Jigsaw puzzle

Chen Xian obviously didn't expect such a coincidence to meet Han Yicheng and the three of them at this very moment, she was stunned for a long time before replying: "I'm here to see a friend."

"You know my mother?" Qi Xin looked at the bunch of sunflowers in front of the tombstone in surprise, and then at Chen Xian standing in front of the tombstone, "You also know that my mother likes sunflowers?"

"I not only know that your mother likes sunflowers, but also that your mother likes whales and the sea, but she... still loves you the most." Chen Xian squatted down halfway, letting himself look at Qi Xin.

"I'm sorry little beauty," she said, "Before my sister was too cowardly and didn't tell you."

Qi Xin cried all night yesterday, and today her eyes were swollen, and now that she suddenly knew so much information about her mother, her eye circles were silently red again.Qi Xin squatted down silently, and put the sunflowers in her hand beside the bunch brought by Chen Xian, as if she was talking to herself, or asking Han Yanan who was sleeping in the ground.

"Mom, did you help many people before, and they all come to me now."

Although Han Yicheng stood aside and didn't speak, he was also shocked by the fact that Chen Xian was familiar with Han Yanan. He stared at Chen Xian for a while, and felt that she was different from before, but he couldn't figure out what the difference was.

"You... how did you know each other?" He finally asked, and the air around him was quiet, only the cicadas in the distance were chirping tirelessly.

Chen Xian smiled, and roughly recounted his teenage past to Han Yicheng. During this time, Qi Xin squatted on the ground and listened, her slightly curled posture seemed to be back to her mother's pregnant belly, safe and quiet.

"I told Li Ran before that I thought I knew Yanan very well, but in fact, she is the one I have never figured out over the years." Chen Xian glanced at Qi Xin and continued, " She originally told me that she would never get married until she visited the five continents of the world, but she not only got married because of Qi Xin, but also willingly quit the documentary team at that time."

"I really didn't understand her at the time, and even resented her a little bit. I felt that the person who showed me the world for so many years shrank back. I sent several emails to her to ask her, but I never received it again. I passed her reply letter. Until last night, I learned Yanan’s email password from Qi Dongqing, and saw an email in the draft box, which she hadn’t sent to me 13 years ago.”

Li Ran saw that Han Yicheng's Adam's apple slipped, put his slender hands in his pocket, and took it out again, as if there was nowhere to put it.So Li Ran stretched out his hand and held Han Yicheng's hand. He didn't use much strength, but he continuously passed the body temperature to Han Yicheng.

"She said that there is a hole in each of us that we can't do anything about, and we spend our time, money, energy, and youth filling up the surface, but we can never fill the hole underneath. She said that she spent too much of the first half of her life. She spent so much time trying to prove to her parents that she is a person worthy of being loved, this persistence later turned into an obsession, forcing her to exhaust herself to prove her worth to the world over and over again.”

"She said that she was too small in front of the world of everyone, and she tried her best to correct the mistakes of the whole world, but when she knew she was pregnant, she realized that she didn't need to be an enemy of the whole world, because she could conceive A new world."

Speaking of this, Chen Xian looked away from the tombstone, smiled helplessly and looked at Han Yicheng: "Don't you think it's amazing that a small part of the money you saved and gave to Yanan secretly was taken by her?" It was secretly delivered to me and changed my life."

Seeing that Han Yicheng remained silent, Chen Xian continued to speak, "I can understand a little now, the world of the little beauty, the world of the stinky uncle, and your world are probably the world she wants to change the most. "

After Chen Xian finished speaking, he squatted down and touched the rain-wet surface of the tombstone. The black marble countertop was slightly cool to the touch. In this sweltering summer day, it was one of the few things that remained indifferent and objective.

"I'll go out and wait for you first, and let you stay alone for a while." Chen Xian took two steps outside, then turned back and said to Han Yicheng, "By the way, Yanan also said that sometimes, deciding to let go is not against the enemy." Compromise, but…forgive yourself for hurting.”

Li Ran felt Han Yicheng's hand tremble, he squeezed Han Yicheng's skin slightly, and said softly, "I'll go out and wait for you first."

The faint drizzle in the air did not know when it stopped, and the large and small clothes corners in front of the tombstone were still wet. Han Yicheng wanted to say something, but felt that everything was silent now.

If it is said that Han Yicheng made a few holes in Han Yicheng's blocked heart before being discharged from the hospital, then what Chen Xian said just now completely broke through the cage that has fettered him for more than ten years. It was so inadvertent, as if everything was arranged by fate, and after sorting out other trivial thoughts, the last piece of the jigsaw puzzle was naturally revealed.

Looking all over the three thousand great thousand worlds, looking for Samantabhadra, you can't see it, and you come to the White Buddha.The Buddha said: "If you just think about it in the quiet samadhi, you will see Samantabhadra."

Han Yicheng didn't even shed tears. He watched Qi Xin dig out her own paintings from her schoolbag, press them one by one and place them in front of the tombstone. He felt that his breathing became more and more relaxed. went.

"Can we still visit mom together in the future?" Qi Xin packed her schoolbag and raised her head to ask Han Yicheng.

"Well, yes."

"Then next time, can you also be with my dad?"

"Okay, with your dad."

"Then let Brother Aran and Sister Chen Xian still accompany us like this?" Qi Xin might feel that she was a little too pushy, and shook Han Yicheng's arm a little embarrassedly, begging him like a baby, "I really heard what my mother told me just now."

The corners of Han Yicheng's mouth also raised slightly. He glanced out at Li Ran and Chen Xian who were smoking at the entrance of the cemetery, and said one last time, "Okay."

Li Ran happened to be watching the two people inside from a distance at the door, and when he saw Han Yicheng looking out, he smiled at Han Yicheng.Li Ran turned his head and pinched off the cigarette that was almost burnt to the end, and lit another cigarette from Chen Xian.

"Tsk, why are you so picky? You don't even buy a pack of cigarettes. This one is for you." Chen Xian stuffed the cigarette pack into Li Ran's pocket with some distaste, took one out and re-lit himself. .

"What's the situation between you and Qi Xin's father? Do you think Qi Xin is stupid? Last night, she cried so hard with us that she was the only sister Chen Xian who really liked her and didn't want her anymore."

"Hey, I'll make amends to the little beauty these few days." Chen Xian was a little guilty, and blew a puff of smoke into the air, "I was arguing with the smelly uncle yesterday, maybe something was misunderstood by the little beauty, He's been annoying lately, he keeps avoiding me when he has nothing to do, he's an old man, I don't know what he's been struggling with all this time."

"Well, Han Yicheng told me before that he felt a bit like his sister, have I not told you yet?" Li Ran kicked the steps next to him, and kicked a small clod of dirt onto the ground to spread it out "I guess, does Qi Xin's father also feel this way, he can't get over this hurdle in his heart, and he is afraid that he is ashamed of you, so he hides from you on purpose?"

"Ah?" Chen Xian blinked her eyes in surprise, as if she didn't expect Li Ran to say that at all, "They both think I look like Yanan? How could that be? Her temper may be... Am I a hundred times better?"

"I'm just guessing, maybe it's not, anyway, you can figure it out for yourself, just don't make Qi Xin feel bad." Li Ran saw the big and small in the cemetery starting to go out, so he quickly finished his last puff and put Smoke out and throw it in the trash.

Chen Xian couldn't stop laughing seeing Li Ran pinching his cigarette in fear and trepidation: "Look at you now, you are as strict as a wife. Those who don't know think you are here doing it for love."

Li Ran gave a "tsk" sound, and slapped Chen Xian on the head speechlessly, "Can you stop being so obsessed, you quickly put out the cigarette after you finish smoking, and there are still minors here."

"Hey, okay." Chen Xian stuck out his tongue, finally sprayed a smoke ring, extinguished the smoke on his fingertips, and unceremoniously turned his backhand on Li Ran's head.

At this moment, Han Yicheng led Qi Xin half way outside, and saw Chen Xian slap Li Ran mercilessly on the head, which made Li Ran move forward like a chicken.Han Yicheng was taken aback, and suddenly wanted to understand why Chen Xian was different now, he asked Qi Xin intentionally or unintentionally: "Tell me, if my mother is still alive, will she look like your sister Chen Xian?"

"Hey?" Qi Xin tilted her head, thought for a while, and asked Han Yicheng, "Didn't you say that my mother was never embarrassed to bargain with others? I used to go out with sister Chen Xian, and she bargained so fiercely that I couldn't even stop her." I can't stop it."

Han Yicheng let out an "ah" and didn't continue the discussion on this issue. He waved to Li Ran who was waiting outside the cemetery, walked over with a smile and took the initiative to hold Li Ran's hand.

If a person loses his way in a predicament, his eyes and places are all kings. If a person breaks the situation and then suddenly looks back, he realizes that everything in the world is just a shadow of you in my eyes.

Facts have proved that Li Ran's smoking cessation is an inevitable choice in history. Han Yicheng has lived with him for a long time, knowing that Li Ran doesn't smoke often, and occasionally catches him smoking two cigarettes and doesn't care about him. As a result, Li Ran slackens and hides the matter for five or six years. It was discovered by Li Weiguo, and the half-grown old man with a good temper set off a storm at home.

"Oh, Dad, I've said it all. I don't smoke much now. That pack of cigarettes was stuffed into my pocket when I went out with my friends last time!" Li Ran looked at Li Weiguo sitting on the sofa with a pair of oily and salty clothes. He looked like he had a headache, so he quickly pulled out Han Yicheng as a shield, "Han Yicheng was there last time, you ask him if Chen Xian forced it to me."

Han Yicheng nodded obediently: "The cigarette belongs to Chen Xian, but you took the initiative to let her ask for it."

"Why are you so annoying?" Li Ran punched Han Yicheng angrily, his eyes widened fiercely, "Did I ask you that? Why do you always talk so much at such critical moments?"

Li Weiguo patted the table with a "slap": "Who are you fierce? You dare to be fierce to Xiaohan. You don't admit that you have done something wrong, and you still want to ride on other people's heads to show your prestige."

Zhang Lingyu was wearing presbyopic glasses and swiping her phone, she raised her eyes and rolled Li Weiguo's eyes, "Stop making noise, you said you are old and old, why are you getting stronger and stronger?"

"That's right," Li Ran quickly stood in Zhang Lingyu's camp, turned his head and satirized his own father, "You've been drinking like that all day, and now you're holding on to me."

However, Zhang Lingyu raised her eyebrows and did not buy Li Ran's blame: "Let me tell you, you didn't do anything right, if it wasn't for your elder brother Chen and sister-in-law here today, I would have scolded you for your father first. "

Li Ran had a hard time with the elders, only to realize that Comrade Han had a good attitude towards him in the end. His temper was indulged by Han Yicheng to rise like a flood several times. He was used to making troubles with Han Yicheng, but now he suddenly As soon as I got home, I got used to it, and before I could take out the golden cudgel, I was obediently pressed back by two Wuzhi Mountains.

He obediently sat back beside Han Yicheng, and Han Yicheng held his neck and pinched the muscles behind him, narrowed his eyes comfortably, and soon shut his mouth.

Li Chen was taken care of by Zhang Lingyu and Li Weiguo a lot when he was a child, and the relationship between them is closer than usual collateral relatives. Now that Li Chen is about to marry Cheng Yi, he brings Cheng Yi to sit with Li Weiguo, and from then on family.

Li Chen looked at the way Han Yicheng rubbed Li Ran's shoulders, and always felt that there was something weird between the two of them, but he came here today to ask for help, so he didn't dare to ask Li Ran directly what happened to the two of them.

"When are you two going to do business?" Zhang Lingyu put down her phone, grabbed a handful of melon seeds from the side, and knocked them, asking Li Chen,

"Look at you taking such a good daughter-in-law back. I'm afraid that if you don't grasp it well for a moment, Xiao Cheng will regret it."

"Auntie, don't say that." Cheng Yi smiled a little embarrassedly, "Brother Chen is very kind to me, my parents are now everywhere praising me for finding a good family."

When Li Weiguo heard this, he also forgot that he was angry with Li Ran before, and suddenly smiled back to Maitreya Buddha: "Then you didn't see how happy your father-in-law is in private, it's too much to take advantage of, it's not good Tell outsiders, so it's called Musheng to make a fortune."

"Oh, you are really my relatives. Cheng Cheng is still here, so you can bury me." Although Li Chen said so, he couldn't hold back the smile on his face, and squeezed a few people aside. The hickory nuts and the walnut kernels that were taken out were stuffed into Cheng Yi's palm.

Li Ran saw that Li Chen was chatting enthusiastically with his parents, so he sneaked into Han Yicheng's ear and said, "I want to eat walnuts too."

"Huh?" Han Yicheng didn't realize it all at once, and said straight to Li Ran, "If you want to eat walnuts, you can buy them online."

"..." Li Ran looked at Li Chen, who used hairspray to push his hair back one by one, and suddenly felt that he might be able to handle Cheng Yi because of his real skills, and it had nothing to do with the situation he worked so hard to get together. .

"By the way, Ah Ran, I have to ask you something." Seeing Cheng Yi get up and go out to answer the phone, Li Chen quickly winked at Li Ran, "It's just your friend named Chen Xian, right? I'm here She saw several dresses in her circle of friends, and Cheng Yi liked them very much. See if you can tell her for me to design a wedding dress for Cheng Yi. As long as it can catch up with our wedding day, you can talk about money and so on. .”

Li Weiguo frowned when he heard Chen Xian's name: "That girl who smokes with you?"

"Let me ask her, it's not a matter of money or not. She keeps telling me that she's too busy recently. When will you have a banquet? I'll see if she can make a schedule."

"There are a lot of bad things, and there are a lot of shit." Li Weiguo added another sentence.

"Lunar Qixi Festival," Li Chen winked at Li Ran, telling him not to pay attention to Li Weiguo's words, "Ah Ran, just take a look, if you can spare some time that day, come over and be my best man, but there is one condition , you don’t have to force yourself, anyway, you can’t look much more handsome than me.”

At this time, Cheng Yi just came back after answering the phone, and couldn't help laughing when he heard Li Chen's words: "Isn't it difficult for you to force others to come, and not let them be handsome."

"No, Cheng Cheng, think about it, when Ah Ran goes to our wedding and stands next to me, everyone on the stage will have to look at him, and when your senior brother goes to the next stage, everyone in the audience will have to look at you Brother, the co-authors are all watching them, who is watching me?"

Cheng Yi smiled: "I don't think you are enough?"

"I look at you too." Han Yicheng interjected abruptly, "Your marriage is the most important thing."

A drop of cold sweat dripped from Li Ran's forehead. He dragged Han Yicheng out: "Well, let's go first, and then you can talk about the details of the wedding. We don't have romantic cells, so we won't participate."

Li Ran bit the word "romantic cell" very hard, and he still looked resentful when he walked in front of their little motorcycle.He put on his helmet and waited to take the back seat.Now that Han Yicheng knew this little turtle better than him, Li Ran was happy to sit in the back seat eating tofu with his arms around Han Yicheng's waist, and occasionally hum a little song behind him when he was in a good mood.

Li Ran was not in the mood to hum a ditty when he first got into the car, but he was sitting on the back of the motorcycle with his cheek against Han Yicheng's waist, and he could smell the nice smell of laundry detergent on Han Yicheng's body.Strange to say, they obviously eat and live together, use the same shower gel and laundry detergent, and they can always say that each other smells nice without being shy or shameless.

Not long after, Li Ran started humming from behind again, and the fingers clasped around Han Yicheng's waist unconsciously beat the beat, making Han Yicheng's stomach slap.

"Don't make a fuss, take care of it." Han Yicheng reminded him.

"Hmph," Li Ran not only didn't stop, but also pinched the muscles on Han Yicheng's stomach. This man has been running every day under his supervision since he was discharged from the hospital, and now he has developed some flamboyant abdominal muscles.

"Lack of romance." Li Ran said.

Han Yicheng didn't argue with him, and immediately lost his mind to go back to how to deal with this person on the bed, and suddenly heard Li Ran ask him: "Why are you so indifferent now that you insist on telling Cheng Yi about the situation we set up at that time?"

"Your brother already told her. Cheng Yi told me when we had dinner last week."

"Oh? Does she mind then?"

"No."

"Let me just say, if most people have two eyes, my brother's eyes will look like briquettes." Li Ran said, and he searched up Han Yicheng's belly, and finally found Han Yicheng's flat chest. He patted forward, "It's not like you, do you hear that, the sound is solid, and there is no heart."

"Go to work by bike tomorrow," Han Yicheng said as he parked the motorcycle downstairs, and the two got out of the car one after the other, "I'll take the subway to the airport."

"Oh," Li Ran didn't ask Han Yicheng what he was doing at the airport, he stretched out dejectedly, and complained, "Why is it Monday again in a blink of an eye, these two days have never passed."

"After your dance studio was merged into Yunuo, isn't the class much easier?"

"That's different. Now I'm tired of looking at those impetuous little stars," Li Ran said as he walked to the elevator and pressed the button several times before remembering that the elevator was inspected this week, and he was suddenly discouraged. Looking at the steps with eyes full of despair, he wailed, "Hey, thinking about going to work tomorrow, I don't even want to climb the stairs."

"Come up." Han Yicheng squatted down in front of him. He turned his head and looked up at Li Ran. This glance was obviously not as passionate as usual, but it still made Li Ran's heart itch.Li Ran skillfully jumped onto Han Yicheng's back, giggling and whispering in Han Yicheng's ear

"Come up as soon as you come up, don't you just let me move by myself~"