doomed and reversed 1

Out of a guilty conscience, I didn't take the initiative to communicate with her again.After getting off the plane, I hurriedly left the airport.

When I arrived at the hotel where Yu Bing was, I happened to meet her at the door.

I don't know if she saw me, but her sudden acceleration of pace and sudden change of direction stung my heart.I suppressed a trace of astringency in my heart, and quickly caught up with her.

【Yu Bing. 】

She turned around and forced out a stiff smile, 【Why are you here. 】

[I'm here to find you. 】

She was silent, and I stayed silent with her.

After a long time, she took a deep breath, looked at me with her eyes,【You know——】

The half sentence she didn't say was sealed in my lips.

very soft.

My heart suddenly miraculously calmed down, as if it was filled by something, satisfied, and relieved.

Perhaps, that night, her avoidance still broke my heart.

However, it doesn't matter anymore.

All the anxieties and worries disappeared in the closeness of her lips and teeth.

【Yubing, I love you. 】I locked Yubing's hazy eyes seriously, and said softly.

It is said that you can see into a man's heart through his eyes.The eyes are the windows of the soul.

I think, at that time, I was sincere.

It's just that it's not enough, not enough to understand what love is.

After I said that sentence, Yu Bing looked at me fixedly and didn't push me away.

【Ah Hai——you're 24. 】

I unconsciously let go of the hands holding her shoulders, 【Yes. 】

【Do you know my birthday? 】

Subconsciously, I raised my hand to look at the date.

But Yu Bing held my arm and pressed it down.

Then, she looked up at me and said, [I'm 28. 】

This sentence made me feel a little uneasy, [Are you concerned about age?It's not important. 】

She shook her head, raised her right hand to my face, [I am no longer a child, and neither are you, though—you always look like a child. 】

【I see. 】I hurriedly said,【I'm not a child, I know, I'm not talking nonsense, I want to be with you. 】

She shook her head again.

I raised my arm and put my hand over her right hand. 【What are you afraid of? 】

[It's not fear. ] She denied it.

【Do you think I won't give you a normal marriage? 】

She pulled out her hand, [at least a fragile marriage.Since it is destined to be that kind of result, why start? 】

【Do not you love me? 】

【A Hai——Love is not a necessary prerequisite for marriage. 】

[But love will make marriage happier——]

Yu Bing showed a weak smile, 【Do you have a family?Ah Hai? 】

[I—I'm an orphan, you know. 】

【but I am not. 】She took two steps back, looked around, and then turned her gaze back to me. [There is a family behind me. 】

【Our marriage is not blessed and cannot withstand judgment. 】

【Iamnotatransgender.】I clenched my fists and said.

[You see, there are still so many uncertainties in this marriage, from me and from you, I don't care if you are a man or a woman, or whether you are a transgender person.But, you care, you're sensitive about it.Even if we are together, these things are enough to kill love. 】

[You say you can't stand the judgment——]

[Can't stand the judgment of my family. ——A Hai, don’t you understand? 】

【Understand what?Understand that we can't be together, understand your so-called family, never consider your feelings, understand, because of this, you want to become an ancient concubine princess, marry someone you don't love at all?Understand, am I going to give up my steps towards you because of these reasons? 】I took Yubing's hand and looked at her deeply 【Yubing, you don't have feelings for me, and you are not the only one in this huge family, why do you want to restrain yourself for these unnecessary things, Make it hard for both of us? 】

[Must have?So what if this unfounded thing is my dream? 】

Yu Bing looked at me with heavy eyes.

[The marriage with KF Group is also your dream? ] I looked sharply and asked sharply.

She lowered her head [There are many paths to dreams——]

[But this is not the only one. 】

[There is only one KF Group. 】

Her words made me think, maybe I really don't know her, the real her.But even so, her past appearance is still very clear in my mind.It's so clear that I can still hear my heartbeat.

It is clear that as soon as the idea of ​​giving up appears in my mind, it feels like a crisis.

【Yubing, I will let you see your heart clearly. 】

【You don't understand me at all. 】 She smiled bitterly.

I smashed my mouth and felt a bitter taste. After a long time, I lowered my head and said, [I will understand.You will understand too. 】

This is the second time I have hit a wall in front of Yubing, and I don't know if there will be a third time.But I think maybe there will be, after all, her attitude is so unclear, and I actually don't want to give up like this.

She doesn't even care about my identity anymore, why should I hesitate?I couldn't help remembering that I hold hundreds of millions of shares in KF Group, and a glimmer of hope rose in my heart.

I lowered my head and pondered, not noticing the strange gazes of the people around me.

【Are you going to stand here all the time? 】

【what? 】

[Have you found a place to live? ] Yu Bing looked at me and asked,

I shook my head, thinking that I was full of enthusiasm when I came here, so I couldn't help but feel a little down.

She showed a helpless expression, 【Follow me】.

She helped me check in, the room was in 308 and she was in 307.

Until I sat on the bed in the hotel, I was still a little dizzy.

【Why? ] I looked at her back and asked.

She froze and stopped what she was doing.

[Yubing, can you tell me what happened? 】

【I still have something to do—】

I hurriedly stood up, took her hand, and pushed her hard so that she faced me. [Yubing, even as a friend, isn't it okay? 】

【So what if you know?Some things are not something we can change if we want to. 】

【Everything is possible—or, you take this as a confession.Yubing, tell me, let me be your audience. 】

Yu Bing raised her eyes and stared at me. After a long time, her eyes finally eased [You always have such strength——it makes me want to tell you everything unconsciously. 】

I smile.

【However, I can't—Ah Hai, I don't want you to worry about my affairs—you could have lived a happier life. 】

[Before I met you, I was like a walking dead. It was you who made me feel warm, and made me feel the feeling of being cared and cared about. 】

[Perhaps, this is just a kind of - the attachment of the younger brother to the older sister. 】

Yubing never forgets to deny my feelings for her, which makes me feel a sense of frustration, but I soon cheer up again.Subconsciously, I feel that I can understand the reason why Yu Bing has been rejecting me, understand the reason why she has to reject me when she clearly wants to accept.

[Whatever it is.It's okay to confide a little sad thing with my brother, right?Or, can't you respond a little bit to the younger brother's concern for the older sister? 】

Yu Bing sighed, 【Let go of me first. 】

I took a step back and distanced myself from her.Then, he raised one hand and motioned for her to sit on the sofa.

She pursed her lips, raised her hand to pin one side of her hair behind her ear, and walked slowly towards the sofa.

[So - you just need a sum of money for turnover now. 】After listening to Yubing's narration, although I was affected by the emotional part of it, for the sake of the long-term future, I still straightforwardly stated the most critical issue at present.

Yu Bing was stunned for a while, she looked at me, as if confirming that I would have such a cold reaction after listening to her words mixed with extremely private emotions.

I opened my mouth to explain something, but I stopped in time, [If it's [-] million, I can help you, you don't have to agree to this ridiculous marriage. 】

After hearing what I said, Yubing showed a mocking smile.There are always smiles on her face, all kinds of smiles, although it does not hinder that beautiful face, but what I miss most is the smile that disturbs my heartbeat, simple and gentle.I don't like her hurtful expression at the moment.

【Do you think it's just about money? 】

[At least, you need the money now, don't you? 】

[What about after that? 】

Taking a deep breath, I looked at her and said [I believe in you. 】

[Family business develops to a later stage, and there will inevitably be various problems. There is no way to change these with my own ability, let alone I am a woman. 】

I shut up, she was right, even though I don't like how she always denies what she says these days.

[What we need now is a fundamental restructuring, not just a matter of money. 】

After being silent for a while, I opened my mouth and said 【Do you think this KF Group, which started from scratch in 88, will inject fresh vitality into your family business, right? 】

[It is undeniable that they have been growing step by step over the years. 】

Hearing this, I suddenly had a strange feeling in my heart, as if it was a sense of defense caused by the things that were treasured in my heart being coveted by others.This feeling doesn't belong to me.But I can't control it.

[So, do you want to integrate into their management? ] The voice was so deep that even I was shocked.

[A Hai——]

[Sorry, I just couldn't control myself suddenly. 】I raised my hands to massage my temples, trying to relieve the sudden discomfort.

While I was trying to calm myself down, there was a brief moment of silence between the two of us.

【sister? 】Suddenly a person walked into 308, it was a woman.

【Ah Hai——I'm leaving. 】

I continued to do what I was doing, but nodded slightly.My broad palms blocked my view, so I couldn't see her expression clearly.

When she stood up and walked, she said softly [This is the kind of person I am, now you understand. 】

She closed the door gently, and when I heard the sound, I bent down and rested my head on my lap.