All night

The room was a little dark, Xie Ningzhou lit a small lamp, poured out the bile under the lamp, and mixed it with various medicinal materials to make a cream powder.

Xin Wan sat beside him and didn't dare to disturb him, Xie Ningzhou suddenly stopped his movements, and said to the door: "I don't want to see you now."

Xin Wan didn't notice someone coming outside at all, she was very ashamed for a moment, but she heard the person outside the door say: "Master, I know I was wrong, you can beat me or kill me, don't miss me." It was Cheng Xinyuan's voice.

Xie Ningzhou said indifferently: "So many snake eggs, you must have deliberately stored them years ago, why?"

Cheng Xinyuan remained silent, Xie Ningzhou said, "Let's go."

There was no sound outside the door, and it was unknown if Cheng Xinyuan had left. Xie Ningzhou continued to make the cream powder, but after an unknown amount of time, he heard the person outside the door shouting: "That person is dead! He's dead! You won't admit it! Use, death is death—”

The sound of him breaking down and roaring stopped abruptly, Xie Ningzhou's right hand became a claw, he broke through the door and grabbed him in front of him, strangling him tightly by the throat.

Cheng Xinyuan's thin eyelids were swollen, his face was flushed, and his throat made a hissing sound, but he still said with difficulty: "He's... dead... If you... don't admit it... he's dead too... Even if you Trying to make the green snake lay a large number of eggs, but also... I can't find a way to resurrect the dead..." Every time he said a word, Xie Ningzhou's hand tightened a little, and finally he couldn't speak.

Xie Ningzhou's face was cold, as if what he held was not a human life, but simply squeezed out a medicine.Cheng Xinyuan finally became silent again, and was pinched unconscious by him.

Xie Ningzhou threw Cheng Xinyuan out the door casually, and never looked outside the door again.Xin Wan was so frightened that she fell silent. When Xie Ningzhou handed him the powder, he hurriedly said, "Thank you, Master, for your help. I'll go first. Goodbye."

Xie Ningzhou actually smiled, and Xin Wan felt that she was wrong, and said with a smile: "I guess I might have hallucinations, so I'm leaving, I'm leaving."

Xie Ningzhou suddenly asked: "Is your father okay?"

"..." Xin Wan looked at him strangely. He had never seen his father since he was a child, and his father had died a long time ago. Whose son did Xie Ningzhou think he was?

Xie Ningzhou saw that he didn't answer, but there was a hint of eagerness in his tone, and he hurriedly said: "You haven't seen him since childhood, have you? But you haven't seen his body either, have you? Bai Zhize has never erected a monument for him, right?"

Xin Wan thought about it, it is true to say so, but... His father is indeed impossible to live, because his father used death to force Feng Jing to adopt him.At that time Fang Yan was eleven or twelve years old, Lu Ying was five years old, Qin Zhiran hadn't entered the house yet, he was still in his infancy.

Lu Ying was young at the time and didn't know what happened. Feng Jing sternly warned Fang Yan not to spread it to outsiders, but once Fang Yan told Feng Jing about his bad behavior, and he went to listen to the wall. But in the quarrel between the two, he finally found out what immoral things his father did back then.

Probably, his father was Feng Jingze's junior and Bai Zhize's traitor. After wandering abroad for many years, he suddenly returned to Bai Zhize one day with a baby of unknown origin, claiming that it was his son.Feng Jing actually didn't want this baby who knew it was a human or a devil, and he had absolutely no experience raising such a small child.Feng Jing said to his father at that time, if you want to raise yourself, at worst I won't pursue you for betraying Bai Zhize.

However, his father is worthy of being his father, with a thicker skin than him, while saying that he has made a big mistake and does not want to live in the world anymore, and at the same time, in front of the disciples present, he said that he and Feng Jing had the same love for each other , now that he has a son without authorization, it is right for Feng Jing to hate him to death. He only asks Feng Jing to forgive him, so he will take a step first, and then commit suicide.

It is said that before he died, he said something to Feng Jing, if you hate me, you don't need to teach this child anything, just teach him to be a man, and don't let him go astray.With his father's death, even if Feng Jing wanted to tell the world that he had no improper relationship with this junior, it was meaningless.

Although Feng Jing adopted him, since Fang Yanneng was the deacon, he retired and never cared about Bai Zhize's affairs, most likely because of his father's nonsense.

After knowing the ins and outs of this, Xin Wan was relieved of the hostility and disgust that Fang Yan fully released to her every time, he understood, he understood.

But regardless of past grievances, his father is really dead, there is no doubt about it, unless Feng Jing and Fang Yan went blind back then.

... It is possible for Fang Yan to be blind, but Feng Jing's cultivation has reached the peak many years ago, so it is impossible not to tell whether his father's death is real or fake.

But looking at Xie Ningzhou's expectant eyes, he couldn't speak, and finally he just nodded vaguely.

Xie Ningzhou heaved a sigh of relief, and said joyfully, "I know, if he is dead, I can't not feel it." Although he still didn't have much expression on his face, he was obviously a lot happier, and even showed a feeling that was different from his. A joy disproportionate to her age.Xin Wan looked at him with some pity, and decided not to speak anymore.Sometimes even if it is a slim hope, it will be happier to have it.Since he has no stake in anyone, let Xie Ningzhou keep thinking like this, there is nothing wrong with it.

He suddenly understood why Xie Ningzhou had never been to Bai Zhize in person during the competitions in previous years, maybe he was just afraid of hearing the news that his father was indeed dead in Bai Zhize.But so many years have passed, whether Xie Ningzhou suddenly wanted to see what his father's son looked like, or finally couldn't help but visit his father's hometown, he still came this year and caused such a big mess turmoil.

Xin Wan felt uncomfortable, so she saluted Xie Ningzhou and said goodbye.Cheng Xinyuan at the door had already woken up, and just knelt on the spot, neither speaking nor moving.

Xin Wan walked out for a while, turned back, and said to Cheng Xinyuan, "Senior Brother Cheng, although I don't quite understand your grievances, after all, I was already sleepy when you were telling the story, and I couldn't hear a word. I'm not qualified to say anything, but I think..."

Cheng Xinyuan said lightly, "I don't like to listen to big truths."

Xin Wan said: "I don't have a big reason to say, but since you're in a bad mood, why don't you come with me and have a glass of the wine I brewed?"

Xin Wan applied the medicine on Mu Yedeng and came out, Jing Li still looked trembling, Xin Wan rubbed his head and said: "Ye Deng fell asleep, you go and take the wine I brewed last year to the outside In the pavilion, no stealing is allowed."

Xin Wanniang's wine was not strong, but sweet in the mouth, Cheng Xinyuan took a sip, and fried lily with lotus seeds with a chopstick.He chewed and said, "It's delicious."

Xin Wan was washing the wine gourd by the side of the pavilion, but there was still some color of bile attached to it. After several times of washing, no strange colored water came out. He stuck out his tongue in disgust, went back to the pavilion, and poured wine into the gourd. , Then lie down on the railing of the pavilion, hang the gourd on a rope above, insert a lotus stem into the mouth of the gourd, take a sip of wine, sigh, and close your eyes to bask in the sun.

Cheng Xinyuan poured himself a drink, and soon became a little drunk, and suddenly began to sob in a low voice.

Xin Wan opened her eyes to look at him, and Cheng Xinyuan said, "Just pretend you didn't see it. I've been trying to find a place where no one is around to cry secretly, but there seem to be people everywhere."

Xin Wan nodded understandingly: "I'm not human."

Cheng Xinyuan really devoted himself to crying for a long time, finally calmed down, and continued to eat while belching.

Xin Wan closed his eyes, his peculiar gourd device and straw were still dangling on it.Cheng Xinyuan said, "Are you asleep?"

Xin Wan said: "Ah, you can pretend that I am asleep and continue to cry if you want to cry."

Cheng Xinyuan looked at him: "You really know how to enjoy yourself."

Xin Wan smiled and said, "How long can a cultivator live?"

Cheng Xinyuan didn't expect him to ask this, and said, "It's hundreds of years at least. If you can ascend, it will be far more than that."

Xin Wan said: "Even if I don't get sick or encounter misfortunes or accidents, even if I age slower than ordinary people because I live in Kongsang, in the end, I only have less than a hundred years at most, so of course I have to hurry up and enjoy it."

Cheng Xinyuan was stunned, Xin Wan said: "So don't worry, you have a lot of time, if there is something that can't be solved, just drink a drink, get drunk once and solve it, if it hasn't been resolved, just two."

Cheng Xinyuan's eyes straightened a little, and he said, "You don't want to reason with me after you say it."

Xin Wan laughed out loud, and said, "I'm not making any sense. I'm trying to make you feel guilty. Look at you. You have so much time. It would be nice to have a glass of wine and a bowl of rice, but you have to be in a hurry. Engaging in this kind of conspiracy for a while, it also harmed my little nephew."

He rested his arm on his pillow, and said lightly: "You could have stood with Master Xie Men to face the Fudo Mansion, and you may not necessarily die, but you dare not, you are just afraid of doing such a complicated thing. Thank you door master for rejecting you, you are only afraid that you will become an unfilial son who will not take revenge on his father."

He turned his head and looked at Cheng Xinyuan: "You deliberately divided up the black posts, besides not wanting to thank the door master for death, it's because you feel ashamed of your father and want to die already, right?"

Cheng Xinyuan was silent for a long time, drank another glass of wine, and said, "I'm sorry."

Xin Wan sighed, and said, "I also hope that I can have a lot of time to find a way to heal Ye Deng's injury. But, maybe..."

Maybe he doesn't have that much time.

In fact, he is very afraid of suffering and tiredness, and of course he is also afraid of death. After all, after death, he will have no wine to drink, no lotus flowers to see, no food to eat, and he does not have so much time to look at Jingli all the time, and he does not have so much time. Time can wait for Lu Changying to remember him from the beginning, so he already cherishes all the time with Lu Changying who doesn't remember him, even if he only approaches him because of other things, even if he just jokes and teases him on a whim, but he still I cherish it very much, because his time is not much.

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