Long shed for thousands of miles

Looking at Lu Xiaofu, Ji You lost his mind for a while.

You can't...you can't lie to him like that.

Ji You found that this incident was a vicious circle, and he was even more destined to watch Wen Xue walk into the truth step by step.Lu Xiaofu was even more unwilling to let him go, she held the news of Ji You's death in her hand, and was going to slowly crush it for him to see.

Feeling suffocated in his heart, he unexpectedly saw the blue eyes of Lu Xiaofu's eyes, Ji You's heart was also very sad, this girl always smiled with sarcasm and falsehood.

Her parents divorced early, and she met Ji You by accident when she was in junior high school.At that time, Ji You felt that this girl was very pitiful. Although she was beautiful and strong, Ji You just felt that she was very pitiful, so he couldn't help but began to take care of her.

It's ridiculous to say that Ji You, who had just separated from Wen Xue at that time and couldn't even take care of herself, started clumsily trying to manage her.

He even wore the first suit in his life to give Lu Xiaofu a parent-teacher meeting.

At first, Lu Xiaofu kept jumping, and shouted ferociously, "Fuck me, I haven't held a parent-teacher meeting in my life, who cares about that?" But when she saw the suit Ji You bought, she cried again With snot and tears.

Pushed into the classroom by her, Ji You still remembers how a flower bloomed on her face, Lu Xiaofu was so happy that he was about to fly, covered in pink bubbles, and announced loudly to the head teacher: "This is my brother !"

Later when Ji You was diagnosed with stomach cancer, Lu Xiaofu immediately knelt down in front of Ji You with the diagnosis sheet. Ji You guessed something in his heart, smiled and helped her, and asked why he gave such a big gift.

From then on, Lu Xiaofu began to ask Wen Xue frequently about his life history and family situation.Asking non-stop, every day, Ji You finally couldn't help it, and asked her why she suddenly cared about this matter so much.

Lu Xiaofu remained silent.

Later, Ji You fainted for the first time and was admitted to the hospital. After waking up, Lu Xiaofu lay on his lap and murmured:

"What did you say that happiness can't be clearly marked and sold on the counter, and those who can take it?"

Ji Youzheng was very relieved that she didn't talk about her illness, so she quickly apologized and said with a smile: "If you can buy it, it must be very expensive."

"But then you can buy it and give it away." Lu Xiaofu's tears wet the hospital's white sheets, turning a dark color. "You treat me so well, but I can't give you anything. I'm so useless...Maybe until you die, I can't see you happy and happy."

"..." Ji You touched her head after a long time, "I can't ask for it myself, what does it have to do with you?"

As a result, Lu Xiaofu cried even more fiercely after speaking, and finally had to end with Ji You's frantic consolation.

But Lu Xiaofu still lost the only ray of light in her life in the end, and Ji You knew how important he was to her.

So, how could he blame her.

Ji You closed his eyes. He was really tired. He was so tired that he could not remember some past events. The first 15 years of his life were all blank, and his memory only started from meeting Wen Xue.

Just as Lu Xiaofu closed the door, when he turned around, he saw a woman hurriedly walking towards the end of the corridor. She stopped and crossed her arms, watching the man come towards this office.

Ren Miaomiao didn't expect to meet someone else at the door, she slowly slowed down her pace, and when she walked to the door, she remained calm, thinking that Lu Xiaofu would know how to let her in sideways.

But until she walked to the door, Lu Xiaofu still looked at her with his arms raised.Ren Miaomiao waited for a few more seconds, and could only smile and said, "...Well, is the literary director in there?"

"Not here." Lu Xiaofu looked at her.

"...." Ren Miaomiao couldn't hold back her smile, "I want to go in and have a look..."

"What's so interesting about looking at it?" Lu Xiaofu casually threw the cigarette butt on the ground and rubbed his feet with his high heels.

"This... has nothing to do with you, I have some private matters to discuss with the head of literature."

After Ren Miaomiao looked at the cigarette butt, she showed a gentle and impeccable smile, taking a full view of the sudden change in Lu Xiaofu's face.

Lu Xiaofu seemed to smile, and then said: "Then please come in."

As she spoke, she opened the door with lightning speed, kicked the toe of her shoe on the door with a "bang", and Wen Ruyi's eyes mixed with shock and anger met her eyes.

"Wen, who is this woman?"

The "surname Wen" of course refers to the man who is sitting at the desk and writing.

Wen Xue put down her pen and didn't answer her question:

"Miss Lu, if you make a scene in my company again, I will ask you out immediately. It only takes 5 minutes for the guard to go upstairs."

"It's outrageous, you girl..." Wen Ruyi turned pale with anger, saw the figure behind Lu Xiaofu, and said sharply, "Miaomiao, come here!"

Lu Xiaofu watched Ren Miaomiao walk past coldly, and seemed to understand something after a while.

"Wen Xue, you've had a good time."

Wen Xue turned over a page of the document without raising her head and said, "She is a student doing an intern at the company, and she went to the same university as me."

As soon as the words fell, Wen Ruyi's reaction was much stronger than Lu Xiaofu's: "Wen Xue!"

"?" Wen Xue looked up at his mother with a sneer, "What's the matter, I never said I would marry..."

"Ah yes, I'm the senior's junior, and I'm in the same department at the university! I'm about to graduate... It's a great honor to be here as an intern." Wen Xue was suddenly interrupted, and it was Ren Miaomiao who lowered her head , both hands clenched nervously.

"By the way, I came to Mr. Wen because of the publication. This is the last time..."

There was a sneer from Lu Xiaofu, she was not interested in listening any more, she turned around and left, after closing the door, she bent down and wrapped the cigarette butts thrown down earlier with a tissue.

The temperature in the room was neither high nor low, Ren Miaomiao finished explaining the work in a low voice, Wen Xue pressed her forehead, and called her: "...Miaomiao."

"It's okay." Ren Miaomiao showed a gentle smile and said hastily, "Then if there's nothing else, I'll go down first?"

"...go ahead."

"Okay." Even though he put away the disappointment in his eyes, he walked a lot faster after walking out the door.

He met Lu Xiaofu at the elevator entrance, and Lu Xiaofu lit another cigarette, leaning against the window while waiting for the elevator, turning his head from time to time, and exhaling the smoke out of the window.

"You are Ji You's..."

"Sister." Lu Xiaofu noticed her only now, and he didn't need to spend time thinking about her question, so he answered quickly.

"Oh...you came here to find the senior, is it because of Ji You?"

This time Lu Xiaofu blew smoke out of the window for an extra long time, and it took him a while to say "Yes".

Ren Miaomiao obviously also found this kind of question-and-answer mode very tricky, staring at the elevator door slowly opening, and entering with her, the voice in the small car was particularly loud.

"Do you have time? Can you find a store to sit down and chat with?"

Ten minutes later, the two were sitting in a Starbucks closest to the company. Lu Xiaofu stirred the Frappuccino in his hand and said, "If you have anything to say, just say it."

"It's Mr. Wen's business... You are afraid that you may have unnecessary misunderstandings with him." Ren Miaomiao straightened her back, speaking neither fast nor slow, with fine makeup on her face.

"I really admire my senior, but some time ago...he has clearly rejected me. He said that the person he loves is Ji You."

Although he guessed that Wen Xue was not with her, but when he really confirmed it from the person concerned, Ji You was stunned and unable to say a word.

"I've also heard that Ji You has been waiting for him in Hangzhou, so since I was rejected by him, I no longer have any expectation of being with him. I also hope...the one I once liked People, can have a happy ending."

Ren Miaomiao went on to say, "Actually, I'm about to graduate now. In a few years, my family will be urging me to get married. I'm not particularly ugly, so hurry up and not hang yourself on a tree."

Hearing her teasing himself, Lu Xiaofu raised his eyes, his probing eyes looked at her all over:

"You are beautiful."

"Thank you!" Ren Miaomiao smiled, although the smile was not pretty. "Then can you tell me what kind of person Ji You is?"

Lu Xiaofu kindly reminded her: "You probably don't want to know."

"I'm curious what kind of person he likes."

"Okay then." Lu Xiaofu shrugged, tilted his head while thinking and said, "He's good at bragging, he's also good at dancing, he has an inexplicable sense of heroism, and his brain isn't very good, and he's one-sided."

Speaking of this, she raised her head maliciously to see Ren Miaomiao's reaction, but the latter just put his hands on his knees, listened carefully, and kept nodding.

It was Lu Xiaofu's turn to be incredulous: "Don't you think it's ridiculous? You lost to such a person."

"I don't think so." Ren Miaomiao shook her head, "He must have his good points."

"Hehe..." Lu Xiaofu complained about her, "Your character design is really official—but he is indeed a very good person."

Said that Lu Xiaofu softened: "...very good."

Ren Miaomiao couldn't help following her and said, "Senior said, I'll go back to Hangzhou to see him right away."

"yes..."

"Hangzhou is a great place. I've only been there once. The scenery there is beautiful and the accents of the people are nice."

"But when he goes back, he won't see Ji You..."

As if he didn't hear Ren Miaomiao's words at all, Lu Xiaofu said to himself, Ren Miaomiao suspected that he had heard wrongly, so he stopped abruptly and asked, "What?"

"Ji You is no longer here, how could I see you?"

"What's missing..." Ren Miaomiao stared at Lu Xiaofu closely, not missing every expression change on her face, and the bad guesses in her heart grew bigger and bigger.

"Oh, you don't know yet." Lu Xiaofu suddenly realized, then looked back at her maliciously, and made a decision in an instant.

"Ji You is dead."

As if the air froze for a moment, there was a faint smile on Ren Miaomiao's lips, a streak cracked, and then fell apart, completely disappearing.

"What did you say?"

"I said Ji You is dead."

Lu Xiaofu lowered his head and took a sip of the Frappuccino, only to laugh and choke himself half to death.

Covering his mouth with a tissue, he laughed intermittently and said, "He died of stomach cancer, and his ashes have already been collected. That senior of yours...hahaha, I still want to go back and find him..."

"You, you—" I don't know whether it was because of Wen Xue talking about the sudden gentleness on Ji You's face, or because he was indifferently telling how he got over the mania, Ren Miaomiao's heart was covered with ice, "Don't talk nonsense."

"I'm not talking nonsense. Ji You is my dearest person. Even if I say that I am dead, I will not say that he is dead."

"Then you, why didn't you tell the senior?"

Lu Xiaofu seemed to hear some joke, "Tell him? Why should I tell him? Wouldn't it be good to let him solve the mystery by himself? Would he feel sad? Then let him suffer for the rest of his life."

"But Ji You wouldn't want you to do this, I heard Aunt Wen said that he loves it very much..."

"You are wrong. Ji You is an article writer. Book writers like to see others unhappy. It would be better if they are sad to death. Only by mourning can they write sad articles."

Lu Xiaofu said softly that she knew that Ji You loved Wen Xue so much.

Ren Miaomiao couldn't say a word, she trembled and stared at her, Lu Xiaofu continued: "Now you know, you go tell him, you go and tell him that Ji You is dead. No one is stopping you, you go!"

"..." Tears welled up in Ren Miaomiao's eyes, "How can I tell him...he loves Ji You very much."

"He also abandoned Ji You. For five full years, Ji You waited, and his life couldn't wait. No one would wait for him forever. You see, such a profound truth was finally taught to him at the age of 23. "

"No...it's not abandonment. The senior has difficulties. He has a mental illness...it's mania. He needs to be treated."

This time Lu Xiaofu was silent for a long time, then knocked off the cigarette butt on the corner of the table, and said slowly: "The reason is not the reason for him to abandon Ji You, he himself didn't think he could go on with Ji You, he just found a reason to get out , after all, can't bear the pressure from Wen Ruyi?"

"That's not the case... Even the head of the literature is at fault, but his feelings for Ji You are true, it's love, everyone has the right to make mistakes in love."

"Fuck it!" Lu Xiaofu suddenly slammed down the cigarette fiercely. She gathered her hair tightly and pushed it back, shouting like a collapse:

"He has the right, and Wen Ruyi is his mother, does Ji You deserve to torment them? What about me? Do I deserve to watch Ji You live so hard and watch him die slowly?!"

One after another, people turned their heads to look here. Lu Xiaofu tightly closed his eyes, gripped the corner of the table, and didn't care about the burning cigarette butts in his palms. When he opened them again, his beautiful eyes were filled with coolness.

"There must be an explanation for this matter. For me, this explanation is Wen Xue. If he really loves him, let him pay for Ji You's life."