gloves

【thirty】

"Yu'er stop for a moment!" After Shang Zhuoxi finished the operation, Xu Yuer was bandaging the wound on the patient's calf.

Suddenly the patient's head began to shake from side to side, with an extremely painful expression, as if trying to break free from something, and the ventilator sleeve that had just been removed was reconnected.

"What's going on?" Xu Yu'er asked, and the air in the operating room froze instantly.

"Blood oxygen saturation suddenly dropped, it may be...a pulmonary embolism." Hearing what Dr. Shang said, everyone became nervous and panicked. Pulmonary embolism has a 100% mortality rate!

"Pure oxygen, hurry up!"

"Atropine 0.5 mg, n-renin 1 mg..."

... The air-conditioning in the operating room was fully turned on, but beads of sweat still appeared on everyone's foreheads. Only Shang Zhuoxi kept calm and commanded:

"External compression!" A doctor walked over mechanically, folded his hands on the patient's chest, pressed it, and a hoped waveform would appear on the screen, but as long as it stopped, everything would return to calm...

Finally, the electrocardiogram is a straight line, blood pressure: 01, heart rate: 01.

Xu Yu'er yelled "Ah", and a young nurse was so frightened that she fell to the ground.

At this moment, the chest and back of Shang Zhuoxi's surgical gown were drenched with sweat. Beads of sweat gathered on her forehead and slid down to her chin and hit the ground. A first-degree surgical accident happened like this, and the old man's life ended. on the operating table.

After the operation and until the end of get off work, the atmosphere in the whole department was quite heavy. Some of the patient's family members were crying or making trouble. Shang Zhuoxi kept explaining...

"Zhuoxi, don't blame yourself, it's not your fault, we've all seen it, and the family members of the patient have also signed the risk agreement." Shang Zhuoxi leaned on the chair, resting his forehead with his hands, and his blond hair had A few messy intertwined.

It was also the first time for Xu Yu'er to encounter this kind of thing. She walked over, hugged Shang Zhuoxi's head in her arms, and gently comforted her. No matter how strong a queen is, she needs a hug. Indeed, Shang Zhuoxi only needs one now. In her arms, she quietly leaned against Xu Yuer's soft and warm stomach.

"Zhuoxi, you have tried your best. The leg bone surgery has actually been successful, but..." Xu Yu'er hugged Shang Zhuoxi tightly again, and said no more.

"Yu'er, accompany me to see Dad."

"Okay." The savage girl became gentle and obedient at this moment.

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"Baby, I'm sorry I can't come. I put the roses on the side of the road. The hospital has an emergency operation..." The man on the phone quickly walked past An Chujie, stopped a car and left.

Not far in front is the back of a woman:

"Get lost! If you don't come today, you will never see me again!", the woman cried hysterically into the phone, she walked towards An Chujie while wiping her tears, and grabbed the bag on the ground A bouquet of fresh roses, thrown into the trash can unceremoniously, the bright red flowers are crowded at the door of the gray trash can, it seems that every flower is unwilling to go in, a drop of water drips from the delicate petals, like a woman She squatted on the ground hugging herself and weeping bitterly, then took out her mobile phone and dialed a series of numbers, she complained to the other end of the phone:

"I don't want to fall in love with doctors again in my life. What's the difference between talking with them and having a long-distance relationship?! This is not the first time..."

Probably the other party is her best friend, An Chujie looked at her sad look, and felt very uncomfortable. She thought about it, why didn't she have such an experience?

She and Shang Zhuoxi have met from three times a week to once a week, twice a month, and she has not met in the past two months because she has been out of town.

The first thing An Chujie did when she came back was to call Shang Zhuoxi.

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It's rare that Qi Ruan didn't follow her today, An Chujie bought a lot of fresh food and prepared to cook delicious food for Shang Zhuoxi, she thought about her almost every day.

When An Chujie returned home with the big bags and small bags, she found that Shang Zhuoxi's car had already parked there. The setting sun slanted over and stretched the shadows of everything. She happily passed by, and the car next to her Suddenly it began to shake, and after a while, a muffled sound of beating the window was heard from inside.

There is a face stuck on the car window, her eyes are closed with an expression of pain and enjoyment, the afterglow of the setting sun shouldn’t be so glaring, the woman in the car keeps spitting out white mist on the glass with her mouth open, her left hand seems to be caught One glove was clasped against the glass from the back, and the other hand was flapping the car window indiscriminately, trying to grab something. Behind her was a long-haired woman who was biting her ear. The long-haired woman lowered her eyebrows She closed her eyes, her hair was all hanging to one side, it was she who made her show that expression, the two of them were immersed in the ups and downs of joy, and they didn't notice that there was still a person standing outside.

An Chujie stayed where she was, unable to move, she naturally held her breath, her heartbeat almost stopped for a second after seeing the face stuck on the window clearly, her hands softened, and the things in her hands fell to the ground, She quickly squatted down to pick up the bag, the car stopped shaking, and started to move again two seconds later, the white gas on the car window had spread to the point where it was hard to see clearly.

An Chujie hugged the things in her hands and walked towards the house quickly with her head bowed. She leaned against the door and breathed heavily. If her heart could jump out, it would have fallen to the ground at this moment, but her chest seemed to be covered by something huge. It was so blocked that it couldn't jump out, its nose was so sore that it hurt, and its vision soon became blurred. An Chujie frantically dug out the keys, but couldn't find the right one for a long time. In the end, she didn't know how she opened the door .

An Chujie threw the vegetables into the kitchen in a daze, and when she turned her head, she saw the vibrating car outside the window, her soul seemed to be floating, An Chujie suddenly found that she couldn't even cry at this moment.

She watched the car silently until it stopped, until the blond woman got out of the back seat sweating profusely, breathing in the fresh air greedily, still wearing clean white gloves, holding a The "used" pair went outside and threw them in the dirty trash before getting back in the car and leaving.

An Chujie didn't have time to think about why they were like this at the door of her house, the heart-wrenching feeling was enough to paralyze her nerves.

The brain circuits of thinking are blocked and they start to flow in the opposite direction.

An Chujie took a deep breath, and she told herself that in fact, she didn't have to be so afraid and suffer so much, it's just that her eye sockets were burning.

The phone lights up and the text message prompts:

Baby, I'm off work, are you home?

An Chujie took the phone and tapped on the screen with trembling fingers. She replied:

Now, come here, I'll make you a delicious dinner. (smile)

Putting down her phone, An Chujie started to get busy in the kitchen, she wanted to cook the best dinner for Shang Zhuoxi.

As soon as Shang Zhuoxi entered the door, he smelled a terrible fragrance, salivary glands and gastric acid began to function, An Chujie came out with a smile as usual, no, she seemed to be smiling very brightly today, An Chujie was like a virtuous wife, He took Shang Zhuoxi's bag and put it away, gave Shang Zhuoxi a hug to express his miss for her, touched Shang Zhuoxi's face lovingly, and said considerately:

"I've been tired all day, I should be hungry."

"Yeah." Shang Zhuoxi kissed An Chujie's cheek and nodded quickly.

"Baby, why are you so capable? I love you so much." Today, Shang Zhuoxi's mouth was extraordinarily sweet, and her appetite was extraordinarily good. Like a child, she stuffed her mouth until her cheeks bulged out.

An Chujie kneaded Shang Zhuoxi's shoulders and neck, and the time was longer than before; she hand-washed the advanced custom clothes that Shang Zhuoxi could not use the washing machine to stir, and was more attentive than before; she tried to cater to Shang Zhuoxi tremblingly Every time you ask deeply, you are sexier and more seductive than ever...

This was the last time she did this for Shang Zhuoxi, because she finally made up her mind to leave her.

When Shang Zhuoxi woke up the next day, there was only a table of breakfast and a blank sheet of paper left in the house:

[Zhuoxi, until now I would rather lie to myself that you love me, since you love me, then I hope you will let me go to find my own happiness, loving you is worth it, but I think, I have to stop Come down, honey, you know what?In this relationship...]

—————————————————————————————————————————————————— [In this relationship, we Like a pair of nuts and screws, and I am that lone screw, when I first saw your nut, I wanted to be that unique screw that can fit closely with you in your life , so I slowly approached you, and walked into you carefully,] An Chujie wiped her tears while holding the penholder firmly:

[At this time I found that we are actually not that suitable, because you are better and stronger than me, in order not to let my own thread cut you, I started to polish myself, and I will grind away those places that make us inappropriate , so that I come together with you. ], An Chujie covered her mouth and sobbed. One by one, the paper towels were wet and crumpled into balls and thrown into the trash can. The happy scenes in the past flashed through her mind like a movie. Even a little dizzy.

[However, under the sun and rain, I started to rust where you couldn't cover me, and the rust spread, and the friction between us gradually increased, so our joints began to have problems again, my dear, you are not wrong, The fault was that I shouldn't have overreached my ability to walk into you, so it was enough for me to bear all this, so I started to eliminate my threads again and again until they were all smooth and shiny by me, ], after writing here, An Chujie lay down on the table and hid in her arms and wept bitterly, sobbing uncontrollably, tears accidentally dripped on the white paper, An Chujie quickly wiped them away with her hands in a panic.

[I happily and foolishly thought that there would be no more friction between us, and I would no longer have small teeth that would scratch you, but I realized that this bare nail of mine had long since lost its relationship with you. The most fundamental condition of combination.We don't need each other anymore, I'm gone, will you, good solid nut, also feel empty and flustered for a while?Forgive that I don't have so much time to accompany you, and I won't continue to take care of you by your side. Don't be afraid, I believe that there will be many screws around you who are much more suitable than me. They will accompany you instead of me. Happy you Happy to share your worries, I will transfer all the money I owe you to your card before noon, thank you Shang Zhuoxi. --install. 】

Thank you for letting me feel the taste of being loved, thank you for letting me taste the joy of giving for a person, thank you for giving me material security in my most difficult time... It's just that I am too tired.

Before dawn, the sea was almost in chaos with the sky, and the sea breeze at this moment would actually make An Chujie feel bitingly cold, the sea water slapped An Chujie's face, taking away her tears, saying thank you, it was she who didn't want Shang Zhuoxi Feeling guilty, this is An Chujie's last tenderness.