gloves

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Toronto under the burning clouds is imprinted with a light pink halo in the blue eyes. The sunset glow, together with the snow-white earth, quietly embraces the 360 ​​panoramic restaurant on the tower. Feed a good piece of sardine into his mouth, then put down the silver fork and look out of the window, then turned his gaze to the oncoming waiter, Shang Zhuoxi raised his thumb and shook it at shoulder level, and pulled out a relaxed The radian, the stomach is very hungry after a busy day.Shang Zhuoxi's eyes turned to the person opposite, who happened to be looking at him too, the warm white light in the city flowed in flakes with the soothing music, passing over An Chujie's head.

"When I was in college, I came to this restaurant twice, and I remember their beef and sauce are very good." An Chujie said as she cut herself a small piece of beef dipped in roasted beef bone sauce:

"Professor Bash brought us here to play, and he should be retiring soon."

"Twice?"

"once.".

"What about another time?", Shang Zhuoxi likes to hear An Chujie talk about her college days.

"One more time, with Yi Heng." An Chujie looked up at Shang Zhuoxi.

"En.", Shang Zhuoxi nodded thoughtfully:

"Maybe it would be better to have a small glass of Canadian whiskey. For me, I like light ones. Of course, I know you drink much better than me." Shang Zhuoxi raised his eyebrows and held up a small glass of whiskey. Glass of whiskey to drink.

I remember that when An Chujie just graduated, she often sold wine in some leisure places. Sometimes, she even helped herself to hold the wine. Shang Zhuoxi stared at An Chujie and thought, how can a girl who is an artist be so good at drinking? ?Now she is sitting there in a peacock hoodie with a ring of fluff surrounding the upper part of her neck, making her look good, and the wide cuffs hanging on her thin wrists, highlighting the The wrist bones and knuckles of the fingers strengthen the artistic atmosphere she exudes, and at the same time give Shang Zhuoxi a desire to protect.

"Do you like it here?" Looking around, Shang Zhuoxi lowered his head again, looking down at the snow on the toes of his shoes all the way, turning his head to look at An Chujie occasionally, everything was still so familiar to her, the last time It seems that I came to this small street with my father not long ago, and it seems like a lifetime ago:

"It started snowing here a few months ago. In the past, at this time of year, our family would take our dog to go skiing in Beiyu Ski Resort. If my shoulders and lumbar spine are convenient, I would like to take you to go skiing together. ", the voice seemed to be sucked in by the snow sunken by the feet.

An Chujie pushed the hood back, showing a pale smile, she looked ahead and didn't speak.

Shang Zhuoxi continued to say that she needed to tell An Chujie that she should express her thoughts to An Chujie more.

"I have been back to China for 11 years, and I still feel that this place is suitable for people to live. The pace of life in China is very fast. Compared with here, especially Haicheng, there are people every day and everywhere."

"Ding ding dong dong~", the crisp bells gradually approached, a man wearing glasses walked towards them holding a wooden box in one hand and ringing the bell in the other. Under the windbreaker was a colorful plaid shirt, and a circle of colorful lights hung outside the box.

"The most delicious donuts, hot donuts, taste it quickly." With one mouthful, the two lenses were thickly fogged, he took off his eyes with a nuzzle, shrugged, and opened the wooden door An Chujie looked inside the lid of the box, and the sweet milky scent wafted out of the box, she smiled, and Shang Zhuoxi ordered a vanilla-flavored donut, wrapped it up and stuffed it into An Chujie's hand , even if the two of them had dinner not long ago.

"Chu Jie, what's the date today?"

"December [-]th." An Chujie covered the hot ball with both hands, and the scent of vanilla rushed to the tip of her nose.

"Ah, it will be Christmas in two weeks." Although it has been a long time since Christmas, Shang Zhuoxi will miss her mother very much at this time.

"Mmm.", one word, no extra emotion, Christmas is just one performance after another for An Chujie.

Shang Zhuoxi raised her head and smiled, and quickly calmed down again. After being together again, An Chujie's attitude and reaction to many things were calm to the point of a little indifference.

After much deliberation, I feel that An Chujie really doesn't like herself at all now, and she agreed to be with her only because she saved her and was in some kind of emotional kidnapping. Thinking of this, Shang Zhuoxi became depressed, and she would Taking off the narrow-brimmed felt hat on top of his head, shaking the snow on it, a snow crystal bounced into his eyes, which hurt a little, and after melting, Shang Zhuoxi's eyes were red.

The downtown area is gradually being left behind, the sky is already dark, there are fewer and fewer people on the street, the street is very quiet, and the sound of trampling snow can be heard.

"It's cold." An Chujie said while holding the donut in her hand.

"If you don't want to eat it, just put it on the side of the road." The donuts will be cold, An Chujie will leave, Shang Zhuoxi still hangs his head, his felt hat is slightly askew.

An Chujie shook her head, put the donuts into her pocket with a smile, straightened Shang Zhuoxi's hat and continued walking.

After walking a few steps, she found that Shang Zhuoxi hadn't followed, and when she turned her head, she saw Shang Zhuoxi still standing under the street lamp, and she didn't know what she was going to do, An Chujie didn't care so much, and continued to walk forward.

After walking for a while, looking back, Shang Zhuoxi was still in place, An Chujie simply strode forward and didn't bother to look back.

Shang Zhuoxi looked at the farther and farther back, and became more sure of his thoughts.

At this time, it began to snow again, and when she was confused, the distant figure slowly enlarged again. An Chujie stepped on the snow and ran all the way back to Shang Zhuoxi. Because the snow was thick, it was very difficult to run. An Chujie Jie stood panting in front of Shang Zhuoxi, exhaling heavily, the snow that bounced stuck to the corner of her clothes.

"Why do I have to run back to you after walking so far?" An Chujie stepped forward, gently wrapped her hands around Shang Zhuoxi's waist, raised her head and said, "I like this place because you grew up here , so I like it more here. You feel that the fast pace of domestic life makes you feel tired. As long as you want to come here to relax or settle down, I will accompany you. You give me, even if it is just a sweet I won't put it on the side of the road." The shoulders of the person in his arms undulated slightly with his breathing, snowflakes fell on An Chujie's hair, and the hat behind his clothes was also covered in snow.

"Are you happy, Chu Jie?" Shang Zhuoxi took off the felt hat and put it on An Chujie's head, as if she always had something on her mind.

"En." An Chujie nodded, Shang Zhuoxi's temperature was still on her forehead, and An Chujie felt her body gradually warming up due to the quick running just now.

Only then did I realize that Shang Zhuoxi had a red eye:

"What happened to the eyes?".

"Really, but I feel that you are unhappy."

"When have I lied to you?" After speaking, An Chujie planted a kiss on Shang Zhuoxi's cheek, just taking a quiet walk with her was enough for An Chujie to be happy.

"If it wasn't for that matter, would you still be with me? Or, you agreed to be with me just because..." An Chujie interrupted Shang Zhuoxi, she knew what Shang Zhuoxi was worried about.

"There are not so many ifs, it just happened, it is fate, and I admit it.", and this is not the answer Shang Zhuoxi wanted.

"Have you ever loved Qi Ruan?" Shang Zhuoxi pushed An Chujie away.

"Zhuoxi?"

"Have you ever loved her?" Shang Zhuoxi insisted on asking.

"When will you be able to focus on each other instead of others?", this question didn't make any sense to An Chujie.

"you answer me first.".

"You can't force me, Zhuoxi. So what if you haven't loved? You think I'll be with someone I don't love, so I'm with you now because I love you? So what if I loved you? Are you angry about things that have passed? No matter how I answer, I can’t satisfy you, because you don’t believe me at all in your heart, right? Zhuoxi, if I need to prove something frequently between us, I will also I will be tired, do you want to see me so tired?", there is no way, the person is chosen by oneself, even if the reasoning is bad, she must take the trouble to tell her that there was a time when An Chujie really felt that Shang Zhuoxi The understanding of Chinese may not be so thorough, because every time she tried to explain something to her in depth, she looked at herself innocently, and it is the same now.

"Zhuoxi, are you, I...".

"Um?".

"Forget it, Shang Zhuoxi, I love you, I have always been, please believe it." An Chujie shook her head, probably nothing could be as real as those three words.

It has been a long time since I heard this sentence, Shang Zhuoxi was stunned for a few seconds, and said:

"Let's go." She held out her hand to An Chujie.

"Where are you going?"

"Go back." Shang Zhuoxi grabbed An Chujie's hand and put it into his coat pocket, then took off the glove, put it into the pocket, and clasped An Chujie in the palm of his hand with five fingers, step by step. Walking forward, his eyes looked around uncomfortably, but the corners of his mouth raised up uncontrollably.

The heavy snow that day was the heaviest in Toronto's history.

That night, An Chujie slipped like a baby seal. She was pushed to the shore by waves of waves, and was swept back into the waves by waves of waves. That was her fate.The snow outside the window is like a goose feather, burying all the obscurity, revealing the blue brightness.

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Do you know what the happiest thing is? - to be loved without knowing it

Do you know what the saddest thing is? - to be loved without knowing it

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