seriously ill

Chapter 30

Speaking of this, Min Yoongi raised his head to look at Zheng Ho-seok in his arms, wanting to see if he was asleep, but found that he was still awake, listening carefully, seeing Min Yoongi suddenly looking at him, a little flustered.

Min Yoongi looked into Jung Ho-seok's restless eyes and smiled softly. "I thought I was talking too boringly and made you fall asleep. Forget it, it's not too late, let's go to sleep."

After finishing speaking, Min Yoongi tore off the quilt, and wanted to cover Zheng Ho-seok again, but Zheng Ho-seok stopped him, and he looked at himself with sad eyes, full of distress: "You continue to talk. "His eyes immediately drooped again. "I would like to know."

Min Yoongi was a little moved by seeing Zheng Haoxi in this state, lowered his head and left a kiss on his forehead, and then hugged him deeply: "Hoseok, will you love me? Love me like before? Do you know how afraid I am of losing you? During the seven years I’ve been away, I’m no longer the original self. Everything around me makes me sick. If there is any joy in being alive, it is being loved by you. Sorry, I was just too scared."

Zheng Haoxi didn't speak, but quietly put his hand on Min Yoongi's arm holding him, and patted it twice.After learning about Min Yoongi's experience, Zheng Haoxi no longer understood what kind of mood he was using to face Min Yoongi, and most of the hatred and anger towards him in his heart dissipated unknowingly.

Zheng Haoxi suddenly remembered that morning in Hong Kong, he asked himself if he would leave him because of his identity, how decisive and determined his answer was at the time, but only now did he understand the true meaning behind this identity.

Min Yoongi continued: "During that time, although I was just a pawn, but fortunately, as the president of LION, this identity still brought me a lot of value. I secretly cultivated my own strength, and there, I also had Very good position. At this time, my stupid brother happened to do a stupid thing and helped me a lot. He became suspicious of my father and thought that I would threaten his status, so he sent someone to assassinate me in order to No future. The bullet pierced my stomach, but I survived."

What Min Yoongi said was calm and breezy, but Zheng Haoxi's heart skipped a beat when he heard it.

"However, this can't be said to be a bad thing for me. My father had complained about my second brother before, and this time it ruined all my father's trust in him. My father was furious and completely fell out with that idiot. Turned over. I was able to return to China. Our family is really interesting, they are all heartless. It is not impossible for a son to kill his father, or a son accidentally killed in a car accident one day. Zheng Hao Tin, I used to be heartless too."

Min Yoongi stopped here and was silent for a long time, as if he was thinking carefully, after hesitating, he still spoke slowly.

"When we first came back to China, we met for the first time in the toilet. At that time, you were in the toilet with that old man, and you took off all your clothes. I thought you had changed too, not to mention that you once liked me, maybe A man who can afford to play. But that old man makes me sick, I got him a bit of a handle and got him in. You haven't changed at all, I feel like I'm back in time, I'm so relaxed with you , At that time, I thought, maybe you can be like the spy sent by my father, but you have to be more obedient and loyal than him, and I am willing to let you be my lover. But then you proposed to me with a ring , you told me forever, you just messed up all my plans. At the beginning, I never thought of living too long, I wanted to devour, devour everything, if one day, they really disgusted me When the limit is reached, I will take everything I have, die with this dirty family, and bring down MK. Or wait until I have lived enough, and I will die on the street on a sunny day. Okay. But when you told me forever, I suddenly wanted to live for a long time, with you, for a long, long time. Zheng Haoxi, I really, already, fell in love with you.

Jung Ho-seok remained silent without any response, Min Yoongi finally sighed softly, turned off the light in the room, and still hugged Jung Ho-seok in his arms.

It was already late at night, but both of them had their own concerns, and they didn't fall asleep for a long time.

The curtains are as thin as white gauze, in the silence, Zheng Haoxi can see the thick night outside the window with his eyes open, remembering the black sky on the first night between himself and Min Yoongi, it turns out that Min Yoongi has long been swallowed by darkness, into the abyss.

He thought of that day again, when Min Yoongi asked himself if he would smile after leaving him because of his background, now that he thinks about it, he realizes that it was not gratification, but full of bitterness.

Min Yoongi, living in this kind of world, you must be very lonely.

After this night, the atmosphere between the two people is strange and strange.Both of them assumed that nothing had happened by default, but it did happen.Min Yoongi did some disgraceful things to let Jung Ho Suk stay by his side.The two of them seemed to be a little awkward, but they didn't.Facing Min Yoongi's caresses, Jung Hoseok doesn't take the initiative or refuse.Even Zheng Haoxi didn't understand what he was thinking.Maybe he should hate him, but he couldn't hate him, and even sympathized with him.

Jung Hoseok moved back to his original company again, and he didn't show much gratitude to Min Yoongi, which he owed him.Starship went out completely independently, Hit needs to regroup and start, so he is now preparing a seven-member boy group, with Kim Namjoon as the main one, and he is very busy every day.

Min Yoongi also had his own affairs, and he didn't force Zheng Ho-seok to report to him every day, even if he stayed in the studio all night, Min Yoongi didn't object.It's just that when Jung Ho-seok goes back, he is always beaten up by Min Yoongi.However, Min Yoongi restrained himself a lot when he saw Zheng Haoxi's busyness.

Although he was very busy with work, it couldn't numb his feelings for Min Yoongi.Zheng Haoxi sometimes suffered from insomnia, tossing and turning all night.But this torment also clearly reminded him that he never let go of this feeling.

Min Yoongi, since you are destined to live in such a world, then I am willing to accompany you.

When Min Yoongi came back, it was already late at night.Seeing Min Yoongi's return, the butler hurried forward and said in a low voice, "Master, Mr. Zheng has been sitting there all day without eating anything."

Min Yoongi nodded, and told Lao Chen to ask his servant to make some food, then he walked slowly to Zheng Haoxi, squatted down in front of him, and gently stroked his cheek: "What's wrong? Listen to what Lao Chen said , You haven't eaten anything today."

Zheng Haoxi shook his head and did not speak.

The servant made some simple vegetables and porridge. Min Yoongi pulled Zheng Ho-seok to the table and put the spoon in his hand: "If you don't eat for a day, your stomach will not be able to bear it. Let's eat less."

Zheng Haoxi hesitated to speak, lowered his head, ate a mouthful of porridge, and finally raised his head, looking at Min Yoongi.

"Do you know why I value Kim Namjoon so much?"

Min Yoongi was stunned for a moment, the question was indeed asked suddenly and inexplicably, but he guessed with some interest: "Talent?"

Zheng Haoxi smiled: "You once said that Kpop has never been able to be mainstream music and cannot be heard by most people, so you want to be a bridge for Kpop to the mainstream so that more people can love it. When The moment I saw Kim Namjoon, I knew it was possible to realize your dream. Min Yoongi, I want to help you realize this dream."

Min Yoongi's pupils suddenly dilated, looking at Jung Ho-seok in disbelief, tears blurred his eyes.

It was just a dream he said when he was 16 years old, but Zheng Haoxi has always remembered it in his heart.

"Go get married. For your identity, marriage should be your safest barrier and means of consolidation. You also give me three years to fulfill this dream. If after three years, you still love me, We'll be together forever."

Min Yoongi's lips were trembling slightly, Zheng Haoxi smiled at him, but his tears fell down in big drops.After a long silence, Min Yoongi finally answered.

"it is good."

Three years later.

BTS, a Hit artist, won the MAMA Artist of the Year Award, Best Dance Group Award and Singer of the Year Award.This is another affirmation after they won the TopSocialArtist award.

Holding the trophy and chattering in the background, seven youngsters invited Zheng Haoxi to treat him.Zheng Haoxi was about to agree with a smile, but Min Yoongi pulled him out of the lively crowd.

BTS member Kim Taehyung still hugged Jung Hoseok and refused to let go, and this tugging also dragged him out.

Min Yoongi's complexion suddenly turned black, and everyone shivered involuntarily in silence, watching Min Yoongi's face carefully, only Kim Taehyung's rough nerves were still asking: "Brother, can you eat meat?"

Min Yoongi's eyes were fixed on Kim Taehyung, thinking when he had to teach this ignorant guy a lesson.But Jin Taehyung put all his energy on Zheng Haoxi, so he didn't have time to pay attention to Min Yoongi.

Jin Namjoon carefully looked at Min Yoongi, he was so frightened that he didn't dare to breathe, but that idiot Kim Taehyung was still making an inch of Zheng Haoxi.

After hesitating for two seconds, he hastily pulled Jin Taehyung off Zheng Haoxi's body, "Taehyung, brother treats you, brother treats you to meat."

Upon hearing this, Kim Taehyung's eyes lit up, and he looked at Kim Namjoon with anticipation and surprise: "Really? Brother, really? Then we can have two meals of meat! That's great, brother, why do you want to treat again?" ? Didn’t you just invite me yesterday?”

Jin Namjoon rolled his eyes at him, with a painful expression on his face: "Because I have to be responsible for you. You idiot! Come on, let's go eat first."

Kim Taehyung couldn't understand the meaning of Kim Namjoon's words, he only knew that Kim Namjoon was going to treat everyone to dinner, he was very happy, and he didn't care about Kim Namjoon's idiot.A person is foolishly having fun there.After saying hello to Jung Ho-seok and Min Yoongi, they all went out, out of the waiting room, except for Kim Tae-hyung, everyone secretly breathed a sigh of relief.

The room suddenly became quiet, only Zheng Haoxi and Min Yoongi were left.

"Now that they're all done with their work, shouldn't you give me something to do?" Min Yoongi hugged Zheng Ho-seok with a gentle voice.

"Well, I'm in a good mood today, just say what you want, you two." Zheng Haoxi put his arm around Min Yoongi's waist, hugged him back, and said happily.

Min Yoongi just hugged her for a long time and didn't speak for a long time.He closed his eyes and enjoyed the moment that belonged to Zheng Hoseok.

After three years, Min Yoongi finally gained a firm foothold in South Korea.Things in the family are almost divided into three parts and have stabilized.A year ago, he and his pseudonymous wife finished their nominal marriage, and after they got what they wanted, they divorced peacefully.

Everything finally had a perfect ending.

Min Yoongi felt the warmth of the person in his arms, tightened his arms, and hugged Zheng Ho-seok even more forcefully, bringing him closer to him, leaning against his ear, converging all the heartbeats into a sentence of the most affectionate tenderness.

"Jung Ho-seok, I love you."

The author has something to say:

This is what I do because I like what you guys do.Because I like it, it was my first time to write a novel, my first time to be a radio station, my first time to write Chinese lyrics, and my first time to write a music review. Now, it is my heart to finish this novel when you come back.Thank you for bringing me good songs. It is really a pleasure to meet you.

I wish you all the best in the future!