Quick Transmigration: He Likes Being a Father
Chapter 36: Making an Offer
It was clearly not the same person, but when Yang Yan kissed Xu Ze, he felt like he was kissing that person in a trance.Faced with Xu Ze's struggle and resistance, Yang Yan held back with one hand.
He pinched Xu Ze's chin, and then pushed Xu Ze's lips away. At that moment, even a simple w gave Yang Yan an unprecedented satisfaction.
The pair of eyes staring at him in astonishment in front of him, although they were not the peach blossom eyes that Yang Yan was familiar with, but the anger rising inside made Yang Yan happier than that kind of indifferent calm.
Yang Yan knew it was wrong, this person was not Xu Ze, he shouldn't do this kind of thing, but he couldn't control it, the beast in his body had broken through the iron cage, it was roaring and roaring.
Yang Yan's strength was very strong, holding Xu Ze's wrist like iron tongs, even made Xu Ze feel that his bones were about to be crushed by the other party.A terrifying and frightening flame was burning deep in the man's black pupils. That kind of flame gave Xu Ze the illusion that if he didn't stop it, the flame would burn him and Yang Yan.
Xu Ze couldn't tell whether Yang Yan recognized him for the time being, no matter what reason Yang Yan came to him, and even kissed him without saying a word, Xu Ze didn't like Yang Yan, being held down like this, Xu Ze There is only one feeling for choosing, and that is a strong sense of offense.
He couldn't break free from the shackles of a man, but it didn't mean that he couldn't do anything. His current body was not the weak, sensitive body that was pregnant with a child before.
When his lips were faintly numb under Yang Yan's fierce attack, Xu Ze's pupils suddenly lit up, and he closed his teeth abruptly.
hiss!The sudden sharp pain made Yang Yan almost gasp, and it was precisely because of this unexpected development that Yang Yan had to stop. The rusty taste spread in his mouth instantly, and even a strand of blood ran along the corner of Yang Yan's mouth. escape.
Yang Yan was stunned in amazement, he wiped the corner of his mouth, there was no light in the corridor here, only the dim light of a street lamp a few meters away shone down, but even so Yang Yan was keen to see the scarlet on his fingertips clearly.
Xu Ze directly bit Yang Yan's tongue and head, and blood gushed out of Yang Yan's mouth. He turned his head and spat out a mouthful of blood, and raised his head to meet Yang Yan's angry eyes with Xu Ze's.
For some reason, even though he was rejected and his tongue was bitten, Yang Yan was extremely happy.
Yang Yan curled his lips. Just as he opened his mouth to say something to Xu Ze, Xu Ze had already caught up with his clenched fist.
That punch hit Yang Yan's face hard, and there was a muffled bang, and Yang Yan, who was defenseless, was hit to the side of the head.He was bitten and beaten again, and if he had changed anyone, he might have gotten angry, but Yang Yan didn't, not only didn't he, he even apologized all over his face, and even apologized to Xu Ze very sincerely.
"I'm sorry!" Yang Yan said after touching the inner wall of his mouth with the tip of his tongue.
The way Xu Ze looked at Yang Yan was like looking at a lunatic who lost his mind. His lips and the tip of his tongue were numb, and his mouth was filled with the aggressive breath of another man. discomfort.
Even though he could sense the sadness hidden deep in Yang Yan's smiling eyes, being forced, no matter who the target was, disgusted Xu Ze.
Yang Yan knew that Xu Ze hated him, and it was not normal for him to have a good temper when he was suddenly raped by someone else.
"I'm sorry!" Yang Yan apologized again.
Xu Ze didn't want to hear another word from this man, so he turned around and left. After taking two steps, Yang Yan's success behind him made Xu Ze stop.
"Xiao Ze's father is Xu Ze, and it can also be said to be Xiao Ze's 'mother'. My lover is a man, but he can conceive, and Xiao Ze was born by him." Yang Yan didn't move, he was dark and bright His eyes stared at Xu Ze whose back was facing him. Xu Ze's back was handsome, and his back was very similar to 'Xu Ze'.
In the past few days, Yang Yan had gone to see a psychiatrist, but the doctor's counseling didn't work for Yang Yan, or it didn't work.
Several cigarette burns appeared on Yang Yan's wrists. The doctor suggested to Yang Yan that since his psychological problem was caused by Xu Ze's unexpected appearance, the doctor suggested that Yang Yan and Xu Ze have an open and honest talk. Talk, if Yang Yan wants to get better.
Of course Yang Yan hopes that he can return to normal, not for himself, but for the baby.
His emotions have affected the baby to a certain extent. Although the baby is young and doesn't know too much, he knows that something is wrong with his father recently.
So Yang Yan found Xu Ze here on this day, and he would directly press Xu Ze and kiss him. In fact, Yang Yan wanted Xu Ze to hate him, so that his eyes were full of anger, and the face of anger was cold. Yang Yan seems to have the courage to speak out the words that have been suppressed in his heart for a long time.
Seeing Xu Ze stop and turn around slowly, Yang Yan showed a trace of gratitude in his expression.I am grateful to Xu Ze for being willing to listen to his story.
What Yang Yan said, Xu Ze, the person involved, knew all about it. He thought he should ask something, so that he could pretend that he didn't know, but in the dark night, something grew in Xu Ze's heart.
It could be seen that Yang Yan wanted to confide in him, Xu Ze turned around, didn't say a word, quietly being his listener.
"Xie Chengzhou, I think you should still remember that when I met you a few days ago, the person he called Xu Ze was also my lover." The body swayed slightly, and he grabbed the armrest and sat down. The dark night covered Yang Yan's crooked fingers and the protruding veins on the back of his hand.
Yang Yan was sitting, and Xu Ze was standing on the other side. The distance between the two was only a few meters, but within these few meters, no one stepped in.
"I'm gay, and my lover is the same gender as me. When we were together, we didn't expect that he could be pregnant." Yang Yan slowly opened the conversation, recalling the past.
"We were separated for a while, and I didn't know until we met that he was pregnant with my child."
"He originally wanted to abort the child, but he was in poor health, and it might be dangerous to abort the child. At that time, I asked him to give birth to the child. At that time, I had no idea that giving birth to the child would lead to death in the future. His life was the price."
Yang Yan omitted the matter of exchanging 1000 million for the child.
Xu Ze knew every detail of Yang Yan's words. The anger in his eyes dissipated, and the coldness also dissipated, turning into a kind of calm, calm without waves, but it was this kind of calm that contrasted him even more. How restless my heart is.
Yang Yan lowered his head, his hands were tightly clasped together, and his knuckles were painful, but Yang Yan still didn't choose to let go.He was immersed in the story he narrated.
"After he got pregnant, we lived together. I invited my aunt to take care of his daily life. I was really naive at the time, thinking that would make him and the baby safe."
"The day he gave birth happened to be the last subject of the final exam. Before the exam was over, he suddenly had a stomachache and rushed out of the exam room to call me. After receiving the call, I ran over in a hurry, but there was still some delay in the middle."
"I always wondered afterwards, if I arranged for someone to follow him all the time in advance, and I could send him to the hospital as soon as possible, would he not have any accidents? Could it be that he would not leave after the baby was born."
The more he went on, Yang Yan's voice became more choked up, and tears flowed down his face silently at the end.
Tears dripped on the back of his hands. The hot tears made Yang Yan's hands tremble uncontrollably.
Opening his lips slightly, Yang Yan took a few breaths slowly.
He raised his head and looked at Xu Ze who was standing not far away. He smiled, and there was only bitterness and sadness in his smile.
"More than two years after he left, you suddenly appeared. The two of you have the same name. There are some parts of you that are similar to him, which causes me to occasionally have an illusion that he has returned, and he has come back to me. !" Yang Yan's eyes lit up with a slight fire, but the light lasted for a short time.
This story of Yang Yan is touching. His tall body is sitting in the corridor, and his whole posture has changed from the domineering and domineering in the past to a strong and pitiful fragility.
Xu Ze thought that as long as his heart was warmer, he would go over to express his sympathy.
It's a pity, Xu Ze's heart is very cold.
Moreover, more than two years have passed since ten years, and the remaining seven years are just a blink of an eye.
Xu Ze's voice was flat: "I'm not him, not your lover."
The light in Yang Yan's eyes dimmed again, he bent his lips and said, "I know."
"Then you told me this just because you want to talk?" Xu Ze completely separated himself and asked Yang Yan from the perspective of a bystander.
Yang Yan stood up from the bench, he walked towards Xu Ze, met Xu Ze's faintly wary eyes, Yang Yan stopped when he was two or three meters away.
"Because of your appearance, I now sometimes have the illusion that you might be him. I know you are not, but I can't help it." Yang Yan moved his cuffs up a little, and the clothes under the sleeves were covered. Multiple hideous and terrifying smoke scars were exposed.
Seeing Yang Yan committing self-mutilation, Xu Ze was slightly shocked.
"It's not that I'm afraid of pain, but pain can help me suppress my depression. I don't want this situation to get worse because of Xiao Ze. For Xiao Ze, I have to return to normal as soon as possible."
There were still tears in Yang Yan's eyes, but his mood was much more stable than before.
Xu Ze was not stupid. Hearing Yang Yan's words, he basically guessed that Yang Yan came to him suddenly this time because he needed his cooperation.
"What do you want me to do?" Xu Ze asked, if he could, he would help, the reason was the same as Yang Yan's.
"I hope you leave, don't come back here, go anywhere, don't appear in front of me and Xiao Ze." Yang Yan said his request, Xu Ze may not know how much strength he needs for just this sentence , he felt powerless.
Before Xu Ze could reply, Yang Yan added additional information.
"I've checked. Both of your parents are dead. Gaocheng and the others are also your friends who have not been dating for a long time. You have always lived alone. It is not too difficult for you to change cities."
"You can set a price, it can be as much as you want, 1000 million, 2000 million, or even [-] million, I will give it."
"Only one condition, you leave immediately!"
Yang Yan stared deeply into Xu Ze's eyes.
Xu Ze pursed his lips, as if thinking seriously.
"If I want one billion, will you give it?" Xu Ze raised his jaw slightly and asked.
Yang Yan nodded without hesitation, "I'll give it!"
Xu Ze laughed, shook his head and laughed, "I don't want money, I have money myself, and I prefer to spend what I earn."
Seeing the change in Yang Yan's expression, he probably thought that Xu Ze would not leave, Xu Ze continued: "But don't worry, I will leave, I had planned to walk around and stay in one place, it would be a waste of time. "
"But I also have a condition!" Xu Ze's eyes lightened.
"What condition?" No matter what Xu Ze proposed, Yang Yan would satisfy him.
However, the conditions proposed by Xu Ze can be said to be quite achievable, and it is even said that this is helping Yang Yan to a certain extent.
"Xiao Ze and I have made an appointment to meet next time. I will take the opportunity of meeting and I will tell him about my travel, which will save you some explanation." It seems that Xu Ze is quite considerate of Yang Yan.
Yang Yan was very grateful, there was still a wound bitten by Xu Ze on the tip of his tongue, and the pain reminded Yang Yan of what he had done to Xu Ze just now.
"Xu Ze, thank you, thank you very much." Yang Yan apologized very sincerely.
"No need to thank you, you just need to take care of Xiao Ze in the future." Xu Ze didn't ask for anything else.
Yang Yan nodded: "Don't worry about this, he is my only child, Yang Yan."
"From now on, no one will be able to take his place."
Yang Yan knew that Xu Ze really cared about his children.
"I don't think you have anything else to do? Then I'll go first." Xu Ze guessed that Yang Yan came here for this matter. As for Yang Yan's sudden kiss just now, Yang Yan apologized to him with a very sincere attitude, and Yang Yan made it clear It is not a lie to express the hope that he will leave.
For the sake of the baby, Xu Ze can ignore Yang Yan's momentary loss of control that offended him.
Turning around, Xu Ze left in front of Yang Yan. Although this was the community where he lived, he did not send Yang Yan out of the community like his friends did.
Even if Xu Ze likes the baby, but the baby's father, Yang Yan, they are at most strangers who have met a few times.
Back home, Xu Ze threw his body on the sofa. Sitting on the sofa, he leaned his head back and leaned directly on the back of the sofa. He closed his eyes and Xu Ze let out a deep breath.
He suddenly wondered if after having this body in the first place, he left the city directly and completely disappeared from the sight of Yang Yan and the baby, so that these things would not happen now.
Xu Zeyang smiled, because he knew that there were no assumptions or ifs.
That's fine, that's fine, he must leave, it's just a matter of time.
That night Xu Ze sat on the sofa for a long time before going back to the bedroom to lie down and sleep.
In his sleep, Xu Ze had a dream, a dream about the past. He dreamed that he was lying on the operating table, and the doctor took a scalpel to draw a bloody gash on his abdomen, and then the doctor took out a contaminated blood from his body. bloody baby.
Xu Ze wanted to reach out to touch the baby, but his body was anesthetized, making it impossible to lift his arms.
The doctor carried the baby and walked outside, not to bathe the baby, but to the operating room. Xu Ze opened his mouth to stop him, but the doctor walked further and further away.
Xu Ze woke up from the nightmare. When he opened his eyes, he was in a daze. He first looked towards the door and knew that he was not in the delivery room, but in his own home.
He lowered his eyes, lifted the hem of his pajamas and looked at his abdomen. The abdomen was smooth and flat without any scars. Xu Ze closed his eyes heavily, and opened them slowly after a few seconds.
Turning on the desk lamp, Xu Ze took his phone and checked the time, it was past three o'clock in the morning.
His head felt a little swollen and hurt. Xu Ze didn't lie down and go back to sleep immediately. He opened the photo album in his hand and found the photo of the baby. This was a few days ago when he accompanied the baby to the aquarium. After leaving the aquarium, I took a photo in the small park next to it. In the photo, the baby’s smile is pure and bright. Probably there is nothing more beautiful than a baby’s smiling face in this world.
After staring at the baby's photo for a long time, Xu Ze put down his phone, turned off the desk lamp and closed his eyes again, but falling asleep was more difficult than he thought. He felt sleepy, but he just couldn't fall asleep.
Xu Ze fell asleep after four o'clock, and woke up at seven o'clock the next day.
After waking up, Xu Ze checked the air ticket on his mobile phone. He didn't need to bring much luggage when he left, just a few clothes. Although his personal savings were not particularly large, it was enough for him to use for a while.
Xu Ze bought a ticket for this Saturday and planned to leave on that day.Xu Ze didn't say anything about leaving.
And on Thursday, when Xu Ze got in touch with the baby, he naturally told Yang Yan in advance.
Xu Ze had a car, and he drove there to pick up the baby. He thought Yang Yan would not follow, but Yang Yan took the position of bodyguard and walked out with the baby.
Seeing from a distance, one big and one small approaching from a distance, two similar faces, no matter how big or small they all like Xu Ze, if he tells some facts, Xu Ze believes that Yang Yan will definitely accept it, Then that little family will accept him without any hindrance.
In that home, they will live happily and beautifully.
Yang Yan's depression——Yang Yan burned himself with a cigarette butt because of losing control of his emotions. Xu Ze roughly understood that this situation may be a depression, and he can't control his emotions. Yang Yan's symptoms will be relieved. Or should I say heal immediately.
And the baby, he will get the complete love of two fathers, not just one.
Seeing the two walking towards each other, Xu Ze shook his head to interrupt his thoughts. He opened the car door and got out of the car. His eyes met Yang Yan's first, and those eyes were soft. Xu Ze looked down at the baby. .
The baby immediately broke away from Yang Yan's hand and ran towards Xu Ze.Xu Ze stopped and squatted on the ground, stretching out his hands to hug the baby.
Seeing Xu Ze again, the baby was so happy that he called out "Uncle" in a crisp voice, and followed him to give Xu Ze a big kiss on the face.
"Uncle, where are we going to play today?" The little guy asked happily.
"Shall we go to the zoo to see pandas?"
"Pandas? Well, I like pandas, they are very cute." The baby said dancing in Xu Ze's arms.
Xu Ze glanced over the baby and looked at Yang Yan behind him. It seemed that this person had lost a lot of weight, and there was a tinge of blue under his eyes.
"You and the baby sit in the back, and I'll drive." Yang Yan saw that the baby was sticking to Xu Ze, indicating that he was driving.
Xu Ze didn't argue with Yang Yan about who drove, there was nothing to argue about.
Yang Yan was driving in front, Bao Bao and Xu Ze were talking behind, Bao Bao asked Xu Ze what animals were in the zoo, whether there were lions, giraffes, peacocks, etc.Xu Ze replied with a gentle smile.
"Is there any monkey?" The baby's big eyes were innocent and bright.
"Yes, there are many."
"Then will they catch people?" The baby asked cautiously.
Xu Ze held the baby's little hand and said, "No, they live in the house and can't catch anyone."
"I'm not afraid of them, I will protect uncle and dad!" The little guy immediately puffed up his little chest when he said this.
"Yes, our baby is very powerful, he is a brave man." Xu Ze praised the baby.
The baby is smiling brightly.
Yang Yan, who was driving in front, listened to the conversation of the two people behind. Unlike the smiling faces of the two people, Yang Yan's face was not smiling, and even looked very solemn.
Because he knew that this was the last meeting between Baobao and Xu Ze, and Xu Ze would leave after this time.Xu Ze promised that he would leave, and Yang Yan believed that Xu Ze would keep their promise.
The car was driving quietly, and Yang Yan held the steering wheel tightly with both hands. The relationship between the two people behind the car really looked like father and son. Even Yang Yan and the baby may not be so close.
If the young man's name wasn't Xu Ze, if the young man didn't have something that his past lovers were familiar with, Yang Yan thought he would try his best to keep the young man, so that the young man could always be with his baby and grow up with Xiao Ze big.
However, those assumptions made by Yang Yan were all illusory. Because he saw that Xu Ze's certain temperament and behavior became more and more like the baby's father, he was afraid that he would not be able to bear it if he continued to contact him.
The kiss that night was still fresh in Yang Yan's memory after that, and he would always recall it from time to time.Then Yang Yan suddenly had a terrible thought, that kind of thought was that if he really used this Xu Ze as a stand-in, or even transferred his love to another, he actually wondered if this Xu Ze would leave suddenly like that one.
Even if it was just a momentary thought, Yang Yan didn't want to see such a thing happen again.
Yang Yan originally drove slowly, so that he could prolong the time spent with Xu Ze, but now he slowly increased the speed.
The car arrived outside the zoo not long after, and the three of them walked in after buying tickets.
Originally, the baby was holding Xu Ze's hand, but later he stopped and turned his head to wait for Yang Yan who fell behind.
"Father, hurry up!" The baby called Yang Yan, telling Yang Yan to hurry up.
Yang Yan's long legs took a few steps and he looked at the baby with soft and warm eyes like spring water: "What's the matter?"
"Father, I'll hold you, don't get lost." The baby's words surprised both Xu Ze and Yang Yan, but the baby looked serious, as if he, Yang Yan's father, would be lost if he didn't pay attention. of.
The baby held Xu Ze with his left hand and his father with his right hand, and the baby stood in the middle. That scene was extremely peaceful at that moment.
The three of them, whether they are two adults or a baby, are all very handsome.The two adults are tall and have long legs, and their bodies are tall and straight. They don't bend their backs slightly like most people, and their aura makes people unable to move their eyes when they walk.And the baby in the middle has snow-white and soft skin, beautiful facial features, and is as delicate as a doll. The baby has a pair of peach blossom eyes. He blinks his big eyes and smiles on his face. He looks around and is very curious about his surroundings. Everyone who saw the baby made such cute noises.
Those three people walked together hand in hand, like a beautiful landscape.Someone secretly took out a photo with a mobile phone, and sent it to a friend after taking the photo. The friend was immediately excited and envious, and regretted that he didn't go to the zoo with him, otherwise he would have met those three big/little handsome guys.
A few people didn't pay attention to the gazes or comments of other people around them, and walked into the zoo.
On this day, Xu Ze and Yang Yan accompanied the baby to see every animal.The baby was tired from walking, either Xu Ze was holding him or Yang Yan was holding him.
In the middle, the baby looks at the animals, Xu Ze looks at the baby, and Yang Yan looks at the baby and Xu Ze.Staring at those two, Yang Yan thought that if 'Xu Ze' hadn't left, if the Xu Ze in front of him was his Xu Ze, it would definitely be the same as now.
When Xu Ze in front turned his head to look over, Yang Yan retracted his gaze.
After visiting the zoo for more than three hours, stopping and walking in the middle, I finally finished shopping.
After shopping, it was almost time for dinner. After leaving the zoo, I found a restaurant nearby. Several people sat in the restaurant and finished their meal.
Yang Yan asked Xu Ze to order, and Xu Ze took the menu, not ordering what he likes, but asking what the baby likes to eat.After clicking, Xu Ze asked Yang Yan to watch and add more.
When Yang Yan was looking at the menu, the opposite baby told Xu Ze that his feet hurt a little. Obviously, the baby had been walking for a long time before, and he hadn't walked for such a long time before, so it hurt a little.
"Uncle rub it for you." After Xu Ze said, he took the baby's two short legs and put them on his lap, and he didn't mind that the baby's shoes would stain his pants.
While gently pressing and rubbing the baby, Xu Ze asked the baby if the strength was appropriate and if it would be heavy.
"No, thank you uncle." The baby is quite sensible, and will take the initiative to say thank you when others help him.
"You're welcome." Xu Ze smiled. He lowered his eyes and looked at the baby tenderly.
Yang Yan, who was sitting opposite them, looked at this scene and saw the happy smile on the baby's face. Yang Yan felt a little pain in his heart when he thought of the parting that would come next.
After eating, Xu Ze drove the car. Yang Yan sat behind and hugged the baby. When the baby was sitting on his father's lap, he was not as lively and cheerful as when he was with Xu Ze. After playing for a long time, the baby was tired and fell asleep in Yang Yan's arms. past.
Xu Ze drove the car very smoothly. Through the rearview mirror, he glanced at the baby leaning on Yang Yan's arms. His eyes were deeply focused, as if he was afraid that if he didn't look more, he would never see the baby again.
But I won't see it again. After today, he will leave and will not appear in front of the baby.
The car drove outside Yang Yan's residence. Yang Yan got out of the car with the baby in his arms. When the baby woke up, he raised his hand and rubbed his sleepy eyes. As soon as Yang Yan put him on the ground, the baby shook his small body and walked towards Xu Ze.
Holding Xu Ze's leg, the baby raised his head and said reluctantly, "Uncle, I don't want to be separated from you."
Xu Ze straightened the slightly messy clothes for the baby, and he bent down and squatted in front of the baby.
"Uncle, there is something I want to tell you?"
When Xu Ze said this aloud, Yang Yan's eyes flickered slightly, knowing that Xu Ze was about to tell the baby, but Yang Yan wanted to stop it.
"What's the matter?" The baby didn't know anything yet.
"Uncle is leaving in two days and is going to travel abroad." Xu Zetong Baobao said softly.
The baby blinked and blinked, and then he grabbed Xu Ze's hand tightly: "I don't want you to leave!"
"But uncle has already bought a plane ticket. Uncle has wanted to travel a long time ago. Uncle has made a lot of preparations for this. If he doesn't go, all his efforts in the past will be in vain." Xu Ze deceived the baby with a smile.
"Then... when will you come back?" The baby is young, but he knows everything he should know.
"I'm not sure yet, but I promise it will be soon, and I will also send you my photo, baby, okay?"
The baby seemed to want to nod, but suddenly he shook his head violently: "No, you are not allowed to go!"
The baby hugged Xu Ze's neck tightly and refused to let go. He had a vague feeling that if he let go here, his uncle would really leave him.He didn't want Xu Ze to leave, he wanted Xu Ze to live with him.
"Father, let uncle live in our house, okay, let him live with us?" The baby saw that Xu Ze didn't change his mind, so he begged his father, who loved him very much, and would agree to everything he said.
But this time was different from the past. Not only did his father not agree to him, but he came over and forcibly carried the baby out of Xu Ze's arms.
The baby's mouth shrunk, and Dou Da's eyes rolled in their sockets. He looked at his father and then at Xu Ze in front of him. He only thought that his father was a bad person. He just wanted to be with Uncle Xu Ze. Why did his father stop him.
"I'm sorry, Xiao Ze. Uncle will come back to see you as soon as possible. By the way, we can call and video call. We can also meet like that." Xu Ze brushed his finger at the end of the baby's eyes, wiping away a tear.
The baby is very easy to coax. When I heard that we can meet by video, I am not so sad in an instant.
"Uncle, you can't lie, let's pull the hook!" The baby took the initiative to extend his little hand this time.
"Hanging on the hook, it must not be changed for 100 years!" Xu Ze hooked the baby's little hand and made a promise with the baby.
Before leaving, Xu Ze said goodbye to Yang Yan: "Goodbye!"
Yang Yan stared into Xu Ze's extremely calm eyes, as if the separation this time was really only short-lived, and they would see each other the next day.
"Goodbye, and thank you." Yang Yan thanked Xu Ze for being with his child these days.
Xu Ze smiled and shook his head lightly.
He sat in the car and waved to the baby through the car window. The baby sniffed and said in a crying voice, "Goodbye, uncle!"
The accelerator starts, and the car drives onto the street. The baby will not know that the separation this time will be forever. He is still looking forward to meeting and playing with his favorite uncle Xu Ze next time in the near future.
Yang Yan held the baby and took two steps in the direction where Xu Ze left. Suddenly, without any warning, a huge emptiness and loss came to his heart, just like when he saw 'Xu Ze' in the hospital two years ago. The moment he completely closed his eyes.
Yang Yan's body swayed slightly, that feeling was too strange, as if something in the dark was reminding him, the Xu Ze who reminded him to leave was the one from before.
But how is it possible?He saw Xu Ze die in front of his own eyes, and he watched Xu Ze's burial. Yang Yan, who had just left, also asked someone to investigate, and there was nothing unusual.
It is impossible to resurrect from the dead, and it is even more impossible to re-travel.
If this is the case, Yang Yan does not believe that Xu Ze can be so cruel and abandon the child.
So that person is not Xu Ze.
In this way, Yang Yan let the last chance slip away.
When Xu Ze boarded the plane on Sunday, he took out the phone card and threw it into the trash can. Even if it was Gaocheng and the others, Xu Ze said he would cut off contact when he said he would lose contact.
He is such a cold and indifferent person. Gao Cheng has many friends around him. Xu Ze believes that even if he leaves, someone will soon take his place.
In addition, Gao Cheng's position in Xu Ze's heart has never been as important as that of the baby.
In this world, this world that didn't belong to Xu Ze originally, the only person he cared about most was the baby, the baby who had been with him for more than nine months in his womb.
The plane took off rapidly, Xu Ze looked at the blue sky and white clouds outside the window, and said to the baby in his heart: "I'm sorry, and goodbye."
Goodbye this time is farewell forever.
When ten years finally passed, Xu Ze returned to the city where the baby was on the last day.
He found the baby's school and stood outside the school waiting for the baby to come out.
The figure of the baby was easy to find, the tallest and handsome one, with those sparkling peach blossom eyes appeared, Xu Ze recognized the baby.
A grown boy walked out of the school gate. When he passed by Xu Ze, he just glanced at him indifferently. After so many years, Xiao Ze had forgotten Xu Ze's appearance, and only thought that the person standing under the street lamp on the side of the road He's handsome, even more handsome than his father, and he always thought his father was the most handsome.
But being handsome has nothing to do with him.
Xiao Ze walked forward and stopped beside a car.
The driver got out of the car and opened the door for Xiao Ze. The driver was the bodyguard back then. The bodyguard felt that the face of the person standing not far away was vaguely familiar. He looked over, but the person turned his back to him and left.
It must have been the wrong person, the bodyguard closed the door and sat back in the driver's seat.
The car took Yang Muche to one of the most luxurious restaurants in the area.
On the other side, Yang Yan and Xie Chengzhou were driving on the road together. Today is Xiao Ze's birthday, so they made an appointment to celebrate Xiao Ze's birthday together.
When the car came to a crossroad, there was a sudden loud noise, and a car accident happened in front of it. It seemed that someone was hit by a big truck and flew away.
Xie Chengzhou was driving in front, bypassing the accident site, and driving past. Such accidents happen from time to time. They would not stop to see what was going on. Someone would call the police and call for an ambulance.
When the car passed by the car accident slowly, Yang Yan turned his head and took a look outside, and Yang Yan was shocked by this look.
He immediately stopped the car, and Yang Yan hurriedly opened the door and ran down before the car stopped.
When he came to the side of the pedestrian who was knocked into the air, although scarlet blood oozes from the young man's forehead, Xie Chengzhou recognized who this person was in an instant.
He probably never thought that it would be under such circumstances that he would meet Xu Ze again after more than seven years.
There was a lot of noise around, but Yang Yan couldn't hear anything at that time, and it seemed that he couldn't see anything. The only thing he could see was Xu Ze who was lying in a pool of blood.
Everyone else surrounded him, and no one stepped forward to touch Xu Ze, for fear of being hurt again.
Yang Yan squatted down, his hands trembling, trying to test Xu Ze's breathing.The scene in front of him is so familiar. One day ten years ago, the most important person in Yang Yan's life left him.
On this day ten years later, another person named Xu Ze also left in front of his eyes in this unpredictable way.
Yang's extended hand stayed in the air, and more and more blood flowed from under Xu Ze's body, as if gathering into a river of blood, and the air was filled with a strong and pungent smell of blood.
Yang Yan felt that his eyes suddenly blurred, he couldn't see the person lying on the ground clearly, he wanted to leave here.
Yang Yan wanted to get up, his whole body was unexpectedly stiff.
Xie Chengzhou also got out of the car, he pushed through the crowd and recognized Xu Zelai. In the past seven or eight years, Xu Ze's face didn't seem to have changed, it would be better if there was no blood all over the floor.
Xie Chengzhou walked to Yang Yan's side, and he helped Yang Yan up. Yang Yan's body shook violently, and then tears rolled out of his eyes, and fell silently on the ground.
Yang Yan didn't seem to realize that he was crying, he just felt wet on his face, Yang Yan stretched his hands to wipe his cheeks, looked at the tears on his fingertips, but Yang Yan suddenly smiled.
Laugh endlessly sadly.
……
When the last time came, the system appeared again, and it came to pick up Xu Ze to travel to the next world.
Seeing that the baby has grown up and is beautiful and handsome, Xu Ze is very impressed with this
The author has something to say: the world no longer has any nostalgia.
"Let's go!" Xu Ze said.
The system instantly pulled out Xu Ze's soul, and then manipulated Xu Ze's body to face a giant truck.
When the truck hit Xu Ze's body, Xu Ze's soul had traveled to the next world with the system.
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Xu Ze woke up on a large dark blue bed, and when he opened his eyes, he felt a headache, as if his head had been run over by a truck.Slowly sitting up, without observing the surrounding situation immediately, Xu Ze first raised his hand and rubbed his temple.
After pressing for a while to relieve some pain, Xu Ze opened his eyes and looked carefully at the room he was in.
It's a strange room, it's clearly a bedroom, but it's all in cool colors, which makes people feel a kind of coldness that can't be dispelled.
Xu Ze breathed a sigh of relief, knowing that he had traveled to the next world.
He lifted the quilt and got out of bed, but before that Xu Ze was stunned. He lowered his head and stared at some marks on his body. No matter how it looked, it was not caused by allergies, Xu Ze frowned.But for the time being, he doesn't want to care about what happened to this body, his head is not feeling well, he wants to wash his face.
On the way to the bathroom, someone knocked
He pinched Xu Ze's chin, and then pushed Xu Ze's lips away. At that moment, even a simple w gave Yang Yan an unprecedented satisfaction.
The pair of eyes staring at him in astonishment in front of him, although they were not the peach blossom eyes that Yang Yan was familiar with, but the anger rising inside made Yang Yan happier than that kind of indifferent calm.
Yang Yan knew it was wrong, this person was not Xu Ze, he shouldn't do this kind of thing, but he couldn't control it, the beast in his body had broken through the iron cage, it was roaring and roaring.
Yang Yan's strength was very strong, holding Xu Ze's wrist like iron tongs, even made Xu Ze feel that his bones were about to be crushed by the other party.A terrifying and frightening flame was burning deep in the man's black pupils. That kind of flame gave Xu Ze the illusion that if he didn't stop it, the flame would burn him and Yang Yan.
Xu Ze couldn't tell whether Yang Yan recognized him for the time being, no matter what reason Yang Yan came to him, and even kissed him without saying a word, Xu Ze didn't like Yang Yan, being held down like this, Xu Ze There is only one feeling for choosing, and that is a strong sense of offense.
He couldn't break free from the shackles of a man, but it didn't mean that he couldn't do anything. His current body was not the weak, sensitive body that was pregnant with a child before.
When his lips were faintly numb under Yang Yan's fierce attack, Xu Ze's pupils suddenly lit up, and he closed his teeth abruptly.
hiss!The sudden sharp pain made Yang Yan almost gasp, and it was precisely because of this unexpected development that Yang Yan had to stop. The rusty taste spread in his mouth instantly, and even a strand of blood ran along the corner of Yang Yan's mouth. escape.
Yang Yan was stunned in amazement, he wiped the corner of his mouth, there was no light in the corridor here, only the dim light of a street lamp a few meters away shone down, but even so Yang Yan was keen to see the scarlet on his fingertips clearly.
Xu Ze directly bit Yang Yan's tongue and head, and blood gushed out of Yang Yan's mouth. He turned his head and spat out a mouthful of blood, and raised his head to meet Yang Yan's angry eyes with Xu Ze's.
For some reason, even though he was rejected and his tongue was bitten, Yang Yan was extremely happy.
Yang Yan curled his lips. Just as he opened his mouth to say something to Xu Ze, Xu Ze had already caught up with his clenched fist.
That punch hit Yang Yan's face hard, and there was a muffled bang, and Yang Yan, who was defenseless, was hit to the side of the head.He was bitten and beaten again, and if he had changed anyone, he might have gotten angry, but Yang Yan didn't, not only didn't he, he even apologized all over his face, and even apologized to Xu Ze very sincerely.
"I'm sorry!" Yang Yan said after touching the inner wall of his mouth with the tip of his tongue.
The way Xu Ze looked at Yang Yan was like looking at a lunatic who lost his mind. His lips and the tip of his tongue were numb, and his mouth was filled with the aggressive breath of another man. discomfort.
Even though he could sense the sadness hidden deep in Yang Yan's smiling eyes, being forced, no matter who the target was, disgusted Xu Ze.
Yang Yan knew that Xu Ze hated him, and it was not normal for him to have a good temper when he was suddenly raped by someone else.
"I'm sorry!" Yang Yan apologized again.
Xu Ze didn't want to hear another word from this man, so he turned around and left. After taking two steps, Yang Yan's success behind him made Xu Ze stop.
"Xiao Ze's father is Xu Ze, and it can also be said to be Xiao Ze's 'mother'. My lover is a man, but he can conceive, and Xiao Ze was born by him." Yang Yan didn't move, he was dark and bright His eyes stared at Xu Ze whose back was facing him. Xu Ze's back was handsome, and his back was very similar to 'Xu Ze'.
In the past few days, Yang Yan had gone to see a psychiatrist, but the doctor's counseling didn't work for Yang Yan, or it didn't work.
Several cigarette burns appeared on Yang Yan's wrists. The doctor suggested to Yang Yan that since his psychological problem was caused by Xu Ze's unexpected appearance, the doctor suggested that Yang Yan and Xu Ze have an open and honest talk. Talk, if Yang Yan wants to get better.
Of course Yang Yan hopes that he can return to normal, not for himself, but for the baby.
His emotions have affected the baby to a certain extent. Although the baby is young and doesn't know too much, he knows that something is wrong with his father recently.
So Yang Yan found Xu Ze here on this day, and he would directly press Xu Ze and kiss him. In fact, Yang Yan wanted Xu Ze to hate him, so that his eyes were full of anger, and the face of anger was cold. Yang Yan seems to have the courage to speak out the words that have been suppressed in his heart for a long time.
Seeing Xu Ze stop and turn around slowly, Yang Yan showed a trace of gratitude in his expression.I am grateful to Xu Ze for being willing to listen to his story.
What Yang Yan said, Xu Ze, the person involved, knew all about it. He thought he should ask something, so that he could pretend that he didn't know, but in the dark night, something grew in Xu Ze's heart.
It could be seen that Yang Yan wanted to confide in him, Xu Ze turned around, didn't say a word, quietly being his listener.
"Xie Chengzhou, I think you should still remember that when I met you a few days ago, the person he called Xu Ze was also my lover." The body swayed slightly, and he grabbed the armrest and sat down. The dark night covered Yang Yan's crooked fingers and the protruding veins on the back of his hand.
Yang Yan was sitting, and Xu Ze was standing on the other side. The distance between the two was only a few meters, but within these few meters, no one stepped in.
"I'm gay, and my lover is the same gender as me. When we were together, we didn't expect that he could be pregnant." Yang Yan slowly opened the conversation, recalling the past.
"We were separated for a while, and I didn't know until we met that he was pregnant with my child."
"He originally wanted to abort the child, but he was in poor health, and it might be dangerous to abort the child. At that time, I asked him to give birth to the child. At that time, I had no idea that giving birth to the child would lead to death in the future. His life was the price."
Yang Yan omitted the matter of exchanging 1000 million for the child.
Xu Ze knew every detail of Yang Yan's words. The anger in his eyes dissipated, and the coldness also dissipated, turning into a kind of calm, calm without waves, but it was this kind of calm that contrasted him even more. How restless my heart is.
Yang Yan lowered his head, his hands were tightly clasped together, and his knuckles were painful, but Yang Yan still didn't choose to let go.He was immersed in the story he narrated.
"After he got pregnant, we lived together. I invited my aunt to take care of his daily life. I was really naive at the time, thinking that would make him and the baby safe."
"The day he gave birth happened to be the last subject of the final exam. Before the exam was over, he suddenly had a stomachache and rushed out of the exam room to call me. After receiving the call, I ran over in a hurry, but there was still some delay in the middle."
"I always wondered afterwards, if I arranged for someone to follow him all the time in advance, and I could send him to the hospital as soon as possible, would he not have any accidents? Could it be that he would not leave after the baby was born."
The more he went on, Yang Yan's voice became more choked up, and tears flowed down his face silently at the end.
Tears dripped on the back of his hands. The hot tears made Yang Yan's hands tremble uncontrollably.
Opening his lips slightly, Yang Yan took a few breaths slowly.
He raised his head and looked at Xu Ze who was standing not far away. He smiled, and there was only bitterness and sadness in his smile.
"More than two years after he left, you suddenly appeared. The two of you have the same name. There are some parts of you that are similar to him, which causes me to occasionally have an illusion that he has returned, and he has come back to me. !" Yang Yan's eyes lit up with a slight fire, but the light lasted for a short time.
This story of Yang Yan is touching. His tall body is sitting in the corridor, and his whole posture has changed from the domineering and domineering in the past to a strong and pitiful fragility.
Xu Ze thought that as long as his heart was warmer, he would go over to express his sympathy.
It's a pity, Xu Ze's heart is very cold.
Moreover, more than two years have passed since ten years, and the remaining seven years are just a blink of an eye.
Xu Ze's voice was flat: "I'm not him, not your lover."
The light in Yang Yan's eyes dimmed again, he bent his lips and said, "I know."
"Then you told me this just because you want to talk?" Xu Ze completely separated himself and asked Yang Yan from the perspective of a bystander.
Yang Yan stood up from the bench, he walked towards Xu Ze, met Xu Ze's faintly wary eyes, Yang Yan stopped when he was two or three meters away.
"Because of your appearance, I now sometimes have the illusion that you might be him. I know you are not, but I can't help it." Yang Yan moved his cuffs up a little, and the clothes under the sleeves were covered. Multiple hideous and terrifying smoke scars were exposed.
Seeing Yang Yan committing self-mutilation, Xu Ze was slightly shocked.
"It's not that I'm afraid of pain, but pain can help me suppress my depression. I don't want this situation to get worse because of Xiao Ze. For Xiao Ze, I have to return to normal as soon as possible."
There were still tears in Yang Yan's eyes, but his mood was much more stable than before.
Xu Ze was not stupid. Hearing Yang Yan's words, he basically guessed that Yang Yan came to him suddenly this time because he needed his cooperation.
"What do you want me to do?" Xu Ze asked, if he could, he would help, the reason was the same as Yang Yan's.
"I hope you leave, don't come back here, go anywhere, don't appear in front of me and Xiao Ze." Yang Yan said his request, Xu Ze may not know how much strength he needs for just this sentence , he felt powerless.
Before Xu Ze could reply, Yang Yan added additional information.
"I've checked. Both of your parents are dead. Gaocheng and the others are also your friends who have not been dating for a long time. You have always lived alone. It is not too difficult for you to change cities."
"You can set a price, it can be as much as you want, 1000 million, 2000 million, or even [-] million, I will give it."
"Only one condition, you leave immediately!"
Yang Yan stared deeply into Xu Ze's eyes.
Xu Ze pursed his lips, as if thinking seriously.
"If I want one billion, will you give it?" Xu Ze raised his jaw slightly and asked.
Yang Yan nodded without hesitation, "I'll give it!"
Xu Ze laughed, shook his head and laughed, "I don't want money, I have money myself, and I prefer to spend what I earn."
Seeing the change in Yang Yan's expression, he probably thought that Xu Ze would not leave, Xu Ze continued: "But don't worry, I will leave, I had planned to walk around and stay in one place, it would be a waste of time. "
"But I also have a condition!" Xu Ze's eyes lightened.
"What condition?" No matter what Xu Ze proposed, Yang Yan would satisfy him.
However, the conditions proposed by Xu Ze can be said to be quite achievable, and it is even said that this is helping Yang Yan to a certain extent.
"Xiao Ze and I have made an appointment to meet next time. I will take the opportunity of meeting and I will tell him about my travel, which will save you some explanation." It seems that Xu Ze is quite considerate of Yang Yan.
Yang Yan was very grateful, there was still a wound bitten by Xu Ze on the tip of his tongue, and the pain reminded Yang Yan of what he had done to Xu Ze just now.
"Xu Ze, thank you, thank you very much." Yang Yan apologized very sincerely.
"No need to thank you, you just need to take care of Xiao Ze in the future." Xu Ze didn't ask for anything else.
Yang Yan nodded: "Don't worry about this, he is my only child, Yang Yan."
"From now on, no one will be able to take his place."
Yang Yan knew that Xu Ze really cared about his children.
"I don't think you have anything else to do? Then I'll go first." Xu Ze guessed that Yang Yan came here for this matter. As for Yang Yan's sudden kiss just now, Yang Yan apologized to him with a very sincere attitude, and Yang Yan made it clear It is not a lie to express the hope that he will leave.
For the sake of the baby, Xu Ze can ignore Yang Yan's momentary loss of control that offended him.
Turning around, Xu Ze left in front of Yang Yan. Although this was the community where he lived, he did not send Yang Yan out of the community like his friends did.
Even if Xu Ze likes the baby, but the baby's father, Yang Yan, they are at most strangers who have met a few times.
Back home, Xu Ze threw his body on the sofa. Sitting on the sofa, he leaned his head back and leaned directly on the back of the sofa. He closed his eyes and Xu Ze let out a deep breath.
He suddenly wondered if after having this body in the first place, he left the city directly and completely disappeared from the sight of Yang Yan and the baby, so that these things would not happen now.
Xu Zeyang smiled, because he knew that there were no assumptions or ifs.
That's fine, that's fine, he must leave, it's just a matter of time.
That night Xu Ze sat on the sofa for a long time before going back to the bedroom to lie down and sleep.
In his sleep, Xu Ze had a dream, a dream about the past. He dreamed that he was lying on the operating table, and the doctor took a scalpel to draw a bloody gash on his abdomen, and then the doctor took out a contaminated blood from his body. bloody baby.
Xu Ze wanted to reach out to touch the baby, but his body was anesthetized, making it impossible to lift his arms.
The doctor carried the baby and walked outside, not to bathe the baby, but to the operating room. Xu Ze opened his mouth to stop him, but the doctor walked further and further away.
Xu Ze woke up from the nightmare. When he opened his eyes, he was in a daze. He first looked towards the door and knew that he was not in the delivery room, but in his own home.
He lowered his eyes, lifted the hem of his pajamas and looked at his abdomen. The abdomen was smooth and flat without any scars. Xu Ze closed his eyes heavily, and opened them slowly after a few seconds.
Turning on the desk lamp, Xu Ze took his phone and checked the time, it was past three o'clock in the morning.
His head felt a little swollen and hurt. Xu Ze didn't lie down and go back to sleep immediately. He opened the photo album in his hand and found the photo of the baby. This was a few days ago when he accompanied the baby to the aquarium. After leaving the aquarium, I took a photo in the small park next to it. In the photo, the baby’s smile is pure and bright. Probably there is nothing more beautiful than a baby’s smiling face in this world.
After staring at the baby's photo for a long time, Xu Ze put down his phone, turned off the desk lamp and closed his eyes again, but falling asleep was more difficult than he thought. He felt sleepy, but he just couldn't fall asleep.
Xu Ze fell asleep after four o'clock, and woke up at seven o'clock the next day.
After waking up, Xu Ze checked the air ticket on his mobile phone. He didn't need to bring much luggage when he left, just a few clothes. Although his personal savings were not particularly large, it was enough for him to use for a while.
Xu Ze bought a ticket for this Saturday and planned to leave on that day.Xu Ze didn't say anything about leaving.
And on Thursday, when Xu Ze got in touch with the baby, he naturally told Yang Yan in advance.
Xu Ze had a car, and he drove there to pick up the baby. He thought Yang Yan would not follow, but Yang Yan took the position of bodyguard and walked out with the baby.
Seeing from a distance, one big and one small approaching from a distance, two similar faces, no matter how big or small they all like Xu Ze, if he tells some facts, Xu Ze believes that Yang Yan will definitely accept it, Then that little family will accept him without any hindrance.
In that home, they will live happily and beautifully.
Yang Yan's depression——Yang Yan burned himself with a cigarette butt because of losing control of his emotions. Xu Ze roughly understood that this situation may be a depression, and he can't control his emotions. Yang Yan's symptoms will be relieved. Or should I say heal immediately.
And the baby, he will get the complete love of two fathers, not just one.
Seeing the two walking towards each other, Xu Ze shook his head to interrupt his thoughts. He opened the car door and got out of the car. His eyes met Yang Yan's first, and those eyes were soft. Xu Ze looked down at the baby. .
The baby immediately broke away from Yang Yan's hand and ran towards Xu Ze.Xu Ze stopped and squatted on the ground, stretching out his hands to hug the baby.
Seeing Xu Ze again, the baby was so happy that he called out "Uncle" in a crisp voice, and followed him to give Xu Ze a big kiss on the face.
"Uncle, where are we going to play today?" The little guy asked happily.
"Shall we go to the zoo to see pandas?"
"Pandas? Well, I like pandas, they are very cute." The baby said dancing in Xu Ze's arms.
Xu Ze glanced over the baby and looked at Yang Yan behind him. It seemed that this person had lost a lot of weight, and there was a tinge of blue under his eyes.
"You and the baby sit in the back, and I'll drive." Yang Yan saw that the baby was sticking to Xu Ze, indicating that he was driving.
Xu Ze didn't argue with Yang Yan about who drove, there was nothing to argue about.
Yang Yan was driving in front, Bao Bao and Xu Ze were talking behind, Bao Bao asked Xu Ze what animals were in the zoo, whether there were lions, giraffes, peacocks, etc.Xu Ze replied with a gentle smile.
"Is there any monkey?" The baby's big eyes were innocent and bright.
"Yes, there are many."
"Then will they catch people?" The baby asked cautiously.
Xu Ze held the baby's little hand and said, "No, they live in the house and can't catch anyone."
"I'm not afraid of them, I will protect uncle and dad!" The little guy immediately puffed up his little chest when he said this.
"Yes, our baby is very powerful, he is a brave man." Xu Ze praised the baby.
The baby is smiling brightly.
Yang Yan, who was driving in front, listened to the conversation of the two people behind. Unlike the smiling faces of the two people, Yang Yan's face was not smiling, and even looked very solemn.
Because he knew that this was the last meeting between Baobao and Xu Ze, and Xu Ze would leave after this time.Xu Ze promised that he would leave, and Yang Yan believed that Xu Ze would keep their promise.
The car was driving quietly, and Yang Yan held the steering wheel tightly with both hands. The relationship between the two people behind the car really looked like father and son. Even Yang Yan and the baby may not be so close.
If the young man's name wasn't Xu Ze, if the young man didn't have something that his past lovers were familiar with, Yang Yan thought he would try his best to keep the young man, so that the young man could always be with his baby and grow up with Xiao Ze big.
However, those assumptions made by Yang Yan were all illusory. Because he saw that Xu Ze's certain temperament and behavior became more and more like the baby's father, he was afraid that he would not be able to bear it if he continued to contact him.
The kiss that night was still fresh in Yang Yan's memory after that, and he would always recall it from time to time.Then Yang Yan suddenly had a terrible thought, that kind of thought was that if he really used this Xu Ze as a stand-in, or even transferred his love to another, he actually wondered if this Xu Ze would leave suddenly like that one.
Even if it was just a momentary thought, Yang Yan didn't want to see such a thing happen again.
Yang Yan originally drove slowly, so that he could prolong the time spent with Xu Ze, but now he slowly increased the speed.
The car arrived outside the zoo not long after, and the three of them walked in after buying tickets.
Originally, the baby was holding Xu Ze's hand, but later he stopped and turned his head to wait for Yang Yan who fell behind.
"Father, hurry up!" The baby called Yang Yan, telling Yang Yan to hurry up.
Yang Yan's long legs took a few steps and he looked at the baby with soft and warm eyes like spring water: "What's the matter?"
"Father, I'll hold you, don't get lost." The baby's words surprised both Xu Ze and Yang Yan, but the baby looked serious, as if he, Yang Yan's father, would be lost if he didn't pay attention. of.
The baby held Xu Ze with his left hand and his father with his right hand, and the baby stood in the middle. That scene was extremely peaceful at that moment.
The three of them, whether they are two adults or a baby, are all very handsome.The two adults are tall and have long legs, and their bodies are tall and straight. They don't bend their backs slightly like most people, and their aura makes people unable to move their eyes when they walk.And the baby in the middle has snow-white and soft skin, beautiful facial features, and is as delicate as a doll. The baby has a pair of peach blossom eyes. He blinks his big eyes and smiles on his face. He looks around and is very curious about his surroundings. Everyone who saw the baby made such cute noises.
Those three people walked together hand in hand, like a beautiful landscape.Someone secretly took out a photo with a mobile phone, and sent it to a friend after taking the photo. The friend was immediately excited and envious, and regretted that he didn't go to the zoo with him, otherwise he would have met those three big/little handsome guys.
A few people didn't pay attention to the gazes or comments of other people around them, and walked into the zoo.
On this day, Xu Ze and Yang Yan accompanied the baby to see every animal.The baby was tired from walking, either Xu Ze was holding him or Yang Yan was holding him.
In the middle, the baby looks at the animals, Xu Ze looks at the baby, and Yang Yan looks at the baby and Xu Ze.Staring at those two, Yang Yan thought that if 'Xu Ze' hadn't left, if the Xu Ze in front of him was his Xu Ze, it would definitely be the same as now.
When Xu Ze in front turned his head to look over, Yang Yan retracted his gaze.
After visiting the zoo for more than three hours, stopping and walking in the middle, I finally finished shopping.
After shopping, it was almost time for dinner. After leaving the zoo, I found a restaurant nearby. Several people sat in the restaurant and finished their meal.
Yang Yan asked Xu Ze to order, and Xu Ze took the menu, not ordering what he likes, but asking what the baby likes to eat.After clicking, Xu Ze asked Yang Yan to watch and add more.
When Yang Yan was looking at the menu, the opposite baby told Xu Ze that his feet hurt a little. Obviously, the baby had been walking for a long time before, and he hadn't walked for such a long time before, so it hurt a little.
"Uncle rub it for you." After Xu Ze said, he took the baby's two short legs and put them on his lap, and he didn't mind that the baby's shoes would stain his pants.
While gently pressing and rubbing the baby, Xu Ze asked the baby if the strength was appropriate and if it would be heavy.
"No, thank you uncle." The baby is quite sensible, and will take the initiative to say thank you when others help him.
"You're welcome." Xu Ze smiled. He lowered his eyes and looked at the baby tenderly.
Yang Yan, who was sitting opposite them, looked at this scene and saw the happy smile on the baby's face. Yang Yan felt a little pain in his heart when he thought of the parting that would come next.
After eating, Xu Ze drove the car. Yang Yan sat behind and hugged the baby. When the baby was sitting on his father's lap, he was not as lively and cheerful as when he was with Xu Ze. After playing for a long time, the baby was tired and fell asleep in Yang Yan's arms. past.
Xu Ze drove the car very smoothly. Through the rearview mirror, he glanced at the baby leaning on Yang Yan's arms. His eyes were deeply focused, as if he was afraid that if he didn't look more, he would never see the baby again.
But I won't see it again. After today, he will leave and will not appear in front of the baby.
The car drove outside Yang Yan's residence. Yang Yan got out of the car with the baby in his arms. When the baby woke up, he raised his hand and rubbed his sleepy eyes. As soon as Yang Yan put him on the ground, the baby shook his small body and walked towards Xu Ze.
Holding Xu Ze's leg, the baby raised his head and said reluctantly, "Uncle, I don't want to be separated from you."
Xu Ze straightened the slightly messy clothes for the baby, and he bent down and squatted in front of the baby.
"Uncle, there is something I want to tell you?"
When Xu Ze said this aloud, Yang Yan's eyes flickered slightly, knowing that Xu Ze was about to tell the baby, but Yang Yan wanted to stop it.
"What's the matter?" The baby didn't know anything yet.
"Uncle is leaving in two days and is going to travel abroad." Xu Zetong Baobao said softly.
The baby blinked and blinked, and then he grabbed Xu Ze's hand tightly: "I don't want you to leave!"
"But uncle has already bought a plane ticket. Uncle has wanted to travel a long time ago. Uncle has made a lot of preparations for this. If he doesn't go, all his efforts in the past will be in vain." Xu Ze deceived the baby with a smile.
"Then... when will you come back?" The baby is young, but he knows everything he should know.
"I'm not sure yet, but I promise it will be soon, and I will also send you my photo, baby, okay?"
The baby seemed to want to nod, but suddenly he shook his head violently: "No, you are not allowed to go!"
The baby hugged Xu Ze's neck tightly and refused to let go. He had a vague feeling that if he let go here, his uncle would really leave him.He didn't want Xu Ze to leave, he wanted Xu Ze to live with him.
"Father, let uncle live in our house, okay, let him live with us?" The baby saw that Xu Ze didn't change his mind, so he begged his father, who loved him very much, and would agree to everything he said.
But this time was different from the past. Not only did his father not agree to him, but he came over and forcibly carried the baby out of Xu Ze's arms.
The baby's mouth shrunk, and Dou Da's eyes rolled in their sockets. He looked at his father and then at Xu Ze in front of him. He only thought that his father was a bad person. He just wanted to be with Uncle Xu Ze. Why did his father stop him.
"I'm sorry, Xiao Ze. Uncle will come back to see you as soon as possible. By the way, we can call and video call. We can also meet like that." Xu Ze brushed his finger at the end of the baby's eyes, wiping away a tear.
The baby is very easy to coax. When I heard that we can meet by video, I am not so sad in an instant.
"Uncle, you can't lie, let's pull the hook!" The baby took the initiative to extend his little hand this time.
"Hanging on the hook, it must not be changed for 100 years!" Xu Ze hooked the baby's little hand and made a promise with the baby.
Before leaving, Xu Ze said goodbye to Yang Yan: "Goodbye!"
Yang Yan stared into Xu Ze's extremely calm eyes, as if the separation this time was really only short-lived, and they would see each other the next day.
"Goodbye, and thank you." Yang Yan thanked Xu Ze for being with his child these days.
Xu Ze smiled and shook his head lightly.
He sat in the car and waved to the baby through the car window. The baby sniffed and said in a crying voice, "Goodbye, uncle!"
The accelerator starts, and the car drives onto the street. The baby will not know that the separation this time will be forever. He is still looking forward to meeting and playing with his favorite uncle Xu Ze next time in the near future.
Yang Yan held the baby and took two steps in the direction where Xu Ze left. Suddenly, without any warning, a huge emptiness and loss came to his heart, just like when he saw 'Xu Ze' in the hospital two years ago. The moment he completely closed his eyes.
Yang Yan's body swayed slightly, that feeling was too strange, as if something in the dark was reminding him, the Xu Ze who reminded him to leave was the one from before.
But how is it possible?He saw Xu Ze die in front of his own eyes, and he watched Xu Ze's burial. Yang Yan, who had just left, also asked someone to investigate, and there was nothing unusual.
It is impossible to resurrect from the dead, and it is even more impossible to re-travel.
If this is the case, Yang Yan does not believe that Xu Ze can be so cruel and abandon the child.
So that person is not Xu Ze.
In this way, Yang Yan let the last chance slip away.
When Xu Ze boarded the plane on Sunday, he took out the phone card and threw it into the trash can. Even if it was Gaocheng and the others, Xu Ze said he would cut off contact when he said he would lose contact.
He is such a cold and indifferent person. Gao Cheng has many friends around him. Xu Ze believes that even if he leaves, someone will soon take his place.
In addition, Gao Cheng's position in Xu Ze's heart has never been as important as that of the baby.
In this world, this world that didn't belong to Xu Ze originally, the only person he cared about most was the baby, the baby who had been with him for more than nine months in his womb.
The plane took off rapidly, Xu Ze looked at the blue sky and white clouds outside the window, and said to the baby in his heart: "I'm sorry, and goodbye."
Goodbye this time is farewell forever.
When ten years finally passed, Xu Ze returned to the city where the baby was on the last day.
He found the baby's school and stood outside the school waiting for the baby to come out.
The figure of the baby was easy to find, the tallest and handsome one, with those sparkling peach blossom eyes appeared, Xu Ze recognized the baby.
A grown boy walked out of the school gate. When he passed by Xu Ze, he just glanced at him indifferently. After so many years, Xiao Ze had forgotten Xu Ze's appearance, and only thought that the person standing under the street lamp on the side of the road He's handsome, even more handsome than his father, and he always thought his father was the most handsome.
But being handsome has nothing to do with him.
Xiao Ze walked forward and stopped beside a car.
The driver got out of the car and opened the door for Xiao Ze. The driver was the bodyguard back then. The bodyguard felt that the face of the person standing not far away was vaguely familiar. He looked over, but the person turned his back to him and left.
It must have been the wrong person, the bodyguard closed the door and sat back in the driver's seat.
The car took Yang Muche to one of the most luxurious restaurants in the area.
On the other side, Yang Yan and Xie Chengzhou were driving on the road together. Today is Xiao Ze's birthday, so they made an appointment to celebrate Xiao Ze's birthday together.
When the car came to a crossroad, there was a sudden loud noise, and a car accident happened in front of it. It seemed that someone was hit by a big truck and flew away.
Xie Chengzhou was driving in front, bypassing the accident site, and driving past. Such accidents happen from time to time. They would not stop to see what was going on. Someone would call the police and call for an ambulance.
When the car passed by the car accident slowly, Yang Yan turned his head and took a look outside, and Yang Yan was shocked by this look.
He immediately stopped the car, and Yang Yan hurriedly opened the door and ran down before the car stopped.
When he came to the side of the pedestrian who was knocked into the air, although scarlet blood oozes from the young man's forehead, Xie Chengzhou recognized who this person was in an instant.
He probably never thought that it would be under such circumstances that he would meet Xu Ze again after more than seven years.
There was a lot of noise around, but Yang Yan couldn't hear anything at that time, and it seemed that he couldn't see anything. The only thing he could see was Xu Ze who was lying in a pool of blood.
Everyone else surrounded him, and no one stepped forward to touch Xu Ze, for fear of being hurt again.
Yang Yan squatted down, his hands trembling, trying to test Xu Ze's breathing.The scene in front of him is so familiar. One day ten years ago, the most important person in Yang Yan's life left him.
On this day ten years later, another person named Xu Ze also left in front of his eyes in this unpredictable way.
Yang's extended hand stayed in the air, and more and more blood flowed from under Xu Ze's body, as if gathering into a river of blood, and the air was filled with a strong and pungent smell of blood.
Yang Yan felt that his eyes suddenly blurred, he couldn't see the person lying on the ground clearly, he wanted to leave here.
Yang Yan wanted to get up, his whole body was unexpectedly stiff.
Xie Chengzhou also got out of the car, he pushed through the crowd and recognized Xu Zelai. In the past seven or eight years, Xu Ze's face didn't seem to have changed, it would be better if there was no blood all over the floor.
Xie Chengzhou walked to Yang Yan's side, and he helped Yang Yan up. Yang Yan's body shook violently, and then tears rolled out of his eyes, and fell silently on the ground.
Yang Yan didn't seem to realize that he was crying, he just felt wet on his face, Yang Yan stretched his hands to wipe his cheeks, looked at the tears on his fingertips, but Yang Yan suddenly smiled.
Laugh endlessly sadly.
……
When the last time came, the system appeared again, and it came to pick up Xu Ze to travel to the next world.
Seeing that the baby has grown up and is beautiful and handsome, Xu Ze is very impressed with this
The author has something to say: the world no longer has any nostalgia.
"Let's go!" Xu Ze said.
The system instantly pulled out Xu Ze's soul, and then manipulated Xu Ze's body to face a giant truck.
When the truck hit Xu Ze's body, Xu Ze's soul had traveled to the next world with the system.
……
Xu Ze woke up on a large dark blue bed, and when he opened his eyes, he felt a headache, as if his head had been run over by a truck.Slowly sitting up, without observing the surrounding situation immediately, Xu Ze first raised his hand and rubbed his temple.
After pressing for a while to relieve some pain, Xu Ze opened his eyes and looked carefully at the room he was in.
It's a strange room, it's clearly a bedroom, but it's all in cool colors, which makes people feel a kind of coldness that can't be dispelled.
Xu Ze breathed a sigh of relief, knowing that he had traveled to the next world.
He lifted the quilt and got out of bed, but before that Xu Ze was stunned. He lowered his head and stared at some marks on his body. No matter how it looked, it was not caused by allergies, Xu Ze frowned.But for the time being, he doesn't want to care about what happened to this body, his head is not feeling well, he wants to wash his face.
On the way to the bathroom, someone knocked
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