Quick Transmigration: He Likes Being a Father
Chapter 29: Happy New Year
The temperature from behind the back, the other's broad and strong chest, and the hands wrapped around his waist, these details, plus because of the tight reliance of the two bodies, even if Xu Ze didn't turn his head, in an instant he Know who is the person who suddenly appeared to prevent Zhong Min from kissing her.
Xu Ze blinked, and he looked at Zhong Minjuanxiu's face who had been pushed a few meters away. Apart from astonishment, there seemed to be a little fear on that face.It was obviously caused by Yang Yan behind Xu Ze.
Xu Ze struggled a little. His original intention was to let Yang Yan let him go. Although it was getting late, there were quite a lot of passers-by around here. For the moment they stood here, many passers-by stared at him with strange eyes. watch them.
I also want to know the reason. If two men and women hug each other, maybe everyone can understand it better.
The current situation is that Yang Yan is holding him, and both he and Yang Yan are male.Yang Yan put his arms around his waist, not his shoulders. No matter how you look at it, this way of hugging is not for a friend.Xu Ze didn't want to be seen as a monkey, so he turned around and said to Yang Yan, "Let go."
Xu Ze's tone was not very good. In his opinion, Zhong Min's appearance today was entirely because of Yang Yan.He was originally Yang Yan's suitor, but for some reason, he no longer pursued Yang Yan, but now he met himself, and seemed to be interested in him.
Originally, Xu Ze thought that Zhong Min was a girl, so he still had a little affection for Zhong Min.At present, all the good feelings have disappeared because of Zhong Min's sudden approach to kiss Xu Ze just now.
Yang Yan, the instigator, ran out, and Xu Ze really couldn't give Yang Yan any good looks.
Coupled with what Zhong Min said and the attitude he showed just now, it's no wonder that Xu Ze felt that Zhong Min's expression was a little familiar before, but now he understands that Zhong Min is somewhat similar to Yang Yan's other friend Xie Chengzhou.
He also knew who Yang Yan was surrounded by.
Xu Ze was amused in his heart, and he remembered a sentence, "Birds of a kind gather together and people are divided into groups."
Yang Yan seems to be no exception here.
"She wanted to kiss you just now, why didn't you refuse?" Xu Ze asked him to let go, the spring in his soft peach eyes spread out, revealing an uncomfortable coldness, Yang Yan not only did not let go, but hugged her even tighter , he questioned Xu Ze, why Xu Ze stood there still, waiting for Zhong Min to come over and kiss him.
Xu Ze was already in a bad mood, and was questioned by Yang Yan again, as if he had really done something to offend Yang Yan.
What is the relationship between them, cohabitation is true, but lovers, lovers?
They slept together and often helped each other, but when he and Yang Yan became lovers, Yang Yan stared at him with eyes that seemed to be cheating on him and cuckolded him.
Xu Ze felt that there was nothing more amusing.
He laughed out loud: "Yang Yan, what identity do you use to ask me this sentence? What is the relationship between us, did you make a mistake?"
Yang Yan was waiting for Xu Ze to give him an answer and explanation, but when he turned around, Xu Ze asked him a few questions.Every question made Yang Yan's face look ugly.
Veins popped out on the back of his hands, and his eyes were terrifying at that moment.
"What did you say?" Yang Yan seemed to grit his teeth and said this, his whole person seemed on the verge of sullenness.
Zhong Min over there saw this scene and was stunned.She was still afraid just now, worried that if Yang Yan was really angered, Yang Yan would do something to him, but she turned around and Yang Yan and Xu Ze started talking stingingly.
Zhong Min pursed his lips, did not go up for a while, and stood aside to watch.
"I said, did you make a mistake! I'm not your little lover, you'd better be clear about this." Xu Ze didn't talk to Yang Yan about anything else, and directly stated this to Minghuang.
His words successfully calmed Yang Yan's expression, Yang Yan's hand loosened a little, and then his arm was held by Xu Ze and moved aside.
Yang Yan wanted to reach out to hug Xu Ze again, but Xu Ze turned his head and gave him an extremely indifferent look, which gave Yang Yan a feeling that he was the superfluous person between Zhong Min and him.The corner of Yang Yan's mouth curled up, as if he wanted to laugh, but he couldn't.
He was full of confidence just now, and he didn't take Zhong Min seriously, thinking that Zhong Min couldn't be a threat to him.Yes, his idea was correct, but at the same time Yang Yan knew something.Maybe he knew it before, but he didn't admit it.Xu Ze's love for him in the past probably disappeared when they broke up.Xu Ze stayed by his side, lived and slept with him, Xu Ze was more sober than him, and he took the child to make a deal with him.
Yang's outstretched hand fell slowly, and a sense of desolation that he had never felt before surged into his heart.He watched Xu Ze walk towards Zhong Min, and then stood in front of Zhong Min. The shock on Zhong Min's face was replaced by joy because of Xu Ze's approach.
In Yang Yan's eyes, that smiling face felt extremely obtrusive. He clenched his fists tightly, restraining the urge not to rush up and make a move.
"Zhong Min, I like men. No matter what you think of me, you really want to have fun. Sorry, I won't accompany you. In addition, thank you for liking me, thank you." Whispering, there happened to be a car passing by on the street next to him at that time, and Yang Yan saw Xu Ze laughing with Zhong Min from behind, with a gentle and affectionate smile.
Yang Yan's nails were almost embedded in his palm, and he felt a familiar tingling sensation, but he couldn't step forward to stop him, he was afraid that Xu Ze would utter colder words.
The smile on the corner of Zhong Min's mouth gradually faded away. She looked over Xu Ze's shoulder and looked towards Yang Yan. She heard the conversation between Xu Ze and Yang Yan just now, and the content made her feel the situation.It can be seen that the relationship between the two seems to be Yang Yan who took the initiative, while Xu Ze's indifference seems to have little affection for Yang Yan.
"You are with Yang Yan, did he force you? If so, tell me and I will help you."
Zhong Min likes Xu Ze's face. She has never seen anyone with better looks than Xu Ze. She wants to help Xu Ze because it comes from her heart. There is no conflict.
"You misunderstood, no one can force me, I voluntarily stay with Yang Yan, but there are some things in it, which are probably different from ordinary people's understanding."
Zhong Min frowned slightly, and wanted to say something, Xu Ze said again: "Thank you for driving me back, if possible, don't come to me again in the future."
Xu Ze didn't want to add any other interpersonal relationship, besides he didn't want to bother to maintain it, he also didn't want to let Zhong Min know that he was pregnant by accident one day.
Zhong Min was able to come to him directly, Xu Ze guessed that he must have investigated it specially, in Xu Ze's view, he didn't have the slightest heart to deal with such a person.
Xu Ze's attitude couldn't be more obvious. Although Zhong Min felt that her heart was not so fragile, she still felt a little hurt in Xu Ze's gradually indifferent attitude and tone.This feeling has never been felt before.
What happened today caused Xu Ze a lot of emotional fluctuations. He felt that his stomach was a little uncomfortable, but in order not to let people notice, Xu Ze didn't put his hand on his stomach.
Turning around, Xu Ze walked towards the community, ignoring Yang Yan who was standing by the side of the road.
The light in Yang Yan's eyes seemed to have completely disappeared, and the black pupils stared darkly at Xu Ze's figure that was gradually going away.
Zhong Min also looked at Xu Ze on the side of the road for a while, and when he walked into the community and turned a corner, Zhong Min shook his head and smiled helplessly.What she said, her premonition was quite accurate, she knew that Xu Ze had no feelings for her, unlike her, who fell in love with Xu Ze's face in an instant.But Zhong Min wasn't too disappointed. She couldn't be a lover, but she could be a friend. What she wanted was actually to be able to look at Xu Ze's face from time to time. Zhong Min didn't intend to really straighten people out about Xu Ze's orientation. True homosexuality cannot be straightened out.Zhong Min is not clear about this.
Zhong Min tidied her hair, and she was pushed violently by Yang Yan, her hair was messed up, Zhong Min walked towards Yang Yan after straightening.
She looked at Yang Yan, with Yang Yan's current expression, Zhong Min knew that Yang Yan had really failed this time.
How to put it, she and Yang Yan are not friends, the parents of the two families have a good relationship, but they are juniors, but their relationship is average.Not to mention Yang Yan's first disappointment in love, Zhong Min thought it was quite strange.
"I don't have a chance, but it seems that Yang Yan and you are not doing well!" Zhong Min said this deliberately in front of Yang Yan.
Yang Yan's eyes were dark, he stared at Zhong Min, and after a while he replied: "You should go."
Zhong Min looked at Yang Yan curiously. This person didn't seem to have the character of swallowing his anger before, but he was ridiculed and let it go.
Is it because of Xu Ze?
"Yeah, it's getting late, see you in two days!" Zhong Min smiled.
"By the way, what you promised last time, I invited you on my birthday, I guess it won't work?"
The corners of Yang Yan's mouth were almost drawn into a straight line, and he turned around and walked away quickly without replying to Zhong Min's words.Behind him, Zhong Min looked at Yang Yan's tall figure and smiled even more happily.
Back at home, he didn't see Xu Ze in the living room. Yang Yan knew that Xu Ze had returned to the room. He walked to the living room and sat by the sofa. There was a water glass on the coffee table. Yang Yan drank it in one gulp, and the cold water fell all the way down his throat to his heart, as if it had cooled his heart too.
Yang Yan bent his fingers and opened them again, only to feel a sense of powerlessness all over his body, and that sense of powerlessness gave rise to another sense of violence. He wanted to destroy and destroy something.
If there is a sleeping beast imprisoned in everyone's body, Yang Yan thinks that the part in his heart has already woken up and started roaring, tearing at the iron bars that imprisoned it with sharp claws.
Taking a deep breath, he couldn't let the beast out, and he couldn't let it out to hurt people.
After sitting in the living room for a while, Yang Yan left and went upstairs. He slept with Xu Ze downstairs, but basically took a shower upstairs.After washing up on the second floor, Yang Yan went downstairs.Pushing open the door of Xu Ze's room, Xu Ze was sitting on the bedside, reading a book.Occasionally, when Xu Ze was free, he would read a book before going to bed.
It can be seen that what happened not long ago did not have much influence on Xu Ze, but Yang Yan had a great influence here.
Yang Yan walked over, lifted the quilt and sat on the bed. His deep eyes stared at Xu Ze's profile for a long time. Although he said quietly, his gaze was so sharp that he couldn't ignore it. Existence, close the book, Xu Ze looked at Yang Yan.
He froze for a moment, at that moment Xu Ze wondered if he had read it wrong, and actually saw a sad expression on Yang Yan's face, as well as an expression that seemed to be asking for comfort.
Ask him for comfort?
As long as Yang Yan thought about it, when he waved his hand, it was more likely that his lover sent him to the door. It was Yang Yan who insisted on hanging him from this tree. Xu Ze didn't really care if he was hanged or disabled.
Xu Ze turned his eyes away calmly, took the phone and checked the time, it was almost eleven o'clock, and it was time to go to bed.Putting the book on the bedside table, Xu Ze took another look at Yang Yan before lying down. He didn't say anything, pulled the quilt under his chin, and then closed his eyes.
Yang Yan sitting beside him didn't move, he didn't lie down and didn't make a sound, it was like a sculpture that had settled down.However, his dark gaze was still fixed on Xu Ze's face.
Xu Ze turned over and pointed the back of his head at Yang Yan. Yang Yan's eyes flickered, and his eyes were suppressed and restrained.
Yang extended his hand to turn off the light, and then lay down slowly.
Xu Ze felt an arm fall from his body, and that arm embraced him, embracing his body, followed by the warm breath near his ear, and the person behind him planted a shallow kiss on Xu Ze's ear.
In the dark, Xu Ze opened his eyes, the light in his eyes did not fluctuate, and after waiting for Yang Yan to see another change, Xu Ze closed his eyes again.
What happened that night, on the second day, no one took the initiative to mention it. It was like a small episode that didn't cause many ripples on the lake.
After the school exams, the results of various subjects can be recorded on the computer. Everyone started to pack up their things and go home for the New Year. Some of them would stay to do some part-time jobs or other things.
Xu Ze called his family and lied that he was going to work part-time, and he would go back after a while.The attitude of the family members was cold, and Xu Ze's phone call seemed to be reporting work.Not every parent loves their children so much. For some people, children come to them, and everyone is just a job.
Xu Ze is also a person with weak emotions, and his parents are not his real parents, so the other party doesn't care about him, and he won't feel uncomfortable and hurt.
On the contrary, this kind of indifference made Xu Ze feel good, so that they would not notice that he was different from their original son, and they probably would not notice that he was pregnant and had a big belly.
The school was on holiday, and the students in the dormitory were almost gone. Xu Ze didn't live in the school at first, and after leaving school for the holiday, he never went to school again.
The weather is getting colder and colder, no special circumstances, Xu Ze stays at home most of the time, reading or watching TV, and still takes a certain amount of time to go for a walk every day.
Yang Yan's place seems to be very busy recently, and sometimes he doesn't come back for several days.If he didn't come back, Xu Ze would be left alone, otherwise there would be eyes staring at him at all times, and Xu Ze's indifference didn't mean he didn't care, it would still affect him a bit.
Time flies, and Xu Ze will leave and go back to his hometown in a blink of an eye.He told Yang Yan when he was leaving, and Yang Yan nodded, expressing that he would drive Xu Ze to the high-speed rail station then.
A few days before leaving, Yang Yan behaved normally. On the first day, Xu Ze looked at the time very late and thought that Yang Yan would not come back. As a result, Xu Ze was woken up by the movement around him in the early morning.
When I opened my eyes, there was darkness around me.
But even in the dark, Xu Ze still met a pair of deep eyes, eyes like beasts, staring at Xu Ze, Xu Ze held his breath, because for a moment, he felt that the person beside him was not Yang Yan, but a head As a beast in human skin, Xu Ze sensed the dangerous aura floating in the air, a kind of biological instinct, which made Xu Ze choose to lie quietly and do nothing at that time.
Xu Ze's quietness comforted Yang Yan's depressed heart to a certain extent.
He originally thought that he didn't care that Xu Ze would go back to his hometown, but he only went back for more than a week, and Xu Ze would come back soon.As a result, when Xu Ze was about to leave, Yang Yan suddenly didn't want Xu Ze to leave.
He was wondering if Xu Ze's family would take good care of him after Xu Ze went back, and whether Xu Ze would tell his parents about his pregnancy. They certainly couldn't take care of Xu Ze as carefully as he did here.
Yang Yan hugged Xu Ze into his arms without using too much force. Xu Ze was pregnant with his child, afraid of hurting the baby in Xu Ze's stomach.
"Xu Ze, don't go back, okay?" Yang Yan put his arms around Xu Ze in the dark, and said to Xu Ze in a tone that could be called a plea.
Xu Ze blinked, because Yang Yan didn't turn on the light, so Yang Yan couldn't see Xu Ze's expression clearly at this time, and couldn't see the calmness and calmness in Xu Ze's eyes.
Silence spread between the two of them, obviously only a few seconds passed, but Yang Yan only felt that a long time had passed.
"I've already bought the ticket, and told my family that I'll be back tomorrow." Xu Ze's voice sounded calm.
Yang Yan bent his lips, the darkness around him concealed the disappointment in his eyes, he thought that he had drunk too much alcohol, and actually let Xu Ze stay to celebrate the New Year with him.
How is it possible, impossible.
"I'm just kidding, I'll take you to the station tomorrow." Yang Yan found the steps for himself.
Xu Zing let out a hum, and wanted to close his eyes and continue to sleep, Yang Yan leaned forward.
Before Yang Yan came back, he went to the bar to drink with others, and there was still a faint taste of alcohol in his mouth. When their lips and tongues touched, Xu Ze seemed to have tasted a little alcohol.
Probably because he woke up in the middle of sleep, after kissing for a while, Xu Ze felt that he seemed to be infected by Yang Yan's alcohol, and he was a little drunk.He grabbed the clothes on Yang Yan's back, and a fire gradually burned in his body.
In this way, Xu Ze fell asleep again at two or three o'clock in the morning, and slept until noon the next day, causing him to miss breakfast.
After getting up and changing clothes for lunch, Aunt Dong knew that Xu Ze was coming home this afternoon, so she specially cooked a table of rich dishes.Everything Xu Ze likes to eat. Every time for breakfast, Xu Ze is so hungry that he eats two bowls of rice at noon. If he is not afraid that eating too much will be bad for his stomach, Xu Ze would like to eat three bowls.
After eating, Xu Ze sat on the sofa to rest for a while, and Yang Yan helped him take the suitcase out of the house and put it in the living room.Because he will only live for about a week when he goes back, and it won't be too long, and there are clothes at home, so Xu Ze took too many things with him.
After saying goodbye to Aunt Dong, Xu Ze and Yang Yan went out.
Driving all the way to the high-speed rail station, Yang Yan stopped the car outside the station.Before getting off the bus, Xu Ze turned around and said to Yang Yan, "Just send it here, I can go in by myself." Xu Ze asked Yang Yan not to send him to the platform.
Yang Yan didn't make a sound, he opened the door and got out of the car, took out Xu Ze's suitcase from the trunk, and pulled up the lever.Xu Ze came over and took the suitcase.
"I'm leaving." Xu Ze and Yang Yan looked at each other darkly, and when he was about to turn around, Yang Yan's voice was slightly hoarse.
"Xu Ze..."
Stopping, Xu Ze thought Yang Yan would say something, but Yang Yan was silent for several seconds.
"Be careful on the road, and call me when you get home." Yang Yan wanted to make sure that Xu Ze got home safely.
"Well, good." Xu Ze could feel some emotion from Yang Yan's black eyes staring at him. This person was reluctant for him to leave and wanted him to stay.
"Goodbye then."
Xu Ze and Yang Yan smiled, and after saying goodbye, Xu Ze dragged his suitcase into the station.
Standing beside the car, Yang Yan watched Xu Zeqingjun's back slowly blend into the crowd, and then was overwhelmed by the crowd.He took two steps forward, as if he wanted to find that familiar figure among the crowd of people, but nothing arrived early.
The sun was shining on Yang Yan's face. At that moment, he felt that there was a small hole in his head, and the cold wind went straight into it, and he felt the coolness all over his body.
At the station, Xu Ze dragged his suitcase and took the escalator to the platform. There were still more than 20 minutes before the departure time, so he arrived a little earlier to avoid temporary traffic jams.But luck was better this day, and I didn't even meet a few red lights.
Finding a place, Xu Ze sat down, took out his mobile phone and watched the video with earphones on.After watching a few videos, it's almost time.There were already many people waiting at the platform entrance, Xu Ze didn't push forward after passing, and stood at a relatively rear position.
Among the people standing beside him was a woman holding a baby in her arms. The baby's face was tender, and when she noticed that Xu Ze was staring at him, she started babbling.The woman thought that something was wrong with the child, so she hugged and coaxed the child for a while, the child opened his mouth and giggled.The voice was crisp and lovely, and many passengers around turned their heads to look at the child.
Unconsciously, Xu Ze put his hand on his belly, and a thought popped into his head, whether the baby in his belly would be as cute as this little baby after it was born.
During the short time waiting to get on the bus, Xu Ze looked at the little baby several times.
The train began to check tickets, and the passengers in line moved forward slowly.
Taking the escalator and going downstairs again, the ticket information was sent to the mobile phone. Xu Ze dragged the luggage in one hand and held the mobile phone in the other, and compared the compartment where he found him.
After getting in the car, he looked for his seat from the back to the front. After finding it, Xu Ze sat on it. The suitcase was placed under the iron frame, and he didn't take it off together. He bought a seat by the window so that people coming from behind wouldn't have to get up. Let it go.
The train departed quickly. Compared with most of the returning passengers, Xu Ze didn't feel much. To him, arriving home for the New Year was almost like completing a task.
The train drove for more than an hour and arrived at Xu Ze's hometown. After getting off the train, Xu Ze didn't go to the bus station, but went outside to take a taxi.After Yang Yan gave him the money to buy an apartment, there were still hundreds of thousands left. Xu Ze lived with Yang Yan, and Yang Yan was responsible for the expenses. It can be said that Xu Ze had very little time to buy things with his own money.
Sitting in the car home, the scenery outside the window was both familiar and unfamiliar to Xu Ze.Familiar because he has the memory of the original owner, strange because he came to this city for the first time.
Xu Ze called his mother and said that he would be home soon. The voice over there was calm and flat, without any agitation. The original owner's mother was very restrained in her personal feelings. In the original owner's memory, it seemed that he had never seen his mother get excited. when.
When the car arrived home, Xu Ze paid on his mobile phone.Holding the suitcase, he quickly stood in front of a dark iron door and opened the door with a key. There was a woman sitting in the living room. When the woman heard the door opening, she turned her head and saw her son. The expression on her face was Those who didn't know thought she had nothing to do with Xu Ze.
Xu Ze entered the room and called out to the woman, "Mom!"
"Are you back?" The mother slowly got up at this moment, she looked at Xu Ze, her eyes were as indifferent as if she was looking at a stranger.
"Well, Dad isn't at home?" Xu Ze asked after looking around the room.
"I went to your third uncle's house. Your cousin got married and he went to help." Mother replied.
Xu Ze nodded, and the corner of his mouth smiled slightly: "I'll go in and put some luggage first." After speaking, Xu Ze went to his bedroom.When he entered, he subconsciously wanted to close the door with his backhand, but stopped temporarily. The TV sound came from the living room, and his mother sat and continued to watch TV.
Putting the suitcase on the floor, Xu Ze didn't take out the clothes inside immediately, but took the mobile phone and dialed a number to go out.
Yang Yan on the other end of the phone had been waiting for this call. He knew that Xu Ze would be home around this time, and the wait was actually not long, but in his opinion, every minute seemed infinitely long.
"I'm home." As soon as the phone was connected, Xu Ze lowered his voice, because he didn't want his mother outside to hear him calling him.
"Okay, remember to wear more, the temperature in your house is lower than here, try to wear a scarf when you go out..." After Yang Yan ordered a few words, his voice stopped suddenly, and he realized that he had talked too much , Xu Ze is not a child, so he doesn't need to mention these things.
There was a period of silence on both sides at the same time, Xu Ze stood by the bedroom window, and he looked out into the void outside the window.
"I'll pay attention." Xu Ze said in a calm tone.
"I'll hang up first, and I have to tidy up the room."
The words 'don't be too tired' just rolled to the tip of Yang Yan's tongue, and the next moment he swallowed it back.
Hanging up the phone, Yang Yan clutched the phone. This was only Xu Ze's first day home. On the first day, he felt so empty in his heart that he wanted to drive to see Xu Ze immediately. The corners of Yang Yan's mouth raised, mockingly Shaking his head and laughing.
Xu Ze called Yang Yan when he went back that day, but he never took the initiative to contact Yang Yan. Yang Yan wanted to hear Xu Ze's voice every day, but he didn't know that if he called, he should talk to Xu Ze. What did you say, did you ask Xu Ze what he ate or did he do?
So Yang Yan tried his best to restrain the urge to contact Xu Ze.
In a blink of an eye, when the Spring Festival came, Xu Ze’s family also bought Spring Festival couplets. He stood on a stool with the Spring Festival couplets and pasted them on the door. , Xu Ze felt a little uncomfortable in his stomach when he went back to the house.
The parents at home didn't know that he was pregnant, Xu Ze controlled his expression and didn't let them find out.
In the evening, the family of three sat at the dining table to eat the New Year's Eve dinner. It should have been a happy thing, and there were not many smiles on their faces.The parents are used to being serious, and they seem to restrain their emotions at all times. The food is quite delicious, but Xu Ze doesn't have much appetite, and he says he is full after eating a little.
Xu Ze went back to his room, someone was setting off fireworks outside the window, the night sky was lit up from time to time, beautiful fireworks bloomed, that kind of beauty, extremely beautiful, but also fleeting.
Outside the house, his parents were sitting together watching the Spring Festival Gala. There were laughter and laughter on the TV. Xu Ze couldn't feel any joy when he heard those voices.He put his hands on his abdomen, and the baby inside seemed to be asleep now, without any movement.
It's strange to think about it, he is a man, but he is pregnant.Xu Ze smiled slowly.
It seemed that there were more and more people setting off fireworks, and the sound of fireworks exploding everywhere. Although it was not early, Xu Ze didn't feel sleepy, so Xu Ze walked out of the room.
I said to my parents: "I'll go outside to watch the fireworks."
The parents nodded, and their eyes returned to the TV. Even if there were people in the room, it seemed deserted and cold.Xu Ze didn't have any expectations or feelings for this place.
Walking to the door, Xu Ze changed his shoes. When he opened the door, Xu Ze seemed to think of something, turned around and went back to the room, where he found a scarf around his neck.As soon as the scarf is worn, the whole neck seems to be warmed up immediately.
Opening the door and going out, Xu Ze took the elevator downstairs.
There are many pedestrians on the street, especially children. The children are running and making noise. When they go outside, it seems that the festive atmosphere becomes stronger in an instant.There was a child holding fireworks and burning them. Xu Ze walked slowly while watching the burning fireworks.
No purpose, just walk casually.
Walking to the edge of a square, joyful voices were everywhere in the square. Those voices gradually infected Xu Ze, and Xu Ze began to smile.
There were children running around beside him, one of them bumped into Xu Ze, Xu Ze stroked him, the child said sorry, turned his head and ran away again.The lively figures of children shuttled among the crowd.
In a few months, the baby in his womb should be born, and it should be as lively as these children.As for him, naturally he can't accompany the child, nor will he.
After standing by the square for more than half an hour, Xu Ze turned around and walked back.
All the way back, what I saw was people coming out of their homes, Xu Ze and many people were walking in the opposite direction.
When he came to the downstairs of the house, Xu Ze stopped for a moment.
Just as he was walking forward, Xu Ze suddenly noticed a tall and straight figure standing under a street lamp. If Xu Ze hadn't glanced at it by accident, he probably wouldn't have noticed it at all.
Xu Ze was taken aback for a moment, and after looking carefully, it was indeed not him who was dazzled, it was really Yang Yan.This New Year's day of the National People's Congress is not at home with his family, so he came to him.
Xu Ze stood where he was, and the people under the streetlight knew that Xu Ze had seen him, but he didn't move immediately, and he just looked at Xu Ze from a distance.The two looked at each other across the crowd.
Later, Xu Ze moved first. He walked in front of Yang Yan and got closer to see the other person's face more clearly. Yang Yan's eyes were deep and dark, and he stared at Xu Ze with fiery eyes.
Xu Ze's heart suddenly fluctuated, because Yang Yan came to see him in the middle of the night.
"Happy New Year, Yang Yan!" Xu Ze didn't ask Yang Yan why he came. He knew the reason, and he didn't know when it started. This person liked him already, and it seemed that he liked him very much.
Xu Ze's peach blossom eyes were full of charming smiles, and Yang Yan stared intently.
After a while, Yang Yan's voice was low: "Happy New Year!"
Just a few simple words, Yang Yan suddenly felt its weight.
There was a child running past laughingly beside them, and both of them looked over. Yang Yan pulled his gaze back first. He looked down at Xu Ze's belly covered by his down jacket. At this time next year, he thought there would be more love between them. a baby.As soon as this thought came to Yang Yan, Yang Yan couldn't help but stepped forward. He reached out to hold Xu Ze's hand. Xu Ze's hand was put in his pocket, warm and warm, all the way to Yang Yan's heart, making him feel lonely and cold. My heart seemed to warm up in an instant.
Yang Yan raised his eyes and looked at Xu Ze. There were passers-by on the street, but Yang Yan just wanted to ignore everything and kiss Xu Ze's lips.
The author has something to say: Small theater: Yang Yan is very excited when he thinks that he will be able to spend the Spring Festival with his wife and children next year! ! !
Then next year, Yang Yan only had a baby in his arms, and his wife ran away, hahahahaha, it was terrible.
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I give birth after the new year, I arrange the plot according to my own rhythm, because I run away after giving birth, and there is nothing in confinement, why not, guess what!It's not leaving ha, watch me make up, happy! ,,
Xu Ze blinked, and he looked at Zhong Minjuanxiu's face who had been pushed a few meters away. Apart from astonishment, there seemed to be a little fear on that face.It was obviously caused by Yang Yan behind Xu Ze.
Xu Ze struggled a little. His original intention was to let Yang Yan let him go. Although it was getting late, there were quite a lot of passers-by around here. For the moment they stood here, many passers-by stared at him with strange eyes. watch them.
I also want to know the reason. If two men and women hug each other, maybe everyone can understand it better.
The current situation is that Yang Yan is holding him, and both he and Yang Yan are male.Yang Yan put his arms around his waist, not his shoulders. No matter how you look at it, this way of hugging is not for a friend.Xu Ze didn't want to be seen as a monkey, so he turned around and said to Yang Yan, "Let go."
Xu Ze's tone was not very good. In his opinion, Zhong Min's appearance today was entirely because of Yang Yan.He was originally Yang Yan's suitor, but for some reason, he no longer pursued Yang Yan, but now he met himself, and seemed to be interested in him.
Originally, Xu Ze thought that Zhong Min was a girl, so he still had a little affection for Zhong Min.At present, all the good feelings have disappeared because of Zhong Min's sudden approach to kiss Xu Ze just now.
Yang Yan, the instigator, ran out, and Xu Ze really couldn't give Yang Yan any good looks.
Coupled with what Zhong Min said and the attitude he showed just now, it's no wonder that Xu Ze felt that Zhong Min's expression was a little familiar before, but now he understands that Zhong Min is somewhat similar to Yang Yan's other friend Xie Chengzhou.
He also knew who Yang Yan was surrounded by.
Xu Ze was amused in his heart, and he remembered a sentence, "Birds of a kind gather together and people are divided into groups."
Yang Yan seems to be no exception here.
"She wanted to kiss you just now, why didn't you refuse?" Xu Ze asked him to let go, the spring in his soft peach eyes spread out, revealing an uncomfortable coldness, Yang Yan not only did not let go, but hugged her even tighter , he questioned Xu Ze, why Xu Ze stood there still, waiting for Zhong Min to come over and kiss him.
Xu Ze was already in a bad mood, and was questioned by Yang Yan again, as if he had really done something to offend Yang Yan.
What is the relationship between them, cohabitation is true, but lovers, lovers?
They slept together and often helped each other, but when he and Yang Yan became lovers, Yang Yan stared at him with eyes that seemed to be cheating on him and cuckolded him.
Xu Ze felt that there was nothing more amusing.
He laughed out loud: "Yang Yan, what identity do you use to ask me this sentence? What is the relationship between us, did you make a mistake?"
Yang Yan was waiting for Xu Ze to give him an answer and explanation, but when he turned around, Xu Ze asked him a few questions.Every question made Yang Yan's face look ugly.
Veins popped out on the back of his hands, and his eyes were terrifying at that moment.
"What did you say?" Yang Yan seemed to grit his teeth and said this, his whole person seemed on the verge of sullenness.
Zhong Min over there saw this scene and was stunned.She was still afraid just now, worried that if Yang Yan was really angered, Yang Yan would do something to him, but she turned around and Yang Yan and Xu Ze started talking stingingly.
Zhong Min pursed his lips, did not go up for a while, and stood aside to watch.
"I said, did you make a mistake! I'm not your little lover, you'd better be clear about this." Xu Ze didn't talk to Yang Yan about anything else, and directly stated this to Minghuang.
His words successfully calmed Yang Yan's expression, Yang Yan's hand loosened a little, and then his arm was held by Xu Ze and moved aside.
Yang Yan wanted to reach out to hug Xu Ze again, but Xu Ze turned his head and gave him an extremely indifferent look, which gave Yang Yan a feeling that he was the superfluous person between Zhong Min and him.The corner of Yang Yan's mouth curled up, as if he wanted to laugh, but he couldn't.
He was full of confidence just now, and he didn't take Zhong Min seriously, thinking that Zhong Min couldn't be a threat to him.Yes, his idea was correct, but at the same time Yang Yan knew something.Maybe he knew it before, but he didn't admit it.Xu Ze's love for him in the past probably disappeared when they broke up.Xu Ze stayed by his side, lived and slept with him, Xu Ze was more sober than him, and he took the child to make a deal with him.
Yang's outstretched hand fell slowly, and a sense of desolation that he had never felt before surged into his heart.He watched Xu Ze walk towards Zhong Min, and then stood in front of Zhong Min. The shock on Zhong Min's face was replaced by joy because of Xu Ze's approach.
In Yang Yan's eyes, that smiling face felt extremely obtrusive. He clenched his fists tightly, restraining the urge not to rush up and make a move.
"Zhong Min, I like men. No matter what you think of me, you really want to have fun. Sorry, I won't accompany you. In addition, thank you for liking me, thank you." Whispering, there happened to be a car passing by on the street next to him at that time, and Yang Yan saw Xu Ze laughing with Zhong Min from behind, with a gentle and affectionate smile.
Yang Yan's nails were almost embedded in his palm, and he felt a familiar tingling sensation, but he couldn't step forward to stop him, he was afraid that Xu Ze would utter colder words.
The smile on the corner of Zhong Min's mouth gradually faded away. She looked over Xu Ze's shoulder and looked towards Yang Yan. She heard the conversation between Xu Ze and Yang Yan just now, and the content made her feel the situation.It can be seen that the relationship between the two seems to be Yang Yan who took the initiative, while Xu Ze's indifference seems to have little affection for Yang Yan.
"You are with Yang Yan, did he force you? If so, tell me and I will help you."
Zhong Min likes Xu Ze's face. She has never seen anyone with better looks than Xu Ze. She wants to help Xu Ze because it comes from her heart. There is no conflict.
"You misunderstood, no one can force me, I voluntarily stay with Yang Yan, but there are some things in it, which are probably different from ordinary people's understanding."
Zhong Min frowned slightly, and wanted to say something, Xu Ze said again: "Thank you for driving me back, if possible, don't come to me again in the future."
Xu Ze didn't want to add any other interpersonal relationship, besides he didn't want to bother to maintain it, he also didn't want to let Zhong Min know that he was pregnant by accident one day.
Zhong Min was able to come to him directly, Xu Ze guessed that he must have investigated it specially, in Xu Ze's view, he didn't have the slightest heart to deal with such a person.
Xu Ze's attitude couldn't be more obvious. Although Zhong Min felt that her heart was not so fragile, she still felt a little hurt in Xu Ze's gradually indifferent attitude and tone.This feeling has never been felt before.
What happened today caused Xu Ze a lot of emotional fluctuations. He felt that his stomach was a little uncomfortable, but in order not to let people notice, Xu Ze didn't put his hand on his stomach.
Turning around, Xu Ze walked towards the community, ignoring Yang Yan who was standing by the side of the road.
The light in Yang Yan's eyes seemed to have completely disappeared, and the black pupils stared darkly at Xu Ze's figure that was gradually going away.
Zhong Min also looked at Xu Ze on the side of the road for a while, and when he walked into the community and turned a corner, Zhong Min shook his head and smiled helplessly.What she said, her premonition was quite accurate, she knew that Xu Ze had no feelings for her, unlike her, who fell in love with Xu Ze's face in an instant.But Zhong Min wasn't too disappointed. She couldn't be a lover, but she could be a friend. What she wanted was actually to be able to look at Xu Ze's face from time to time. Zhong Min didn't intend to really straighten people out about Xu Ze's orientation. True homosexuality cannot be straightened out.Zhong Min is not clear about this.
Zhong Min tidied her hair, and she was pushed violently by Yang Yan, her hair was messed up, Zhong Min walked towards Yang Yan after straightening.
She looked at Yang Yan, with Yang Yan's current expression, Zhong Min knew that Yang Yan had really failed this time.
How to put it, she and Yang Yan are not friends, the parents of the two families have a good relationship, but they are juniors, but their relationship is average.Not to mention Yang Yan's first disappointment in love, Zhong Min thought it was quite strange.
"I don't have a chance, but it seems that Yang Yan and you are not doing well!" Zhong Min said this deliberately in front of Yang Yan.
Yang Yan's eyes were dark, he stared at Zhong Min, and after a while he replied: "You should go."
Zhong Min looked at Yang Yan curiously. This person didn't seem to have the character of swallowing his anger before, but he was ridiculed and let it go.
Is it because of Xu Ze?
"Yeah, it's getting late, see you in two days!" Zhong Min smiled.
"By the way, what you promised last time, I invited you on my birthday, I guess it won't work?"
The corners of Yang Yan's mouth were almost drawn into a straight line, and he turned around and walked away quickly without replying to Zhong Min's words.Behind him, Zhong Min looked at Yang Yan's tall figure and smiled even more happily.
Back at home, he didn't see Xu Ze in the living room. Yang Yan knew that Xu Ze had returned to the room. He walked to the living room and sat by the sofa. There was a water glass on the coffee table. Yang Yan drank it in one gulp, and the cold water fell all the way down his throat to his heart, as if it had cooled his heart too.
Yang Yan bent his fingers and opened them again, only to feel a sense of powerlessness all over his body, and that sense of powerlessness gave rise to another sense of violence. He wanted to destroy and destroy something.
If there is a sleeping beast imprisoned in everyone's body, Yang Yan thinks that the part in his heart has already woken up and started roaring, tearing at the iron bars that imprisoned it with sharp claws.
Taking a deep breath, he couldn't let the beast out, and he couldn't let it out to hurt people.
After sitting in the living room for a while, Yang Yan left and went upstairs. He slept with Xu Ze downstairs, but basically took a shower upstairs.After washing up on the second floor, Yang Yan went downstairs.Pushing open the door of Xu Ze's room, Xu Ze was sitting on the bedside, reading a book.Occasionally, when Xu Ze was free, he would read a book before going to bed.
It can be seen that what happened not long ago did not have much influence on Xu Ze, but Yang Yan had a great influence here.
Yang Yan walked over, lifted the quilt and sat on the bed. His deep eyes stared at Xu Ze's profile for a long time. Although he said quietly, his gaze was so sharp that he couldn't ignore it. Existence, close the book, Xu Ze looked at Yang Yan.
He froze for a moment, at that moment Xu Ze wondered if he had read it wrong, and actually saw a sad expression on Yang Yan's face, as well as an expression that seemed to be asking for comfort.
Ask him for comfort?
As long as Yang Yan thought about it, when he waved his hand, it was more likely that his lover sent him to the door. It was Yang Yan who insisted on hanging him from this tree. Xu Ze didn't really care if he was hanged or disabled.
Xu Ze turned his eyes away calmly, took the phone and checked the time, it was almost eleven o'clock, and it was time to go to bed.Putting the book on the bedside table, Xu Ze took another look at Yang Yan before lying down. He didn't say anything, pulled the quilt under his chin, and then closed his eyes.
Yang Yan sitting beside him didn't move, he didn't lie down and didn't make a sound, it was like a sculpture that had settled down.However, his dark gaze was still fixed on Xu Ze's face.
Xu Ze turned over and pointed the back of his head at Yang Yan. Yang Yan's eyes flickered, and his eyes were suppressed and restrained.
Yang extended his hand to turn off the light, and then lay down slowly.
Xu Ze felt an arm fall from his body, and that arm embraced him, embracing his body, followed by the warm breath near his ear, and the person behind him planted a shallow kiss on Xu Ze's ear.
In the dark, Xu Ze opened his eyes, the light in his eyes did not fluctuate, and after waiting for Yang Yan to see another change, Xu Ze closed his eyes again.
What happened that night, on the second day, no one took the initiative to mention it. It was like a small episode that didn't cause many ripples on the lake.
After the school exams, the results of various subjects can be recorded on the computer. Everyone started to pack up their things and go home for the New Year. Some of them would stay to do some part-time jobs or other things.
Xu Ze called his family and lied that he was going to work part-time, and he would go back after a while.The attitude of the family members was cold, and Xu Ze's phone call seemed to be reporting work.Not every parent loves their children so much. For some people, children come to them, and everyone is just a job.
Xu Ze is also a person with weak emotions, and his parents are not his real parents, so the other party doesn't care about him, and he won't feel uncomfortable and hurt.
On the contrary, this kind of indifference made Xu Ze feel good, so that they would not notice that he was different from their original son, and they probably would not notice that he was pregnant and had a big belly.
The school was on holiday, and the students in the dormitory were almost gone. Xu Ze didn't live in the school at first, and after leaving school for the holiday, he never went to school again.
The weather is getting colder and colder, no special circumstances, Xu Ze stays at home most of the time, reading or watching TV, and still takes a certain amount of time to go for a walk every day.
Yang Yan's place seems to be very busy recently, and sometimes he doesn't come back for several days.If he didn't come back, Xu Ze would be left alone, otherwise there would be eyes staring at him at all times, and Xu Ze's indifference didn't mean he didn't care, it would still affect him a bit.
Time flies, and Xu Ze will leave and go back to his hometown in a blink of an eye.He told Yang Yan when he was leaving, and Yang Yan nodded, expressing that he would drive Xu Ze to the high-speed rail station then.
A few days before leaving, Yang Yan behaved normally. On the first day, Xu Ze looked at the time very late and thought that Yang Yan would not come back. As a result, Xu Ze was woken up by the movement around him in the early morning.
When I opened my eyes, there was darkness around me.
But even in the dark, Xu Ze still met a pair of deep eyes, eyes like beasts, staring at Xu Ze, Xu Ze held his breath, because for a moment, he felt that the person beside him was not Yang Yan, but a head As a beast in human skin, Xu Ze sensed the dangerous aura floating in the air, a kind of biological instinct, which made Xu Ze choose to lie quietly and do nothing at that time.
Xu Ze's quietness comforted Yang Yan's depressed heart to a certain extent.
He originally thought that he didn't care that Xu Ze would go back to his hometown, but he only went back for more than a week, and Xu Ze would come back soon.As a result, when Xu Ze was about to leave, Yang Yan suddenly didn't want Xu Ze to leave.
He was wondering if Xu Ze's family would take good care of him after Xu Ze went back, and whether Xu Ze would tell his parents about his pregnancy. They certainly couldn't take care of Xu Ze as carefully as he did here.
Yang Yan hugged Xu Ze into his arms without using too much force. Xu Ze was pregnant with his child, afraid of hurting the baby in Xu Ze's stomach.
"Xu Ze, don't go back, okay?" Yang Yan put his arms around Xu Ze in the dark, and said to Xu Ze in a tone that could be called a plea.
Xu Ze blinked, because Yang Yan didn't turn on the light, so Yang Yan couldn't see Xu Ze's expression clearly at this time, and couldn't see the calmness and calmness in Xu Ze's eyes.
Silence spread between the two of them, obviously only a few seconds passed, but Yang Yan only felt that a long time had passed.
"I've already bought the ticket, and told my family that I'll be back tomorrow." Xu Ze's voice sounded calm.
Yang Yan bent his lips, the darkness around him concealed the disappointment in his eyes, he thought that he had drunk too much alcohol, and actually let Xu Ze stay to celebrate the New Year with him.
How is it possible, impossible.
"I'm just kidding, I'll take you to the station tomorrow." Yang Yan found the steps for himself.
Xu Zing let out a hum, and wanted to close his eyes and continue to sleep, Yang Yan leaned forward.
Before Yang Yan came back, he went to the bar to drink with others, and there was still a faint taste of alcohol in his mouth. When their lips and tongues touched, Xu Ze seemed to have tasted a little alcohol.
Probably because he woke up in the middle of sleep, after kissing for a while, Xu Ze felt that he seemed to be infected by Yang Yan's alcohol, and he was a little drunk.He grabbed the clothes on Yang Yan's back, and a fire gradually burned in his body.
In this way, Xu Ze fell asleep again at two or three o'clock in the morning, and slept until noon the next day, causing him to miss breakfast.
After getting up and changing clothes for lunch, Aunt Dong knew that Xu Ze was coming home this afternoon, so she specially cooked a table of rich dishes.Everything Xu Ze likes to eat. Every time for breakfast, Xu Ze is so hungry that he eats two bowls of rice at noon. If he is not afraid that eating too much will be bad for his stomach, Xu Ze would like to eat three bowls.
After eating, Xu Ze sat on the sofa to rest for a while, and Yang Yan helped him take the suitcase out of the house and put it in the living room.Because he will only live for about a week when he goes back, and it won't be too long, and there are clothes at home, so Xu Ze took too many things with him.
After saying goodbye to Aunt Dong, Xu Ze and Yang Yan went out.
Driving all the way to the high-speed rail station, Yang Yan stopped the car outside the station.Before getting off the bus, Xu Ze turned around and said to Yang Yan, "Just send it here, I can go in by myself." Xu Ze asked Yang Yan not to send him to the platform.
Yang Yan didn't make a sound, he opened the door and got out of the car, took out Xu Ze's suitcase from the trunk, and pulled up the lever.Xu Ze came over and took the suitcase.
"I'm leaving." Xu Ze and Yang Yan looked at each other darkly, and when he was about to turn around, Yang Yan's voice was slightly hoarse.
"Xu Ze..."
Stopping, Xu Ze thought Yang Yan would say something, but Yang Yan was silent for several seconds.
"Be careful on the road, and call me when you get home." Yang Yan wanted to make sure that Xu Ze got home safely.
"Well, good." Xu Ze could feel some emotion from Yang Yan's black eyes staring at him. This person was reluctant for him to leave and wanted him to stay.
"Goodbye then."
Xu Ze and Yang Yan smiled, and after saying goodbye, Xu Ze dragged his suitcase into the station.
Standing beside the car, Yang Yan watched Xu Zeqingjun's back slowly blend into the crowd, and then was overwhelmed by the crowd.He took two steps forward, as if he wanted to find that familiar figure among the crowd of people, but nothing arrived early.
The sun was shining on Yang Yan's face. At that moment, he felt that there was a small hole in his head, and the cold wind went straight into it, and he felt the coolness all over his body.
At the station, Xu Ze dragged his suitcase and took the escalator to the platform. There were still more than 20 minutes before the departure time, so he arrived a little earlier to avoid temporary traffic jams.But luck was better this day, and I didn't even meet a few red lights.
Finding a place, Xu Ze sat down, took out his mobile phone and watched the video with earphones on.After watching a few videos, it's almost time.There were already many people waiting at the platform entrance, Xu Ze didn't push forward after passing, and stood at a relatively rear position.
Among the people standing beside him was a woman holding a baby in her arms. The baby's face was tender, and when she noticed that Xu Ze was staring at him, she started babbling.The woman thought that something was wrong with the child, so she hugged and coaxed the child for a while, the child opened his mouth and giggled.The voice was crisp and lovely, and many passengers around turned their heads to look at the child.
Unconsciously, Xu Ze put his hand on his belly, and a thought popped into his head, whether the baby in his belly would be as cute as this little baby after it was born.
During the short time waiting to get on the bus, Xu Ze looked at the little baby several times.
The train began to check tickets, and the passengers in line moved forward slowly.
Taking the escalator and going downstairs again, the ticket information was sent to the mobile phone. Xu Ze dragged the luggage in one hand and held the mobile phone in the other, and compared the compartment where he found him.
After getting in the car, he looked for his seat from the back to the front. After finding it, Xu Ze sat on it. The suitcase was placed under the iron frame, and he didn't take it off together. He bought a seat by the window so that people coming from behind wouldn't have to get up. Let it go.
The train departed quickly. Compared with most of the returning passengers, Xu Ze didn't feel much. To him, arriving home for the New Year was almost like completing a task.
The train drove for more than an hour and arrived at Xu Ze's hometown. After getting off the train, Xu Ze didn't go to the bus station, but went outside to take a taxi.After Yang Yan gave him the money to buy an apartment, there were still hundreds of thousands left. Xu Ze lived with Yang Yan, and Yang Yan was responsible for the expenses. It can be said that Xu Ze had very little time to buy things with his own money.
Sitting in the car home, the scenery outside the window was both familiar and unfamiliar to Xu Ze.Familiar because he has the memory of the original owner, strange because he came to this city for the first time.
Xu Ze called his mother and said that he would be home soon. The voice over there was calm and flat, without any agitation. The original owner's mother was very restrained in her personal feelings. In the original owner's memory, it seemed that he had never seen his mother get excited. when.
When the car arrived home, Xu Ze paid on his mobile phone.Holding the suitcase, he quickly stood in front of a dark iron door and opened the door with a key. There was a woman sitting in the living room. When the woman heard the door opening, she turned her head and saw her son. The expression on her face was Those who didn't know thought she had nothing to do with Xu Ze.
Xu Ze entered the room and called out to the woman, "Mom!"
"Are you back?" The mother slowly got up at this moment, she looked at Xu Ze, her eyes were as indifferent as if she was looking at a stranger.
"Well, Dad isn't at home?" Xu Ze asked after looking around the room.
"I went to your third uncle's house. Your cousin got married and he went to help." Mother replied.
Xu Ze nodded, and the corner of his mouth smiled slightly: "I'll go in and put some luggage first." After speaking, Xu Ze went to his bedroom.When he entered, he subconsciously wanted to close the door with his backhand, but stopped temporarily. The TV sound came from the living room, and his mother sat and continued to watch TV.
Putting the suitcase on the floor, Xu Ze didn't take out the clothes inside immediately, but took the mobile phone and dialed a number to go out.
Yang Yan on the other end of the phone had been waiting for this call. He knew that Xu Ze would be home around this time, and the wait was actually not long, but in his opinion, every minute seemed infinitely long.
"I'm home." As soon as the phone was connected, Xu Ze lowered his voice, because he didn't want his mother outside to hear him calling him.
"Okay, remember to wear more, the temperature in your house is lower than here, try to wear a scarf when you go out..." After Yang Yan ordered a few words, his voice stopped suddenly, and he realized that he had talked too much , Xu Ze is not a child, so he doesn't need to mention these things.
There was a period of silence on both sides at the same time, Xu Ze stood by the bedroom window, and he looked out into the void outside the window.
"I'll pay attention." Xu Ze said in a calm tone.
"I'll hang up first, and I have to tidy up the room."
The words 'don't be too tired' just rolled to the tip of Yang Yan's tongue, and the next moment he swallowed it back.
Hanging up the phone, Yang Yan clutched the phone. This was only Xu Ze's first day home. On the first day, he felt so empty in his heart that he wanted to drive to see Xu Ze immediately. The corners of Yang Yan's mouth raised, mockingly Shaking his head and laughing.
Xu Ze called Yang Yan when he went back that day, but he never took the initiative to contact Yang Yan. Yang Yan wanted to hear Xu Ze's voice every day, but he didn't know that if he called, he should talk to Xu Ze. What did you say, did you ask Xu Ze what he ate or did he do?
So Yang Yan tried his best to restrain the urge to contact Xu Ze.
In a blink of an eye, when the Spring Festival came, Xu Ze’s family also bought Spring Festival couplets. He stood on a stool with the Spring Festival couplets and pasted them on the door. , Xu Ze felt a little uncomfortable in his stomach when he went back to the house.
The parents at home didn't know that he was pregnant, Xu Ze controlled his expression and didn't let them find out.
In the evening, the family of three sat at the dining table to eat the New Year's Eve dinner. It should have been a happy thing, and there were not many smiles on their faces.The parents are used to being serious, and they seem to restrain their emotions at all times. The food is quite delicious, but Xu Ze doesn't have much appetite, and he says he is full after eating a little.
Xu Ze went back to his room, someone was setting off fireworks outside the window, the night sky was lit up from time to time, beautiful fireworks bloomed, that kind of beauty, extremely beautiful, but also fleeting.
Outside the house, his parents were sitting together watching the Spring Festival Gala. There were laughter and laughter on the TV. Xu Ze couldn't feel any joy when he heard those voices.He put his hands on his abdomen, and the baby inside seemed to be asleep now, without any movement.
It's strange to think about it, he is a man, but he is pregnant.Xu Ze smiled slowly.
It seemed that there were more and more people setting off fireworks, and the sound of fireworks exploding everywhere. Although it was not early, Xu Ze didn't feel sleepy, so Xu Ze walked out of the room.
I said to my parents: "I'll go outside to watch the fireworks."
The parents nodded, and their eyes returned to the TV. Even if there were people in the room, it seemed deserted and cold.Xu Ze didn't have any expectations or feelings for this place.
Walking to the door, Xu Ze changed his shoes. When he opened the door, Xu Ze seemed to think of something, turned around and went back to the room, where he found a scarf around his neck.As soon as the scarf is worn, the whole neck seems to be warmed up immediately.
Opening the door and going out, Xu Ze took the elevator downstairs.
There are many pedestrians on the street, especially children. The children are running and making noise. When they go outside, it seems that the festive atmosphere becomes stronger in an instant.There was a child holding fireworks and burning them. Xu Ze walked slowly while watching the burning fireworks.
No purpose, just walk casually.
Walking to the edge of a square, joyful voices were everywhere in the square. Those voices gradually infected Xu Ze, and Xu Ze began to smile.
There were children running around beside him, one of them bumped into Xu Ze, Xu Ze stroked him, the child said sorry, turned his head and ran away again.The lively figures of children shuttled among the crowd.
In a few months, the baby in his womb should be born, and it should be as lively as these children.As for him, naturally he can't accompany the child, nor will he.
After standing by the square for more than half an hour, Xu Ze turned around and walked back.
All the way back, what I saw was people coming out of their homes, Xu Ze and many people were walking in the opposite direction.
When he came to the downstairs of the house, Xu Ze stopped for a moment.
Just as he was walking forward, Xu Ze suddenly noticed a tall and straight figure standing under a street lamp. If Xu Ze hadn't glanced at it by accident, he probably wouldn't have noticed it at all.
Xu Ze was taken aback for a moment, and after looking carefully, it was indeed not him who was dazzled, it was really Yang Yan.This New Year's day of the National People's Congress is not at home with his family, so he came to him.
Xu Ze stood where he was, and the people under the streetlight knew that Xu Ze had seen him, but he didn't move immediately, and he just looked at Xu Ze from a distance.The two looked at each other across the crowd.
Later, Xu Ze moved first. He walked in front of Yang Yan and got closer to see the other person's face more clearly. Yang Yan's eyes were deep and dark, and he stared at Xu Ze with fiery eyes.
Xu Ze's heart suddenly fluctuated, because Yang Yan came to see him in the middle of the night.
"Happy New Year, Yang Yan!" Xu Ze didn't ask Yang Yan why he came. He knew the reason, and he didn't know when it started. This person liked him already, and it seemed that he liked him very much.
Xu Ze's peach blossom eyes were full of charming smiles, and Yang Yan stared intently.
After a while, Yang Yan's voice was low: "Happy New Year!"
Just a few simple words, Yang Yan suddenly felt its weight.
There was a child running past laughingly beside them, and both of them looked over. Yang Yan pulled his gaze back first. He looked down at Xu Ze's belly covered by his down jacket. At this time next year, he thought there would be more love between them. a baby.As soon as this thought came to Yang Yan, Yang Yan couldn't help but stepped forward. He reached out to hold Xu Ze's hand. Xu Ze's hand was put in his pocket, warm and warm, all the way to Yang Yan's heart, making him feel lonely and cold. My heart seemed to warm up in an instant.
Yang Yan raised his eyes and looked at Xu Ze. There were passers-by on the street, but Yang Yan just wanted to ignore everything and kiss Xu Ze's lips.
The author has something to say: Small theater: Yang Yan is very excited when he thinks that he will be able to spend the Spring Festival with his wife and children next year! ! !
Then next year, Yang Yan only had a baby in his arms, and his wife ran away, hahahahaha, it was terrible.
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I give birth after the new year, I arrange the plot according to my own rhythm, because I run away after giving birth, and there is nothing in confinement, why not, guess what!It's not leaving ha, watch me make up, happy! ,,
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