not possible

After dragging and tugging for a short distance, Han Lingzi pushed open the wooden door with one hand, and the gravity tilted Li Yixing to the point where he staggered and almost fell.Han Lingzi straightened Li Yixing, but Li Yixing waved his hand, "Head hurts, brain hurts (headache), wait a minute." He signaled that Han Lingzi didn't need to support him anymore, and walked up to the steps under the eaves to sit on the spot While sitting, Li Yixing was really hot and uncomfortable now, especially his head was really jumping, he put his hands on his forehead, but he retched and vomited a moment later.

"Er...cough...cough."

Seeing this, Han Lingzi quickly stepped forward, leaned over and patted Li Yixing's back, "Is it okay?"

Li Yixing: "Don't... don't do anything."

Han Lingzi glanced at the location of the stove, put the whisk down on the stone steps, and went to the stove to pour some water.

There was a spasm in his stomach, and Li Yixing put his hand on his stomach and vomited it out.It's been a long time since I've had a drink, yet I have such a big reaction. The last time I drank like this (dizzy) was probably when my mother left.Li Yixing panted heavily, looking at the dead peach tree in front of him, he couldn't help thinking of the past.

"Drink the water." Han Lingzi handed the wooden cup filled with water to Li Yixing.Li Yixing turned around and took it, and said in a hoarse voice, "Thank you."

Li Yixing didn't drink the water in the glass immediately, he held the glass with both hands and still looked straight at the tree.Han Lingzi also noticed what he was looking at, and asked in a strange way: "Is it a peach tree?" Li Yixing looked back at Han Lingzi, "Damn (yes), you don't know how beautiful its flowers are. "

Han Lingzi: "Then why did you die?"

"Perhaps it was drowned that year." Li Yixing was not sure when the tree died?How did you die?After his mother died, there was a flood. Until Li Yixing left home and left Shu, he never saw the peach tree blooming in the courtyard. It must be the flood that killed him, maybe he went with his mother?

Han Lingzi: "Our Xuandu Temple is also full of peach trees."

"Okay, I will definitely go to Chang'an to see if I have the chance." Li Yixing woke up, propping Mu Chenchen's head with one hand and looking at Han Lingzi sideways.

A wooden hairpin is tied with black hair, and her eyes are indifferent.He didn't have too many decorations on his body, just a plain black robe, standing there alone, Li Yixing felt that it was just the right beauty.

Li Yixing: "It's so pretty." I don't know if it's because of the alcohol, but seeing Han Lingzi has a hazy feeling. Li Yixing really likes it more and more. To be honest, it's the first time that Li Yixing is as good-looking as Han Lingzi at such a young age. And good-looking man.

That kind of good-looking is not the kind of feminine beauty, but the kind of indifferent and gentle beauty.

"It's so beautiful." Li Yixing read out in a daze.

Han Lingzi thought he was still talking about peach trees, and when the peach blossoms are in bloom, it is really beautiful to see the red eyes, so Han Lingzi smiled and nodded in agreement.

"I thought you were a girl back then." Li Yixing smiled self-deprecatingly. He put the wooden cup in his hand on the ground beside him, resting his forehead with his hands and hanging his head. The headache got worse and worse. He breathed a sigh of relief, "I I don’t know why I seem to care more and more about you. I used to want to see you angry and want to see if your cold face has changed, but now I’m afraid that you will get angry and you will be unhappy. I don’t know what the hell is wrong with me. gone."

"Sometimes I stare at you for a long time, and I actually think that it would be great if you were a woman." He lowered his head and spoke, Han Lingzi didn't know why Li Yixing said this suddenly?But Li Yixing was still talking tirelessly, and he didn't know if he wanted to vomit quickly while drinking this time.He was sitting on the steps holding his head in his hands and scratching the tips of his hair a few times irritably.

"Li Yixing, are you okay?" This abnormal behavior made Han Lingzi suddenly nervous.

"How can it be like this (how can it be like this)?"

Li Yixing suddenly remembered what Su Guansheng said—like Han Lingzi?

It was like a signal exploded in Li Yixing's head, Li Yixing immediately froze and thought he must be crazy.How can this be?What if he's a man... so what if he's a man?

Li Yixing stared at the ground motionlessly with his eyes dazed, his heart was surrounded by panic and panic, but there was also such a sense of excitement mixed with it.Li Yixing forced himself to recognize, face and think clearly.

What about men?

Li Yixing laughed in a bewildered manner, "I see."

Han Lingzi was a little frightened by Li Yixing, he quickly walked up to Li Yixing and said anxiously, "What's wrong with you, Li Yixing?"

Looking up, it was the ink coat.Li Yixing sat on the steps a little lower than Han Lingzi, Li Yixing moved his gaze slowly, looking up at the collar and pale neck.

"I'm... to you."

Han Lingzi: "?"

Li Yixing stood up drunk and his eyes were a little bloodshot. He supported Han Lingzi's shoulders and looked at his moist eyes. .”

Han Lingzi was still waiting for Li Yixing to continue, but Li Yixing hesitated and hawed to no avail.Li Yixing himself was also in a hurry, before he could say anything clearly, Li Yixing lowered his head.

When touching Han Lingzi's cheek, it felt like touching a piece of warm tofu, which relieved some of his discomfort.The pleasure produced by the senses wanted Li Yixing to take a step closer, but he didn't know what to do, and was afraid of hurting Han Lingzi, so in the end he had to restrain himself and leave cautiously.

……

The water in the cup was put aside without a sip, so how can the hot heart be calmed down?

……

……………………Dividing line……………………

Road to Shu is a general term for a place, and Li Yixing and the others are heading towards the southwest from their current location. Anyway, Li Yixing thinks so, and he can always find news about Tangmen by walking all over the area.

However, there is one thing that Li Yixing thinks a little strange, just because Su Guansheng said that the poisonous Gu of Tangmen looks similar to Han Lingzi and hurt someone last year, it means that Su Guansheng has met the poisonous Gu of Tangmen, but why would Su Guansheng Is it difficult to run to the southwest of Shu Road?On the way to Beijing to catch the exam?That walk will also leave Shu from the northeast to Chang'an, and will not pass by here.

However, it is precisely because of Su Guansheng's words and the pattern on the wooden plaque of his mother's relic, which is the same as the imprint on Han Lingzi's back, and there are Tang characters, so Han Lingzi is also connected with Tangmen.

Li Yixing told Han Lingzi again about all this this morning, and wanted to ask his opinion?After all, the two of them haven't said a word to each other since yesterday's incident. Li Yixing knew that Han Lingzi must be annoyed, so he wanted to use this topic to have a word with Han Lingzi.

Han Lingzi: "Then what are your plans?"

"Whether it's true or not, go and see."

"Ah."

……

Li Yixing put away the things at home and was ready to go. After locking the door of the room and turning around, he saw Han Lingzi standing under the withered peach tree.

"Let's go, let me tell you, I brought a lot of yellow paper this time, if you don't have enough, tell me."

"Li Yixing."

"what?"

"You don't have to go with me." Han Lingzi turned around, with the same indifferent expression on his face, no waves could be seen.Li Yixing knew that Han Lingzi was not joking, and he never joked.

"Why?"

"No……"

"Is it because of what happened yesterday?" Li Yixing took a deep breath, "Yes, I did what happened yesterday, what about the claws (what's the matter)? I've wanted to do this for a long time. If you get angry, I will never do this in the future Yes! I will keep a distance from you, but can you let me at least keep following you. But, really, Han Lingzi, just think about me." Li Yixing also knows that love needs to be pleasing to each other, But he was really afraid of rejection, if Han Lingzi refused and pushed him away, he would never see him again.

If I had known earlier, I should have controlled it yesterday... Hey, I did it anyway.

Han Lingzi opened his lips lightly, clutching the wooden handle of the whisk with his left hand, and looked at Li Yixing in bewilderment, but he didn't speak for a long while.

Li Yixing knew that Han Lingzi was frightened again, so he kept silent and didn't answer, but there was no result.Li Yixing twitched involuntarily.

It's okay, it's okay, as long as I'm by your side all the time.Li Yixing knew that this was the best result, so he could only comfort himself.

President Li Yi exhaled, squeezed out a bitter smile and said: "Yesterday, I thought I was stupid, said something that shouldn't be said and done something that shouldn't be done." Han Lingzi's refusal to answer may be because he is really thinking about the two of them.

Now that the wine is awake, it is time to wake up from the dream.I shouldn't think about Xiao, I just ask him not to drive him away, this will only make him more helpless.

……

Han Lingzi's heart is not the same as Li Yixing's. If it weren't for Li Yixing's actions yesterday, Han Lingzi would not understand that he has a feeling of liking for Li Yixing until now.All the troubles caused by what Li Yixing said to him yesterday were what Han Lingzi wanted to say to Li Yixing, but he dared not admit it, or even think about it.

I'm also trying my best to bear it, pretending to be indifferent, pretending to be indifferent, but how can I control it in my heart?

Yesterday Han Lingzi thought about it all night, thinking that he was also thinking about Li Yixing, would he be drunk for a while and mistake himself for someone else? Maybe he was in a daze and didn't know what he was doing or saying, it was just a whim?

Han Lingzi thought about all the possibilities, but he never thought that the person expressed his feelings for him, and he also liked him, should he accept it?And after waking up in the morning, when facing Li Yixing, his immediate reaction was to hide and escape.

And when Li Yixing was absolutely awake, under the withered peach tree, when he expressed his thoughts to Han Lingzi again, Han Lingzi was unavoidably stunned again.

But the result is still - can't.

Li Yixing can tell Han Lingzi about your feelings, but Han Lingzi can accept it even if he doesn't dare.

Two men together, know what it means?Not to mention that it is inconsistent with reason, it is not to be criticized by others, it is the slander of later generations for Li Yixing.Li Yixing doesn't think about it himself, nor does he think about the result, because he is just impulsive.

Although Xuan Dao Guan belongs to Zhengdao, he can marry, but with this status, if Li Yixing wants to find someone's heart, it should not be him.