See if I'm scum or not, and you're done

Shen Qingzhou was silent, he didn't know what to say, he just felt that the ring on his ring finger was hot, which made him restless and restless.

A huge force from nowhere was tearing at his heart crazily, and he could barely make a sound from the pain.

Gu Xiuyuan didn't speak, but watched Shen Qingzhou's struggling expression while sipping tea slowly, as if enjoying a very tense drama.

He watched Shen Qingzhou's expression change from sadness, to struggle, to resentment, to numbness, and finally to calmness.

He heard Shen Qingzhou asking in a quiet voice: "Didn't you dislike men and never play with men?"

Gu Xiuyuan was in a good mood at the moment because he watched a show of human nature, he jokingly said: "I have to say, my son's aesthetics are the same as mine, you are really good-looking."

"So, you still like men, you want to play with men, don't you?" Shen Qingzhou's mouth also showed a hint of sarcasm.

"Little cat, pets are not necessarily for play. Everyone wants to pet a beautiful pet, doesn't he? And, did I tell you to be a man?"

Shen Qingzhou's face that had just calmed down suddenly turned pale again.

In the days that followed, Shen Qingzhou lived in the Gu family's mansion. The Gu family's mansion was very deserted, with only servants on weekdays.

After Shen Qingzhou arrived, Gu Xiuyuan came back more frequently than usual, and the servants all said behind their backs, "Master's new plaything is very favored."

But Shen Qingzhou was not happy.

He was forced to wear women's clothes, grow his hair long, and learn to make up.

Gu Xiuyuan likes the bright red lipstick he wears, which makes him wear miniskirts and fishnet stockings like a whore.

He was also forced to wear high heels and make gestures like women.

Gu Xiuyuan always likes to hold him in front of the mirror and say, "Shen Qingzhou, look how much you look like a woman, you are a woman."

Then he began to take off his clothes bit by bit emotionally until he was naked and naked.

Looking at Shen Qingzhou's obvious masculine features, Gu Xiuyuan would always say regretfully: "Shen Qingzhou, why aren't you a woman."

Gu Xiuyuan never took the last step with him, he always used his hands or mouth.

He couldn't accept that Shen Qingzhou was a man, but he was also greedy for Shen Qingzhou's appearance.

And Shen Qingzhou felt that Gu Xiuyuan was just a simple pervert.

Such days did not last long, and Shen Qingzhou was told that he needed to hide.

Because Gu Heng is coming back.

Gu Xiuyuan did not tell Gu Heng about Shen Qingzhou, Gu Xiuyuan still had his own plan.

Gu Heng only knew that Shen Qingzhou disappeared suddenly. He searched for a long time, but couldn't find any clues, so he went home.

Shen Qingzhou almost didn't dare to imagine that when Gu Heng rushed out after the exam, he was found missing, and then the mobile phone couldn't be reached, and no one could be found.

How sad should he be.

Shen Qingzhou no longer knew what to do.

He can only say to himself that he is a heartless bitch, and that he is only with Gu Heng for money.

He asked himself, did he regret doing so?

He doesn't regret it at all, and he can get out of this circle and get a lot of money. He thinks everyone knows how to do this deal.

Gradually, Shen Qingzhou didn't feel what would happen to Gu Heng.

He would even think viciously, what would happen if Gu Heng found out about him, how exciting it would be for a lover to become a little mother.

I don't know if Gu Heng would call him "Mom", Shen Qingzhou thought, if he did, he would definitely agree with a smile.

Because he is a dirty and despicable thing without ethics and morals.

I have to say that Gu's house is too big, so big that Gu Heng didn't realize Shen Qingzhou's existence at all, and so big that Gu Xiuyuan could still play nasty games with Shen Qingzhou.

Such days continued until the end of August.

That day was August 26th, Gu Heng's birthday, and it was also the day before he was going to go abroad.

He is the young master of the Gu family, how could the scale of the birthday be so small, plus he was leaving soon, so it was naturally a grand event.

As for Gu Heng, he was not in the mood to celebrate his birthday at all.

But so what, he is the young master of the Gu family, so he has to force a smile in front of others.

Then, he heard some gossip.

He heard that his father had adopted a man.

How is that possible, Gu Heng sneered in his heart, he knew his father's virtues better than anyone else, his father would never like a man who liked a man.

Just when Gu Heng was watching the bustling scene coldly and mocking in his heart, Gu Heng's mother came.

She said, "Your father is waiting for you in the study. He has something to do with you. You can go there."

Gu Heng nodded. He was not close to his mother, so he didn't ask why he was looking for him, but went upstairs obediently as usual.

After that, he saw a scene that he will never forget.

……

"stop!"

When Shen Qingzhou spoke up to this point, he was interrupted by Gu Heng's loud shout.

"Shen Qingzhou... let's stop here, let's not talk about the rest..."

Gu Heng was panting heavily, his forehead was covered with cold sweat, and he looked very uncomfortable.

"I'm sorry." Shen Qingzhou lowered his head.

It seemed that it would be better not to say it out, but once Shen Qingzhou said it out, she suddenly didn't know how to face Gu Heng, it would be better if both of them pretended to forget it like before.

"Shen Qingzhou..." Gu Heng called him.

He looked at Gu Heng with anxiety on his face, and his fingers were restlessly grinding the cigarette butt, almost crushing the cigarette holder, and his lips were tightly pressed together, almost collapsing into a straight line.

"Shen Qingzhou..." Gu Heng called out again.

Shen Qingzhou sat up and held his hand, "I'm here."

This seemed to give Gu Heng great comfort, he said in a trembling voice: "Shen Qingzhou, give me a little time, I will accept all of this, okay?"

This is the deepest scar on Gu Heng's heart that is riddled with holes, and it will bleed out with a slight touch.

He tried to use all his pride to be arrogant in front of Shen Qingzhou, but even so, he still couldn't help being humble in front of Shen Qingzhou. Who made him fall in love with him at first sight? From that moment on, he was destined to be in front of Shen Qingzhou I can't lift my head up in front of me.

Shen Qingzhou held Gu Heng's hand, not knowing what to say, Gu Heng didn't owe him anything, on the contrary, he owed Gu Heng a lot, and he didn't even know how to pay it back.

"Gu Heng," Shen Qingzhou caressed Gu Heng's cheek, "Let's kiss."

After finishing speaking, before Gu Heng could react, he kissed her.

Gu Heng's eyes widened suddenly, he didn't expect Shen Qingzhou to kiss him.

And Shen Qingzhou was thinking about what Qi Rongming said.

Qi Rongming didn't let him give Gu Heng love like charity, not at all.

But if he doesn't give it to Gu Heng, this little kid who has been pestering him will definitely cry.

As before, depressed, with red eyes, saying that he doesn't care.

He really didn't want to see him again.

Shen Qingzhou has already made up his mind, no matter whether Gu Heng will get married or leave him in the future, then he should treat him well when he can be by his side.

There is no other reason, but he loves him, from seven years ago to the distant future.

No one would let him love like this again, Shen Qingzhou thought, Gu Heng is special, always has been.

Gu Heng, on the other hand, was a little stunned.

Shen Qingzhou was still talking to him about things that he didn't want to mention anymore, but now he kissed him.

Suddenly, physical and psychological discomfort swept over him, it was a kind of disgust that he couldn't control, Gu Heng didn't want to do this, but his body was protesting, wanting to reject Shen Qingzhou's kiss.

But this time, Shen Qingzhou, who was usually not as strong as Gu Heng, restrained Gu Heng tightly.

He grabbed his wrist and pressed Gu Heng onto the bed. He pressed his whole body on top of him, separated Gu Heng's legs with his legs, and pushed Gu Heng lightly, and then he let out a muffled groan.

Shen Qingzhou's technique has always been very good, after a while Gu Heng's body became limp and he couldn't use any strength, so he could only be kissed by Shen Qingzhou forcefully.

Physiological disgust and physical pleasure seemed to wrestle, dragging Gu Heng into an invisible abyss, where he couldn't tell whether he was enjoying or being tortured, it was clear what he missed and loved People are kissing him, obviously he is feeling happy, but he can't help but want to refuse, reject everything he accepts now.

This kind of double feeling was so hard that he couldn't help trembling, and tears began to flow from the corners of his eyes.

Suddenly, Gu Heng heard Shen Qingzhou sigh and say, "Little friend, you have to close your eyes when kissing..."

Gu Heng looked at Shen Qingzhou, only then did he realize that Shen Qingzhou had stopped.

Shen Qingzhou was looking at him, he couldn't see Shen Qingzhou's expression clearly, he just felt that he was very sad.

Shen Qingzhou wiped away the tears from the corners of Gu Heng's eyes, "Is it not possible?"

Gu Heng was stunned, he didn't know what to say.

He silently watched Shen Qingzhou lower his expectant eyes, straightened up slightly, and distanced himself from him.

The sudden departure of his warm body made Gu Heng feel a little cold, like another gust of cold wind, directly passing through his body and blowing into his heart.

Suddenly, Gu Heng shivered, he didn't want Shen Qingzhou to leave.

So, Shen Qingzhou watched as his little friend who was crying for some reason put his arms around his neck and pulled him down.

He choked up and said, "Shen Qingzhou, I love you."

Shen Qingzhou showed a faint smile, and he said, "Well, I love you too."

This was a sentence that Gu Heng had been waiting for for seven years, and Shen Qingzhou said it naturally, just like opening an umbrella when it rains, or taking medicine when sick.

Gu Heng's nose was sour, and he wanted to cry even more.

He said, "Shen Qingzhou, you have to be nice to me."

Shen Qingzhou said, "Okay."

"It must be very good, very good, that kind of good!"

"it is good."

"It's better than spring grass."

"...Why do you still compare yourself to children?"

Gu Heng raised his head and kissed Shen Qingzhou's lips again.

Maybe he can't get used to Shen Qingzhou's kisses yet, but as long as Shen Qingzhou is by his side, one day he can look at him and smile and wait for him to kiss him.

The night is always very long, it can evoke the emotions hidden in people's hearts.

There are always people embracing each other at night, telling each other some little secrets that cannot be said during the day, and then turning the secrets into affection and mixing them together, and turning them into the courage to face the dawn of the second day .

Since then, the two hearts full of scars have gotten closer and closer, and they will never feel lonely again.