzhou unexpected.

"Shen Qingzhou...help me...please help me...I'm going crazy, please help me...please..." Gu Heng spoke intermittently, his voice was so vague that people couldn't hear clearly , Even if I hear it clearly, I don’t understand it.

However, Shen Qingzhou listened clearly, because he knew what the spring grass meant to Gu Heng, perhaps even Gu Heng himself did not realize the meaning of the spring grass to him.

Gu Heng's heart is closed, he is unwilling to say anything, and never tells others, including Shen Qingzhou, what he thinks.He was like this when he was in Gu Heng, and Shen Qingzhou also felt that he would never change in his life. Knowing that Gu Heng met Chuncao, it was like meeting the key to unlock the seal in his heart, which made him willing to confide voice.For Gu Heng, Chuncao is a person who gives special meaning in his life, and this person has been hurt by him, and he can't make up for his mistakes, so Gu Heng collapsed.

"Help me...help me..." Gu Heng couldn't help repeating these three words, Shen Qingzhou's tears fell along with Gu Heng's words, because he knew what Gu Heng had gone through during this time, Strong people are not indifferent.

With shaking hands, Shen Qingzhou took out something from his pocket, forcefully pulled away Gu Heng's hand covering his face, and put a shiny silver thing on his ring finger.

It was a simple ring with two plain circles tied in a knot.

Gu Heng looked at the ring and suddenly stopped, staring blankly at the ring on his hand, Shen Qingzhou looked at him with some fear and called him: "Gu Heng?"

This sound seemed to be an activation button, which caused Gu Heng to react suddenly. He searched for something in his body in a panic. After a while, he took out a ring that was exactly the same as his hand from his trousers pocket. Two plain circles with a knot tied in the middle, as if his and Shen Qingzhou's completely parallel lives were suddenly intertwined and could no longer be separated.

"This is the ring that Chuncao chose for me..." Gu Heng held the ring, his voice was still crying, and he asked Shen Qingzhou, "Why didn't Chuncao want to see me...at the end?"

"I don't know," Shen Qingzhou shook his head, the cry in his voice was heavier than that of Gu Heng, he said: "That is Chuncao's last wish, I have to satisfy her."

But how could Shen Qingzhou not know?He has raised spring grass for more than six years, and watched her grow from a small ball to one that can run and jump, and call her daddy with a smile. How could he not know?

The reason why Chuncao didn't want Gu Heng to see her was because she didn't look good in the end. In the end, she didn't even want to see Sister Yang. She only left Shen Qingzhou to accompany her. She didn't want too many people to see her This is the last stubbornness of a six-year-old girl. Shen Qingzhou agreed to Chuncao's, so even at the end Shen Qingzhou didn't tell Gu Heng to take a last look, because he had hooked up with Chuncao. is his promise.

So he wouldn't tell Gu Heng the truth, he didn't even want to let Gu Heng imagine what Chuncao looked like in the end.

But Gu Heng still asked, he asked: "Chuncao...was it painful when she left at the end?"

Shen Qingzhou's superficial calm was suddenly broken by this sentence. He burst into tears suddenly, scaring Gu Heng into a panic, not knowing what to do. He hugged Shen Qingzhou in a hurry, and stroked his back one by one. , as if he had coaxed him.

"Chuncao... it's not painful to walk, she was euthanized..." Shen Qingzhou said in Gu Heng's ear: "Gu Heng, she is in too much pain, she told me 'Dad, I'm in pain.' I didn't want to, I don't want to do this, but she's in too much pain, Gu Heng, I hope she stays with me longer, but...but she's really in too much pain, she can't even walk, she doesn't even know me ..."

At the end of Chuncao, she was already so thin that she was out of shape. She had tubes of various sizes inserted into her body, her back, legs and arms were covered with herpes and bed sores, and pus dripped down every day, not to mention various malignant tumors and diseases. Organ failure, she had to rely on drugs to fall asleep almost every day, and then was woken up again and again, and finally became groggy and no one knew it. Said to Shen Qingzhou: "Father, I'm in so much pain..."

Shen Qingzhou could no longer bear the appearance of his lively, lovely, innocent and kind-hearted daughter, so he chose euthanasia, and now she would no longer be in such pain.

Gu Heng didn't know what kind of determination Shen Qingzhou made to make such a choice. He only knew that he was not by his side when Shen Qingzhou needed him the most. Such a heavy burden was placed on Shen Qingzhou alone. body, he could barely breathe.

He patted Shen Qingzhou, and suddenly said: "Shen Qingzhou, let's get married."

After saying these words, Gu Heng suddenly calmed down a lot, like a bewildered person redeemed by faith, he said: "Shen Qingzhou, you have no home, and I have no home, so let's form a family again." Okay, at least, at least..."

Gu Heng couldn't stop his sobs and said, "At least I won't be alone at night... and I won't have anyone to talk to anymore. We can share things together, so let's get married, shall we?"

Shen Qingzhou got up from Gu Heng's arms and looked into Gu Heng's eyes. He didn't want to agree to Gu Heng because he owed Gu Heng so much that he didn't know how to pay it back. He would always be slow to apologize to Gu Heng. Therefore, he felt that he was not worthy of Gu Heng in terms of family background, character and love for the other party.

But Gu Heng's eyes were full of anticipation and uneasiness, but more of loneliness, just like when Gu Heng first saw him and asked his name, Shen Qingzhou suddenly felt that Gu Heng seemed to have nothing for so many years. Change.

Shen Qingzhou suddenly felt that he should agree, and it was also because he owed too much to Gu Heng, so he would spend his whole life repaying it. He would treat him well all his life, pamper him and let him love him. This was his responsibility. Apology is also his love.

So Shen Qingzhou slowly showed a tearful smile, and he said, "Okay."

Gu Heng smiled in the same way. He raised Shen Qingzhou's hand, and slowly slipped the ring into his ring finger just like Shen Qingzhou did before.

There is no grand ceremony, no solemn oath, only two simple hearts leaning together, they know that they will never change in this life until death.

"Shen Qingzhou, we will get out of the pain in the future, Chuncao said that we will be happy in the future."

"it is good."

"Let's not move, okay? We'll just live here for the rest of our lives."

"it is good."

"Shen Qingzhou, do you think Chuncao is watching us?"

Shen Qingzhou turned his head, looked at Gu Heng seriously, and suddenly rolled his eyes, and said, "Gu Heng, I love you."

"Yeah." Gu Heng also laughed, just like the summer when we met for the first time, he said, "Me too."

The brightest star in the sky is shining brightly, and the two people in the room embrace each other tightly. They have lost everything, but from now on they will never be alone again. They will face the wind and rain together. Ups and downs, no matter joy or sorrow, accompany you until death.