See if I'm scum or not, and you're done

The person who came also raised his eyebrows, and said: "I didn't expect that the person who caused the trouble was Young Master Gu, ah no, it should be Patriarch Gu now."

"Zheng Yu." Gu Heng revealed the identity of the visitor, "Long time no see."

Zheng Yu looked at the glass scum in the place, and said something irrelevant, he said: "Shen Qingzhou asked me to borrow a lot of money, and he looks very bad now."

Gu Heng was taken aback, his hands trembled involuntarily, Qi Rongming also noticed it, and quietly walked in front of him to help him block it, so that no one would find out his current situation.

"I know that a lot of things have happened in your family recently, and you are also sad, but if you have time, you should go and see him." Zheng Yu said, "Some people, if you don't go to see them, you may not be able to see them."

"Do you think... I don't want to go?" Gu Heng tried his best to control his voice so that others could not hear the excitement in his voice. After saying this, he didn't even look at Zheng Yu's expression, and suddenly After taking a deep breath, his voice returned to normal, and he asked, "How much did he borrow? I'll give it to you."

Naturally, he was referring to Shen Qingzhou, but Zheng Yu waved his hand unexpectedly, and said, "No need, I didn't think about asking for it, after all, it's something like this, the help is always there. , it should be considered as... New Year's money for children."

Gu Heng watched as Zheng Yu pursed his lips and did not speak. Suddenly, he kicked the table violently in extreme annoyance. The table was kicked and slid forward violently. The wine and the cup on the table fell and shattered. The land, which was already a mess, became even more messy.

After venting his anger, Gu Heng ignored everyone, turned around and left, no one dared to stop him this time.

He made such a fuss, Zheng Yu was not angry, but shook his head sighingly and let Gu Heng go, and he was responsible for helping Gu Heng deal with the aftermath.

Qi Rongming sent Gu Heng back home. Gu Heng's current state looked horrifying, his eyes were red, and his hands were clenched into fists, as if he was eager to vent something but could only hold it in his heart.

Qi Rongming was worried, and wanted to stay at Gu Heng's house, but was kicked out by Gu Heng's sneering words. I couldn't help worrying, and finally made a phone call out of nowhere.

"Hello? Brother Shen, I'm Qi Rongming..."

"Hello..." The voice on the other end of the phone was full of exhaustion, and Qi Rongming felt a little nervous when he heard it.

"Brother Shen, do you...do you have time recently? Can you come and see Gu Heng? He...isn't doing well..."

There was silence on the other end of the phone, and after a long time, Shen Qingzhou asked, "What's wrong with him?"

Qi Rongming recounted what happened to Gu Heng recently, trying his best to describe Gu Heng's tragic situation, and said that he was about to cry. I hope Shen Qingzhou can let go of whatever he has, and I hope he can come and see Gu Heng. , even if it’s just a phone call.

However, after listening to everything, Shen Qingzhou remained silent for a while, this time the silence was longer than last time, and then he said: "The last thing Gu Heng wants to receive is my news."

……

On the other side, Gu Heng lay on his back on the bed as soon as he returned to the room, covering his eyes with his hands, but even so, he still felt that the room was too bright.

He turned off the lights and drew the curtains so that the room was so dark that fingers could hardly be seen.

He is afraid of the dark, but he can only calm down in the dark, only in this way can he feel that he is still alive.

Gu Heng's heart was beating loudly, and he didn't know if it was because of the alcohol or because he thought of Shen Qingzhou.

He really wanted to see Shen Qingzhou, he had never missed such a person so much, and he also knew that Shen Qingzhou must miss him very much now, and hoped that he could be by his side, but he couldn't.

Although Shen Qingzhou didn't say it clearly, Gu Heng understood that there was a reason for not letting him see him. The reason should be Chuncao. The specific reason was that Gu Heng didn't know, but he could understand Shen Qingzhou and believed in Shen Qingzhou.

They have an agreement that others can't understand, they will meet again, it's just a matter of whether it will be sooner or later.

Gu Heng missed Shen Qingzhou, but he didn't want Shen Qingzhou to contact him, because he knew that when Shen Qingzhou contacted him, it was...

Gu Heng didn't dare to think about the next thing, he could only be sad alone now, from fear of darkness to getting used to darkness alone.

The next day, Gu Heng went to send a sum of money to Shen Qingzhou. Now Shen Qingzhou must be spending a lot of money. The only thing he can do now is this. In addition, he also made a payment to Zheng Yu. He knew how much Zheng Yu had lent to Shen Qingzhou, but he must have repaid Zheng Yu much more than what he had given, and he did not want Shen Qingzhou to owe Zheng Yu any favors.

After that, Gu Heng started his almost unstoppable life again, and it was not until the Chinese New Year that he had time to breathe.

Different from previous years, this year's New Year is only Gu Heng, there is a little bit of novelty, but more of it is ninety-eight percent of unresolved sadness.

During the Chinese New Year, Qi Rongming called Gu Heng to his house, but Gu Heng refused. He had to get used to the life of such a person.

Years are always more lively than usual, Gu Heng knows how to spend New Year's Eve, he learned it at Shen Qingzhou's house.

He wants to treat himself with a sumptuous New Year’s Eve dinner, then tune the TV channel to the Spring Festival Gala, whether he watches it or not, he always listens to it, and finally says Happy New Year to his important people in the early hours of the morning .

Gu Heng also did the same, but the food he cooked was as good as always, but it was outrageously unpalatable. When watching the Spring Festival Gala, there were no children’s chirping laughter and people around him saying, "Why is the Spring Festival Gala getting uglier?" Tucao.

Gu Heng wasn't sad at all. There were too many things that made him sad in the second half of the year. Compared to celebrating the New Year alone, it's nothing to worry about. It's just that it's about to reach zero, and the new year is coming soon. To come, but he suddenly wanted to cry.

Saying goodbye to the old and ushering in the new, a good wish, everyone revels in, forgetting that some people just want to stay in the past, not step into the future.

"five!"

"Four!"

The TV was counting down to the New Year, and everyone's faces were brimming with happiness, but Gu Heng in front of the screen didn't even have the strength to raise the corners of his mouth, looking at the grand scene in front of him with an indescribably cold expression.

"three!"

"two!"

The countdown is still going on, and people are preparing for the joy when the voice just falls.

"one!"

"Happy New Year!"

At this moment, fireworks fell on the screen, people sang and danced, and the atmosphere was full of joy. Whether it was an adult or a child, there were smiles on their faces, and even Gu Heng unconsciously had a smile on his lips. Unexpectedly, he turned up the volume of the TV, feeling the national jubilation that only happens once a year.

In the midst of the bustle and bustle, there was an insignificant knock on the door, but Gu Heng almost didn't hear it.

His brows frowned all of a sudden, no one would knock on the door of his house on New Year's Eve, which made Gu Heng ask a little vigilantly: "Who is it?"

No one answered him.

Gu Heng walked over, looked through the cat's eye, and found that there was no one outside the door, which was a bit strange, so he opened the door.

There was nothing outside the door, Gu Heng suddenly smiled, he shook his head, a little self-deprecating, how could the person he thought of come?He always thinks so much.

Just when he was about to close the door and go back to the house, Gu Heng saw a touch of red on the ground, which was a red envelope.

Gu Heng's eyes widened suddenly, he picked up the red envelope and ran towards the corridor.

"Shen Qingzhou!" Gu Heng shouted, but the corridor was already empty.

Gu Heng stared blankly at the front, holding the red envelope tightly in his hand, and said softly, "Happy New Year."

……

The days go by day by day, and when the year is over and everyone starts working one after another, the feeling of loneliness gradually eases. Gu Heng also re-enters the mode of workaholic, using busyness to forget everything, whether it is about Shen Qingzhou or about Shen Qingzhou other things.

When spring started, the weather gradually warmed up, time seemed to speed up, and it was March in a blink of an eye.

March is the season when the grass grows and the warblers fly. The bright yellow winter jasmine blooms all over the suburbs, and the delicate twigs are swaying with the wind. Other flowers seem to be ready for the next bloom, and each one is drumming. The flower buds opened, and they greeted the blooming scene as if holding back their energy.

Just when this beauty was beginning to flourish, Gu Heng finally received the first phone call since he and Shen Qingzhou separated for so long.

"Hello?" The person on the other side of the phone was a little silent, and it wasn't until Gu Heng spoke first that he heard the movement from there.

"Xiaoheng..." Shen Qingzhou's voice was hoarse, as if he hadn't spoken for a long time.

Gu Heng listened quietly, and did not urge Shen Qingzhou in a hurry, but Shen Qingzhou seemed to be deliberating how to speak, and then said in a hoarse voice for a long time: "Chuncao...'s funeral is tomorrow, you...come and have a look. "

Gu Heng closed his eyes, suppressed his trembling voice, and said in a hoarse voice, "Okay."

Yes, this is the unknown agreement between them. It was the agreement when Gu Heng came back from the mountain with spring grass that day and Shen Qingzhou said not to contact him again. At that time, Gu Heng didn't say everything, but Shen Qingzhou must understand him The meaning, and now, is the time for the realization of this agreement that they least want to realize.

The place where Chuncao held the funeral was not far away, it was near Shen Qingzhou's house. Even so, Gu Heng was the last one to arrive. He didn't know what expression to use to meet Shen Qingzhou, let alone how to face An Jing. Yes, the spring grass that no longer speaks.

Gu Heng was dressed in pure black, but felt that Chuncao would not like him who was so dull, so he broke off a roadside winter jasmine and pinned it to his chest. When he arrived at the place, he found that there were only a few people attending the funeral .

Sister Yang regarded Chuncao as her own daughter, she had long ago cried when she saw Chuncao's photo, her eyes were red from crying, her voice was hoarse, Shen Qingzhou comforted her by the side.

Besides Sister Yang, there is another person that Gu Heng did not expect, Zheng Yu.

Zheng Yu didn't have too many expressions. If he had any, he probably only had a regretful expression. It was a pity for the passing of a young life full of hope in the future. It was human nature, but it still made Gu Heng straight Frowning, not understanding why he is here.

"Are you here?" Shen Qingzhou saw Gu Heng, and he took care of him.

Gu Heng thought that Shen Qingzhou would be sad, but what he didn't expect was that Shen Qingzhou's face was calm, and he didn't even have any superfluous expressions about seeing Gu Heng, whom he hadn't seen for so long, leaving a lot of words Gu Heng couldn't say a word, so he could only nod his head slightly.

So far, the two have no redundant communication.

Although Sister Yang also saw Gu Heng's arrival, she couldn't care less about saying hello. She cried so hard that she didn't even have the energy to look at Gu Heng.

Of course, Gu Heng wouldn't blame her, but he pursed his lips and left space for Sister Yang, while he walked to the corner to prevent them from being distracted by him.

Zheng Yu also saw Gu Heng's arrival, and when he saw Gu Heng walking to a corner by himself, he also followed.

"Are you here?" Zheng Yu asked.

Although he asked Shen Qingzhou the same question, he gave Gu Heng a completely different feeling. Shen Qingzhou's words made Gu Heng feel as if he had passed away, with a kind of sadness that he had not seen for a long time, but Zheng Yu's words only made Gu Heng Heng felt provocative.

"What? I can't come?" Gu Heng's voice also became difficult.

"I didn't say that." Zheng Yu shrugged and said, "It would be strange if you didn't come."

Gu Heng didn't answer, he just stood aside and looked at Shen Qingzhou quietly. He hadn't seen him for a long time, and he still felt a little strange when he saw him for a while.

Shen Qingzhou has lost weight, even his cheeks are sunken, his eyes are full of fatigue, his already thin waist has become even thinner, making people worry about his body unconsciously, but even so, in Gu Heng's eyes, Shen Qingzhou is still dazzling , as if he were his muse, he was the only one with all his heart and eyes.

Just when Gu Heng was looking at Shen Qingzhou quietly and tenderly, as if looking at some treasure that he hadn't seen for a long time, Zheng Yu suddenly spoke.

"Do you know why I'm here?"