gloves

【74】

After An Chujie returned to the capital, everything went so smoothly.Le-Wen

On the stage, she is sitting in front of the piano. As usual, she is pointing like an elf. Under her seemingly calm expression, there is a void lost in the melody. It was originally arranged in the summer. The white keys of the piano It turned into ocean blue under the light, and the high-frequency regular finger pressure made the sea surface ripple, like Shang Zhuoxi's eyes, and that face kept flashing through An Chujie's mind, making her dazed.

Some kind of unexplainable emotions suddenly rushed into An Chujie's heart, and no one spoke out for a moment, those repressed emotions slowly flowed on her fingertips, maybe a little slower, they can be released more thoroughly, the lighting engineer seemed to understand the piano With a low voice, the entire stage changed from ocean blue to light gold, and finally to dark purple. The follow spotlight hit An Chujie's body. She closed her eyes, raised her head, and the profile of her face was covered with a layer of bright white. Bian, in a rapid and short D major chord, Bai Bian quickly dimmed, everything was still, people's breath was taken away by this sound, and after a few seconds, those moments lost emotions were all in a lengthy sound And the deep C major chord was found back, pulling and colliding in that resonance.

After the resonance completely dissipated, An Chujie opened her eyes only to find that everyone in the hall had stood up, followed by the familiar and long-lasting applause. She thanked everyone present, and at the same time, she knew that she deserved it. of.

When An Chujie rushed back to Haicheng overnight, it was already early in the morning. The nurse who switched the night shift greeted An Chujie and left in a hurry. The empty corridor was like a big vent, blowing away some disinfection. The smell of water and the coolness of late autumn made her wrap her knitted coat tightly around her upper body. A tall man stood at the end of the corridor. As if she would be blown down by the strong wind at any moment, An Chujie walked quickly towards that figure, and as soon as she arrived, she was embraced into an empty embrace.

"I'm so tired." There was a weak voice in my ear, Shang Zhuoxi's left arm was around An Chujie's waist, almost all the weight of her body was on her body, her right hand was still unable to exert strength, and the pain in her leg made Shang Zhuoxi feel tired. Zhuo Xi's foot still couldn't touch the ground for a long time.

"Why are you standing outside blowing the cold wind?" In an instant, her heart was gripped hard, An Chujie kept comforting Shang Zhuoxi's back, only through a thin layer of clothing, An Chujie could clearly understand I touched the protruding vertebrae on the back, my heart was tight and painful, my nose was sore, and the unknown emotions that came up during the performance suddenly became clear.

"What should I do if I have a cold? How long have you been standing outside? Shall we go in?" An Chujie rubbed the head hanging on her shoulder.

"Okay." Shang Zhuoxi buried his face in An Chujie's neck, closed his eyes and breathed in her scent wearily.

God knows how much Shang Zhuoxi missed An Chujie during the three days when An Chujie was away, just because An Chujie sent a text message arriving at the airport 40 minutes ago, Shang Zhuoxi got out of bed alone in order to see An Chu earlier Even if Jie was 1 minute earlier, her waist and shoulders were still covered with steel plates, and she was already very tired standing upright, not to mention the muscles on her right foot were still injured.

That feeling is called being needed, being completely trusted and dependent, not being needed like an experimental product in the past.

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As soon as the concert is over, An Chujie has nothing important to do until the end of the year. Shang Zhuoxi can see An Chujie every day when she wakes up. Sometimes she is sitting by the bed and looking at herself, sometimes she is sitting by the window , surf the Internet or read a book.

During the two days when she was about to be discharged from the hospital, Shang Zhuoxi was very obedient and quiet, occasionally staring at An Chujie, she could be in a daze for a long time, ever since An Chujie answered the phone in the morning, no matter what Shang Zhuoxi thought of An Chujie, she felt She will leave in a second, and she is the kind who will never have any contact with herself after she leaves.

An Chujie stood by the window, when a gust of wind blew, her hair caressed the tip of Shang Zhuoxi's nose with the fragrance.Her hair has grown long, and the black hair on the top of her head has grown out. It hangs softly and fluffy on her shoulders, and it gradually becomes tea-blue evenly near her ears. A white fluffy coat covers her body, making Shang Zhuo Xi couldn't help but wanted to hug her from behind, and was about to reach out, but was overwhelmed by An Chujie's turning around.

"Zhuoxi, you're awake." Shang Zhuoxi stood very close, and An Chujie leaned back slightly.

"En." Shang Zhuoxi's hands were in the pockets of his clothes, and he clenched the pair of gloves that he hadn't had time to put on.

"Do you feel better today?" The corners of An Chujie's mouth rose, and the corners of her eyes curled up with a smile. The doctor said that she could be discharged from the hospital in two days.

Shang Zhuoxi blinked his eyes and did not speak, his glass bead-like eyeballs stared at An Chujie's face tremblingly.

"What's wrong?" An Chujie touched her face, turned around and closed the window.

"I don't want to get better so quickly." Shang Zhuoxi said, probably because she stood behind and was blown by the wind for a while, her nose was red.

"So fast? You've been in the ward for almost 40 days, Zhuo Xi, what's going on in your head?" An Chujie still had a smile on her face.

"I know, but I don't want to leave the hospital so early, you will leave after I leave the hospital, right?" Shang Zhuoxi became anxious, she knew that An Chujie rejected her very much, and knew that if she hadn't blocked a few iron bars for her, She doesn't want to care about herself at all.

"I, Chu Jie..." Looking into An Chujie's eyes, Shang Zhuoxi didn't know what to do for a moment. She was afraid that what she wanted to say would arouse An Chujie's resentment. Chu Jie and Shang Zhuoxi have never been so flustered.

"Chu Jie..." Shang Zhuoxi wanted to stop talking again, and took out his hand from his pocket, pinching the cuff with five fingers, still not wearing gloves.

"What are you in a hurry for?" An Chujie turned her head away and snickered, Shang Zhuoxi's appearance at the moment was really cute.

"I don't want you to leave me, I want to be with you, Chu Jie, I dare not say I love you, but I really... really want to be with you." Shang Zhuoxi's eyes changed from timidity to seriousness.

The smile on An Chujie's face disappeared, and she didn't know how to respond.

"I want to see you every day. Now I don't have to stay in the laboratory anymore. Chu Jie, I have a lot of time to accompany you." Shang Zhuoxi looked at An Chujie helplessly. Was rejected by An Chujie.

"Chu Jie, I swear, I didn't mean to hurt you, the injury on your foot is because of Xu Yu..."...

"She told me." An Chujie's voice was very calm.

"If you're willing to believe me, I want to help you heal it. Also, I don't know how to explain that to you, but I hope you can also believe that I never betrayed you..." , Shang Zhuoxi himself felt very powerless when he said it:

"I didn't take what you said any longer. I remembered it carefully. I remembered that I was not as good as Qi Ruan. Qi Ruan, I don't like her at all." When I think of Qi Ruan, I can enjoy it without any scruples. Shang Zhuoxi became angry when she had to suffer 4 steel bars in exchange for the treatment. At the same time, she lowered her head with a deep sense of frustration, and after a while looked at An Chujie with begging eyes:

"Chu Jie, can you give me another chance?" Shang Zhuoxi stood there, her waist injury forced her body to bend slightly, and the wide cotton pajamas like a hospital gown hung on her body, without that kind of Upright and arrogant, she looks like a big kid who admits his mistakes and is eager to be forgiven.

An Chujie didn't say a word, waiting for Shang Zhuoxi to finish everything.

"Just once." Shang Zhuoxi stood there honestly with red eyes, frowning in pain, not daring to make any moves, and it was not that she was not ready to be rejected by her again, but if there was a chance, Shang Zhuoxi Still unwilling to give up.

An Chujie's indifference made Shang Zhuoxi lack the courage to plead again, and the atmosphere froze between the two of them.

Finally, An Chujie sighed softly, and went forward to fasten the penultimate button on Shang Zhuoxi's pajamas:

"As a doctor, I can't even take care of myself, so how can I trust you to others."

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Ever since I saw the ten fingers she had been hiding under her gloves that morning, Shang Zhuoxi had also removed them most of the time at home.Shang Zhuoxi's fingers are a little longer than the average person's, because they are very thin, they also look thinner. When I touched them for the first time, I felt a little strange, and many things became different from the original.

In the more than two years since I left Shang Zhuoxi, I have never been truly happy again. She is the one who hurt me, and she is the one who protects me.The person at the top of my heart can love as much as I hate. It’s not that I don’t want to believe that she didn’t betray me, but I can’t deny what I saw with my own eyes. Whenever I think about it, I still feel uncomfortable. I asked her , she is still reluctant to say.No matter what the reason is, just treat it as a mistake and forgive it.

After the real pain, there are no scars. Fortunately, they are very hard. I am no longer afraid of Shang Zhuoxi. Maybe it will be much better to love her in a way that is not so timid. Sometimes I feel Shang Zhuoxi Actually more insecure than me.

I really like the way she wears pajamas at home. The four necked long tubes are buckled on her white ankles and wrists respectively. It looks very relaxed and cute, and it sticks to her from time to time. Because she always sat there fully armed, and because of fear, she had to be cautious even when approaching her.

I asked Shang Zhuoxi why he came that day, and whether the documents given to Yi Heng were real, she was not, and said that she had never and would not do electronic archiving, she only had a stack of handwritten documents, but she brought them with her that day , if it is really necessary, she will also hand them over.

The author has something to say: the truth is in the next chapter

I heard that today is Qixi Festival, so I hope that the cuties who read this chapter today will get out of orders as soon as possible, and those who have a partner will be sweeter every day

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