Jigsaw puzzle

Li Ran didn't expect that the first time he entered the police station in his life, he would go to take notes with Han Yicheng, a "model citizen" who was even more exemplary than himself, in the middle of the night.

The policeman who received him was a young man who had just started his job. The other colleagues on duty at this time were not energetic, so this kind of work would naturally fall to a junior like him.

However, the little policeman's attitude was unusually enthusiastic, and he couldn't stop once he opened his mouth. He was clearly taking notes for Li Ran, but in the end it turned out that Li Ran couldn't stop listening to him.

"Well, Officer Lin..." Li Ran couldn't bear it any longer, and let out three breaths in a row, "Can we end today? It's already one o'clock in the morning, and I... am really sleepy."

"Ah, yes, it's more than one o'clock, and I didn't even realize it!" Officer Lin patted his head, as if he had just realized the time, "Then let's come here first today, and I understand the things almost, after waiting I'll call you in two days, and I'll come back to tell you about the results, maybe you need to sign something."

Li Ran stood up and nodded: "Okay, thank you for your hard work."

"Where is it? Serve the people." Officer Lin smiled plainly, opened the door of the room and walked a few steps outside, then poked his head back and said to Li Ran, "Is that your friend in the hall outside? I've been sleeping there for half a day. Wake him up quickly, don't freeze him."

Li Ran heard Police Officer Lin's words, and hurried to the lobby, and found Han Yicheng sleeping soundly leaning against the dirty wall.

At this time, even the policemen on duty in the police hall had returned to their offices. The lights in the hall were dim, and only Han Yicheng was leaning there alone, his sleeping posture seemed a bit ridiculous.

Li Ran approached Han Yicheng, and found that Han Yicheng was in a deep sleep. It seemed that there was no nightmare to disturb him, and his expression was very relaxed in his sleep.

The wall on which Han Yicheng's head was leaning was dirty and full of footprints, but it matched Han Yicheng's disheveled chicken nest head at this time. He was really exhausted. He stayed on the plane for more than ten hours, and he felt sick when he landed. Here, I finally went to the Public Security Bureau to be busy until midnight.

Li Ran looked at Han Yicheng's blue and dark circles under his eyes, and felt as if he had knocked over the seasoning bottle, all kinds of flavors were mixed together.

In Li Ran's memory, Han Yicheng was a half-perfectionist with obsessive-compulsive disorder. Before the two of them were together, he would feel ugly even if he had a haircut.

And now, the cold, stinky man in the white shirt from before would sleep in the police station in the middle of the night like a troublemaker, disheveled and disheveled.

Li Ran scratched the bridge of Han Yicheng's nose, seeing that he still didn't intend to wake up, his heart moved, and he suddenly wanted to see if he could memorize Han Yicheng.

So Li Ran held up one arm of Han Yicheng, used all his strength to drag him forward two steps, and found that the weight on his body was gradually getting lighter.

He looked back, and as expected, Han Yicheng had been woken up by his torment, and was staring at him blankly with narrowed eyes.

"Do you want me to carry you back?" Li Ran squatted down in front of Han Yicheng, making a gesture of "waiting for you to come up".

Han Yicheng was a little hesitant. Firstly, he was worried that it would be inappropriate to do so in public, and secondly, he thought that Li Ran would not be able to carry him on his back.

But from the bottom of his heart, he missed Li Ran too much, and he didn't want to miss any opportunity for close contact. Even if it was such a naive childish behavior, he couldn't refuse it.

"Come up quickly," Li Ran urged in a low voice as if he could see through his mind, "It's midnight, how can anyone watch?"

So Han Yicheng quietly stepped forward and put his arms around Li Ran's neck as if he had been bewitched.He was already a head taller than Li Ran, and standing behind Li Ran who was half squatting, he looked even taller. Seeing Li Ran's eagerness to try, Han Yicheng suddenly worried that he would be tripped.

Fortunately, Li Ran stood in a stalemate for a while, then let go of Han Yicheng's thigh in embarrassment, clapped his hands and stood back to his original position.

"That... I haven't even had lunch yet, I'm a little empty right now, try again tomorrow."

Han Yicheng chuckled twice, pretending not to notice Li Ran's red neck, and the two walked out of the police station one after the other.

The drive from the police station to home was not too short, but Li Ran never spoke to Han Yicheng in the car.

He sat sideways on the passenger seat, and when he was free, he couldn't help recalling all the details about Han Yicheng that he had neglected all along.

I don't know since when, Han Yicheng always had wounds caused by various "accidents" on his arms. Often, just as the old wounds were about to heal, new "accidents" would arrive as scheduled.

In the past, Li Ran always subconsciously told himself that this was really an accident, but after witnessing Han Yicheng's behavior today, he realized that he could no longer deceive himself and others.

The more he thought about it, the more he had a headache. He didn't know how to solve this kind of thing. He rashly pointed out that he was afraid of hurting Han Yicheng's self-esteem again, and he was hiding it and worried that Han Yicheng would do some self-harm again.

It was only then that Li Ran realized that Han Yicheng's weight in his life had already exceeded his original estimate. Compared with Han Yicheng, he couldn't even spare his energy to think of a coping strategy for what happened in the dance room today.

Li Ran took out his mobile phone and sent a few messages to the work group, suspending the class scheduling for tomorrow and the day after tomorrow.

However, Han Yicheng didn't realize that Li Ran had noticed the dark secret he had buried in the depths. He thought that the reason why Li Ran didn't talk much today was because of the low mood caused by online gossip and fan troubles during the day.

Before he came back, Han Yicheng couldn't stop browsing the vicious comments on the Internet. He even registered a Weibo account to explain to Li Ran one by one under those news.

Now, he is afraid that what he said will make Li Ran sad, and at the same time, he is excited to see Li Ran again. Such complicated emotions make him dare not express rashly, so he can only peek at Li Ran secretly, hiding thousands of words in his heart in.

The two of them just sat in the car with their own thoughts, and they were silent all the way until they got home.

I don't know if it's because of the winter, or because Li Ran neglected to take care of the morning glories on the window sills. When Han Yicheng returned to the apartment, he found that most of the morning glories covering the windows were withered and yellow.He was suddenly a little sad, and had to water the flowers in the middle of the night, and had to rebuild the shelf.

Li Ran's mind was not here, and he couldn't stop thinking about how to talk to Han Yicheng when he went back to the house and lay down in the bedroom.

He didn't understand how Han Yicheng managed to hurt himself so casually while still thinking about playing with flowers and plants outside.When Li Ran was distracted, he felt someone entangled behind him like an octopus.

Han Yicheng was afraid that Li Ran would not be in the mood to do such a thing, but he was really uncomfortable, so he hesitated to wrap around him, touching here and there.

I have to admit that no matter how confused Li Ran's mind is, his body still misses such an intimate embrace. After a while, he felt the feeling of being touched. He just turned around and planned to cooperate, but found that the instigator gradually stopped moving.

Li Ran turned around suspiciously, only to realize that Han Yicheng had fallen asleep with his arms around him because he was too sleepy.

Listening to Han Yicheng's even breathing, Li Ran couldn't fall asleep anyway.His heart is always like a worm, bit by bit by bit, the more empty the more it hurts.

He stared at Han Yicheng's eyebrows and eyes for a long time, and after confirming that the other party was asleep, he gently freed up a hand, and tiptoely squeezed his fingers to unbutton Han Yicheng's pajamas.

Han Yicheng was still so thin, it was not difficult to unbutton the loose pajamas.Through the half-opened clothes, Li Ran saw that Han Yicheng's body was still the same as he remembered, with a thin layer of muscle attached to the bone frame, and the veins and blood vessels were particularly obvious at the joints, and it was still the familiar morbid beauty.

Li Ran was relieved that no wound was seen on the surface of the muscle. It seemed that the worst had not yet happened.He raised his head and lightly pecked the corner of Han Yicheng's mouth.

Only now did Li Ran feel the peace of mind of Han Yicheng returning home, and he buttoned Han Yicheng's clothes one by one, intending to close his eyes and sleep peacefully.

However, just before Li Ran fastened the last button, Han Yicheng's arm changed its position, exposing a piece of cloth that was originally pressed under the upper arm.

Li Ran's sharp eyes saw a small dark red blood stain between the armpit of Han Yicheng's pajamas and his ribs.

The bloodstain was about the size of a thumbnail, and it looked like it had been there for a while. It was hidden on Han Yicheng's dark pajamas, and it was hard to see that it was Han Yicheng himself.Probably didn't notice either.

Li Ran's heart was suddenly grabbed by a pair of invisible hands. He didn't care about the fear of waking Han Yicheng up, so he simply put his hand inside Han Yicheng's pajamas, and groped along the sides of his ribs bit by bit.

When he touched both sides of the chest, Li Ran felt the first raised scar, and there was another scar almost every centimeter up.These scars are abruptly entrenched on the tender flesh of Han Yicheng's body, which is not easy to be found. In some places, the wounds are even intertwined because of the density.

Li Ran's hands trembled a little at the end of touching it. It was obvious that the temperature on Han Yicheng's body was so warm, but it made him as cold as an ice cave, from head to toe.

However, Han Yicheng slept like a dead sleep because of exhaustion, even though his clothes were almost stripped by Li Ran, he didn't wake up, instead he muttered twice and hugged Li Ran even tighter in his arms.

Li Ran used to only know that the fingers connect to the heart, but now he also realizes that the pain in the heart will also be transmitted to the hands along the nerves.

Since getting to know Han Yicheng, the sense of powerlessness that frightened him gradually away from Li Ran's life has returned again.

In the darkness, Li Ran's heart was in a mess, he could only curl himself up in Han Yicheng's arms, indulging in this familiar atmosphere, but he didn't close his eyes all night.

The next morning, Han Yicheng opened his eyes and saw Li Ran staring at his chest in a daze.

"You woke up so early." He carefully kissed the tip of Li Ran's nose, thinking that Li Ran was still thinking about what happened yesterday.

Li Ran didn't make a sound, and Han Yicheng buried his face in his chest, trembling slightly.

"You..." Han Yicheng didn't expect that Li Ran would care so much about those bad comments on the Internet, he stroked Li Ran's hair a little helplessly, "Closing the store for two days, don't look at your phone."

After Han Yicheng said this, Li Ran responded in his arms, raised his head and kissed Han Yicheng, while kissing him, he pulled down Han Yicheng's clothes.

When doing these things in the past, Han Yicheng always intentionally kept his shirt from being completely taken off, and Li Ran didn't specifically ask for it. However, this time, no matter how Han Yicheng dodged or did other things to divert Li Ran's attention, Li Ran was stubborn. To take off Han Yicheng's shirt.

Han Yicheng gradually felt that something was wrong, he opened the distance between the two of them a little, and found that Li Ran's bloodshot eyes had tears streaming from the corners of them.

He panicked all of a sudden, and quickly wiped the tears from the corners of Li Ran's eyes with his hands.

Li Ran pushed away Han Yicheng's hand, wiped his face with his sleeve, then stared at Han Yicheng's eyes, and said hoarsely, "Take off your shirt."