See if I'm scum or not, and you're done

Gu Heng was driving the car, Shen Qingzhou took Chuncao and sat on the child seat in the back row, watching the speeding scenery outside the window without saying a word.

Chuncao, who was always chirping on weekdays, didn't speak, and played with her fingers without speaking, the atmosphere was a bit dignified.

Gu Heng, on the other hand, was very nervous.

In addition to being nervous, there was some sourness in his heart. He knew he shouldn't be jealous, but he couldn't help it because they were going to the cemetery where Chuncao's mother was.

Chuncao's mother was buried in the suburbs, not very far away from them, and they would arrive soon.

Shen Qingzhou took Chuncao's hand and got out of the car, and walked towards Chuncao's mother's tomb. Gu Heng followed far behind without bothering him. When he arrived, he stood a few meters away, lit a cigarette and didn't know where his eyes fell. .

What kind of person is Chuncao's mother?Gu Heng didn't know, and didn't want to know, but twisted jealousy grew in his heart, and he couldn't help but care about or ignore this woman who gave birth to Shen Qingzhou.

Gu Heng grabbed his hair irritably. On the way here, Shen Qingzhou went to a flower shop and bought a bouquet of flowers for Chuncao's mother. It was a mixture of blue and purple cornflowers. Gu Heng knew the meaning of this flower, but it was unexpected. Soft and strong, although the appearance is slender, but the heart is strong, and the blue cornflower represents encounter, and the purple cornflower represents gentleness.

Shen Qingzhou's intention of buying this bouquet of flowers is obviously to say that he met such a strong, stubborn and gentle woman, who can still be respected and endowed with special meaning by him even after death.

In fact, there is nothing wrong with this, it is just that Gu Heng feels unspeakably uncomfortable in his heart. There will always be a gap between them that cannot be bridged for seven years, especially Shen Qingzhou, who even has children, and even has a child that he will never forget. people.

Gu Heng knows that the living are always inferior to the dead, and he also understands that he should not earn money or think this way. He needs to respect the dead. Besides, this woman gave birth to such a clever and lovely child as Chuncao, and walked into the house. Into his world, gave him a different kind of warmth, but he couldn't help it.

He hates what he loves. He used to like others, cared about others, cared about others as much as he cared about him.

Although Shen Qingzhou has been with all kinds of people before, Gu Heng knows that they are purely physical transactions. Shen Qingzhou said that only he is special, but now Gu Heng finds that Chuncao's mother is also special to Shen Qingzhou.

He didn't know what to do, his heart was tangled like a tangled hemp rope, it seemed that no matter how he untied it, it would be wrong, and if he didn't move it, his fragile nerves would be involved, causing him a headache.

Shen Qingzhou was still squatting on the ground while stroking Chuncao's head while talking to the people in the tomb, smiling softly, which made Gu Heng's eyes glaring, so he turned his head away and didn't pay attention to the situation over there.

I don't know how long it took, probably because Gu Heng just finished smoking a cigarette and lit another one/for so long, he suddenly felt that there was an extra person behind him.

"What are you doing standing here?" Shen Qingzhou patted Gu Heng on the shoulder, saw him smoking a cigarette and frowned, and said, "Smoking less."

Gu Heng didn't speak, but turned around and hugged Shen Qingzhou: "Where's Chuncao? Are you going to let her over there alone?"

"Chuncao said she was going to whisper to her mother, and drove me away so that I wouldn't hear it. A little girl at this age already has her own little secret." Shen Qingzhou hugged Gu Heng with his back, and stroked his hair , asked: "What's the matter?"

When Shen Qingzhou didn't come over, he saw Gu Heng standing there from a distance, his surroundings were full of grievances, and he wanted someone to coax him.

Gu Heng shook his head and said nothing, he thought, as long as Shen Qingzhou was by his side, everything else would be fine.

Seeing Gu Heng's inexplicable appearance of forbearance, Shen Qingzhou sighed and said, "Xiao Heng, if you have something to tell, we are different now, we are talking Love, there will be various problems in love, in order not to cause unnecessary misunderstandings and cause us to quarrel and affect our relationship, so you must tell me if you have anything, okay?"

This time Gu Heng was even more sour. His brother Shen knew this all the time, so he said sourly: "Brother Shen, didn't you say that you have never been in love? Why do you know everything..."

"Why are you so jealous?" Shen Qingzhou was a little speechless, Gu Heng could misinterpret anything he said into something else.

Hearing that Shen Qingzhou attacked him, Gu Heng felt even more wronged. He was like a child who had been robbed of his beloved toy and was bullied a lot. He could only stand there dryly, unable to say anything.

Shen Qingzhou didn't want to get used to him, so he slapped him on the back and asked, "If you have any questions, ask quickly, or you'll sleep on the sofa tonight!"

These words did not hurt Gu Heng a little bit, he immediately trembled all over, opened his mouth and asked, "Do you like that woman?"

Shen Qingzhou didn't know who Gu Heng was talking about for a while, and it took him a long time to realize that Gu Heng was talking about Chuncao's mother.

"I don't like it." Shen Qingzhou said.

After getting such an answer, Gu Heng was still uneasy, and asked hesitantly, "What kind of person is she...?"

This question made Shen Qingzhou frowned. He seemed to be remembering something, and he didn't speak for a long time.

Suddenly, he took the cigarette in Gu Heng's hand, took a puff slowly, and said, "I can't remember..."

Through the lingering smoke, Gu Heng couldn't see Shen Qingzhou's expression clearly. He couldn't understand what Shen Qingzhou was thinking, so he could only reply weakly: "That's it..."

"Yeah." Shen Qingzhou said, "I remember that she looks pretty good, but her personality is not very good, and I don't have any other impressions, but I don't have much contact with her, so it's normal to have no impressions."

These words were a bit cold, which made Gu Heng ask unconsciously: "What about the spring grass?"

If there is no intersection, how did the spring grass come from?

"It was an accident." Shen Qingzhou said.

His indifferent expression told Gu Heng that what he said was indeed the truth. Gu Heng should have been happy with his attitude, but when he felt the boundless fear and fear, if one day he made Shen Qingzhou unhappy, The two of them separated, would Shen Qingzhou be so indifferent, as if this relationship was not worth mentioning to him?

Gu Heng told himself not to think about it anymore, but his fear seemed to surpass everything, even his fingers were trembling slightly.

Shen Qingzhou looked at Gu Heng whose expression brightened and darkened for a while, and suddenly put the cigarette back into his mouth, raised his hand and flicked his head.

"Are you a little girl dating for the first time?" Shen Qingzhou said, "What's going on in your head?"

Gu Heng didn't know what to say, so he could only hug Shen Qingzhou tightly.

As if feeling Gu Heng's uneasiness, Shen Qingzhou patted Gu Heng's back lightly, and said, "My little friend, as long as you don't drive me away, I will never leave you in my life, so don't worry, okay?" ?”

Gu Heng buried his head into Shen Qingzhou's neck, smelled the familiar scent of shower gel on his body, and said, "Okay."

On the other side, Chuncao was sitting on the ground whispering to the people in the tomb.

She still remembered Shen Qingzhou's telling her not to stain her skirt, so she took out a handkerchief from her duckling backpack and spread it on the floor before sitting on it.

"Mom," Chuncao said, "I dreamed of you last night, so I miss you."

"I dreamed that you came to pick me up and said that I would become a star with you, but I don't want to be a star now, because I can only watch Dad and Uncle Gu from a distance. I like being with them .”

"Ah, that's right!" Chuncao seemed to have suddenly remembered something, and said, "Mom, you don't know who Uncle Gu is, do you? I want to introduce him to you today too! He's great! He's my Gu A princess, but also a coward! Daddy is dating him now, and he is so nice to Daddy!"

Suddenly, Chuncao complained again: "But he's always worried about me like this or that. Although it's good for me to study, it's so annoying to study every day. I have to recite English and ancient poems with questions. If I can't recite them, I won't let me It's annoying to play, but I like him so much! Because Dad and Uncle Gu are so happy together, so even if Uncle Gu asks me to study, I will bear it. Who makes my favorite person be Dad..."

Speaking of this, Chuncao sighed like a little adult, with a helpless expression on her face, and muttered: "If only you were here, Mom, I will definitely introduce Uncle Gu to you!"

Children's ideas are always wild, and after a while Chuncao jumped to another channel, Chuncao suddenly said: "Mom, I was able to memorize the nine-nine multiplication table two days ago! I will recite it for you! "

"One one makes one, one two makes two, one three makes three, one four makes four, one five makes five... four seven 28, four eight 32, four nine 36... seven seven four 49, seven eight... seven Eight... seven eight 65... seven nine 68, eight eight 72, nine eight 87, nine nine one hundred and one... Huh? I seem to be reciting it wrong?"

Chuncao counted with her fingers in distress, but she couldn't count her fingers and toes together, so she slapped the floor angrily and said, "I won't recite it anymore! I hate Uncle Gu!"

After finishing speaking, she sat alone angrily for a while, and then said: "Mom, I can also recite ancient poems! Let me recite it for you! Geese, goose, singing to the sky..."

Just like that, Chuncao memorized all the things she knew, then stood up contentedly, patted her skirt and said, "Mom, do you see that I have learned a lot! Wait until the next time I come to see you I will definitely know more, and I will recite it to you when the time comes!"

After finishing speaking, she waved her hand happily and said, "Mom, I'm leaving first today, see you next time!"

Then bouncing back to Shen Qingzhou and Gu Heng's side.

At this time, Gu Heng was still nestled in Shen Qingzhou's arms, unwilling to move. As soon as Chuncao came, he looked at him and laughed, and shouted: "Coward Gu, you must be scared in the cemetery! My father has to coax you, Slightly slightly, what a shame!"

But for the first time, Gu Heng did not refute Chuncao, but asked seriously: "Chuncao, can I go talk to your mother for a while?"