"I said so much just to let you understand that from the beginning to the end, you need me, not I need you. I can find a substitute for everything you do, but you can't find a substitute for me. Since I'm irreplaceable, please treat me well. Talk and do things carefully, don't be so self-willed."
"If you like cleaning and cooking, then do it. I won't stop you, but you really don't need to threaten me with work. You have to make it clear that I didn't ask you to do it, but you Don't do it."
"I didn't force you, so you don't have to force me either."
"I'm not here to help you save money..." Li Yulian bit her lip, her voice lowered.
"Save money? Don't you need it? I earn tens of millions a year, and I can afford a nanny every month, right? You should be glad that you are my mother. If you are not my mother, I will I've been out of touch with you for a long time, instead of talking so much with you here. No matter what you do, you always say that you are thinking of me, for me. But have you ever asked my opinion, have you heard my thoughts .”
"When you moved, you sold my book directly, saying it was for me. When my grandma passed away, you kept it from me, saying that you were afraid of affecting my college entrance examination. Later, when I went to university, when my grandma passed away, you also If you don’t tell me, you have to ask for leave because of the long journey, so you don’t need to come here. After that, will I not use it after you pass away?”
"You keep talking about maternal love and feelings, but you are the one who doesn't care about feelings the least. Don't you know that you can learn again after your studies are gone, and there are ways to solve the problem no matter how far the journey is, but when grandma and grandma leave, it will be no more. Can't you see it?"
"What you talk about every day is that I'm 30, but do you really think I've grown up? If you really think I've grown up, why do you care about what I wear?"
"Why do you think I moved back later? Because I couldn't leave you? No, you couldn't leave me."
"You raised me when I was a child. I am very grateful and never dared to forget. But why was I not your pistachio and company when I was a child? I was by your side every day and night when my father was away. I rely on you, Why don't you rely on me?"
"So there is really no need to talk about parenting every day. I will honor you and give you retirement. I will do all these. When you are old, I will serve you water to wash your feet, wash your face and comb your hair."
"But you are young and strong now, what's the point of asking me to wash your feet? To strengthen the concept of hierarchy? Is it just to show off that you have raised a well-behaved and obedient child? Or is it simply listening to those traditional lectures? Stunned?"
Li Yulian was dumbfounded and couldn't say a word.
"I've already posted the video of my dad's cheating on the Internet." Xu Xin paused for a few seconds before throwing another bomb, "You don't need to support this family 'for me', I'm so wronged .As you can see, I'm such a bad person, I don't deserve it."
Li Yulian's face turned red, but she couldn't say a word.
Xu Xin is planning to expose all the scandals of their family, and rub their faces on the ground.
Li Yulian asked, "What good will it do you if you expose the family scandal like this?"
"It's not good for me, but it's good for you." Xu Xin sneered, "Not only her, but also the scandals of lecturers Zhang, Huang, and Zhou who you admire every day who talk about 'propriety, justice, integrity and shame'. It’s been exposed. You should go to Weibo and take a good look, it should still be on the hot search column now.”
Li Yulian quickly took out her mobile phone, and the rows on Weibo were all teachers of traditional lectures.
#Is it the loss of morality or the regression of society#
#Traditional lecture lecturers have exposed black material #
#Did you wash your parents' feet today?#
There are several hot searches at the top, and Li Yulian doesn't need to search, just click on one and you will know what it says.
Lecturer Zhang, who once introduced her to the door of traditional knowledge, not only had an affair but also cheated the woman of her money.
Mr. Huang, who once talked about filial piety on the podium, moved heaven and earth, but in private, he couldn't even do the bare minimum to support his parents.
Lecturer Zhou, who was regarded as No. 1 in the traditional cultural circle, turned out to be someone else's mistress.She is more than one benefactor.She climbed to where she is today by relying on the power and sex transactions with those powerful people.
Li Yulian slumped down on the sofa holding the phone.
Her ears were buzzing, and her eyes were filled with white light.
These people are all her beliefs.
She listened to their lectures, and her dull heart was redeemed.
But these beliefs collapsed without warning.
Faith collapsed, revealing the dirty inside.
Once upon a time, she got drunk day and night because of her husband Xu Lin's cheating.
When I came into contact with the traditional circle when I didn't know how to deal with myself, everyone in this circle seemed so amiable.
Li Yulian suddenly remembered something. Ever since she came into contact with traditional circles, she seemed to have become more and more stubborn.
With the study of tradition, she learned a lot about etiquette culture in ancient times.
In that circle, she always felt that that was the right thing to do, and that it was a mistake for others not to do that, and it was a loss of tradition.
Once she was just a vulgar mortal, but after contacting the traditional circle, she became a perfect role model.
She began to look down on others, thinking that the other party was pedantic and dull.
She began to feel that not accepting her ideas was evil, that she had lost her tradition, and that she was stubborn.
Her burgeoning sense of superiority began to make her want to control, and she began to control those around her, starting with her daughter.
A branch that has never been pruned is full of messy and crazy branches.
When did it start?
Her daughter never smiled again.
"I remember you were very strict when I was young, but you were not like that." Xu Xin stood far away from her, "It was Xu Lin who made you miserable, but you let these misfortunes develop wildly. How long have we not had a good chat? You control Looking at me, do you really know what I like? We are the closest people, but we are also the strangest to each other."
"I will move out tomorrow, and I will live outside recently. You are a popular person in this community, and the news of your father's cheating will soon spread. I don't feel relieved that you are at home by yourself. I hired a therapist to take care of you." You, life is not easy, please stop threatening me with suicide, a person who really wants to die will not shout out. You don't want to commit suicide, you just want to vent."
"Since you want to vent, let's vent it with my dad once and make it clear. After that, whether you want to live a good life or get a divorce is up to you. If you want to continue to paralyze yourself with those traditions, just maintain the status quo like this. I have no objection to going down, but I will not accommodate you again, and I will not come back to live."
"If you want to get better, you have to peel off the skin." Xu Xin looked at Li Yulian quietly for a long time after saying this, and then asked again, "Do you have anything to tell me, Mom?"
Li Yulian raised her head, the madness in her eyes faded away, leaving only a trance.
Over the years, she has always been like a hedgehog, unceremoniously piercing the needle into the hearts of the people around her.
She never thinks that she is wrong. She feels that as long as her starting point is good, even if the child does not understand now, she will be grateful to her in the future.
But now that I think about it carefully, is her starting point really good?
She just took Xu Xin to vent when she was in a bad mood.
Even if she broke a bowl, she would be blamed by herself for a long time.
She is the flesh that fell from her body. Even if she took off her body, Li Yulian felt that she could control her life.
It's not that Xu Xin has never quarreled with herself, so she tricked Xu Xin into the correctional institution and forced her to stay there for more than half a year, just to get a well-behaved and obedient daughter.
She still felt very relieved when her daughter knelt on the ground and begged her for forgiveness.
Li Yulian looked up at Xu Xin's cold and solemn face, feeling his mind was in a mess, "There's nothing to say."
Xu Xin nodded, "Okay, I'll go into the house and pack my things."
As soon as Xu Xin's door was closed, the hall became silent again.
Xu Lin didn't go home today, there were only the two of them in the huge room.
After tomorrow, I will be the only one left in the room.
Li Yulian covered her face, thinking back in her buzzing head.
When did my relationship with my daughter become so stiff?
When I was a child, Xu Xin Mingming liked to lie in his arms and call her mother.
With Kexin back then, she even felt like she owned the whole world.
For so many years, she never thought of reflecting on herself.
Now with the collapse of the traditional circle, she who was pushed into the ivory tower also fell out.
The surroundings were full of mud. She looked back and saw that there was a mess everywhere along the way.
In the room, Xu Xin looked at the pitiful Lu Liuli who came in with him, one head and two big, "Go out."
"She bullies you like that, isn't it too cheap for her?"
"This is enough. She is my mother. My original intention was not to punish her, but to wake her up. I just don't know if this strong medicine is strong enough."
Lu Liuli curled her lips, "You don't hate her?"
"I hated it before, but I don't hate it anymore. She is also a poor person. She loves me, but in the wrong way."
Lu Liuli approached Xu Xin, "Fenghuang, how did you get caught by that person back then? A mere mortal shouldn't be able to catch you."
Xu Xin carefully recalled the memory back then, "It wasn't that mortal who caught me, but something even stranger. I've never seen that kind of thing before, and as soon as I got close to it, I couldn't use all my divine power. At that time You went out, and I was alone at home. Then that thing broke in suddenly, tied me up and sent me to that monk. Then that thing ejected me from the divine body, making me change from a generation of gods to a person in an instant Lonely ghost."
"That thing? Why is it called a thing?"
"That's a..." The memory in Xu Xin's mind was wrapped in a cloud of fog. She shook her head vigorously, but she couldn't get rid of the fog. "No, I was banned, so I can't remember it."
Lu Liuli looked at Xu Xin with some worry, "Don't think about it if you can't remember it, let's think about something happy!"
Xu Xin sneered, "What happy thing?"
"A reunion after a long absence, a new love after a farewell. Me, that, you, that..." Lu Liuli's face was flushed, and the corners of her eyes silently turned to Xu Xin.
Xu Xin rolled her eyes, "Get out for me."
Lu Liuli gave Xu Xin an aggrieved look, and had no choice but to drift away resentfully.
…………
In the mysterious cave illuminated by bright green jade, colorful flowers bloom brilliantly.
Shen Yi continued to burn incense for the portrait as always, bowed three times before standing up steadily.
The man in the portrait is coquettish and elegant, and the cinnabar mole between his eyebrows is still shining after 500 years.
Shen Yi looked at the person in the portrait and suddenly felt a sense of familiarity.
He had also seen this kind of seductive look in Xuan Wuji's body.
That time when Xuan Wuji was drunk, his winking eyes were like silk.
Although it is only a glimpse, it will be unforgettable for a long time.
Thinking this way in his heart, when he looked at the portrait again, he felt like Xuan Wuji no matter what.
A strange idea suddenly emerged in his mind, he exited the door, and Shen Yi walked straight towards the man on the altar.
The man's ink-splashed hair spread out on the stone platform, beautifully intoxicating.
A face and body like this would move anyone, man or woman.
Shen Yi was indifferent, but silently walked to the side of this body, and put his hands into claws on the forehead of that person.
The first time, nothing was drawn.
The second time, still nothing.
After pumping like this three or four times, in this body, he gained nothing.
What does this mean?
Shen Yi lowered his eyes, Xuan Wuji said that the extracted things all come from the soul.If he can't extract it, does it mean that this body is just a walking corpse, and the soul in the body has long since disappeared?
But what kind of body is it that doesn't have a soul and doesn't corrupt?
Why did my ancestors enshrine this soulless body, and what is the relationship between my ancestor Shen Xiaoyao and this person?
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"If you like cleaning and cooking, then do it. I won't stop you, but you really don't need to threaten me with work. You have to make it clear that I didn't ask you to do it, but you Don't do it."
"I didn't force you, so you don't have to force me either."
"I'm not here to help you save money..." Li Yulian bit her lip, her voice lowered.
"Save money? Don't you need it? I earn tens of millions a year, and I can afford a nanny every month, right? You should be glad that you are my mother. If you are not my mother, I will I've been out of touch with you for a long time, instead of talking so much with you here. No matter what you do, you always say that you are thinking of me, for me. But have you ever asked my opinion, have you heard my thoughts .”
"When you moved, you sold my book directly, saying it was for me. When my grandma passed away, you kept it from me, saying that you were afraid of affecting my college entrance examination. Later, when I went to university, when my grandma passed away, you also If you don’t tell me, you have to ask for leave because of the long journey, so you don’t need to come here. After that, will I not use it after you pass away?”
"You keep talking about maternal love and feelings, but you are the one who doesn't care about feelings the least. Don't you know that you can learn again after your studies are gone, and there are ways to solve the problem no matter how far the journey is, but when grandma and grandma leave, it will be no more. Can't you see it?"
"What you talk about every day is that I'm 30, but do you really think I've grown up? If you really think I've grown up, why do you care about what I wear?"
"Why do you think I moved back later? Because I couldn't leave you? No, you couldn't leave me."
"You raised me when I was a child. I am very grateful and never dared to forget. But why was I not your pistachio and company when I was a child? I was by your side every day and night when my father was away. I rely on you, Why don't you rely on me?"
"So there is really no need to talk about parenting every day. I will honor you and give you retirement. I will do all these. When you are old, I will serve you water to wash your feet, wash your face and comb your hair."
"But you are young and strong now, what's the point of asking me to wash your feet? To strengthen the concept of hierarchy? Is it just to show off that you have raised a well-behaved and obedient child? Or is it simply listening to those traditional lectures? Stunned?"
Li Yulian was dumbfounded and couldn't say a word.
"I've already posted the video of my dad's cheating on the Internet." Xu Xin paused for a few seconds before throwing another bomb, "You don't need to support this family 'for me', I'm so wronged .As you can see, I'm such a bad person, I don't deserve it."
Li Yulian's face turned red, but she couldn't say a word.
Xu Xin is planning to expose all the scandals of their family, and rub their faces on the ground.
Li Yulian asked, "What good will it do you if you expose the family scandal like this?"
"It's not good for me, but it's good for you." Xu Xin sneered, "Not only her, but also the scandals of lecturers Zhang, Huang, and Zhou who you admire every day who talk about 'propriety, justice, integrity and shame'. It’s been exposed. You should go to Weibo and take a good look, it should still be on the hot search column now.”
Li Yulian quickly took out her mobile phone, and the rows on Weibo were all teachers of traditional lectures.
#Is it the loss of morality or the regression of society#
#Traditional lecture lecturers have exposed black material #
#Did you wash your parents' feet today?#
There are several hot searches at the top, and Li Yulian doesn't need to search, just click on one and you will know what it says.
Lecturer Zhang, who once introduced her to the door of traditional knowledge, not only had an affair but also cheated the woman of her money.
Mr. Huang, who once talked about filial piety on the podium, moved heaven and earth, but in private, he couldn't even do the bare minimum to support his parents.
Lecturer Zhou, who was regarded as No. 1 in the traditional cultural circle, turned out to be someone else's mistress.She is more than one benefactor.She climbed to where she is today by relying on the power and sex transactions with those powerful people.
Li Yulian slumped down on the sofa holding the phone.
Her ears were buzzing, and her eyes were filled with white light.
These people are all her beliefs.
She listened to their lectures, and her dull heart was redeemed.
But these beliefs collapsed without warning.
Faith collapsed, revealing the dirty inside.
Once upon a time, she got drunk day and night because of her husband Xu Lin's cheating.
When I came into contact with the traditional circle when I didn't know how to deal with myself, everyone in this circle seemed so amiable.
Li Yulian suddenly remembered something. Ever since she came into contact with traditional circles, she seemed to have become more and more stubborn.
With the study of tradition, she learned a lot about etiquette culture in ancient times.
In that circle, she always felt that that was the right thing to do, and that it was a mistake for others not to do that, and it was a loss of tradition.
Once she was just a vulgar mortal, but after contacting the traditional circle, she became a perfect role model.
She began to look down on others, thinking that the other party was pedantic and dull.
She began to feel that not accepting her ideas was evil, that she had lost her tradition, and that she was stubborn.
Her burgeoning sense of superiority began to make her want to control, and she began to control those around her, starting with her daughter.
A branch that has never been pruned is full of messy and crazy branches.
When did it start?
Her daughter never smiled again.
"I remember you were very strict when I was young, but you were not like that." Xu Xin stood far away from her, "It was Xu Lin who made you miserable, but you let these misfortunes develop wildly. How long have we not had a good chat? You control Looking at me, do you really know what I like? We are the closest people, but we are also the strangest to each other."
"I will move out tomorrow, and I will live outside recently. You are a popular person in this community, and the news of your father's cheating will soon spread. I don't feel relieved that you are at home by yourself. I hired a therapist to take care of you." You, life is not easy, please stop threatening me with suicide, a person who really wants to die will not shout out. You don't want to commit suicide, you just want to vent."
"Since you want to vent, let's vent it with my dad once and make it clear. After that, whether you want to live a good life or get a divorce is up to you. If you want to continue to paralyze yourself with those traditions, just maintain the status quo like this. I have no objection to going down, but I will not accommodate you again, and I will not come back to live."
"If you want to get better, you have to peel off the skin." Xu Xin looked at Li Yulian quietly for a long time after saying this, and then asked again, "Do you have anything to tell me, Mom?"
Li Yulian raised her head, the madness in her eyes faded away, leaving only a trance.
Over the years, she has always been like a hedgehog, unceremoniously piercing the needle into the hearts of the people around her.
She never thinks that she is wrong. She feels that as long as her starting point is good, even if the child does not understand now, she will be grateful to her in the future.
But now that I think about it carefully, is her starting point really good?
She just took Xu Xin to vent when she was in a bad mood.
Even if she broke a bowl, she would be blamed by herself for a long time.
She is the flesh that fell from her body. Even if she took off her body, Li Yulian felt that she could control her life.
It's not that Xu Xin has never quarreled with herself, so she tricked Xu Xin into the correctional institution and forced her to stay there for more than half a year, just to get a well-behaved and obedient daughter.
She still felt very relieved when her daughter knelt on the ground and begged her for forgiveness.
Li Yulian looked up at Xu Xin's cold and solemn face, feeling his mind was in a mess, "There's nothing to say."
Xu Xin nodded, "Okay, I'll go into the house and pack my things."
As soon as Xu Xin's door was closed, the hall became silent again.
Xu Lin didn't go home today, there were only the two of them in the huge room.
After tomorrow, I will be the only one left in the room.
Li Yulian covered her face, thinking back in her buzzing head.
When did my relationship with my daughter become so stiff?
When I was a child, Xu Xin Mingming liked to lie in his arms and call her mother.
With Kexin back then, she even felt like she owned the whole world.
For so many years, she never thought of reflecting on herself.
Now with the collapse of the traditional circle, she who was pushed into the ivory tower also fell out.
The surroundings were full of mud. She looked back and saw that there was a mess everywhere along the way.
In the room, Xu Xin looked at the pitiful Lu Liuli who came in with him, one head and two big, "Go out."
"She bullies you like that, isn't it too cheap for her?"
"This is enough. She is my mother. My original intention was not to punish her, but to wake her up. I just don't know if this strong medicine is strong enough."
Lu Liuli curled her lips, "You don't hate her?"
"I hated it before, but I don't hate it anymore. She is also a poor person. She loves me, but in the wrong way."
Lu Liuli approached Xu Xin, "Fenghuang, how did you get caught by that person back then? A mere mortal shouldn't be able to catch you."
Xu Xin carefully recalled the memory back then, "It wasn't that mortal who caught me, but something even stranger. I've never seen that kind of thing before, and as soon as I got close to it, I couldn't use all my divine power. At that time You went out, and I was alone at home. Then that thing broke in suddenly, tied me up and sent me to that monk. Then that thing ejected me from the divine body, making me change from a generation of gods to a person in an instant Lonely ghost."
"That thing? Why is it called a thing?"
"That's a..." The memory in Xu Xin's mind was wrapped in a cloud of fog. She shook her head vigorously, but she couldn't get rid of the fog. "No, I was banned, so I can't remember it."
Lu Liuli looked at Xu Xin with some worry, "Don't think about it if you can't remember it, let's think about something happy!"
Xu Xin sneered, "What happy thing?"
"A reunion after a long absence, a new love after a farewell. Me, that, you, that..." Lu Liuli's face was flushed, and the corners of her eyes silently turned to Xu Xin.
Xu Xin rolled her eyes, "Get out for me."
Lu Liuli gave Xu Xin an aggrieved look, and had no choice but to drift away resentfully.
…………
In the mysterious cave illuminated by bright green jade, colorful flowers bloom brilliantly.
Shen Yi continued to burn incense for the portrait as always, bowed three times before standing up steadily.
The man in the portrait is coquettish and elegant, and the cinnabar mole between his eyebrows is still shining after 500 years.
Shen Yi looked at the person in the portrait and suddenly felt a sense of familiarity.
He had also seen this kind of seductive look in Xuan Wuji's body.
That time when Xuan Wuji was drunk, his winking eyes were like silk.
Although it is only a glimpse, it will be unforgettable for a long time.
Thinking this way in his heart, when he looked at the portrait again, he felt like Xuan Wuji no matter what.
A strange idea suddenly emerged in his mind, he exited the door, and Shen Yi walked straight towards the man on the altar.
The man's ink-splashed hair spread out on the stone platform, beautifully intoxicating.
A face and body like this would move anyone, man or woman.
Shen Yi was indifferent, but silently walked to the side of this body, and put his hands into claws on the forehead of that person.
The first time, nothing was drawn.
The second time, still nothing.
After pumping like this three or four times, in this body, he gained nothing.
What does this mean?
Shen Yi lowered his eyes, Xuan Wuji said that the extracted things all come from the soul.If he can't extract it, does it mean that this body is just a walking corpse, and the soul in the body has long since disappeared?
But what kind of body is it that doesn't have a soul and doesn't corrupt?
Why did my ancestors enshrine this soulless body, and what is the relationship between my ancestor Shen Xiaoyao and this person?
The author has something to say: go to the column to browse around, and if you see any book you like, bookmark it
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