See if I'm scum or not, and you're done

When Shen Qingzhou finished cooking and came out, he happened to see Chuncao hugging Gu Heng's neck and giggling, and Gu Heng also changed the faint but frightening expression along the way, and smiled softly. When he got up, he didn't know what he was whispering to Chuncao, and Shen Qingzhou's mood improved after seeing it.

He put the dishes on the table and asked, "What are you two talking about? Let me listen too."

"This is impossible!" Chuncao turned her head and said with her eyes bent: "This is my little secret with Uncle Gu!"

At this moment, Gu Heng's state of mind has undergone an earth-shaking change, and he also said with a smile: "That's right, this is a secret between me and Chuncao."

Shen Qingzhou looked at Gu Heng, who was obviously in a good mood now, with some surprise, thinking that this little boy could change his face faster than turning the pages of a book, and he would change his appearance after a while, but when he was in a better mood, he would suffer less, Shen Qingzhou was still happy of.

It was time to eat, and Chuncao jumped off the sofa and sat back on her own small bench.

Gu Heng also stood up and moved to the other side, making room for Shen Qingzhou to sit.

It’s just that Gu Heng forgot that he still had a thermometer in his armpit. As soon as he stood up, the glass thermometer slipped from his clothes and fell to the ground with a slap. Glass shards scattered, and mercury beads fell all over the ground immediately. .

"do not move!"

Shen Qingzhou shouted suddenly, startling Gu Heng, not knowing why he was so nervous.

Gu Heng watched as Shen Qingzhou picked up Chuncao, who sat obediently and motionless on the stool, and carefully placed it on the sofa.

"Where is it not hurt?" Shen Qingzhou asked Chun Cao worriedly.

"No." Chuncao shook her head, and asked sensiblely, "I don't know if Dad and Uncle Gu were injured."

Shen Qingzhou patted her head and said, "I'm fine with your Uncle Gu, don't worry."

After speaking, I went to get a broom and swept the ground clean before letting Chuncao get off the sofa again.

Gu Heng felt that Shen Qingzhou was a little too nervous about Chuncao, but then he thought that Chuncao is a cute, lively and beautiful little girl after all, and it's normal to be petted a little, so he didn't say anything.

After Shen Qingzhou settled the spring grass, he suddenly walked up to Gu Heng. Gu Heng thought he was about to say something, but saw Shen Qingzhou approaching him, and pressed his forehead against his.

"Have you got a fever? Are you feeling unwell? Why did you use the thermometer?"

The warm touch came over, and the hot air from Shen Qingzhou sprayed on Gu Heng's lips when he spoke, making Gu Heng's heart beat faster involuntarily.

"No, nothing..." Gu Heng stammered.

"It's really not hot." Shen Qingzhou straightened up and asked, "Is it a little uncomfortable?"

Gu Heng shook his head, he didn't want to let Shen Qingzhou know what he was thinking just now, so he said, "Let's eat."

The family of three finished dinner as usual, and the relationship between Chuncao and Gu Heng obviously improved a lot after the evening conversation, as if she and Gu Heng were the father and daughter, and Shen Qingzhou was an outsider. His hands were itchy, and he wanted to beat everyone, one big and one small.

Before Shen Qingzhou, Gu Heng has always been considered a child's heart, and when facing Chuncao, it is even more obvious, playing with Chuncao like crazy, jumping up and down in the room, Shen Qingzhou yelling at them is useless, in the end he can only let them go.

No matter how energetic Chuncao is, she is still a child, and she gets sleepy after a while, but she is still unwilling to leave Gu Heng's side and falls asleep in Gu Heng's arms.

Seeing Shen Qingzhou sour, he snatched Chuncao from Gu Heng's arms, drove him to sleep, and didn't let him be with Chuncao again.

When Shen Qingzhou put the spring grass into her own room and settled down, and returned to his and Gu Heng's room, Gu Heng was already lying in bed waiting for him.

As soon as Shen Qingzhou went to bed, Gu Heng hugged him into his arms, and turned off the light.

Ever since Gu Heng moved into his house, Shen Qingzhou never turned off the lights when he went to bed at night, because he remembered that Gu Heng was afraid of the dark.

So the sudden darkness made him a little uncomfortable, and it also made the hot air sprayed by Gu Heng's ear become obvious.

"Shen Qingzhou, let's talk." Gu Heng said.

Gu Heng in the dark made Shen Qingzhou unable to see his expression clearly, but he could feel that Gu Heng was not in a good mood.

So he stretched out his arms and hugged Gu Heng. The two people hugging each other are like stray dogs snuggling up to each other in the cold winter wind, absorbing each other's warmth and using it to pass this difficult night.

"Shen Qingzhou, do you think I like you?" Gu Heng asked.

Shen Qingzhou didn't expect Gu Heng to ask such a question as soon as he came up, he was stunned and didn't know how to answer, so he expressed his true feelings, he said, "I don't know, Xiao Heng, I don't understand love."

He thought that Gu Heng would be angry when he heard him say such words, and he was ready to be punished by him, but Gu Heng touched Shen Qingzhou's back from top to bottom as if to comfort him, and said, "That's right, you don't care about anything." don't know."

Shen Qingzhou suddenly felt a little sad. He was already 32 years old, and he would be 33 after this year. He was still living a bad life, he didn't understand anything, and he didn't know how to understand it.

All of a sudden, Gu Heng asked, "What about the spring grass? Will someone so reckless have a child?"

"She was an accident." Shen Qingzhou said.

"I think so." Gu Heng smiled lowly twice, "I originally thought that you just asked a woman to have a child in order to get married and live a normal life, but now that you think about it, you are not that kind of person. "

"In fact, I didn't expect that there would be spring grass at the beginning. I think the child is just a burden..." Shen Qingzhou suddenly paused as he spoke, as if recalling something, and then continued after a while: "When I saw spring grass just now She is so small, I feel like I can hold her up with one hand, she is such a small ball, but it is incredibly warm, it's as if you have a concern in your heart and can't let go At that time, I was thinking, is this a gift from God so that I can have a family."

Hearing what Shen Qingzhou said, Gu Heng suddenly turned over and pressed Shen Qingzhou under him. He said, "Shen Qingzhou, you have really changed a lot. It makes me feel like I don't know you anymore..."

"Really?" Shen Qingzhou pursed her lips and smiled, "I don't think I've changed much, I've always been like this."

"No, it's not the same at all..." Gu Heng lay on Shen Qingzhou's shoulder, sniffing his scent and said stubbornly: "Brother Shen is not so good-tempered, he just looks good-tempered, obviously the whole person has a good temper. Very irritable and unhappy, he seems to be going to explode at one point, but every day he pretends to smile indifferently, so that no one can get close to him, but Shen Qingzhou is not like this, he is very quiet, as if he has something to return to It is like a harbor, no matter how many difficulties there are, you will not feel that you have nowhere to go and are alone."

"You say that as if you are saying that others are not talking about me."

"But you are like this, it's just that you don't feel it. Do you know why so many people wanted to find you at the beginning? You left from me, no, after you left from that circle, I asked someone, and they all said 'Young master Shen doesn't feel like he's from this world, he's just here for a while, and he's going to leave after all, so I want to try and see if anyone can keep him, after all, everyone wants to conquer a horse no matter what. Wouldn't kneel down a horse to be ridden on.'”

"Really?" Shen Qingzhou rubbed Gu Heng's hair and smiled, "Then I really don't know, so they think so."

Everything in the darkness was so obvious, Gu Heng could hear the vibration of Shen Qingzhou's chest when he spoke, and he could also hear Shen Qingzhou's balanced and powerful heartbeat, which made him feel at ease.

He didn't want to think about anything right now, he just wanted to lean in Shen Qingzhou's arms safely and count his breathing.

This made him feel peaceful and comfortable, and it seemed to calm down all the irritability in his heart before.

Shen Qingzhou also seemed to understand his mood, and patted his back again and again, making Gu Heng feel as comfortable as being wrapped in his mother's warm and humid amniotic fluid, allowing him to let go of all his defenses.

He suddenly wanted to kiss Shen Qingzhou, snatch his lips and tongue, brush his teeth, and bite his lips. It was different from the kiss he had with Shen Qingzhou on the rooftop before, he wanted to attack The position goes deep into the city.

So he propped up his body, locked Shen Qingzhou firmly under him, and said, "Shen Qingzhou, I want to kiss you."

"is it okay?"

Shen Qingzhou still remembered Gu Heng's strange "problem", he couldn't kiss him, and would throw up when he kissed him.

Shen Qingzhou felt that this was the psychological shadow he had caused on him, after all, that incident back then really stimulated Gu Heng too much.

But Gu Heng said, "Let's try."

Shen Qingzhou straightened up so that it would be easier for Gu Heng to kiss him.

But Gu Heng was at a loss when he saw him get up.

Should he kiss him?Gu Heng thought, maybe it shouldn't be, but he couldn't hold back the restlessness in his heart.

While he was hesitating, Shen Qingzhou had already kissed her.

Shen Qingzhou's kissing skills are very good, so good that everyone who has ever had a relationship with him is full of praise. Everyone said that Shen Qingzhou's kisses are very gentle, like soft cotton candy melting on the tip of the tongue, sweet and sticky greasy.

But Shen Qingzhou, who was kissing Gu Heng, seemed a little rough.

He inserted his fingers into Gu Heng's hair, and pressed hard against himself, as if he wanted to sing every inch of Gu Heng's mouth, and even deeper.

It seemed that Gu Heng had already confused his rationality, leaving him insane.

Gu Heng is different in his heart, Shen Qingzhou thought, he can't deny this matter, he never has any desire to possess people, because he knows that none of those people belong to him, and he is not just a man's property.

But Gu Heng is different, Shen Qingzhou wants to possess him, wants to declare to others that this person is mine, so he indulges Gu Heng's publicity behavior in the company, and let everyone in the company know that Gu Heng is his.

That's all he can do, because he knows what he is.

A plaything, what can you ask for extravagantly?

What happened seven years ago meant that he and Gu Heng could not be together.

He led Gu Heng's tongue to dance together, bit his lower lip, sucked the body fluid in his mouth, and kissed until Gu Heng's breath became short of breath, and his hands unconsciously moved around Shen Qingzhou's body.

Just when the atmosphere was good, Gu Heng suddenly pushed Shen Qingzhou away and covered his mouth.

Surely it still doesn't work?

In the darkness that Gu Heng couldn't see, Shen Qingzhou twitched the corners of his mouth in vain, showing a slightly bitter but resigned expression.

He turned on the light, looked at Gu Heng's frowning brows and pale face, gently patted his back, and asked, "Are you okay?"

Gu Heng looked very uncomfortable, but he still shook his head and said, "Try again."

Shen Qingzhou understood that he wanted to overcome himself, but he was no longer willing to try.

They only have these three years.

So Shen Qingzhou violently pushed Gu Heng onto the bed, pressed his face against his chest, and slowly went down all the way to an unspeakable place.

He kissed her lightly through the cloth, his beautiful eyes half-closed, revealing a bit of confusion.

He said "Let's do something more fun than kissing..."