gloves

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nausea?So she has always hated herself?Shang Zhuoxi froze in place, his throat seemed to be blocked and he couldn't utter any syllables. There is nothing more uncomfortable than the feeling of unrequited love. Obviously that person is right in front of him, but he just can't see clearly or touch him.

A crisp ringtone broke the silent scene.

"An, I passed by the place you mentioned, have you finished your dinner?" Qi Ruan remembered that An Chujie told her this morning that an old friend invited her to dinner tonight, the address seems to be here, Qi Ruan shook his head The car window looked in.

"Well, Xiao Ruan." An Chujie pressed her knuckles against her eye sockets.

"Call me when you're ready, I'll come in to pick you up." Qi Ruan took out the lighter and prepared to wait for An Chujie like this.

"Okay, honey, we can go home." An Chujie glanced at Shang Zhuoxi, and suddenly changed the tone.

"Wow, Ann, what did you call me just now? I never heard you call me that before. Before Qi Ruan finished speaking, An Chujie hung up the phone in a hurry.

The voice and appearance of An Chujie when she answered the phone was her gentleness to Shang Zhuoxi in the past, but now, in Shang Zhuoxi's eyes, it was harsh, and it sounded harsh.

"Chu Jie, are you with someone else?" Shang Zhuoxi's heart began to panic, she couldn't accept that An Chujie rejected her now because she had someone else she liked.

"It has nothing to do with you." An Chujie wiped away the last drop of crystal from the corner of her eyes, said these four words coldly, then turned and left.

"Is that person Qi Ruan?" Shang Zhuoxi quickly grabbed An Chujie's hand, but she still wanted to keep her.

"I just said so much Dean Shang, but I didn't listen to a single word, right?" An Chujie wiped off the glove fiercely with the other hand, and walked forward quickly.

A car was coming, the headlights of the car flashed so that Shang Zhuoxi's eyes hurt, and then two horns blared arrogantly, An Chujie trotted towards the car, the sound of high-heeled shoes was like stepping on Shang Zhuoxi's feet every time. Zhuo Xi's heart.

That car, Shang Zhuoxi still remembers, after Miss Huahua met An Chujie, she became more dedicated, and she didn't even change the car.

The person who got out of the car really proved Shang Zhuoxi's guess.

Under the street lamp, An Chujie raised her hands to hook Qi Ruan's neck, brought her face closer, her red lips brushed against Qi Ruan's face.

"Kiss me." An Chujie took a deep breath and summoned up all her courage to say these two words.

"An...?", kiss?Qi Ruan is always eager to have this kind of contact with An Chujie, but when she suddenly brings it up, Qi Ruan is still a little bit overwhelmed.

"Hurry up." An Chujie's voice seemed to be begging or an order, she slightly turned her face to look at Shang Zhuoxi, it was fine, she was still looking at them.

"Qi Ruan... um...", the hot and humid gas sprayed on Qi Ruan's cheeks, the scent of An Chujie's body was mixed with a little bit of alcohol, which was very irritating, Qi Ruan bit the two pieces without saying a word trembling lips.

Shang Zhuoxi looked at everything in front of him, his blood was boiling back into his brain, his nose was so sore that even his eyes hurt, the boulder stuck in his chest seemed to be still growing, at this moment the beast in Shang Zhuoxi's heart began to roar , with a ferocious face, she can't wait to go up and tear Qi Ruan from the mouth!The nails dug deeply into the palm as if they could pierce the glove. Only in this way can they tightly grasp Shang Zhuoxi's nerve string that was about to collapse. An Chujie seemed to be enjoying herself, but Shang Zhuo Xi didn't know that An Chujie's whole body was trembling at this moment, her lips and tongue were stiff, her body was also...

When the car door was closed, when the headlights illuminated Shang Zhuoxi's extremely injured face, An Chujie had a hundred urges to turn around and hug that person tightly, but she still screamed a thousand times in her heart To keep her away from Shang Zhuoxi.

The atmosphere in the car was also dignified. Qi Ruan smashed the button with one hand and turned off the CD. She seemed to be unconscious. Her speed had reached 120 yards, and her tight accelerator pedal seemed to be her continuous superimposed anger.

Apart from the low whine of the engine, there was no sound in the car.As long as Qi Ruan doesn't speak, An Chujie won't take the initiative to say a word and stir up a certain topic.

A feeling of being used gradually came to Qi Ruan's heart, and the feeling that the word "dear" brought to Qi Ruan became extremely bitter when she saw Shang Zhuoxi.

"Xiao Ruan, I'm sorry." An Chujie had said enough tonight.

"I'm so jealous of that surnamed Shang, do you know? Ann?" Under the warm light, Qi Ruan kept pouring wine and toasting. The glass full of wine was like a magnifying glass. Scarlet crookedly reflected in Qi Ruan's eyes.

"Don't mention her again.", she has nothing to be jealous of.

"I'm jealous that she can imprint on you unscrupulously!" Qi Ruan walked towards the woman sitting on the sofa step by step with a wine glass in hand:

"I'm jealous..." Qi Ruan took another sip of wine and continued:

"She can easily manipulate your emotions and let you overcome huge psychological barriers to kiss me." Qi Ruan smiled wryly, what An Chujie did chilled her heart.

"She can't!" An Chujie retorted immediately, as if she was reminding herself that Shang Zhuoxi must not let Shang Zhuoxi disturb her life any more. An Chujie stood up from the sofa, her eyes were still red, The light in his eyes was extremely sharp.

"Look, just mentioning her will make you so out of control, let alone she is standing in front of you, will you not be able to control yourself and throw yourself into her arms? What's going on with you today? To make her give up? Is she sad? After all, it's not all for her!" Qi Ruan said fiercely:

"You still love her, don't you?" Even asking those four words made Qi Ruan heartbroken.

"No." The answer was very straightforward, and he didn't know whether he was competing with himself or the other party or the truth.

"Who are you lying to? An Chujie, what do you think of me?!" Qi Ruan swung her hand back forcefully, and the glass hit the marble coffee table, clinking and shattering.

"Don't be drunk like me!", the noisy broken voice completely ignited An Chujie's anger, and the words uttered from the fiery red lips were full of fire.

Qi Ruan's fiery temper was hidden for An Chujie's sake, and of course it would explode for her.

"If the person smashing the cup is Shang, I'm afraid you care about whether her body will be hurt by these fragments, An Chujie, why didn't I realize that you are..." The words came to my lips , Qi Ruan suddenly clenched his teeth.

"What am I?" An Chujie sneered, she walked in front of Qi Ruan, her eyes met:

"A bad woman who only uses you, right?" Qi Ruan did have such impulsive thoughts, but she stopped talking, as if she had hurt An Chujie.

"Oh, then let me tell you, Boss Qi, what you see is what you think, this is me, so it's better for you to stay away from me!" After finishing speaking, An Chujie bypassed Qi. Ruan squatted down and began to clean up the mess. The transparent fragments mixed with transparent tears fell into the trash can together. After a while, there were a few bright red colors.

An Chujie felt unspeakable guilt and apology to Qi Ruan, but she was tired and didn't want to do anything to explain it.Qi Ruan turned her head to look at the person squatting in front of the coffee table, her pale finger bones could be clearly seen, her hair was hanging to one side, and the spine at the back of her neck was protruding, Qi Ruan suddenly realized that An Chujie had It seemed that she had lost weight again, and her heart began to ache, and she regretted what she had done and said.

"An, I'm sorry." It seems that after falling in love with An Chujie, the words "sorry" became more and more frequent.

"I smashed it, I'll clean it up, don't touch those! Where is the medicine box?" Qi Ruan saw the two slender and bright red cuts on his hands, and the blame and anger in his heart dissipated a lot, and replaced them Distressed.

An Chujie ignored her, and continued to pick up the sharp shards against the wound, which was fine, as she deserved the punishment she deserved.

Qi Ruan found the medicine box by relying on his memory, and could not refuse An Chujie, so he healed the injury on her hand.

"Thank you. Qi Ruan, go back."

"I'm sorry, Ann..." Qi Ruan hesitated to speak.

"There is nothing to be sorry for, you go back.", I should be the one who should feel sorry.

After Qi Ruan left, the whole room was quiet, An Chujie could hear her own breathing and heartbeat, vodka cup after cup, Shang Zhuoxi's face appeared in her mind again and again, and she couldn't get rid of it.

An Chujie got up and walked to the balcony, trying to let the strong wind take away those uncontrollable thoughts, but the cold wind was blowing away her temperature bit by bit. At this moment, An Chujie suddenly longed for a hug, like that domineering and annoying The person I want to hug each time like that, forcefully and tightly, but that person should not be Shang Zhuoxi.

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The airport is brightly lit, people are coming and going, Shang Zhuoxi looks around everything, people's footsteps are getting more and more hurried, they are speeding up and shaking, becoming blurred, it seems to disappear in an instant, only countless loneliness, Chao Shang Zhuoxi attacked and surrounded her.

There are not many people on the flight at this point, the cabin is very empty, so it is very quiet, Shang Zhuoxi closed his eyes...

She dreamed of An Chujie who used to be, she was 14 years old, 16 years old, 18 years old... she was two years ago, she felt white to herself at that time, her soft waist-length hair, The beautiful smile with the crooked corners of her eyes, her teary face that turns red every time she cries because of herself, her trembling body curled up in her arms...

"Miss?", the stewardess stared at Shang Zhuoxi for a long time, until the sleeping face that she couldn't bear to disturb began to change, a tear dripped from the long curled light eyelashes, she didn't know what sad thing she dreamed about.

"Shang...Zhuoxi?", the stewardess called tentatively, she remembers correctly, this is the second time she met this beautiful woman, the first time she saw Shang Zhuoxi, she had a deep impression It's rare that she took this flight and she happened to be on duty, so the stewardess took a special look at the name on her ticket.

Shang Zhuoxi slowly opened his eyes, and what he saw was the magnified face of the stewardess.

"What?" Shang Zhuoxi hurriedly adjusted his sitting posture, looked out of the window, and found that he had arrived:

"Oh, I'm sorry..." Before Shang Zhuoxi finished speaking, a gentle touch covered her cheeks. The stewardess wiped away the tears from the corners of Shang Zhuoxi's eyes with a tissue, and said with a smile:

"It's getting late, hurry up and go back to rest, Shang Zhuoxi." The flight attendant's voice was very gentle.

"Are you peeking at my name?" Shang Zhuoxi unbuckled her seat belt and stood up, from looking up to slightly looking down, she raised her eyebrows with some doubts.

"Take care of me~", the stewardess raised her eyebrows following Shang Zhuoxi's example.

"I don't have time to take care of you," Shang Zhuoxi looked down at the chest of the stewardess:

"Wang... Shi... Li."