gloves

【28】

When An Chujie came home, she found that she couldn't open the door no matter what. At first she wondered if she had taken the wrong key, but later she realized that it might be locked inside. Shang Zhuoxi became irritable when she heard the sound of the door lock turning. He went to the room and closed the door, but then heard a muffled knock on the door.

This is not the first time, An Chujie took out her mobile phone to call Shang Zhuoxi, she also hung up directly, it was obvious that Shang Zhuoxi did it on purpose, An Chujie really didn't understand why she upset her again , Shang Zhuoxi was lying on An Chujie's bed, the messy clothes all over the floor made her unable to sleep because she likes to be tidy, she had to let An Chujie come in and clean up the mess, but wouldn't it be too much to open the door now? A little early?She warmed herself a glass of milk slowly, returned to the living room, turned on the TV and turned the volume to the maximum, then put on headphones and earmuffs and started surfing the Internet.

"... doftheearth, thisisbbc...", the door on An Chujie's back vibrated with the sound waves. Fortunately, this is a villa-style single-living room, and there are no neighbors around, otherwise someone would smash it with a stick in the middle of the night Door.An Chujie didn't understand what Shang Zhuoxi was going to do.

Browsing a large piece of fashion information, Shang Zhuoxi stretched, and finally got up and went to the door and opened the lock. Hearing that the lock was unlocked, An Chujie hurriedly opened the door. As soon as she entered the door, her eardrums were oppressed. She covered her ears, and the whole body As if the house was going to be lifted, her chest was vibrating accordingly, she quickly picked up the remote control to turn down the volume of the TV, Shang Zhuoxi was directed to An Chujie and walked to the sofa to sit down.

"Zhuoxi, don't you want your ears?" An Chujie walked closer and saw that Shang Zhuoxi was well armed. An Chujie turned off the TV, and the whole house fell silent instantly. An Chujie stood in front of the sofa and watched. For the person surfing the Internet, Shang Zhuoxi took off the earmuffs and earphones and casually threw them to the opposite side, then continued to do his own business, ignoring the people next to him at all, and a few clothes were hung on the sofa, distorted beyond recognition Out of the corner of her eye, An Chujie saw that the light in her room was still on. She walked over, and the room was in a terrible mess. The small flame that had ignited in her heart just outside the door began to spread like a prairie fire.

"Shang Zhuoxi, can you stop losing your child's temper?!", An Chujie really suffers from trigeminal nerve pain, Shang Zhuoxi can't do it without her, only you can't think of it!The people outside were still silent, and Shang Zhuoxili's fire was also running around.

An Chujie tried her best to suppress the grievance and dissatisfaction in her heart, swallowed a breath, and began to pick up the clothes on the ground one by one and refold them and put them in the closet. It's not the weekend, so finish packing early, Shang Zhuoxi can rest her I have to get up early for work tomorrow.

Shang Zhuoxi walked to the door and watched her squatting on the ground busy, her hair was messed up, she was as thin as her, and every joint on her frequently moving fingers was so abrupt, Shang Zhuoxi's heart ached. At the same time, aren't you torturing yourself?

"How? Am I annoying?" Shang Zhuoxi thought that An Chujie felt that she was annoying, so she felt sorry for herself if she didn't do something that made her hate.

"Sometimes you are really naive." An Chujie said truthfully.

"I'm naive? Qi Ruan is so mature, and she is so considerate of you." Shang Zhuoxi folded his arms with dissatisfaction on his face.

"Qi Ruan treats you very well, doesn't she? She has more time than I do and can watch puffer fish with you, doesn't she?" Shang Zhuoxi asked.

An Chujie didn't want to talk to Shang Zhuoxi for the time being, and she also understood why Shang Zhuoxi hung up the phone call before without saying a word, probably she heard Qi Ruan's voice.

An Chujie folded the last piece of clothing and stood up, her brain felt dizzy due to squatting on the ground for a long time, she said to Shang Zhuoxi lightly:

"Go to bed early." They didn't have much time to spend together, and An Chujie didn't want to waste precious time arguing.

"Why didn't you answer me?" Shang Zhuoxi hated An Chujie for ignoring her own question.

An Chujie turned her head, stretched out her hand to touch Shang Zhuoxi's face and said softly:

"Why do I hate you? Go and rest, okay?" An Chujie's answer was short and clear, like coaxing a child.

But Shang Zhuoxi continued to say ugly words persistently.

"Did you fall in love with that surnamed Qi very early?" Shang Zhuoxi knew she didn't, but she just wanted to make An Chujie sad, because she went out with someone else today and Shang Zhuoxi was upset.

"What are you talking about?", how could she doubt that she would like someone else? !

"She will be with you when I'm not around, oh not only, maybe there's also that Yi Heng, why do you have such a great charm?" Shang Zhuoxi raised An Chujie's chin, his gaze became sharp, Pupils constricted.

"You eat both men and women, huh? I can't feed you enough, can I?"

"Stop talking." An Chujie felt that Shang Zhuoxi was simply unreasonable at this moment.

"What? Did I hit the mark?" Shang Zhuoxi's eyes flashed a strange light.

"Let go of me!", An Chujie's chin was pinched until she almost lost consciousness, and she even mentioned Yi Heng to herself.

"You're angry, finally showing your true colors. I heard that Qi Ruan is very good at bedtime, how is it? Are you in her..." Every word Shang Zhuoxi said was like marbles, they Qi Shushu hit An Chujie hard on the heart.

"Crack!" An Chujie couldn't bear it anymore, she slapped Shang Zhuoxi with red eyes, and interrupted Shang Zhuoxi's words, tears rolled out immediately, her hands went numb, and hit her on the face Pain in my heart.

"Shang Zhuoxi, have you had enough trouble? In terms of gold, I can pay you back in a short time. In terms of love, I, An Chujie, don't owe you anything! Are you so happy when you make me so embarrassing?", An Chu The corners of Jie's lips trembled, her head held up, and she stubbornly looked at Shang Zhuoxi's side face that had been knocked aside:

"I've done everything I can for you, I've given you everything, do you think I'm here to humiliate you?" An Chujie's voice was hoarse and crying:

"Because of your sense of security, Yi Heng and I have long since ceased to be friends, and you, when have you ever taken care of my sense of security? Are you unhappy if someone shows a little concern for me?" , An Chujie took a step forward and stood in front of Shang Zhuoxi:

"Every time I go to your hospital and see you and Xu Yuer hugging me, you still pretend to smile. Have you considered how embarrassing it is for me to stand next to you, and how uncomfortable it is?" An Chujie used the heel of her palm Wipe away the tears, choked up and said these words that have been pressed in my heart for a long time.

Shang Zhuoxi was slapped for the first time, and her face was hot. She stood still and couldn't say a word at the moment.

"There are many times when I want to ask you who Xu Yu'er is, you can indulge in every possible way, but I can't find the position to ask you, I am so envious that she can be by your side every day, I envy that she can let you You spoil me so much, I belong to you, but you are always your own, I don't feel your love for me at all, all I feel is your possession of me.", An Chujie held back her tears face, shoulders twitching:

"Loving you is so tiring, Shang Zhuoxi, I have been chasing you and following you in embarrassment, don't you feel a little bit distressed when you look back occasionally?" An Chujie's tear glands seemed to be on fire Like a bar, his thin body trembled:

"Maybe one day I'm exhausted and I can't run anymore, and you can't see me anymore when you turn around. At that time, you..." An Chujie leaned against the wall and sobbed fiercely. Who will take care of me at that time? you?

Except for the love of parents, there is no such kind of love that does not need to be rewarded. It is said that what a person lacks most before the age of 18, then everything he does after he grows up includes the pursuit of what he lacks, Shang Zhuo Xie subconsciously seems to have raised An Chujie to the level of a mother, because maternal love will never disappear, she thought that An Chujie could not be chased away by herself, and she never thought that she might be Stop chasing her footsteps, when An Chujie really said that, she became anxious.

Shang Zhuoxi walked up to An Chujie and pulled her into his arms. An Chujie pushed her away, crying and saying:

"Don't slap me and stuff me with a few candies. I'm not a child. You can just say you don't love me, and I'll stay away from you and never bother you again."

Shang Zhuoxi kissed An Chujie's teary eyes, and embraced her again, An Chujie struggled:

"You let go... um..." Shang Zhuoxi blocked her mouth and rubbed her hair. An Chujie was tired from crying, and she couldn't push Shang Zhuoxi away, so she could only let her be on her own. The mouth was presumptuous, tears slid down and fell between the lips and teeth, both of them tasted the salty taste, An Chujie tried hard to tell herself not to fall into Shang Zhuoxi's tenderness, she kept her rationality, and tried to push again Open Shang Zhuoxi.

Shang Zhuoxi looked at her, with tears streaming down her cheeks. When An Chujie saw the transparent drops hanging from the eyelashes of Shang Zhuoxi's eyes and the red face after being slapped by herself, An Chujie's Her heart was instantly poked to the soft spot, and a wave of hot tears welled up. She raised her hand and carefully touched the flushed face:

"I'm sorry Zhuo Xi, will it hurt?" An Chujie covered her mouth and cried bitterly, and began to blame herself. She regretted deeply, how could she be willing to hit her.

Shang Zhuoxi gently held the trembling hand, through which she could feel the coldness of An Chujie's five fingers, she laughed as easily as possible, and told An Chujie:

"It doesn't hurt, you're so skinny and you don't have any strength to hit someone." Indeed, it didn't hurt, but the burning sensation was too obvious. It was the first time she knew what it was like to be slapped.

An Chujie didn't expect Shang Zhuoxi's reaction to be so gentle, she felt more and more guilty, before it was tears of sadness, but now it was tears of emotion and regret.

"You really interpreted the phrase 'women are made of water' very well, how could there be so many tears?" Shang Zhuoxi hugged An Chujie, this time she did not push herself away again.

"Chu Jie, do you know? In this world, there is never anything I strongly want to have, and there is no one else I want to deprive her of her freedom in the name of love except you."