gloves

【22】

"Dean Shang is a busy person. I don't believe that she is half as important as your work. You may just meet me after the evening shift today, and maybe you will stay up all night tomorrow. Are you in charge of me?", Qi Ruanshan He dropped the cigarette ash in his hand, lowered his head and stomped on it with his feet, and shook the hair on his forehead, without paying attention to the other party at all.

Shang Zhuoxi slowly lowered the hand that was blocking her nose, so she was too lazy to spend time talking with Qi Ruan:

"Thank you for sending my girlfriend home safely, Mr. Qi, please go back." If I can't control you, I can control her.

Looking at Shang Zhuoxi's back, Qi Ruan punched the car angrily, and at the same time, the flame of competition was ignited in his heart.

Hearing the sound of closing the door, An Chujie couldn't help becoming frightened.With a bang, Shang Zhuoxi supported the cabinet from behind with both hands and trapped An Chujie who was putting clothes inside:

"Do you really like talking to people like this?" Shang Zhuoxi remembered that she saw Tu Ji like this once in the hospital.

An Chujie's hands holding the clothes were shaking, and her body became stiff. She was afraid that if she moved a little, she would touch the landmine.

"Why don't you talk anymore?" Shang Zhuoxi moved closer and loosened one hand to brush away the hair next to her ear.

"Turn around." Her voice pressed above An Chujie, making her unable to refuse. After An Chujie turned around, she faced a tired face. She really wanted to reach out and touch it, but she didn't dare.

"Go to bed and lie down." Shang Zhuoxi put down his hands to make room, An Chujie obeyed obediently.

Shang Zhuoxi gently held her left leg and neck, pinched it, and the person in his hand frowned in pain.

"Does this hurt?" Shang Zhuoxi asked, she nodded.

Shang Zhuoxi lifted her leg up and placed it on his forearm, making it droop naturally.

"Will it hurt too?"

An Chujie shook her head.

The white glove moved back to the ankle, shaking it up and down.

"...It hurts." An Chujie took a deep breath.

Shang Zhuoxi put her down and said without any expression on his face:

"In two days, I'll take you to the hospital to take a picture to see what's going on. Go to sleep."

An Chujie couldn't believe it, did she ask herself to be with her?

Shang Zhuoxi took off his coat and hung it on the floor stand, and added:

"You go to the guest room."

"...Oh, good." An Chujie hurriedly and sensiblely got off her bed and walked to the other side, and was pulled into her arms just as she went out.

"You can't go out alone with Mr. Qi, you know? In short, stay away from her, or I will be unhappy." The light blue eyes are not aggressive at all.

An Chujie looked at Shang Zhuoxi's rare gentle eyes, and stopped chasing why, nodded obediently and went to the guest room.An Chujie looked at her left leg and smiled ironically at herself, she didn't know what was going on.

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【Memories of An Chujie】

The summer vacation after graduation was the most painful period for me.

I lay on Shang Zhuoxi's hospital bed or on the operating table almost all day long. Sometimes when I woke up under general anesthesia, I would see Shang Zhuoxi coming over with a syringe, and then local anesthesia again. Pay attention to the connection time. After the anesthesia expires, the pain is like a wild beast that has been locked in a cage for many years. I even feel that my internal organs are about to burst. Watching her sew me up stitch by stitch, but My heart shattered all over the place, and I couldn't even find the pieces.

Later she would let me eat gradually, at the beginning I was quite resistant, I didn’t want anything Shang Zhuoxi fed me, or pretended to eat it and spit it out, I wanted to dirty her, she was afraid that I would move so my Limbs are still anesthetized.

I remember that Shang Zhuoxi's eyes are red every day, and she won't eat if I don't eat, so I tortured her in this way of torturing each other, but I was so useless, looking at her sad face I will feel even more uncomfortable, and I can feel that the energy that is consumed by myself day by day is running out. I didn't die when she used a knife on me, and I couldn't starve myself to death, so I compromised.

There is a lot of rain this summer, and I can hear the sound of large or small raindrops every day.They fell to the ground and hit my heart like my tears.

Finally, Shang Zhuoxi removed the thread from my body, and I sat up. At that time, I only wanted to leave this ghost place and go home, but the muscles in my body rested for half a month. I can't even stand still...

During that time, Shang Zhuoxi was especially kind to me, and I knew it was because of guilt.

Later, when Shang Zhuoxi was not paying attention, I ran home, drenched in the rain, and wrapped in layers of gauze.

When I got home, home wasn't home anymore.

As soon as I opened the door, it wasn't the nanny and housekeeper who greeted me. They seemed to be gone. In the empty big house, I could only hear the wailing of my stepmother. , she changed from crying to swearing, I stood at the door holding the door frame and panting, she gritted her teeth and scolded my father, saying that my father lied to their mother and son, and now he left them and ran away... She scolded I can't remember exactly what, the only thing that is clear is the pain in the abdomen.

Anyway, my dad never came back, didn’t leave any news, the cell phone couldn’t be connected anymore, I don’t know what happened, they kicked me out, saying that the house where I grew up was theirs… I was so tired that I fell asleep on my bed.

In fact, I don't have a deep concept of family members. I get very little warmth from the place I call home. I don't know where my biological mother is, why she gave birth to me and left me; There is nothing more than giving me money.

However, the money in a small suitcase given by my father that I have saved for more than ten years has finally come in handy. The money is all my expenses in the few years of college.

The person who made me feel warm in a different place was Yi Heng. I didn't expect him to go to Toronto with me.

One of the three great joys in life is to meet an old friend in a foreign land, even though he is not in the same university as me.

He took good care of me, in fact, he himself is a big boy who needs someone to take care of.I am no longer the little princess who gets everything I want and is held up by the servant butler. I have begun to realize the importance of money.

In my spare time, I will work as a piano tutor and take on some small commercial performances. In addition, I save my father’s money, so I have saved a small sum after four years, but that little savings was eventually lost. The stepmother took it away, she likes all kinds of gambling, I don't know why she can ask me for money with confidence, it doesn't make sense for reason, but for love, I still gave her what I had.

When I am free, I will visit Shang Zhuoxi’s hometown, imagining the appearance of Xiao Zhuoxi, she said that she has a beautiful mother, and said that looking at me will remind me of that beautiful and gentle woman, but in front of me is a piece of The grass that has been leveled; I will go back to any place that Shang Zhuoxi said, walk the way she walked, and feel her mood at that time as much as possible.

Although I don't understand why she treats me like that, and I hate her for treating me like that, but I still miss her so much, miss her over and over again, so that I don't hate her so much, but some memories are inevitable, I often He would cry inadvertently, and Yi Heng would hug me tightly. No matter how warm his embrace was, and how hard he held my arm, I would still feel empty inside.

In the last year in Toronto, Yi Heng was with me that time. He said he didn’t understand why I always liked to walk on this small street. I kicked the maple leaves under my feet and looked up to see a man in black The woman in the overcoat and white gloves, she turned her back to us and walked forward quickly, she looked very much like Shang Zhuoxi, she walked very fast, and walked across the road towards the lawn in a blink of an eye, she must be Shang Zhuoxi, I really believed in my eyes and thoughts, so I immediately chased after that distant figure. At this time, a small car came out of nowhere, and before my sight could focus, my hand was pulled back forcefully, With my center of gravity unstable, I fell backwards, and then the spinning tire of the small car unceremoniously pressed over my left foot... The pain from the broken bones made me unable to breathe for a while, and I heard Yi Heng shouting My name and the driver of the car came down and chatted anxiously, full of alcohol, and the voice became smaller and smaller... Finally, I seemed to see that pair of white gloves...

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Yi Heng waited quietly for An Chujie outside the recording studio. The way she played the piano could calm him down.

"Boy, are you her boyfriend?" A young producer came over and asked, pointing at the woman in the glass window.

Yi Heng smiled, he is not that identity yet, but it should be soon.

"Where have I met you? What do you do?" The producer felt that the man in the hat looked very familiar.

"Really? I used to play underground, lead guitarist." Yi Heng gestured with his hands.

"Oh! I just said, then I must have seen you at the music festival."

"I don't play now, there is no future in doing that." Yi Heng pursed his lips, touched the back of his neck and said helplessly.

"That's right, it's hard for those who run this kind of band to support women, especially this kind." The producer looked up at the glass window again.

"Actually, it's enough to record twice. She is too demanding of herself and has changed it many times. Shall I pour you a cup of hot water? It's very windy in the corridor." The producer asked kindly.

"No thanks." Yi Heng continued to put his hands in his thick clothes pockets and kept his mouth shut. The producer chatted with him for a while before continuing to work.

"Yi Heng? Have you been waiting for a long time?" An Chujie recorded that she was satisfied, only to find Yi Heng sitting outside when she came out.

"No, I just came here." Yi Heng smiled relaxedly, I don't want you to feel a little sorry.

A few gusts of wind easily swept away An Chujie's warmth, Yi Heng looked at An Chujie's fingers that kept opening and closing and knew that she was freezing, so he naturally took her hand and put it into his big warm pocket stuffed.

The warmth spread from the palm of her hand, driving away a large part of An Chujie's severe cold, but this warmth made An Chujie's eyes wet, she pulled her hand out of that warm place, it's time to face up to their problems up.

"What's wrong with you, baby?" Yi Heng asked with concern, with a bad premonition and uneasiness.

Everything An Chujie did to Yi Heng was out of friendship or gratitude to him from beginning to end.If he wants to hug herself, let him hug her, if he wants to kiss herself, let him kiss her cheek, and acquiesce in his affectionate calling for herself, but she has never realized that her "goodness" has actually hurt two people, It makes Yi Heng, who loves himself, always have hopes that should not be there and does not exist, and it makes Shang Zhuoxi, who he loves, always feel insecure and flustered.