doomed and reversed 1

I let Yubing lead me to the parking lot, my thoughts were very complicated.Joy and depression are intertwined. On the one hand, Yu Bing finally said those words in front of Lin Hai, alleviating the last trace of worry in my heart.On the other hand, Uncle Chu's death gripped me like a stiff, black, dead hand, which frightened me and made me unable to breathe.

"Is it you or me?" Yu Bing asked me softly from the side, and rescued me from a kind of entanglement that was difficult to break free.I looked at her with lingering fear, "Go ahead."

Yu Bing faced me with her whole body, and the look in her eyes made it hard to tell whether she was sad or happy, "What's wrong?" I asked.

"Chenghai." Yubing's voice was amplified many times in the silent and empty parking lot, and the lingering sound was disturbing.I stared blankly at her, "Yubing—"

The corners of her eyes drooped, and I finally understood what the expression on her face meant, "What's the matter with you?"

I was caught by this question, I couldn't tell which one of the lost and uncomfortable emotions I was in, "I don't know—" I lowered my head.

Flowing silently.a long time,

Yu Bing turned around and held out a hand to me, "Car keys."

The car drove slowly on the road, much slower than when it came.Is Yubing's state of mind as complicated as mine?I turned my head to look at her cautiously, and then hurriedly turned to look at the street scene outside the window.On the way, Yubing didn't speak any more, she kept looking ahead.In the carriage I tasted silence and uneasiness.

Entering the community, Yubing skillfully parked the car into the parking space.

"I'll go back first." Yu Bing's voice was low and it sounded uncomfortable.

"Isn't the matter over?" I asked, a little at a loss.

She pursed her lips and didn't answer me. In the driver's seat, she still looked ahead and didn't turn her gaze towards me.She sat quietly for a while, finally sighed in a faint voice, and then opened the car door.

"Wait a minute." I stopped,

Yubing sat back again and finally turned to look at me, "What's wrong?" she asked.

I handed her the medicine I bought in the morning, "Take this."

She took the medicine bag and didn't leave immediately, but kept staring at me, "Do you have anything else to say?"

"I……"

"Don't you know?" Yu Bing raised her voice and continued, "I always say I don't know, I don't know anything." Her voice dropped again,

I looked at her, without makeup, with a beautiful and gentle face.A tear fell from the corner of her eye, sticking to her cheek, leaving a slight trail.My heart stopped, I opened my mouth but still didn't know what to say.

"Forget it—" Her slender fingers lingered at the corners of her eyes for a moment, wiping away the tears that followed.

I thought she was going to explode in the car, but she didn't lose control.Except for the first few encounters, she never lost control. I only saw her smiling happily, and never saw her crying out of shape.I have never seen her get angry and angry like others.Whether it was rejecting me at the hotel in city B, or calling me when Lin Hai drugged me, or talking with me to resolve barriers and misunderstandings, her mood has always been stable, with almost no major ups and downs.But for me, the sky was clear for a while, and the typhoon was raging again for a while.

Didn't she get angry sometimes?Doesn't she have sad times?

how can that be possible?

She has been forbearance, forbearance is very uncomfortable, right?

I chased her out, hugged her from behind, and held her in my arms, "Yubing, let's get out of here."

"Where are you going?" she asked.

"I..." I only know that I want to leave this uncomfortable place, even for a day or a month, but I have no idea where to go.

Yu Bing turned around, "You, you always think about what comes out, you don't think about what's ahead, and you don't think about what's behind." She talked to me in a helpless tone as before.Is she not angry anymore?

"Chenghai, although I am four years older than you, I am also a woman. You are my man after all..." She murmured half of the sentence, and the other half of the sentence should be floating in the air from her heart, Float into the surrounding flower beds.

I lowered my head and met her eyes: "I'm sorry, I'm too immature."

She looked at me and said, "I'm going back today, why don't you think about it calmly at home alone?"

I nodded reluctantly, then leaned down and pressed a kiss on her lips.She also hugged my head, and tapped my forehead lightly with her lips, "I'll go back first."

"Ah."

When I returned home alone, my thoughts were still chaotic.I know, where can I come up with anything?There were still a few bottles of the wine I bought last time, so I stretched out my hand and poured it into my stomach.Drowsy from drinking, he dragged himself onto the bed.The sheets have been changed by Yubing, I thought as I lay on the bed.

I didn't eat breakfast, lunch or dinner, and I slept until 11 o'clock at night, and my legs were limp when I got out of bed.

After hastily making some supper, I went into the bathroom to take a shower, and my consciousness was rekindled.It's just that my body is still light and light, and my alcohol capacity is really bad.

It was already early in the morning after the busy work, and the drowsiness hit me, and I fell on the bed and fell asleep again.

The next day I was woken up by the phone ringing, I closed my eyes and fumbled, then opened them, and said in a sleepy tone, "Hello."

"Get up quickly."

As soon as I heard this voice, I immediately sat up from the bed and quickly looked at the caller displayed on the phone: "Yubing?!"

"Hiss—why are you so surprised? My ears are so disturbed by you that I can't hear."

I chuckled: "What's the matter, you called me so early, it's only five o'clock!"

"I'll be there in 10 minutes, pack yourself up quickly!" Then, Yu Bing hung up the phone neatly.I sat on the bed in a daze for a while, and then Yubing's words "I'll be there in three to ten minutes" sounded in my head.Without any sleepiness, he jumped up from the bed immediately.I drank wine yesterday, and the wine cans were still scattered on the coffee table in the living room!Yu Bing must know that instead of self-examination, I indulged myself indiscriminately.

With the fastest speed in my life, I restored the apartment to its previous clean and tidy appearance.But there are a few more full garbage bags at hand. I look at the phone and there are about 10 minutes before Yubing will arrive.It was too late to change shoes, so he put on his slippers and threw the garbage into the trash can downstairs.As soon as I moved away, I heard a few more footsteps in the quiet neighborhood

I thought it was Yu Bing who had arrived, so I hurried upstairs, but before I entered the building, I heard several voices of arguing.I quickly turned around, pulled on my shoes, and ran towards the source of the sound.

"Don't touch me, touch me again and call the police."

"Call the police! The police are an afterthought! Haha!" The man's voice sounded full of alcohol.

"you!"

A wave of anger rushed straight to Baihui, but then came back a little bit of reason.I flicked off my slippers, approached the man cautiously, then jumped forward, hooked my right hand, and pressed down on the man's neck.The man struggled with astonishing strength, and I didn't dare to let go. He kicked and scratched me with both hands and feet, "Yubing, call the police!"

Yubing took out her mobile phone, hesitated for a while, but did not call the police, "This is impossible."

I had no choice but to drag the man to the grass next to me, then lay down on one side, then turned around and pressed the man to the ground, then grabbed his two hands and held them behind my back.After doing all this, my whole body is sweating.

The man struggled at first, but then I became cruel and dislocated his arm. He screamed and lay next to the grass. He didn't move for a long time, probably passed out.

At this time, I got up from the ground and took Yu Bing back to the apartment.

Yu Bing dragged a small suitcase when she came, I probably knew what she was going to do, I was a little surprised but more of a surprise.But what happened just now surprised me before I had time, so I was shocked first

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La la la updated, set a small goal for yourself. 30 words before the 10000th.